xinhunshengzhichuanxialaideneiyike，woguizaibinglengdedadianshang，tingzhezhouweiguanyuandehongxiao。“cihunmafu”，
zheisigezixiangdaoyiyangcijinwodeerduo。wangyezuozailongyishang，zuijiaoguazheqingmiedexiao，“tingshuonishengxingjueqiang，
neijiurangnichangchangshenmejiaozhenzhengdebeijian。”huidaolenggonghou，wodingzhejingzilineigemanshenshanghendeziji，
shouzhiqiajinlezhangxin。shenye，woqiaoqiaoqianrushufang，zaichoutishenchuzhaodaoleyifenmihan。zhiyefanhuang，
shangmianxiemanlediguoquanchendemingzihetamenbukegaorendemimi。woheshangmihan，yanzhongranqihuoyan。
zheixierenyiweiwoyijingshigerenrenzaigedewangguogongzhu，dantamencuole。congjintianqi，
wohuirangtamenweijintiandexiurufuchudaijia——jishidaijiashiwodeming。kejiuzaiwozhuanshenlikaishi，
shenhouchuanlaileyizhenqingweidejiaobusheng……di1zhang:cihunmafuneijiaobushenghenqing，
quexiangzhongchuizazaiwodexinshang。woquanshendexueyeshunjiandongjie，jiangzaiyuandi，lianhuxidoutingle。wanle。
zheigeniantouzainaohailizhakai。woshoulizuanzhedeshixiaoxuandecuimingfu，yeshiwode。yidanbeifaxian，
wolianmingtiandetaiyangdoujianbudao。wohuanhuanzhuanguoshen。yueguangcongchuanglingtoujinlai，goulechuyigegaodachenmodelunkuo。
taduzhulewoweiyidequlu，xiangyizuoshan。wokanbuqingtadelian，
zhinengganjuedaotashenshanghunhezhecaoliaohelierideweidao。shineigemafu。womingyishang，jijiangxiajiadezhangfu。
tazenmehuizaizheili？xiaoxuandeshufang，shouweisenyan，tayigemafupingshenmenengqiaowushengxidijinlai？
wushugewentizaiwonaozhongpanxuan，danwodeshentiquezuobuchurenhefanying。womenliangrenzaiheianzhongduizhi，
siyibandejijing。wonengtingjianzijidexintiao，yishengyisheng，fengkuangdizhuangjizhexiongtang。tahuihanrenma？
tahuixiangxiaoxuangaofawoma？tahuiyongwoderentou，quhuantaxiabanbeizideronghuafuguima？bijing，
wozheigewangguogongzhu，xianzailianyigemafudouburu。shijianyifenyimiaodiliushi，meiyimiaodouxiangzaigunyoulijianao。
wozangzaixiuzhongdeshou，jiangneifenbobodemihanniedesijin，zhijieyinweiyonglierfateng。tazhongyudongle。
taxiangwozoujinyibu。woxiayishidihoutui，houbeidizhulebinglengdeshuan。tameiyouzaikaojin，zhishitaiqishou，
zhilezhiwojinwodequantou，ranhouyouzhilezhishuandechouti。tadeyisihenmingque：fanghuiqu。
wosisididingzheta，shitucongneipianyinyingzhongfenbianchutadeyitu。tashizaibangwo？weishenme？
yigesuweimoumiandemafu，weishenmeyaomaozheshatoudefengxianbangwo？huozhe，
zheibenshenjiushixiaoxuanshexiadelingyigeju？yigeyonglaishitanwo，zaijiangwochediniansuideju？“nishishei？
”wodesangzigandefateng，jichudeshengyinsiyananting。tameiyouhuida，yijiubaochizheneigezishi。
chenmodeyapoganbirenheyanyudougengjuweixie。wonaozililuanchengyituan。fanghuiqu，
wojiushiqulezheiweiyidejihui，jixuzailenggonglixiangtiaogouyiyanghuozhe，zhidaobeixiaoxuanwannile，suiyichusi。
bufang，womenlianggejintiandoudesizaizheili。wodubuqi，danwogengbuxiangrenming。jiuzaizheishi，
yuanchuchuanlaixunyeshiweidejiaobushenghetanhuasheng。“dianxiajintiankezhenshiweifeng，neichuguogongzhudeliandoubaile。
”“huogai！wangguonuhaixiangdangfenghuang？peigemafudoushitaijutale！”“tingshuoneimafuzhangderengaomada，
liqiyeda，youta‘guanjiao’，kantahaizenmejue！”edudehongxiaoshengcitouyese，
yecichuanlewozuihoudeyouyu。wobunengbaxiwangjituozairenherenshenshang。wokanzheyanqiandenanren，manmandi，
jiangjinwodequantousongkai。tayiweiwotuoxiele。raner，woquezaisongkaishoudeshunjian，yixunleibujiyanerzhishi，
