wocongxiaobeilangyangda，zhangdahoudangleshanlidejinpaixiangdao。
wuyizhongjiulexiangyaotiaoyaxunqingdelutingsonghou，taqulewo。
qingmingjiewomenqudingqingdeshangutaqing，taquebiyunwanqidewoquyadizhaobaiyueguangdeshigu。
yabidouqiao，woshuaidemanlianshixue，yangshuipolie。
lutingsonglengyankanzhewozaiyadizhengzha。
“nihelangyiyangzaishanlizhangda，kekepengpengzaojiuxiguanleba”
“dangnianyaobushinilanzhewo，xianzaiwoheyanyanzaojiuyiqitoutaile”
“qingmingjielaishanli，shixiangzaitamianqianxuanyaoniyigelanghaihuailewodezhongma？”
xinglaishiwoyanzhonghuirong，haiziyezhixiersi。
woduizuozaichuangbiantanqidelutingheshuo，“sannianqiyueyile，songwohuiqinshengfumushenbianba。”
01
“zheisanniantashenbianzhiyouniyigeren，woyiweitingsongyijingfangxiachenyanranle。”
lutinghemanlianqiliang，nashoubeimoleyibayanlei。
“dangnianyaobushinijiuta，tazaoyijingzangshenyadi。”
“chenyanranyaojiasituoshen，meixiangdaozuihouzheizhuangnieyuandekujingquanbeiniyirenchengdan。”
wocangbaizhelianseyaoleyaotou。
“womeiyoujianguofumuqinren，xianzaizhiqiuhuidaotamenshenbian。”
lutinghemianluburen，quehaishixiangwanliuwo。
“womencongxiaoxiangyiweiming，shiwozheigezuojiejiedemeiyoujiaohaota，yaobu……”
wodaduanleta，jiandingdiyaoleyaotou。
womianrongkebu，lutinghetanlekouqi，jiaomishuquzhaolutingsonglaiqianhaizidesiwangrendingshu。
piankehou，mishucanbaizhelianchongjinbingfang，badianhuajudaolutingheerbian。
lutingsongdeshengyinjiandingyoulengmo。
“wozhaolequanshidesoujiudui，yidingyaobayanyandeshiguzhaodaoanzang！”
lutinghedajingshise，yinweichenyanrangenbenjiumeisi。
“zheimeduoniandouguoqule，nixianzaiyoushinaodenayichu！”
lutingsongyijingjinhumozheng，
“taqianliangtianjiwotuomengle，shuotayigerenhaoleng。”
“xiaolangshilangwolizhangdade，shenzijieshiyoujiuzhijishi，haizibukenengnanchan，biezaixiangnahaizipianwohuiqu！”
lutinghejiangshoujizadesifenwulie，zhuanshenwozhuwodeshou。
“xiaolang，shiwomenlujiaduibuqini。”
“dengnihefumutuanju，woqinziqujinifumupeizui。”
wojiannandiqiancheqiyimoxiao，lianshangdeshangkoutengdezuanxin。
sannianqianwoganggangwanquanrongrurenleishehui，yinweishuxishanlidedixing，zailutinghedelvyougongsizuolejinpaixiangdao。
yiwaijiuxiayaogenzhechenyanrantiaoyadelutingsonghou，sanzhangdnajiancebaogaokunzhulewosannian。
wokukuxunzhaodejiarenzaiqiangdadezibenxiashuiluoshichu，danshilutinghepadidizaizuoshashi，yaowojiaguolaibaohuta。
yuanyinhenhaocai，woyijiadouwozaitashoushang，erwodeshenshouzugoubaohulutingsong。
zuikaishi，lutingsongduiwohenhao，meiyouxianqiwolanghaideshenfen，fanersonglewobushaopiaoliangdegongzhuqunhewanju。
tashuowocongxiaozaishanlizhangda，xiaoshihouqianquededongxi，takeyitishijiebuchangwo。
shenzhiqinzijiaowokanshuxuexi，guliwocanjiachengrengaokao。
woxinliganji，titadanglebushaomingqianganjian。
