第三章
woshuangmupingjingdekanzhezhouyuqing。
yaobushijintianjiangyuedepengyouquantixinglewo。
yaoburan,wodoubuzhidao,tamenliangnianqianjiuyijinggaozaileyiqi。
erzheigeshoubiaojiushizhengju。
wodangchupeiyangjiangyueshijuedezheigeshaonianshigekezaozhicaiderencai。
danwomeiyouxiangdao,wojingranpeiyangchulaileyigebaiyanlang。
erqiehaishiqiangwolaopodexiaosan。
zaozhidaodangchu,wojiubugaijiangjiangyuezhaojingongsi。
“fanzhengliwuyijingjinile,wodeliwuni?”
zhouyuqingsuiranyouxieganga,danhaishisipilailiandewenwoyaoliwu。
“没有。”
“zhouhao,nidaodiyoumeiyouyidianliangxin,zheikeshiwomenliuzhounianjiehunjinianri,nijingranliangeliwudoumeiyouzhunbei,niyetaixiaoqile。”
“liuzhounianjinianrizaiwuyueershihao,xianzaishiliuyueershihao。”
dangchuxuanzewuerlingjiehun,mudeshixiangyaoaiqingnenggouzhangzhangjiujiu。
长久吗?
zheixienian,yaobushixiangzaibabamianqianbanyanenaifuqi,rangfuqinnenggoumeiyouyihandelikai。
kezuizhongfuqinhaishiyihandezoule。
yishiwohezhouyuqingmeiyouhaizichenglefuqinzuidadeyihan。
qishiwogenzhouyuqingyeyouguoyigehaizi,wohaijidongdejihaiziqumingzijiaoqingbao。
danhaizizaisangeyuedadeshihou,turanliuchanle。
erneigeshihoudewo,yeyinweijizheyaoquyiyuan,zailushangchulechehuo,hunmilejitian。
醒来孩子已经没了。
ershizaifuqinlinsimiliuzhiji,wulunwozenmeqiuzhouyuqingqukanfuqinzuihouyiyan。
tadayingdehaohaode,queshizhongmeiyouchuxian,fuqinyihanlikai。
shenzhilianzanglidouzaipeizhemishukandianying。
dianyinghezanglineigeshuqingshuzhong,tazheimedaderenhailingbuqingma?
zheiyangdehunyin,wojuedemeiyoubiyaozaijianchixiaqule。
我决定离婚。
danshigongsishiwomenlianggerenyishouchuanglide。
suoyiwoxiangnahuiwogongsidegufen,chenzhexianzai。
wozhidaozhouyuqingzaijiangyuedejiaosuoxia,zaitoutoudizhuanyizichan。
zheixiedoushizuijinyougenimingwenjianfajiwode。
“jirannizhiqianyizhishuoyaolihun,neijiulihunba!”
“fangxin,yihouwobuhuizaichanzhenile,niyemeiyoubiyaoyonglihunweixiewo,wobayijingbuzaile,zheiduanmeiyouganqingdehunyinyemeiyoubiyaozaiweichixiaqule,nishuoduima?”
“nishuoshenme?zhouhao,nixianzaidanzidale,jingrangangenwotilihunle。”
“niyiweinililehun,haiyousheihuikanshangni,chulewo,sheihuikanshangnizheigedongbudongjiuhuaiyibierenchunjiedeyouyi,zainineilijiuchenglechugui。”
“zhouhao,niyebuneigejingzizhaozhaoniziji,niyiweinihaishiganggangbiyededaxueshengma?”
“queshi,nibiyedeshihou,zhangdequeshibucuo,danxianzai,niyijingshisanshisuidedashule,neinenggenxiaoxianroubi。”
“你比的过吗?”
zhouyuqingdekouzhongmanshianfeng。
“shi,woshibibuguo。”
wochengrenwoshibibuguole,yaoshidangchuwomeiyouchuangye,meiyouheneixielaobanmenhejiu,hedaopijiudu,zuihouweibingzhujinyiyuandehua。
我这个年纪,老吗?
zhengshiqingchunnianhuadenianji。
erwozaizhouyuqingyandiquebiandeyoulaoyouchou,haijuedegenwolihunhou,buhuiyourenkanshangwo。