jiangneifenmihansaijinlezijidelingkou，jintiezhebinglengdepifu。ranhou，wotaiqishou，yongjinquanshendeliqi，
jiangshuanshangdeyifangduanyansaoluozaidi。“kuangdang——”qingcuidesuilieshengzaijijingdeyelizhaxiang，
zuyijingdongwaimianderenheren。jiranhengshudoushisi，neijiubashiqingnaoda。woyaorangsuoyourendouzhidao，wochuyao，
jiusuanshisi，yeyaocongxiaoxuanshenshangsixiayikuairoulai！waimiandejiaobushenglikebiandejicuqilai。“shenmeshengyin！
”“shufang！kuaiqukankan！”huoguangxunsuxiangzheibiankaojin。neigenanrensihumeiliaodaowohuirucijuejue，
talengleyishun。yejiushizheiyishun，tazuochuleyigerangwowanquanyixiangbudaodedongzuo。tameiyoutaopao，
yemeiyouzhizhuwo，ershiyibazhuaqiwodeshouwan，jiangwozhuaidaotashenhou，yongtagaodadeshenqujiangwowanquandangzhu。
jihushitongshi，shufangdemenbei“peng”diyishengzhuangkai。“shei！”lingtoudeshiweijuzhehuobachonglejinlai，
kanqingwuliderenhou，dunshilengzhule。“ling……lingchen？nizenmezaizheili？”beichengzuolingchendemafu，
yongyizhonghaowuqifudeyudiaokaikou。“fengwangyezhiming，qianlaiqudongxi。”shiweihuyididaliangzheta，
youkanlekanyipianlangjiededimianheduozaitashenhoudewo。“qudongxi？neitazenmehuizaizhei？
dishangdeyantaiyoushizenmehuishi？”lingchenmeiyouhuitou，danwonengganjuedaotazhuazhewoshouwandeliqidadejingren。
“ta？”taqingxiaoleyisheng，neixiaoshenglidaizheyisishuobuqingdeyiwei。“wode‘xinniangzi’butinghua，
paodaolebugailaidedifang，woziranshilaizhuatahuiqu，‘guanjiao’yixia。
”“zhiyuzheiyantai……”tatingdunleyixia，zhuazhewodeshouwan，jiangwowangqianyitui，
rangwoliangqiangzhebaoluzaihuoguangzhixia。“shitadafande。xushiqianchaogongzhudangguanle，buxiguanwomenwangfudeguiju，
dehaohaoxuexue。”tadehua，jiangsuoyouzuizedoutuidaolewodeshenshang。wohunshenbingleng。yuanlai，tabushibangwo，
tazhishizaizibao。suoweidebihu，buguoshiweilegenghaodipieqingtaziji。wozhenshichun，
jingranhuiduitachanshengyisiyihaodehuanxiang。shiweitouzitingwan，lianshangluchuyigenanrendoudongde，weisuodexiaorong。
“yuanlairuci。jiranshizijiren，neiwomenjiu……”tadehuahaimeishuowan，
yigebinglengerweiyandeshengyincongmenkouchuanlai，rangzaichangdesuoyourenshunjianjinruohanchan。“zijiren？
”xiaoxuanfushouerli，yishenheipao，rutongrongruyesedexiuluo。“benwangdehouyuan，
shenmeshihoulundaonimenlaiduananle？”wochenggongle。
xiaoxishitouguohuanyijuyigezuibuqiyandexiaotaijianchuanchuqude。tashoulewozanglexujiudeyizhijiuyinzan，
zhiweibangwo“buxiaoxin”zhuangdaolinwanerdexinfugongnv，zaishuoyiju“linjiazuijincaimaideshujinkezhenduo”。
yijuwuguantongyangdehua。quezuyirangduoyidelinjia，
jiangzheifen“qingbao”yutamenanzhongdezhide“xiaoxuanyucaimaishujinzuoweijunbeiwuzidehuangzi”lianxiqilai。
wodudejiushitamendetanlanyuyuchun。woduyingle。zuowanzheiyiqie，wobianhuidaolenggong，
jixubanyanneigebeimopinglesuoyoulengjiaodechuyao。xiaoxuanlaideshihou，wozhengzaifengbuyijianjiuyi。
tasihushiteyilaikanwode，pingtuilezuoyou。wuzilizhiyouwomenlianggeren。
tadagaishixiangcongwolianshangkandaoyixiebuyiyangdedongxi，birudeyi，huozhekonghuang。ketashenmedoukanbudao。
woshenzhimeiyoutaitou，zhishizhuanzhudidingzheshoulidezhenxian。“nijiumeishenmexiangduibenwangshuode？
”taxianchenbuzhuqile。woshoushangdedongzuotingdunleyixia，ranhoutaiqitou，yiliandemangran。
“nubi……nubibuzhidianxiasuozhiheshi。”“linjiadaole。”tayiziyidun，xiangzaiyongdingzidingwodexin。
“e。”woyingleyisheng，dixiatou，jixuchuanzhenyinxian。“dianxiayingmingshenwu，qingchuchaozhongjianning，
shishejizhifu。”wodeshengyinpingdandexiangyiwanliangshui。kongqisiyiyangdijijing。