yiciwobeiduzhizhuyaodaozuotuichadianjiezhi，tabaozhuwokudexianggedahaizi。
neishitashuo，yaoyongyibeizihaiwodeenqing。
wotanxindixiangyaozijishangdegengzhongyixie，rangtaxiabeiziyeqianwo，hainenghewozaiyiqi。
kejiatingyishengshuoloulezui，zhidaowoshitajiejieanpaidehou，tazaiyemeiyouduiwoyouguohaolianse。
“woyiweinizhenxinduiwo，jieguohaishiweileqianbangwojiejianshiwo，zheimeduonianwoshougoule，nijiwogun！”
taconglaimeiyoufangqiguodiaochachenyanrandesiyin，meicichadaoyidianmeimu，lutinghejiuhuibiwoyonghaizipiantahuijia，shijianjiule，tazaiyebuxinwole。
houlaitatingshanlidecunminshuochenyanrantiaoyaqianbeilanghedaoguo，bawoguandaodixiashibiwen。
“shibushini！shibushinichuantongwojiebisileyanran！burantahaoduanduandehewodengshan，zenmehuidiuxiawotiaoya！”
wobeitaqiadeqiangke，“chen……chen**liuleyishu……”
lutingsongshihunluopodisongkaiwo，jiaorenwangdixiashifanglejibaizhizhizhu，weilechengfawozheiliangnianbeipantajitajiejietongfengbaoxin。
tamingmingzhidaojiutadeneicihou，wokandaozhizhutupiandouhuipadezhandou。
02
往事明灭。
lutingsongzhaolezhengzhengbangeyue，yadiwachulaideershiduojuhaigulidoumeiyouchenyanran，tayuefahuaiyichenyanranmeiyousi。
wokuikongdeshentizhongyuhaolexie，chuyuanhuijiashoushixinglihou，wojiukeyikaiqixinshenghuole。
lutingsonghuijiashishoushangtiledabaoxiaobaodeyingeryongpin，woxinlijutong，zhuanshenbikailetademuguang。
“haizini，shinanhaihaishinvhai？”
lutingsongyuqishengyingdikaikou，wodeyanleishunzheyanjiaoliuxia。
“shinixihuandenver。”
lutingsongxibuzisheng，lianmangzoujinzhiqiantaqinshouzhunbeideyingerfang。
“rangwobaobao，nverzainani……”
woyangqiyimozichaodexiao，manxinbeiliang。
“在你姐姐那里。”
lutingsongyixiabianlelianse，muziyuliedizhiwenwo。
“nijiwojiedangzougouhaibugou，lianwomendehaizidouyaosongjitakongzhi？”
“zheimeduonianniyaogonghaiyaogouma！nijiwogunchuqu，zheishiwojia！”
womamudituozhexinglixiangdakaimen，zuihoukanleyiyanzheigejiwowennuanyoubawotuirugengshenshenyuandedifang。
“lutingsong，zaijianle。”
quzhaoqinshengfumuqian，woxianghuicongxiaozhangdadelangqunkankan。
congwoyoujiyiqi，jiugenzhelangqunyiqishenghuo。
womenyiqidalie，yiqichucunguodongdeshiwu，zaiyangguanghaodeshihouyiqidagunshaitaiyang。
tamenjiuxiangwodejiarenyiyang，womenyouyuedinghaodexinhao，keyibicijiaoliu。
wozaishanjiaoxiagaohu，piankehou，jipilangxiaoxinyiyidikaojinwo，wuyanzhecenglecengwodekujiao。
zenmehuizhishengzheimejipi！
wojimangpaoshangqian，faxianjinshengdejipilangshenshangdouyouhenyanzhongdeshang，youyizhidehoutuishanghaijiazhebushoujia，guroulanchengleyituan。
wojideshoudouzaidou，zhouweiquechuanlailejiaobusheng。
“cao，ganggangneijipilangpaonaqule”
“ganjinzhaodaohuiqujiaocha，chenboshihaidengzheyongni！”
wozhongshangchuyu，genbenlaibujiduo。
neijigerenkanzhewomianlunanse。
