第5章5
lengzhankaishidehaowuyuzhao，yemeiyoumingshuo。
jianshinianmeizaitineiwandezhengzhi，jiangmuyuyemeiyouzaijieshi。
zhishicongneitianqi，tamenzhijiandeduihuayuelaiyueshao，xiangshituranzhijian，shenmedoubeimoqianlejingyin。
zaoshangqichuang，tazhaochangweitazhunbeizaocan，tachiwan，shuoyisheng“wozoule”，tadiantou，“lushangxiaoxin。”
tamenyijiushuizaitongyizhangchuangshang，queyigekaozuo、yigekaoyou，zhongjianxianggezheyipianhaidejuli。
jiangmuyucengjicixiangzhaojihuikaikou，huadaolezuibian，queyouyanxia。
tazongjuede，zaidengdeng，tajiuhuihuidaoneigewenroudongshi、shenmedoubujijiaodemoyang。
zheitianwanshang，tajiabanhuidaojia，ketingdedenghailiangzhe，jianshinianzuozaishafashang，yibiankanshuyibianmomao。
jiandaojiangmuyuhuilai，tameishuoshenme。
daoshijiangmuyujiantashenqingpingdan，zhongyurenbuzhuwen：“nijiudasuanyizhibuhewoshuohua？”
jianshinianfangxiashu，kanxiangta：“bushuohua，shiwobudui？”
“bushibudui。”tarouleroumeixin，“shiwomenbugaiyinweiyigebuxiangganderen，gaodexianzailianhuadoushuobuhao。”
“buxianggan？”jianshinianzhongfuleyibian，yuqipingjing，“neinizongyinweiyige‘buxianggan’derenrewoshengqi，tushenme？”
jiangmuyuyiye，chenshengdao：“tashiwoshouxiadexiangmufuzeren，wobukenengshenmedoubuguan。”
“womeiyaonishenmedoubuguan。”jianshinianqishen，ditoukanzheta，“wozhishixiwangnixiangxiang，nimenzhijiandebianjie，shenmeshihoukaishimohule。”
tameizaidengtadehuiying，zhuanshenjinlefangjian。
menmeiguan，liuleyitiaofeng。
jiangmuyuzuozaishafashang，bantianmeiyoudong，zhuozishangbaizhetaaichideguihuaou，xiangweiyijiu，ketahuranjuedenidehen。
zheiyijingshitamenjiehunqinianlai，zuizhangdeyicilengzhanle。
jianshinianshuayashi，kanzhejingzilizijihaowubolandelian，huranyouxiehuanghu。
taxiangqigangjiehunneinian，liangrendiyicizhenzhengchaojia，shiyinweijiangmuyugongzuotaimang，tazaijiadengleyizhengye，taquewangleshuoyishengyaojiaban。
neishitahongzheyanshuo：“nijiusuanbuaiwole，yebierangwoyigerenshadeng。”
tahedelianyehuijia，congmenkouchongjinlaijiubaozhuta：“womeiyoubuaini，wozenmekenengbuaini。laopo，wojiushisha。”
houlaitaweilehongta，basuoyouhuiyishijiantiqian，ningyuanshenyegaifanganyejianchimeitianqinzilaijietaxiaban，napazhishiweileyiqiquchiyidunretengtengdewanfan。
zaihoulai，liangrenoueryehuizhengzhi，youshihoutalengzhelianbuliren，tajiuhuiyibianduanzhechideyibianbaotaxigai，qingqinghuangzhesajiao：“jiangtaitai，honghongwo，buranwoxintengdeyaosi。”
tameicidoumeinengrenzhuxiao。
danxianzai，taxiaobuchulai。
bushiyinweibushengqile，ershitabuzhidaozijihainengbunengxiangyiqianneiyang，beiyiju“honghongwo”jiuyuanliangsuoyoushi。
jiangmuyuzheijitianmingxianyebiandechenmo。
tabushimeiyishidaowentiyuelaiyueyanzhong，zhishitaxiguanleyongtuiranghuanlaitaderouruan，xiguanlejianshinianneigehaohong、wenshundemoyang。
yeli，takaozaichuangbian，kantadebeiying，fachulezheijitianlaizuiqingroudeyishenghuhuan：“jianshinian？”
她没动。
tayiweitashuizhele，zhidaokandaotashouzhiweiweishoujin，caizhidaotatingjianle。
她只是不想回头。
jiangmuyuxinkouyizhi，huranxiangqihenduonianyiqian，jianshinianxiaozheduitashuo：“nizhiyaolaibaowo，wojiubushengqi。”
ketatangshangchuang，quemomingmeileleshenchushoudeyongqi。
zheigewanshang，tameiyouzaiqubaota，zhishidingzhetianhuabankanlehenjiu，naohailifanfufuxianzhengchaoshijianshinianshuodeneiju。
“shenmeshihoukaishimohule？”
冷战的第三天。
tamenzaicanzhuoshangouerduihua，jianduan、kezhi、limao。
“酱油放哪了？”
“chujuzuobiandierceng。”
“过两天有个出差”
“wowanshangjiabanwandianhuilai。”
yeli，jianshinianzhaochangshoushichufang，jiangmuyuquyangtaijiedianhua，yuqibuzijueroulexie：“hao，womingtiananpainiquxiagexiangmuzu，biedanxin，qingqing。”
jianshinianzhanzaichufangmenkou，kanzhetabeiying，bashoulidepanzixiganjingleyouchongleyibian。