第三章

第三章

woshuangmupingjingdekanzhezhouyuqing。

yaobushijintianjiangyuedepengyouquantixinglewo。

yaoburan,wodoubuzhidao,tamenliangnianqianjiuyijinggaozaileyiqi。

erzheigeshoubiaojiushizhengju。

wodangchupeiyangjiangyueshijuedezheigeshaonianshigekezaozhicaiderencai。

danwomeiyouxiangdao,wojingranpeiyangchulaileyigebaiyanlang。

erqiehaishiqiangwolaopodexiaosan。

zaozhidaodangchu,wojiubugaijiangjiangyuezhaojingongsi。

“fanzhengliwuyijingjinile,wodeliwuni?”

zhouyuqingsuiranyouxieganga,danhaishisipilailiandewenwoyaoliwu。

“没有。”

“zhouhao,nidaodiyoumeiyouyidianliangxin,zheikeshiwomenliuzhounianjiehunjinianri,nijingranliangeliwudoumeiyouzhunbei,niyetaixiaoqile。”

“liuzhounianjinianrizaiwuyueershihao,xianzaishiliuyueershihao。”

dangchuxuanzewuerlingjiehun,mudeshixiangyaoaiqingnenggouzhangzhangjiujiu。

长久吗?

zheixienian,yaobushixiangzaibabamianqianbanyanenaifuqi,rangfuqinnenggoumeiyouyihandelikai。

kezuizhongfuqinhaishiyihandezoule。

yishiwohezhouyuqingmeiyouhaizichenglefuqinzuidadeyihan。

qishiwogenzhouyuqingyeyouguoyigehaizi,wohaijidongdejihaiziqumingzijiaoqingbao。

danhaizizaisangeyuedadeshihou,turanliuchanle。

erneigeshihoudewo,yeyinweijizheyaoquyiyuan,zailushangchulechehuo,hunmilejitian。

醒来孩子已经没了。

ershizaifuqinlinsimiliuzhiji,wulunwozenmeqiuzhouyuqingqukanfuqinzuihouyiyan。

tadayingdehaohaode,queshizhongmeiyouchuxian,fuqinyihanlikai。

shenzhilianzanglidouzaipeizhemishukandianying。

dianyinghezanglineigeshuqingshuzhong,tazheimedaderenhailingbuqingma?

zheiyangdehunyin,wojuedemeiyoubiyaozaijianchixiaqule。

我决定离婚。

danshigongsishiwomenlianggerenyishouchuanglide。

suoyiwoxiangnahuiwogongsidegufen,chenzhexianzai。

wozhidaozhouyuqingzaijiangyuedejiaosuoxia,zaitoutoudizhuanyizichan。

zheixiedoushizuijinyougenimingwenjianfajiwode。

“jirannizhiqianyizhishuoyaolihun,neijiulihunba!”

“fangxin,yihouwobuhuizaichanzhenile,niyemeiyoubiyaoyonglihunweixiewo,wobayijingbuzaile,zheiduanmeiyouganqingdehunyinyemeiyoubiyaozaiweichixiaqule,nishuoduima?”

“nishuoshenme?zhouhao,nixianzaidanzidale,jingrangangenwotilihunle。”

“niyiweinililehun,haiyousheihuikanshangni,chulewo,sheihuikanshangnizheigedongbudongjiuhuaiyibierenchunjiedeyouyi,zainineilijiuchenglechugui。”

“zhouhao,niyebuneigejingzizhaozhaoniziji,niyiweinihaishiganggangbiyededaxueshengma?”

“queshi,nibiyedeshihou,zhangdequeshibucuo,danxianzai,niyijingshisanshisuidedashule,neinenggenxiaoxianroubi。”

“你比的过吗?”

zhouyuqingdekouzhongmanshianfeng。

“shi,woshibibuguo。”

wochengrenwoshibibuguole,yaoshidangchuwomeiyouchuangye,meiyouheneixielaobanmenhejiu,hedaopijiudu,zuihouweibingzhujinyiyuandehua。

我这个年纪,老吗?

zhengshiqingchunnianhuadenianji。

erwozaizhouyuqingyandiquebiandeyoulaoyouchou,haijuedegenwolihunhou,buhuiyourenkanshangwo。