第八章 口是心非

hongse,chumujingxinjieshihong。

shunzhenanrenxiuzhangdezhijianxiangdimianzuochuizhizhuiluoyunsuyidong。

gujiedezhiguanjiepirouzhankai,yipianmohu。

kezheizhishoudezhurenquexianghunranbuzhitengtongyibanhaobuzaiyi。

lianshangshiyanjundeyinchen,pingshiwennuanruyangguangderencishidechenmorangzhouyuninggengjiaxintengqilai。

"aying,nixiangenwoquyiwushi,bolisuipianhuixianjinpirouli,ganranlejiubuhaole"manshidanyoudeyuqi。

"yuning,weishenmebugaosuwo?nandaowobuzhidenixinlaima?"

nanrenrushoushangdexiaoshoufachuwuyandeyuqici,shoushangdeshuangyanlimanmantengshengqileyicengwuqi。

zhouyuningqiangrenzhuxinzhongdesuanchu,yizhizhushenshouqulatadechongdong。

tazhidaotabunengzheimezuo,rucibeiweidezijibunengchengweitameihaorenshengzhongdebanjiaoshi。

dengdaoxiachunbeibeichiyaodeyoulexiesisixianxingxuexingwei,caizhandouzheshengyinkailekou。

fangfoyongjinlequanshendeliqi,caishuowanzheixiehua。

"qishiwojiushiganggangdajiakoulisuoshuodeneizhongnvren,shouduanbeibiwuchi,jiuzhihuipanquanfushixiangbanfapashangnanrendechuang"

"niyezhidao,wojiazheizhongqingkuang,woyezhendeshishougoule,yougeyouquanyoushidekaoshanbijingxinxinkukudefendoulaiderongyideduo。"

"yiqianzhisuoyijujuenibangzhuwo,dangranshiweilezhuangzhuangyangzia"

"meixiangdaobaidagongzibeiwomideshenhundiandao,doubeiwozhuangqingchundebiaomianjipianleba"

"erqietamulanhaozhangdefengshenjunlang,woyebuchikuia"

nvrendehuayilianchuanlianzhupaosidechulai,meiyouyidiankekebanban,tuozhehuahoumiandeweiyinrangrenxinfu,nulizuochuyifuliangboyouwuqingdeyangzi。

"够了"

kanbuletazheifuyangzi,baiyingdiuxialianggezizhuanshenjiumaikailebuziyangzhangerqu。

bushibuzhidaozheigenvrenshuodehuadoushiguyizheimeshuo,tadeweirenmeiyourenbitagengqingchule,zheigenvrenxinsichunjingdeyiyanjiunengkantou。danshihaishihenshengqiweishenmeyicicituikaileta。mingmingtayijinghennulile,xiangyaobaohuta。

keshimeicihaishilaiwanleyibu。

kanzhenanrenxinzhangdebeiyingjianjianlikaileshiye,zhouyuningcaimanmansongkaiquantou,shouxindezhijiayinjitoulouchutajinzhangdeqingxu。

neifanhuatayebuzhidaozenmejiushuochukou,yuejinzhangyuehaipaluxian,zhinengyueshuoyuelipu,zheigeshijieshangtazuibuyuanyishanghaiderenjiushibaiying,ganggangkendingshangtaxinleba。

tadeshoubuzhidaoqingkuangyanbuyanzhong,youmeiyoushangdaojingu。buguozheixieyebuxuyaowodanxin,tashenbianderenneimeduo,huiyourenzhaogutadeba,wozhishiwuzuqingzhongderen,baihaozijideweizhi。

aying,nizhibuzhidao,youxieshizaiyehuibuqule。

zheiyangyehao,niwuhuiwo,womeiyouguanxi,zhangtongburuduantongdehao。

xianzaiqushangke,kendingshibuxingdele,tadexiuchixinrangtamuqianzanshiwufamiandui。

shenweichengjiyouyidesanhaoxuesheng,nvrenzheihaishidiyiciqiaoke,bumianyouxiexinxu,naochuzheimedadedongjing,xuexiaoyebuzhidaohuizenmechuli。

yebunenghuijia,yixiangdaoneigejia,zhouyuningjuewangdebilebiyanjing。

huitoukanleyan,haiyouhaojizhangtiezaixuanchuanlanshangdegaoqingxiangyanzhaopian,nvrenshitufenxinizheixiezhaopiandelaiyuan。

xianran,zuozheijianshiqingderenduizijisihuyoumodadechouhen。kecongxiaoyilai,tadoumeiyouzhaoreguonaxieren。

zhaopianpaishedejiaodumingxianshizaijiudianfangjiananzhuangleshexiangtou。

xiangshiyoumudexingde,sihushiyourenguyierweizhi,taxianglaiherenxiangchutebierongyi,wuyuanwuchouderenzenmehuishejizheixieni?

