第4章04
yuyanchezhejianghuaideyixiu，weiquwangzheta，”huaigege，nibieguaijiejie，doushiwobuhao，buyinggaijieshounisongdedongxi，rejiejieshengqile。”
“yuyan，nijiushitaishanliangle。”
jianghuaibatalouzaihuaili，wenrouanfu。
zheitiaoxianglianduiwodezhongyaoxing，jianghuaishizhidaode。
xianzaitajingranweileweihuyuyan，shifeibufen，dangzhongwuruwo。
kanzhetamenruciqinmitiezaiyiqi，yuyanbashoufangzaixianglianshang，yanshendoushitiaoxin。
我既恶心又愤怒。
bugushoushangcashang，mengdezhanqilai，bijinyuyan。
“shixiangjiuganjinzhaixialai，biebiwodongshou！”
yuyanyitingyoulimadakedakeyanleiluoxia，jianghuaiyongshouwenroucadiaotadeyanlei。
zhuanxiangwoshi，dagaishiconglaimeiyoujianguowomanliannuqi，talengleyishunjian，xiayishixiangyaojieshi。
yuyanquejiangxianglianqulexialai，dijiwo，
“jiejieyaoshixihuanzheitiaoxianglianjiunaquba，bieyinweiwogenhuaigegeshangleganqing。”
tajiazhuangyaobaxianglianfangwoshouli，quezaiwogangyaojieshi，guyisongshou。
xianglianpengdeyishengbeishuailuozaidi，cuicanshisifenwuliesanluokailai。
woshuangyanfahong，fanshouxiangyaodata，quebeijianghuaiyanjishoukuaidehenhenyitui。
“xuwanwan，woshuoguonibuyaozaiqifuyuyan，fouzebieguaiwoduinibukeqi！”
wobeitatuidewanghoutuilejibu，xianxiejiaoweidiezaidishang。
yuyankandaozuijiaomashangluchudeyidexiao。
jianghuaijianwobeitatuidechadiandiedao，biaoqingyileng，shenshouxiangyaolaifuwo。
yuyansuijizhuangyundaozaidishang，haibuwangdiashengdiaqishuoyiju，”huaigege，wokenengbeiqiangdaoleshui，touhaoyuna。”
jianghuaiganjinpaoguoqu，batabaojinhuaili。
“yuyanmeimei，nizenmele，biehehuwoa。”
taduiyongrenhoudao，”ganjinjiaojiuhuche!”
binkementingdaoshengyin，fenfenweiguolai，duiwoyilunfenfen，
“neibushixujiada**ma？tingshuogenzijidemeimeizhengfengchicu，batatuidaohuli。”
“zaojiutingshuotaduizheigejimeixinhenshoula，guoranshizheiyang。”
jianghuaixionghenkanzhewo，“xuwanwan，meixiangdaonizheimeedu，ganjinjiyuyandaoqian，xiangnizheiyangduxinchangdenvren，genbenbupeizuowodeqizi。”
tashenhoudegongzigemengenzhehongxiao，
“xuda**，nanrenmadoushiyaofengchangzuoxi，yihoujiangshaoyingchou，shenbiankendingshaobulenvxingzuopei，zheiyangdechangmianduodeshi，meicidouyaocuyidafa，budebeihuohuoqisi？”
yipianhongxiaoshengzhong，jianghuaibaozheyuyanzoujinwo，yongyizhongbishideyuqigenwoshuo，
“wonainaijintianjiuyaoxuanbuwogennidehunshi，nihaixiangyaowoquni，jiubixuanwoshuodezuo。”
“nigennainaishuo，nigenyuyanjiemeiqingshen，buxiangfenkai，qiutabayuyandaiguolaiyiqizhu。rangyuyanzaibieshulimingzhengyanshundepeizhewo。”
“neiwowobianyuanliangnidesuozuosuowei，tongshiyexiqinglenigenjimeibuhedemingsheng。”
woshuangyandengda，bukesiyidikanzheta，suiranzhidaotajiushizheiyangderen。
dantingdaotazheixie**dehua，shizairangwozhenjing。
wobushuohua，tawanqizuichun，yiweiwoyijingtongyi，zixinshuodao，
“nibixuqiunainaitongyizheijianshi，zheiyangwojiuhuijinizhunbeiyijianfengguanghualidejiazhuang，buhuirangnidiulemianzi。”
kantayifuzhideyimandemoyang，fangfoyijingduding，wokendinghuiweilejiajita，jueduihuianzhaotashuodedequzuo。
zheishi，wodeguimizhaoyangpaoguolai，bawofuqilai，yongmaojinbaozhuwoshiluludeshenti。
taweiwodabaobuping，”nimenmeikanjianwanwanshenshangdeyifuyeshishidema？zenmekenengtuideyuyan。”
weiguanderenyourenyishengdao，”sheizhidaotashibushituileyuyan，youzijitiaoxiaquzidaoziyan。”
gongzigemenlikefuhe，zhouweideqitarendouyanzhemiankanwodexiaohua。
yuanchuturanchuanlaiyigenuchideshengyin，
“你们在干什么？”
dajiahuitou，jiukanjianjianghuaierdi，jiangzhegenjiangfuchaozheibianzoulai。
jiangzhezoudaowoshenbian，kanzhewoshitoudeyifuhetoufa，meitoujinzhou，guanqiediwen，“nimeishiba。”
jiangfuzeshilengzhelianhanleyisheng：
“jianghuai，nizaizuoshenme——”
“jintianshixuanbuwomenjiangxuliangjialianyindeshi，ninaoshenme？”
jianghuaigendajiayiting，jiuzhidaoshiyaozhengshigongbuwogenjianghuaidehunshi。
tamenyigegelianshangbiaoxianchujidongdeshense，fenfendengzhejiangfugongbujieguo。
jianghuaideyidikanlewoyiyan，yanshenjinggaosidetixingwo，“jidewogangcaigennishuodehua，gennainaishuorangyuyanguolaipeizheni。”
zhanzaitashenpangdeyiweigongzigeyijingzaixiaoshengtiqiangongxita。
“gongxijiangdashaoyela，yihouyekejiushijiangjiadejichengrenle。”
jianghuaideyidexiaoxiao，haibuwanggenyuyanmeimuchuanqing。rangtahuanledeqifenquemeiyouweichihenjiu，mashangtajiuzaodaoledalian。
“woyulaotaitaishangliangguole，genxujialianyin，youjiangzheyingquxuwanwan。”
huayingangluo，zaichangderendoulengzhule。