第一章 回到八十年代自杀?

diyizhanghuidaobashiniandaizisha?

yangmenglanroulerouyituanjianghudenaodai,zhengkaishuangyan,daidaidedengzhetoudingbaisedefangding。meiyouxuanlideqiangzhi,meiyouhualidediaodeng,jiandandaokongbaidefangding,dandanzhishishualecengbaihui。zixikan,haiyikandaoneiyidiandiandeaotubuping。erzaizheijiandandefangdingshang,zhigulinglingdixiangzheyige,tashiduoniandoumeiyoukanguodedaduzidengpao。

呃......

tajideqianyimiaozhong,tahaizuozaibalidebataclandeyinleting,tingzhemeimiaodeyinle。zenmezheiyimiao,jiutangzailezheigemomingqimiaodedifang?

mutoudechuanghu,bolibeimutouchuangkuanggechenglesankuai。zheizhongchuanghu,haoxiangshizijixiaoshihoucaiyoude。erxianzaidechuanghu,dadoushisugang、lvhejinde,muzhidesuiranyou,danshiyinweizuogonggengjiaxizhi,zaojiahengao,yijinghenshaochuxianzaipingchangrenjiale。

chuanghuxiamianfangzheyizhangmosundeyouxiefaheidemuzhuozi,shangmianfangzhesihumeiyouxiandewan、kuaizihebashiniandaiteyoudebaisetangcichagang......

茶缸?

八十年代?

yangmenglanmengdezuoleqilai,danshiyinweizijidezheiyigujinger,bujindaidongleshenshangdechuanghuangdonglejixia,liandaizhezijishenshangderousihudouhushanlejixia。

tamanmandezhuandonglejixiayanzhu,kanzhesizhou。ranhou,shifenhuanmandetaiqileshouzhang。

啊......

yishengcanjiao,xiangchefangneifangwai。

yangmenglanyouzhongzhongdeshuaizailechuangshang,buchuyiwai,youyinqichuangbandeyizhenhuangdong。

danshi,ganggangtangxia,yangmenglanyouzuoleqilai。

“zheishishenmeweia?”taxiulexiu,zaicipaleqilai,xiachuang,tuikaifangmen。nanwen、xinladeweidaopumianerlai。

“buhao,shimeiqi!”yangmenglanmeitoujinsuo,yishouwuzhukoubi,pingzhuhuxi。tahenshunlidezhaodaolechufang,guanshangmeiqi,ranhoubachufangsuoyoudechuanghudoudakai。taxianglexiang,youbaketingdechuanghuhewofangdechuanghu,yedoudakaile。

chuchundelengkongqi,youchuangwailiutangjinlai,chuisanlemeiqidexinlaweidao,dailaileyisiqingxindetongshi,yerangfangjiandewendudouranxiajiang。

yangmenglanbeifengchuideqileyishendejipigeda,danshitabuganguanchuang,tabaozheshuangjian,zaifangjianlaihuixiaopao,yicilaiqunuan。ertadetounao,yezhujianqingxiqilai。

yinxiangzhong,tazhengzaibalidebataclandeyinletingtingyinle,ranhouzaoyulekongbuxiji。

tagenshubaimingwaiguorenbeixiechichenglerenzhi,zhouweidoushiyayidekuqisheng,yuanyiweineixiekongburenyuanzhishaohuiyuzhengfurenyuanjiaosheyixia,meixiangdaoneibanggaisidekongburenyuan,juranzhijiexiangtamenrenglejigezhadan。

ertahaosibusidejiuzaineibaozhadefanweizhinei,zhouweideshengyinsihuyishunjiandouxiaoshengnijile,tazhigandaoyizhencimudeqiangguang......

zaicixinglai,bianyijingzaizheigemoshengdedifangle。

zhadanbaozhadeshihou,jiuzaitadeshenbian。suirantabuxiangchengren,danshitaqueshiyinggaishibeizhasile!erqiehaisihuchuanyuedaolezheigemoshengdedifang。

yangmenglantanzuozaidi,kankanzijideshou,youchouchouzijidedaduzi,haiyouneiyongzhongdeshuangtui。zheizhishaodeshi170jinyishangleba?

这是她?

自己不会是做梦吧?

yangmenglanturanjianxiangdaoleshenme,ganmangpaqishenlai,paoxiangxishoujian,zhanzailejingzimianqian。

呃......