dengdeng,neitianshixiaoxiaodaiwoqudejiudianshuoshiqingzhu,helefuwushengdeyinliaojiuhunmibuxing,ranhouxinglaijiuzaifangjian,ruguoneigefangjianyoushexiangtou,erqiezaizheimekeyidejiaoduyidingshixianyourenzhunbei,nandaoshi......

bububu,bukeneng,xiaoxiaoshiwoguimi,wozenmekeyihuaiyita。

erqieneitianwosuiranqileyixin,danshicongzhongzhongjixianglaikan,xiaoxiaogenbenbuzhidaozheijianshi,biaoxiandeyehenzhengchang。

ruguobushixiaoxiaodehua,huiyousheixiangyaohaiwoni?

zhaopianlihaiyouneigenanren,tama?

woyigemeiyourenheliyongjiazhideren,kuangqieneizhangzhaopiantadelianyechujingle,erqiehaijileshiwanyuandeka,ruguozhendeshita,mudeshishenmeni?

duile,haiyoumuwanqing,takanqilaihenhenwodeyangzi,tashiyinweixihuanayingcaizheimezhenduiwodeba。zheizhangzhaopianqueshibaochulaiyoubingdongwoheayingdeguanxi,keshigenjuzuotiandeqingkuanglaikan,neigenanrenbushitadegegema?zenmehaiyaozheimezuo?

ai,aying,xiangdaoaying,nvrendexinyouhuakaileyitiaokouzi,beishangchanchandeshenlouchulai,longzhaozhenggetuimidexiaorener。

mingmingshiyanredetianqi,taiyangzhikaozhedadi,zhouyuningquejuedezhouzaolengdegenbingjiaoyiyang。

husiluanxiangzhe,tabuzhidaozaixiaoyuanlihuangdangdaolenagedifang,pingzhejiyichaoxuexiaodehoumenfangxiangzouqu。

yijingkuaiyaoxiakele,zhiqianxuexiaolimeishenmezoudongderen,yihuierkejiuhuirenduoleqilai。

shoubuleneixiekezexunwendemuguang,haishixianlikaixuexiaozaishuoba。

nvrenjiakuailebufa,xianghoumenzouqu。

"qunaya,zenme,sanhaoxueshengshenmeshihouxuehuiluohuangertaola?"

tiaoxindeshengyinconghoumenguaijiaochulai,jiuxiangshikeyizaineilidengzhetazitouluowangyiyang。

laizhebushandekouqibushimuwanqinghainengshishei,suoxingtajiuzhiyouyigeren。

yanqiandenvrennianzheyizhangzhishuzhanzaitademianqian,lianggenshouzhihenxianqidenianzhe,xiujianyuanrundeshouzhitoushangranzhedoukousedezhuguangzhijiayou。

shuoshiyizhangzhi,qishiyijingzhouzhoubabade,kandechulaibeijiqifennuderoulinguodeyangziranhoubeizhankailai。

shangmiannvrenyouhuodehongchun,weixundelianjia,,linglongdequxian,baihuahuaderouti。

zhouyuningchenmozhe,tazhidao,tashuoshenmedoushimeiyongde。

kuangqie,buguantashuoshenme,zheiweidaxiaojiedoubukenengxiangxinba,neijiushenmedoubushuohaole,landefeichunshe,jieshishuobudinghaibeidangchengyanshi。

muwanqingkanzheyiyanbufadenvren,qijiugengbudayichulaile。

zheigenvren,zhendeshi,buyaolian。

"zhouyuning,shidaorujin,nihaizhuangshenmezhuang,daochuzhaobudaoniwojiuzhidaonikendingliudaohoumen,heng,zuozeixinxuba?"

"nishuohuaa,zheishizenmehuishi?"

"ayingzhendeshibeinizheizhongzhuangqingchundehulijingbuzhidaobeiguanleshenmemihuntangle,yeshi,buranzenmejiaohulijingni"

"nikezhenyoubenshia,a?tingyoushouduan"

"sheidechuangbupa,wogedechuangshufuma?"

