第5章:是不是不想活了

huahaimeishuowan,tajiuyixiazipazailezhuozishang,bushengrenshile。

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nanrendaxi,qizhongyigebaozhutajiuzhunbeiwangjiubawaimianqu,jiubapangbianjiushijiudian,tamenyijingpobujidaiyaodaizhetaguoqule。

keshiganggangtaiqijiaobu,tajiujuedebaozheguxiyanshouwanyizhencitong,renbuzhuaiyoujiaoleqilai。

ranhou,shiyigechenwendenansheng:“fangxiata。”

zheiliangrentaiqilelian,jiukandaoyizhangyingjunyoubinglengdemiankong,tachongzhetamenzaicizhongshen:“ganjinfangkai!”

tamenheleyidatiao,zheigenanrendeqishishizaishiqiangda,tamenbuyoudeyoudianzhaojiabuzhu。

“nixiangdongwodenvren?shibushibuxianghuole?”

yunnanxiaodelianlengdaojizhi。

“niyoushishei?”qizhongyigenanrenhenbufuqi,suirantayeganjuechuyunnanxiaosihulaitoubuxiao,danshiyoubuganxinfangqishoulidefeirou。

“haixiangzhidaowomenshishei?zuihaoganjingundan,fouzeyidinghuihouhui!”peizheyunnanxiaolaidezhushouchaozhetamendahe。

qizhongyigenanren,tachijingdezhangdalezuiba,ganjinlazhuleshenpangdetongban。

zheigerentahenshuxi,suirantazhishihenjiuzhiqianzaibaozhishangjiandaoguoyici。

yanqianzheigeren,shishangjiedeshenhua,shinshibukexiedudecunzai,taconglaimeixiangguohuihezheigerendazhaomian,zheigenvhai,shitakanshangdenvren?

hetazhengnvren,tamenzhendebuxianghuole!

“我们……”

“haibugun?,duile,daizhenimendechouqian!”yunnanxiaozaicikailekou。

zheinanrentingdaozheihua,ganjinshouhaozijideqian,lazhetongbanliangundaipadigunlechuqu。

zhushoukanlekanpazaizhuozishangbushengrenshideguxiyan,duizheyunnanxiaobaogao:“zongcai,tayijinghezuile,genbenjiaodoujiaobuxing。”

tinglezhushoudehua,yunnanxiaodeyanjinglijihudouyaomaochuhuo。

jintiandaozheililai,shiyinweiyigekehudeyuanyin,keshitaganggangjinmen,haimeizhaodaokehu,daoshixiankandaoleguxiyan。

yikaishitachadiandoumeiyourenchutalai,tadabanchengzheigeyangzizuoshenme?luanzaozaodezhuangronghejiafa,baoludeyifu,zhayikanqu,jianzhixiangshigebuliangshaonv。

meixiangdaodeshi,taganggangzhunbeizouguolaiwenwenshizenmehuishi,jiufaxiantajuranhelianggemoshengnanrenyiqihejiu,yigenanrenhaishuaichuyidieqianlai。

guoran,taheleliangbeijiuhou,zheilianggenanrenjiuzhunbeituozhetazouchuzheili。

ruguobushitagandao,sheidouzhidaohuifashengshenme。

tayibazhuaiqileguxiyan:“nijiwoqilai!”

guxiyanmimihuhudizhengkaiyanjing,faxianyanqianshiyizhangfangdade,fennudeyingjunlianpang。

tayoudianfaleng,zheishishei?gangcaibushizaipeihejiuma?

duile,qianni,tadeqianni?

“我的钱呢?”

tahaibuzhidao,neilianggenanrenyijingdaizheqiantaozoule。

“nidaozheililai,shilaipeijiuzhengqiande?”tahaizhenshidiguleta,tajuranhaiyouzheizhongbenshi!

“duia。”guxiyandiandiantou,tajuedeyanqianzheigerenshineimeshuxi,keshitanaoziquanluanle,genbenshenmeyexiangbuqilai。

“gangcaineilianggerenshipianzi!pianzi!shuohaolewohelejiujiujiwoqiande,xianzaijuranpaole!”guxiyanfenfenchusheng。

她居然还想着钱!

“shuaige,nixuyaopeihejiuma?wohennenghede,zhiyao,yibeijiwowubaikuai!”tashuangyanfangguang,yanqianzheigenanren,kanqilaihenyouqiandeyangzi。

yunnanxiaodeliangengjiayinchenle:“niyaoqianzuoshenme?”

