第一章 人生总是变化无常

linzilijingqiaoqiaode,zheishixijiaochengwaideyigebushouguandeyelinzi,yinweiweizhipianpi,pingshidoushenshaoyourenlaiwan,cishilinzhongkucaoduishangquexiezheyigeshouruodenvzi。

zhishenyiren,sulelianzailinziliguoyedoubuganzenmeheyan,shoushangwozheyibabishoudesulejiuzheiyangmimihuhudeheshangleyan,shuimengzhongquehaoxiangtingdaoleshenmeshengxiang,chongmanjingtidesuleziranshihenkuaibianxingleguolai。

linzishenchuyinweiyouzheyueguangdejuangu,cikehaimeiyouqiheidaoshenshoubujianwuzhidedibu,suoyisulehaishinenghenqingxipanduanchuyoushengxiangdeweizhibianshiqiantoulizijixiangjuhaiweichaochusanmideshucong。

suledeetoujibukejiandemaoxialeyidihan,cishizhengshizhengpianlinzizuiweixiandeshike,ruoshizheigeshikeyoushenmeconglinyeshou,zijikongpajiuyaozangshenyucidile。

shouzhongdebishouyizhan,suledeshouzhifanzhecangbaidewodegengjinle,meidengtaxinlidaguduojiu,neishengxiangdezhurenjiululemian,shenzhiyebusuanshilumian,yinweiyueguangshizhengduizhesulede,suoyisulezhinengkandeqingneirendeshenxing,quekanbuqingneirendelian。

yueguangxia,neirenyishouwuzhelingyizhishoushangdeshoubeizoudehuanmanzhiji,zaiheiandezhebixia,sulekanbudaolairendeyanjingyouruyishuangcanglang。

erneirenquenengzhengzhenghaokandaosule,shenzhitaneizhangyinweijingtierbengdejiangyingdexiaoliandan,neirensihuyinweisuledewaimaoerzhangyulekouqi,“nishiheren。”chuhuyiliao,duifangdeshengyinpojucixing,danxianzaisulezhidaobushikaolvzheigedeshihou。

tadaoshihenchayizaizheigeshihouzheigerenhuiyibenzhengjingdewenzijishiheren,shizai,bukesiyi。

“wocaiyaowennishishei,cike?yihuoshiyimingshoushangdejiefei?”sulexunsudediaozhenglezijidemuguang,yongzheshenshideshuangyanshangxiasaomiaozhezheiren,suiran,tazhinengkanchulairendeshenxing,hengaoda。

“chi,wuzhifuren。”lairensihurendingletashiyigemeiyoushashanglidexiaomianyang,daoshihenfangxindezaisulegenqiandunlexiashen,jiangzijishangkoushangxueyejiaodiedeyiwutiaokai,tadejiaoyangjihao,zuozheiyifanshiqingdeshihoushenzhiyishengmenhengdoumeiyoufachu。

suleejiaodeqingjintiaoletiao,zaixinliweizijiquanweileyiju,zijishenchutachu,bubianweizijizhaorebubiyaodemafan,genghekuangzheizhouzaohuanjinghairucidebuanding。

dangran,zuizhongyaotongshiyeshisulebuyuanyiquxiangdeshi,duiyuyanqianzheigenanren,tarengranhaishiyimingwufujizhilidenvzi,dangguanledaxiaojie,jiusuanxinshenglepannizhixin,yehaimeineimekuaicongmianyangtuibianchengbawanglong。

suoyidangxia,sulenileyiyanneiren,qiangpozijibuquxiangqita,banshang,taxiaoxinyiyidekanzheneirendao:“ni,shiyaoquhechengma?”

cikesuledexinlizaikuanghan:buyaoshisharenmiekouabuyaoshisharenmiekoua……

yexujintiandeshangdihaimeidasuanfangqisule,suoyinanzisuiranzaisulemeikandaodeyanlifanzhebuxiedeqingxu,kezuihouhaishiguishishenchadeyingleyiju,“shiyouruhe。”

suiranneikouqizhuaidaosulexiangdaren,keshitameinengli,guerhaimeiyimiaotajiuxiaodegewaitaohao,“dage,shanglianggeshihaobuhao,woyeyaoquhecheng,shungelubei!”