"真是让人恶心"

"zhenghaorangayingkanqingchunishigeshenmeyangdehuose"

muwanqinghenlideyanshenhenbudebazhouyuningshenshangwanxiayikuaiyikuaiderou,zijishenaidenanrenjuranduizheizhongjianrenzhimibuwu,zijinalibibushangzheizhongren?

wulunshijiatingbeijinghaishishenfenzaizhezhangxiangwaimaoshencaidoushinengyuzhipipeide。

"shuowanlema?wokeyizoulema?"

nvrenyundanfengqingdekouqirangmuwanqingxinlizhuakuang,yishijingran"ni,ni,ni"lebantianmeizhaodaoshenmeqitadecuoci。

"zheijianshibushinizuodema?"zhouyuninghaishiwenchulezheijuhua。

"he,nizhenshibazijidanghuishia,woweishenmeyaozuozheizhongshi,jiunijibenxiaojietixiedoubupei,haizhidewohuazheixiexinsiduifuni?xiangduifuniwoyoudeshibanfa,erqiezheishangmianhaishiwogeni,wozenmezheyehuigujiwomenmujiadelianmiande。weini?he,nibupei"

youshiyidunlengchaorefeng,muwanqingjuedezijizhaohuilechangzi。

zhengzaimuwanqingzhunbeiduizhouyuningfanandeshihou,guimilinxiaoxiaojicongcongpaoguolai。

"yuning,yuning,laoshijiaoniqutangbangongshi,shuoshiyoujishi。kuaikuaikuai,genwozou。"

yibianqichuanyuyupaoguolai,yibianzhuaizhetajiuwangjiaoxueloupao。

zouqianhaireqingdegenmuwanqingdalegezhaohu"mutongxueniyezaizheilia"

zhouyuningjuedelinxiaoxiaozaimouxiefangmianjianzhishitiancai。

linxiaoxiaodaizhetabingmeiyouqujiaoxuelou,ershiguaijinleyigemeiduoshaorenlaideshiyanshi。

"yuning,nizheizenmehuishia?zheizhaopiankanqilaibushipdea,nizenmehuiyouzheizhongzhaopianliuchulaia?budui,nizenme......neige....."

"meishierbani?kandaonidoumeilaishangkewoqiaokedaochuzhaoni"

linxiaoxiaodexuhanwennuanzhuangdedishuibulou,ziranerranrangzhouyuningzhiqiandeneixieyihuodaxiao,jiashangmuwanqingshuodeneixiehuayequeshiyouxiedaoli,duifutabuxuyaozheixieguaiwanmojiao。

neime,shengxiadexianyirenjiushitaleba。

nanrendelianzuijinjingchangzaizhouyuningdenaozilimaochulai,shenzhizhanjuletadesixu,buyouzizhu。

"yuning,yuning,niyoumeiyoutingwoshuohuaya?zenmele?shibushiganggangmuwanqingshuonishenmele?nibuyongguantala。"

"meiyoula,jiushiyoudianerlei。"nvrenmianqiangluchuyigepibeidexiaorong。

zuihou,helinxiaoxiaoshuolejijuhua,zhouyuningyebudasuanjixushangkele,haishicongxuexiaohoumenchulaidasuansuibianzouzou。

muwanqingyijingbuzaihoumenduzhele,guorandaxiaojiedezuofeng,buhuizaiyixiaojiaose。

xuexiaohoumenyoujiayinbidehuadian,zhouyuningyeshizheimejiuyilaidiyicizhidao,haishimanwumudexiazouzouzhuanzhuancaifaxiande,meixiangdaojiuxiangxiangzishen,zheihuaxiangyeyiyanga。

beihuaxiangshaoshaofuweilexiadiluodexinqing,zhouyuningyoulexiangjinqukankandechongdong。

yijinhuadian,jiukanjianyigeyaotiaodebeiying,fangfogudaihuaxianglipingfenghoudemeiren。

shuoshihuaxianglizouchulaidezhendebukuazhang,wuheideyunjilichazheyigenjinbuyao,renweidongfengweidongjiuqingqinghuangdongwenruanmiliuzaierkuoshang,shashihaokan。

qiyudeheifazhangzhizhiyao,roushunliangze。yishenyueguangfenbaidelishanwaitaozhetongsexidebosha,yubaideyaodaichanzhuyingyingyiwodexiyao,xianggebushirenjianyanhuodexianzi,huitouyixiaobaimeisheng。