第1章 我能怎么办,我也很绝望

“buyao,wobuyao……”

raneryazaitashenshangzhirengenbenjiubutingdetadehua,“sila”yisheng,jiangtayibatunguang。

houhuile,tazhendehouhuile!

“不想要钱了?”

nanrendeshengyindiya,sihuzaijinlidekezhizheshenme,zuihouzaiyerenbuzhu……

chenghaiyuehunshenyizhen,zimengzhongjingxingguolai,zheicaifaxianzijijingranzaiyiyuandezoulangshangshuizhele。

xiangdaoganggangdeemeng,chenghaiyuexinkouyizhi,shuangshoubuzijuedejinwochengquan,zhijiaxianruzhangxin,quesihaoganjuebudaotengtong。

weilemuqinjintiandeshoushuzhiliaofeiyong,tazuizhonghaishipashangleneigenanrendechuang……

脏!

她觉得自己好脏!

chenghaiyuecuozhezijideshuangshou,ranerwuluntazenmecuo,tahaishijuedezijihaozang。

kechucizhiwai,tazhendexiangbudaorenhedebanfanenggouzaiyigeyueneichoudaoneimeduodeqian。

jiuzaicishi,shoushushidedengzhouranximie!

“yisheng,womuqindeshoushu……”

chenghaiyuechongshangqianqu,huahaimeiwenwan,quetingjianyishengtanlekouqi。

“duibuqi,shoushushibaile。”

失,失败了?

chenghaiyuehunshendeliqijiuxiangshibeichouzouleyiban,liangqiangdeyitouzhuangzaiqiangbishang,queganjuebudaorenhedetengtong。

“nimuqinxingmingbingwudaai,danshianzhaonimenguojiadehualaishuo,bianshidiaozheyitiaoming。womenguojiayishuyouxian,ruguo,ruguonibuxiwangnimuqintanhuandehua,wobijiaojianyiniqubieguozhiliao。

ruguokeyi,qishinimenyekeyihuiguo,rujinnimenguojiadeyiliaotiaojianbizanmenzheiyaohaoshanghenduo,yidingnenggouzhihaonimuqin。”

tingdaoyishengdehua,chenghaiyueshuangtuixuruandedunlexiaqu,batoumaizangzaishuangxizhijian。

回国治疗?

taxianzainahaiyouqianhuiguo?

neiyiyedeqian,quandouyongzaijintiandeshoushushangle。

ta,tahainengqunaernonglaizheimeduodeqian?

“妈……”

chenghaiyuewangzhebingchuangshangmiansecangbai,shoushangmanshizhenguandemuqin,youxiemangrandeshuangyanyidiandiandebiandejiandingleqilai。

xiangshizuoleshenmejiannandejueding……

tanazheshoujizouchubingfang,bodaleneitongshinianbucenglianxiguodedianhua。

“喂?”

dianhuali,shiyidaomoshengdeshengyin,daizhexiexubunai。

chenghaiyuerudongzheshuangchun,neisheng“ba”,quezenmeyehanbuchulai。

“shiyueyuema?shiyueyueba。”duimianhuranyishidaoleshengyin,shengyinzhongdaizhexiejingxi。

“是我!”

chenghaiyuehuiyingdao,jiandandelianggezi,taquexuyaoshijidadekongzhili,cainengrangzijideshengyinbuzhandou。

“youshenmeshi?”shengyinhenleng,haowuganqing。

“woqiuni,bangbangwomahaoma?”

shinianqian,fuqinchengmingguoqulejimuwumeijun。

wujiazaidangdiyouquanyoushi,zaifuqindezongrongxia,wumeijunjiangtahemamadougandaoleqiongxiangpirangdebguo,haiyangyanrangtamenbuzhunhuiguo!

xiangdaozheishinianlaitahemamaguoderizi,chenghaiyuedezhijiashenshenxianrulezhangxin,dantaquebunengbiaoxianchuyidianyuanhen!

chengmingguoshimuqianweiyinenggoujiumuqinderen!