neinanrenzheihuimeiyingta,queshixiaodepilipiqide,suledejipigedadouyaofeiqilaile,guoranbuyinggaiduiyigemoshengrenbaoxiwang,haishizheiyangyigelailibumingdenanren。

huasuiranshizheimeshuo,kesuleyehenqingchuzijideshili,zijizoudaohecheng,zheituzhongxiongxian,nalishitayigedamenbuchuermenbumaidedaxiaojiegandelaide。

zhengdangsulexinzhongjusangmianshangguzuobuxiandeshihou,neinanrensuikoulaileyiju,“xianggenzhequyebushibukeyi……”

sulewenyan,liangyanfangguangdengzhetadexiawen。

“zhishi,niyoushenmeyongni?”neibiannanrensihuchixiaoleyisheng。

“……”yueguangzuozheng,zheiyike,suledelianshiheide。

houmiandejitian,suleweilezheijuhuaxishengdawo,baoquanxiaomingdekubiriziguodebushiyibandebeican。

“ningdaye,jintianzheiyushiyaoshuizhudehaishitankaodele?”suleyilianxiaomimidexunwenzhetaxianzaidedajinzhu,hunshenzangxixiyoushilinlindesulesihuhewangriguangxianlianglidezijishuozaijianle。

xianzai,tadeshouyaorenwushiruhejiyanqianbujinshuizhesuledadediaochuang,haihezhesulezhadeguozhiyilianyanzudenanren!jiejuetadewucanwenti!

yilianyonglantangzaidiaochuangshangdeningdayenilesupuziyiyan,“haishitanshaodeba,zuogeerqianglaideyandouyongdeguangguangde,zaishuizhujiumeiyisile。”

sulenaozilizhengfuxianzhezijizhuazheyibayanbawangzhei**zuilisaidehuamian,naihehuamiantaimeihao,xianshicankudebuyaobuyaode,sulexiaoxifusidediandiantou,niutouleiliumanmiandejiningdayegaotanshaokaoyu。

shoushangshulianerxiongcandechazhuyitiaobengdadedayu,suleyibianshengzhehuo,yibiandiaohaomujiazi,sixuhuidaolejitianqian。

dangshidezijitaiguonianqing,shenzhihaimeiyoukaolvdaozijijiaoguijiule,tixianziwojiazhideshiqingyagenganbulai,yushizaizhigaosutaxingshideningdayedeyapoxia,sulezhenzhenzhengzhengdechengleningdayedexiaopuren。

haishineizhongbuhuaqian,shashidoudegan,shashihoudoudeweixiaode,naocanpuren,ebu,yinggaishuoshiningdayeshoudeweishubuduodechengzhipuren。

diaochuangsuanshenme,zaisulebaihuailediwugenchuangdanhou,zainingdayezanxudeyanshenzhongzhongyukandaolediaochuanghegezigezheng,e,niwenchuangdannalaide?qianlianggewanshangsuleheningdayefanlegebicunyigepangdajiejiagangshaidechuangdanzi,haishixiangpenpende。

e,weishenmeyoucunzibuquzhuyaozhujiaowaixiaoshulin?yinweizaisulekaolvdaoningdayehezuoweixiaogenbandetadoushizaitaoxiaolaobaixing,bingqieningdayeyizhiguchuixiaoshulinyuanshengtaihuanbaoziranqingxindengyinsuxia,sulexuanzelexianzaideshenghuomoshi,tongshi,beinvedegengcanle。

ningdayeshuo,jiranshuideyuanshengtai,neimechidejiugengdeyuanshengtaile,yushisulezicicongliangshoubuzhanyangchunshuidedaxiaojie,zouxianglechayuchaxiechashaobaodepinkuyumin,qizhongkankedexinlulicheng,shizaibuzuyuwairendaoyi。

daoshibiedebushuo,zheishenghuokaoyudeshiqingshizuodeyuelaiyueshulianle,suleyoushiyibianfadai,shoushangdeyichuanxiangweipubideyuroujiunengkaodejinhuangsucui,jiushizuogeerqiangdeyanbayongwanle,yaobuzheiziweinenggengjueyidian。

zhengrucike,sulejiangkaodechabuduodeyuroudijilezhengtangzaidiaochuangshangbimuyangshendeningdaye。

yangguangbupianbuyidecongshuyejianchuantoulaidaoningdayedemeiyanjian,budebushuo,laotianyeduizheizhongganxiaotouxiaomoshiqingderenjiushihouai,bujinjiletayifuhaoshenshou,jiulianzheixiangmao,rangzixuxiaoqingxindesuleyebudebuchengren,zheijiushiyijuese,pifubai**nen,meiyanjianqueyigusherendexieqi,youqishimianduisule,zhishouhuajiaodeshihou,zheixieqijiusanfadeyufaziranerran。

suoyi,meimeisuledeneixinzaiyaoyaqiechi,mianshanghaiyaozuoweishandeweixiao,temede,tongku!