“zenmehaiyougeren？zhei……”
“bunengsharen，yiqidaihuiqu，wenwenchenboshizenmechuli。”
wobeimengshangyanjing，daidaoleyichupianpidedixiagongchang。
jiekaibutiaohou，woquekandaoleyizhangwubishuxidelian。
怎么会是陈嫣然！
tadezhaopianguamanlelutingsongdeshufanghewoshi，woyiyanjiurenlechulai。
ershitabushisannianqianjiezhejiasiquguowaiyanjiushengwuzhiyaolema？zenmehuichuxianzaizheigewowubishuxideshangu？
chenyanranjuzhezhentong，xiaoyiyingyingdibijinwo。
03
“meixiangdaoshinia，xiaolang。xiexienibatingsongzhaogudezheimehao，wozheixieniancainengyouyuanyuanbuduandeyanjiufei。”
“tahaishixiangxiaoshihouyiyang，tingdaowodeyidiandianxiaoxi，jiuyuanyiyizhiqianjin。”
woruzhuibingjiao，suoyouxinxizainaozilifengkuangyunzhuan。
jiasi，shuolouzuidejiatingyisheng，shoushangdelangqun，jiandaochenyanranbeilangzhuidecunmin，biwoquyadizhaoshigu，bashangufanlegedichaotiandelutingsong……yiqiedouyoulejieshi。
chenyanransuiran“si”le，danshizheimeduonianyizhiguimeiyiyangruyingsuixing，jiankongcaozongzheyiqie。
wonubukeedichongtadahou。
“chenyanran！nizheimezuobupazaobaoyingma！jiranyijingpaoqilelutingsong，weishenmehaishibukenfangguowomen！”
chenyanranwusuoweidisongsongjian。
“pingtaxihuanwo，pingniyigehuorenhaibibuguosiren。”
“tayinggaikuaiyaozhidaonimenhaizisile，nixinbuxinwoyitongdianhuajiunengrangtadiaotou？”
chenyanranshenbiandeshouxiabochuleyigedianhua，duimianhenkuaijieqilai，shilutingsong。
“youyanyandexiaoxilema？tashibushigenbenmeiyousi？”
chenyanranbianleyifumiankong，chuchukeliandihuida。
“xiansheng……womenyiqianrenshima？sannianqianwobeilangbidaolexuanyabian。”
“wobudeyitiaoyazibao，xinglaihoujiushenmedoubujidele。”
“wojiuzaishijiaodeshanshang，zheiliyoulang，ninzhuyianquan。”
guaduandianhuahou，chenyanranduiwoluchudeyidexiao。
woleiruyuxia，gengyanzhezhiwenta。
“keshiniweishenme……yaoshaguanglangqun，tamenyouzuocuoleshenme？”
chenyanranhaoxiangtingdaoleshenmehaoxiaodehua，yidaoduodaoyizhiyoulangdehoutuishang。
youlangfachuqiliwubidehaojiao，chouchuzhedaozaixueboli。
“yinweilanggushishiyanhaocaia。”
“wotingshuonishilangwolizhangdade，zenme，buhuizhenbatamendangjiarenba？”
chenyanranmanlianyuandu，henhenqiazhulewodelian。
“neinizenmebuqudanglangdenvren，shengjigelangzaizimanshanpao？”
“yaobushinilanzhelutingsongtiaoya，wokeyiquantagenwoyiqiwanchengweidadeyanjiu！”
“neitianyabishangyoufanghuwang，douguainizheigechunhuohuaiwohaoshi！”
gangganghuifuyixieyuanqideshentishoubuzhuzheimedade**，wowulidiyunsiguoqu。
zaixinglaishiwotangzaicaodishang，jinshengdeshijizhilangdouweizaiwoshenbianbaohuwo。
chenyanranyifushangquanshixueji，toufalingluandichouqizhe。
lutingsongdaizheyixingrenjijimangmangpaoguolai，jianzhuangbuyoufenshuodinuchi。
“xiaolang，nizheigejianfudouzuoleshenme！”