“wobuhuijinidailairenhemafan,napashidangzuojiededoukeyi,zhiyaonengjiuwoma……”chenghaiyuehuahaimeiyoushuowan,jiutingdaodianhuaneitoushuodao。

“可以。”

“真的吗?”

“danshiwoyouyigetiaojian。”

“你说。”

“zhiyaonitilanlanjiajiqinsifeng,wojiudayingjienihenimamahuilai,shenzhichuqianjinimamazhibing。”

秦泗枫!!!

chenghaiyuenaohaizhongsouxunleyixia,suirantahemuqinzaibguoshenghuoleshiduonian,queyecengtingwenguozheimeyihaoren。

guoneizuidajituan,jinhumeiyigexingyedouyoushejideqinshijituandeceo。

zuidadetedianjiushi——canji。

“nikeyixuanzebujia,danshinimama……”

“hao,wojia!danshiwoyaoxianzai,like,mashangjiewogenwomahuiguozhiliao。”

翌日。

国内最大医院。

vipbingfang,gaodangquerangrenganjuedaofenwaidebingleng。

chenghaiyuetaitoukanzheneigebaozhedadunan,yijingshinianbucengjianguo,fenwaimoshengdefuqin,chengmingguo。

“shenmeshihoudongshoushu?”

“nishenmeshihoujiaguoqule,shenmeshihoudongshoushu。buguo,nikeyifangxin,zaizheizhiqian,woyidinghuirangyiyuanhaohaodiaozhe**ming。”

吊着?

程海月心底狠狠一痛

“shinianfuqi,peizhenikuriziguolaideyitiaoming,zainiyanzhongjiuzheimebuzhiqian?jiuzheimebuzhidangma?”

tingchuchenghaiyueyuqizhongdebeitong,chengmingguoyandiyichen。

“chenghaiyue,biezhaoreshi。wojinimenmunvliangyicijihui,danniyaozhenbawojirehuole,woguannimenmunvliangqusi!”

rucijueqingdehuayu,queshicongzijideqinshenfuqinzuilishuochulaide!

chenghaiyuejinminzheshuangchun,sisidekongzhizheziji。

ruofeiweilemuqin,tazheibeizidoubuhuizailianxiyanqianzheiren!

“ruguonibuxiangnimuqindeshoushuyoushenmeyiwai,jinwanjidehuijia,jianjianneiweishaoye。”

rengxiazheijuhua,chengmingguotouyebuhuidelikaile。

chenghaiyuewangzhechuangshangdemuqin,“ma,nihouhuijiajifuqinma……”

ershinianqian,muqinshenruyunyuanbenshiyanchenghaomenshijiashenjiazhinv,shenshoujiarendechongai,fangyanzhenggeyancheng,wurenganre!

kepianpian,taaishanglechengmingguo,yigeyiqiongerbaidexiaozi,shenzhibuxiyushenjiaduanjueguanxiyeyaojia!

keshichengmingguoqutadezhenzhengmude,jiushiweileshenjia!dezhimuqinheshenjiaduanjueguanxizhihou,yigaicongqianderouqingtianmi,zuihougengshiyingqulequanshidiweilveciyushenjiadewumeijun!

“ma,wogaizenmeban?wodaodiyaozenmeyang,cainenggou……”

huahaiweishuowan,chenghaiyuemengranjuedeweiliyizhenfanjiao。

tashenshouwuzhezui,chongjinxishoujian。

“呕……”

zhengoutuzhe,genghuanyaowudehushizoulejinlai,tingdaozheishengyin,lianmangzoujinxishoujian,jianchenghaiyuemiansecanbai,haowuxuesedemoyang,buyoufenshuodebianlazhetaqujiancha。

“nihuaiyunle,dagaiyigeduoyuedeshenyun。”