ningdayeziranshimantiaosilidejieguoleshouzhongdetankaoyu,yaoleyikou,chandesuleyanzhuzifangguang。

“ze,sule,nichuyixiajiangle!”ningdayeshuohuazenmeneimebuyueer,sulexuanzexingshicong,yushitajixubaizhetaneiwanmeideweixiao,zhidaoningdayejiangkenleyibandeyuxianqidesaijinsulezuili。

woxnidaye,sulezaixinlimaniang,shouzhongyexianqidebayucongzuizhongtuchulai,zheikeshiningdayechiyibande,dasitayebuyaoyanjinduziliqu。

keningdayekantaxianqideyangziqueshiwuhuile,tameiyansongkai,yifuhaozhengyixiadeyangzichouzhesule,sihujuedetatuyudeyangzihenkexiao,guoleyihuierdengtatudechabuduole,ningdayeyibajiuguosuledexiaoshenban,xiaodezeiqinhe,“sulea,niyejuedemeiyandeyunanchia。”

suleliangyanjingtizhong,zheisiyouyaochushenmeguizhuyile。

“wojidegebicunneidifangyantingduode,yaobu,niyazaiqunongdianlai?”ningdayexiaodeheaikeqin,zheifujijiademianmaoduiyurenheyigenvrenlaishuodoushiyigejijuqipianxingdewanyier,dansulebushangdang,tahaodaibeizheizhangxiaoyinyindelianlajinshenkengwushuci,youleqianqijingyan,suleziranyufaduizheizhangliandanmianyi。

“xingningde,kengmengguaipianshinideshi,wozhifuzenideqijuchichuanyongdu……”suleshuohuadeshihouzaiyaoyaqiechi。

zheishitamenzhiqianyizaojiushanglianghaode,suoyisuiranzhiqiannaciningdayetoudongxitadouzaichang,danningdayebingmeiyousangxinbingkuangdedasuanrangsuleqianquyishi。

erzheihuierningdayedasuanshuayihuiwulai,zhijiantajunlangdelianyiyang,neimeiyujianliuguangsiyi,fanzheshenyidemouzichaosuledeyidezhalezha,“sule,yanbaguanhuchidehaohuai,ernifuzexiangli,shiyouzheiyikuai。”

suleduzilifanyongzheyiduixiangyaomarendehua,ranhoubeitayingshengshengyoutunhuiduziliqu,diaochuangshangdeningdayehaoqidekanzhegannubuganyandesule,congshenxinlisanfachuyizhongyuyuegan,qifurendeganjue,guoranlingrenshenxinshuchang。

dengdaosuleqianxinwankuduzifanjingebicundeshihou,zuogeerbeiqianglechuangdandepangdaniangzhengzhengzheyishuangniuyiyangdeyanjingdengzhesule,“niyaganshade!shixiaotoubu!”

sulechezhejiangyingdezuijiao,xiaodeganga,“dajie,ninwuhuile,wozheizenmekenengshixiaotouni,woshichouzheninjiawudingyouzhidaodanmao,zheibulaibangmanggandema。”

pangdaniangzhuanguotafeipangdeshenqu,tajiawudingchulegenyancongwaijiukongdangdangde,yougeshenlaozimao……dengpangdaniangniuguoshenlai,suleyijingpayesidetaozoule。

yushizhuazeijingyanbingbufengfudepangdaniangyishouzhuaqiyigechengyigan,yishoulinqiyibacaidao,chongchuqujiuzhuizhesulepao,sulezaiqianmianshiliangundaipa,xinlibuzhudeleiliumanmian,tazuogeerzenmejiujianneixingningdetoudeneimeqijing,neipangdaniangzaiwuzililengshimeifajue。

xianzaidaolezijizheiyihuan,zenmeliantoudianyandoukunnandebudele。

weijiguantoudesule,ziranerrandechongxianglexiaoshulin,chongdaoleningdayedegenqian,ningdayegangxiangchaoxiaosuledeliansebiguojielaoshuhainankan,xiayimiaoyishengdasangmenjiubatacongdiaochuangshangzhenlexialai。