talaibujiguanwo，guidaodishangbachenyanranjinjinbaojinhuaili，shengyingengyan。
“yanran，nimeisi，nizhendemeisi……”
“biepa，wozaizhei，gaosuwofashengleshenme？”
chenyanranyaozhetou，kudelihuadaiyu。
“wobuzhidao……sannianqianjiushitadaizhelangqunbiwotiaoya，jintianturanyouranglangzhuizhewoyao……”
lutingsongnanyizhixindijuqi**duizhunwo。
“guoranshini！guaibudenineimeqiaojiulewo，guaibudeyoucunminshuokanguoyanyanbeilangzhui！”
“yuanlaizheiyiqiedoushinihewojiezuodeju！”
我摇着头泪如雨下。
“bushizheiyangde，bushi……”
“womendehaiziyijingsile，tagenbenmeiyoushiyi……”
woyishijianbuzhidaogaiconghejieshierqi。
“nihaixiangnahaizipianwo！shibushijuedewoshishazi？niganggangzijigaosuwo，haizizaiwojienali！”
**shengjieerliansandixiangqi，jinshengdeshijipilangyizhizhiaihaozhedaozaixueboli。
wowulidikuhan，guixialaipinmingdiketou。
“bieshatamen，bieshatamen……”
“wocuole，wobamingpeijinimen……”
keshiwujiyushi，wodiezuozailangqundexuebozhizhong，lianshangdefengxianzaicibengkai，manliandoushihuichenhewuzi。
zuihouyizhidaoxiadeshilangwang，woxiaoshihoutaneiyanggaodayouweifenglinlin，meicidaliehuilaidouhuiweiwodiaolaixinxiandejiangguo。
keshitajiuzheiyangqingyidaozailelutingsongde**xia，changziliuleyidi，shuangyanyuanzhengzhekanzhewo。
04
woshoujiaobingyong，kuhaozhechongchuqu，xiangxiangyitouzhenzhengdexiaolangneiyangbaohuwodezuqun。
keshiwozuobudao，wobeilutingsongdebaobiaoyazheguizaichenyanrandemianqian。
“nijiwohaohaorencuo！kanzaihaizidefenshangwokeyiraoniyici！”
wolangbeizhijidizhengzha，butingdiyaotou，yinweiwogenbenshenmedoumeiyouzuocuo。
“womeiyou……shichenyanranyaojiasi，shitayaozuojianbuderendeyanjiu……”
“weishenmenibuxiangxinwo，weishenme……”
yirifuqibairien，lutingsongyanlishanguoyisidongyao。
“nijiwobahuashuoqingchule，shenmeyanjiu？”
chenyanranturanchezhezijidetoufa，dakudajiaoqilai。
“buyaoyanjiu，buyaoyanjiu……fangguowo，a！！！”
lutingsongwozhutaxishou**deshouwan，jiqiedihongdao。
“meishile，gaosuwodoufashengleshenme？”
“qifuniderenwoyigedoubuhuifangguo，guaiguai，biepale”
chenyanranchouyezhequansuodaotahuaili。
“woshiyihoubeijigecunminjianlehuiqu，tamentiantianbawoheshengchuguanzaiyiqi。”
“ranhoumeitiandoushuoyaoyanjiuchenglinvrendeshenti……aaa！buyao！”
“suoyitacaishuowoyaozuojianbuderendeyanjiu，woxianzaijiuqusi！”
lutingsongbaonudaobiaoqingzhengning，chongshangqianyonglishanlewoyibazhang，wozuoerwengming，shijieturanjijinglexialai。
tadezuichunyizhangyihe，haoxianghaizaimazhewoshenme。
keshiwoshenmedoutingbujianle。
wokandaolechenyanrandechengdexiao。
kandaoleyuanchudeshanposhang，lutinghedaizheyixingrenganguolai，weishoudeshiyiduizhongnianfufu，houmiangenzheyigenianqingyingjundenanren。
tahewojihuzhangdeyimoyiyang。
wozhengdaleyanjing，guntangdeyanleiyididizadaocaodishang。
wotuozhejutongdeshentiwangtamendefangxiangpa。
baba，mama，gege……
我终于要回家了。