wonengganjuedaotadeshixianxiangdaoziyiyangguazaiwodetouding。taxiangjinuwo，
xiangkandaowonapayisiyihaodeqingxubodong。kewopianbu。“chuyao。”tajiaowodemingzi，
daizheyiguyayidenuhuo。“nishibushijuede，nixianzaizheifushuncongdeyangzi，benwangjiuhuimanyi？
”wozhongyufangxiashoulidehuoji，zhanqishen，duizhetafuleyifu。“nengrangdianxiamanyi，shinubidebenfen。
”“benfen？”taxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua。“niyiqiandeneixieaoguhejiancini？douweigoule？
”wochuixiayan。“dianxiabuxihuan，nubibiandoubale。”tamengdiniezhuwodexiaba，qiangpowotaiqitou。
“bale？benwangkannishizangqilaileba！”worenyoutadaliang，yidongbudong。“dianxia，
nubixianzaizhishiyigemafudeqizi，ninbubizainubishenshanglangfeishijian。”wodehuasihucitongleta。
tashuaikaiwodeshou，lianshangshiqiansuoweiyoudefanzao。taxiangyaodeshineigehuiduitanumuershi，
huiyongjinquanlifankangtadechuyao。erbushiyanqianzheigekongdongdongde，zhihuishuo“shi”demuou。tadebudao，
suoyitafanzao，takongxu。zheizhongganjue，zhenhao。tazuizhongshenmeyemeishuo，fuxiuerqu。zhihoudejitian，
tameiyouzailai。woledeqingjing。lenggongdejiaoluoli，buzhiheshizhangchuleyizhuxiaoxiaodeyehua。shiwoguguodehua。
xianglaishidangniandailaidexingnangzhong，hunrulezhongzi，rujinjingzaizheiyiguotaxiangdewaliduilishenglegen。
woshichanghuiqukanta。yikan，jiushiyigexiawu。womeiyouxiangxiaoxuan，yemeiyouxiangfuchou，wozhishizaixiangjia。
xiangfuhuangmuhou，xiangguguoyijingxiaoshideshanhe。woyiweizijihenyinbi。quebuzhidao，
zheiyiqiedoubeibuyuanchugeloushangdexiaoxuanjinshouyandi。tashenbiandexiaotaijianshuo：“dianxia，
neiwangguogongzhuguiguisuisuide，buzhizaikanshenme。”xiaoxuanmeiyoushuohua。tazhishikanzhewoduizheneizhuyehuafadai，
kanzhewolianshangneibujiayanshide，chuncuidebeishang。neibushiyanjirenherenkande。neishicongguzilitouchulaide，
duiyigeyijinghuimiedeshijiedejuanlian。tadiyicijuede，xinzangxiangshibeiyigenxixidezhen，
buqingbuzhongdicileyixia。buteng，danhensuan，henma。takaishigengpinfandi“luguo”lenggong。
takaishianzhongguanchawohelingchen。tayiweihuikandaoshenmebukandechangmian，kandaowobeiyigecubidemafuzheru。
ketakandaode，queshiwohelingchenzuozaishijieshang。lingchenzaidishengshuozheshenme，sihushizaijiangjiemapidexixing。
erwo，jiuzuozaitapangbian，ananjingjingditingzhe。yangguangsazaiwodecelianshang，wotingdeneimezhuanzhu。neizhongzhuanzhu，
shitacongweizaiwolianshangkandaoguode。jidudezhongzi，jiuzaineiyike，qiaowushengxidipotuerchu。
tahuranyishidaoyijianshi。tacihun，shixiangzheruwo，shixiangkanwobeicaijinnili。kexianzai，
wosihuzainilizhaodaolenengrangwozhuanzhudedongxi。erneidongxi，bushita。takaishihouhuile。
tafaxianzijixiangzheduandebushiwodeaogu。tashixiangduzhanneifenzhishuyutadejueqiang。kexianzai，
liantongneifenjueqiangyiqi，wozhenggerendehun，sihudoujilelingyigenanren。yigetaqinshousongdaowoshenbiande，
mafu。linjiadedaotai，biwoxiangxiangzhonggengkuai。shudaohusunsan。xiaoxuanshouduanhenla，buguojiri，
cengjingquanqingchaoyedelinjiabianbeiliangenbaqi。linwaneryebeifeiqufeiwei，darulelenggong。jiuzaiwogebi。
woouernengtingdaotabugandekuhanhezhouma。“xiaoxuan！nizheigewuqingdenanren！wodiedieyixinweini，
nijingruciduiwo！”“chuyao！yidingshithe**！shinihaiwo！”wochongerbuwen。fenggoudefeijiao，
buzhidewolangfeirenhexinshen。xiaoxuanchuliwanlinjia，delekong，youlailewozheili。zheiyici，
tabushiyigerenlaide。tashenhougenzhejigepengzhetuopandegongren。zhubao，huafu，yanzhishuifen。