第一章

第一章

wogenshizibenjiuyouhunyue。

diediesiqianzuidadeyuanwangjiushikanwofengfengguangguangchujia。

woguizaishizifushangsantiansanyeqiuta,tacaizhongyusongkoudayingwociridahun。

danshiciri,chichibujiantashenying。

datingzhihou,caifaxiantapeizhechengxiangnverqufangfengzhengle。

diediezhidaosizhiqian,doumeiyoudenglaishizi。

wojiuyanzhengzhengkanzhetadaizheyihanyanqi。

cike,wojuedezijikexiaojile。

shenaitadeneishinian,quandangxiaohua!

woxinhuiyileng,juedingjiucilikaishizi。

kezuihou,taquexunwoxundaofafeng。

......

爹爹今日病逝了。

zhidaoriluoxishan,shizihaishimeiyouchuxian。

wozaoyitongtayuedinghao,jinriyuzhongdaodafushang。

dantaqueweibeiwomendeyuedingqupeirenzhaozhaofangfengzheng。

我对他失望透顶了。

mingmingwotongshiziyoulehunyue,ketaqueweilerenzhaozhaosanfanwucijiangwohulve。

renzhaozhaochuxianhou,shizijiuxiangbeiguanlemihuntangyiyangchimita。

tianlengjitatianzhiangguidexinyi,zaitabukaixinshipeitayouwansifang。

yikaishiwokuguoyenaoguo,danquanbeishizilengshenghuijue。

“ruanpan,ruobushibenwang,nijinjinzhishiyigexianlingzhinv。”

“suoyi,biebushihaodai。”

rutasuoshuo,wojinjinshiyigejiandandexianlingzhinv。

ruobushihuanghoubiaoyimudeshouyi,wokongpahaizhanbudaoshizideshenpang。

cihou,wokanqingzijidediwei。

不再哭闹。

zhishizheici,shizizaiciqingshiwo。

wozaitafuqianguidesantiansanye,quandangxiaohua。

wozhishixiangrangdiedieanxindebishangyan。

shiziquzunyuguipeiwozuochangjiaxi,jiuzheimenanma?

tidiedieanzhihaozanglizhihou,wobianmabutingtiganhuigongzhong。

bijingmeigenhuanghouqingshiguo,shibunengzaigongwaiguoyede。

daodafushangshi,yijingtianheile。

shizicishihaimeihuifu,shiwoyiliaozhizhong。

wohuidaoceshi,meiyoubazhudengdianliang。

beishangbansuizheheiantunshilewo。

zuitengaiwodediedie,bingshile。

wofuzaianshang,renbuzhushishengtongku。

mimihuhuzhijian,buzhibujueshuileguoqu。

buzhiguoleduojiu,wobeiyizhenzhuhuoranqideliangguangraoxing。

yizhengyan,kandaodebianshishizishouwanzherenzhaozhao。

shizimiansebingleng,kaikoubianshizhize:“weiherenzaiwuzhongquebudiandeng?”

tademeitoujinzhou,kanqilaiyouxiebunaifan。

wohaimeilaidejishuohua,renzhaozhaojiuweiqudao:“wozhidaoruanmeimeibuxihuanwoliusu,wojiubujinimentianmafanle。”

huayushuoshiyaozou,danquemeiyoubandiannuodongdeyisi。

zheishitamenyizhiyilaidexiguan。

tamenyouhuidaoshengengbanye,dangongzhongyouyouxiaojin,suoyirenzhaozhaotongchangzhinengliusuzaiwowuzhong。

zhibuguorenzhaozhaoshuiwozheiwu,erwogenyahuanshuiyiwu。

shizitinglehoubufenqinghongzaobaichizewo:“ruanpan,niweimianyouxiebujinrenqingleba?”

“jiuyinweijinriwomeiyoufuyue,suoyinilianyijianxiaoxiaodewuzidoubuyuanyirang?”

congqian,shiwoqianjiutamen。

xianzai,shuyuwodewoyebuxiangrangle。

tamenlianggezhanzaiwodeduimian,fangfozaiwogenduizhiyiban。

jianciqingjing,wobujinqingxiaoyisheng。

“shia,jiushiyinweijinrishizidianxiameilaifuyue。”

zheiyixiao,wozhijuefengcijile。

ciqiandeshanmenghaishi,quandangxiaohua。

shizidemeiningchengyituan,buxiedao:“bujiushitiqianchengqinme,youbiyaozheimejiaozhenma?natianchengqinbudouyiyang?”

tayuqiqingpiaopiao,jiuxiangshimeiyoubawozhiqiandehuafangzaixinshang。

dangchuweileqiuta,wozaitafushangguilesantiansanye,shengshengqixue,jiuweiletanengpeiwowanchengdiediedexinyuan。

kezaitaxinzhong,diediedemingdoumeiyoupeirenzhaozhaofangfengzhengzhongyao。

wozhuanguoshen,jingzhizouxiangchuangta,touyebuhuidao:“buzaole,zhuweizaodianhuiba。”

zheimemingxiandesongke,ketamenxiangtingbudongside。

shiziwangqiangenshanglejibu,qijibaihuai:“nandaonijiuzheimexinxiongxiaai?benwangzhenshikancuonile!”

renzhaozhaoyeshunshilaguoshizideshou,jiaoshengdao:“jiranruanmeimeibuyuanyi,womenyebuyaoqiangrensuonanle。”

“woweiquweiqugenyahuanmenjizaixiafangyeshiwuaide。”

keshiziquezhejiqilaile:“buxing!nikeshichengxiangzhinv!ruochengxiangzhidaolehuiyouduoshangxin!”

jiuyinweidiedieshiyigexiaoxiaodexianling,suoyiwojiuzhudingdirenyidengma?

tamenlianggeyichangyihe,jiuxiangguyishuojiwotingyiban。