“dangranshiquhaiqiana,nibuzhidao,woreshangleyigetaoyanderen,tarangwohaisanshiwan,kexi,womeiyoua,buguohaozai,zheizhongfangshihaishilaiqiantingkuaide……”

yunnanxiaodeyanlikuaimaochulehuo。

tazenmeyemeiyouxiangdao,tahuiyongzheizhongfangshilaihuanqian,sanshiwanduitalaishuo,genbenshenmedoubushi。keshimeixiangdao,juranweinandaotadaozheigedibu。

guxiyanyaohuangdinazhebeizi:“shuaige,daodiyongbuyong,a?”

tashuowanjiuxiangbajiuguanjinzuibali,danshinaodaiyihun,jiuyixiazidaozaizhuozishang,zaicihunshuileguoqu。

yunnanxiaochaozhushoununuzuichun:“womenzou。”

“zongcai,womenlaitanpandeshiqing……”

“xiacizaitanba,jintianbule。”tadehuazhandingjietie,liansebingleng。

zhushoubuganfanbo,ganjindiandiantou,yunnanxiaobaozheguxiyan,databudijiulikailejiubali。

yichumenzhaodaoche,tajiubaguxiyansailejinqu,zijiyejinqu,ranhourangzhushoufadonglechezi。

半小时以后。

yunnanxiaorangzhushoulikai,tabaozheguxiyan,anlegongyudedianti。

takanzheshuizhedeguxiyan,tazhangzhangdejiemaodichuizhe,shuidehaitinganwen。

taxindibuzhidaoshishenmeganjue,ruguo,gangcaitaquwanyibu……

neihouguo,zhendeshitabuganxiangde。

diantimenkaile,yunnanxiaojixubaozheguxiyanzoulechulai。

zheishiyichugaodangdegongyu,dichuzheigechengshizuifanhuadediduan,naozhongqujing,yunnanxiaoyizhizhuzaizheigedifang,yemeiyouzhaoyongren,tabijiaoxihuanqingjing。

taganglaidaomenkou,jiulengzhule,faxianyouyigenvrenzhengzhanzaimenkou,sihuyijingdenglehenjiule。

不是赵希蓝又是谁?

kandaotachuxian,zhaoxilanganjindiyingguolai,chaozhetayoudianzeguai:“nanxiao,woyijingdenglenihenzhangshijianle,nizenmecaiguolaini?”

yunnanxiaolenglengchusheng:“shima?wojuedezheidabanyede,youshenmeshiqingnenggourangniguolaini?xiaojiuma?”

tadezheisheng“jiuma”,shuodejiazhongleliqi。

tameixiangdaoyunnanxiaohuizheiyanghanziji,xindiyitong,lianshangxianchuleyisidebeishang:“nanxiao,nibuyaozheiyang……”

“wojiaodebudui?neiwoyinggaijiaonishenme?haoxiang,xiageyue,nijiuyaohewodexiaojiujiudinghunle,bushima?”

赵希蓝咬咬牙。

tazhidao,yunnanxiaohenshihenzijide,shide,sheiyebunengjieshouzijidelianren,huranzhijianjiubeipanleziji,haishihezijidezhangbeidinghun!

yishunjian,lianggerendeguanxi,congqinglvjiubianchenglezhangbeiguanxi!

“nanxiao,woshiyoukuzhongde。”zhaoxilandeyanjingliquanshibeishang,“woaiderenhaishini。”

“qinghuiba,wozheilibuhuanyingni。”

yunnanxiaoshizaishixiangbutongtahaiguolaizuoshenme,jirantaxuanzelexiaojiujiu,neijiuhezijibaochijuli,weishenmehaiyaoguolaizhaota?

“wozhishixiangguokankanniguodehaobuhao。”

“dangranhaole,nimeiyoufaxianma?woyijingyoulexindenvpengyou,tajiushi。”

taxiangyemeixiangjiukaikoushuodao,baojinlehuaizhongdeguxiyan。

zhaoxilanzheicaizhuyidaotahuaibaolidenvhaizi,gangcaitajuranyizhimeiyouzhuyi,tadeyandishanguoleyimojidu。

tayaoleyaotou:“nanxiao,wolejieni,yinciwobuxiangxin,nibuyongyongzheizhongfangshilaiguyiqiwo。”

zheigenvhaizizheimekenenghuipeideshangta?dabandeneimecusu,haiyouneizhuangrong,yaoduosuqiyouduosuqi。keshi,anzhaotadelejie,yunnanxiaoyegenbenbuhuibarenhenvhaizidaidaojialide,xianzaishizenmehuishini?

“wojinquhenitantanxingma?wojuedewomenzhijianyouhenduodewuhui。”

赵希蓝不想放弃。

“keshi,wojuedemeibiyao,wonvpengyouyaoshixinglaile,kendinghuibugaoxingde。”

云南潇态度很冷淡。

“nanxiao,nibuyaopianwole,tabushininvpengyou,tadaodishishei?”zhaoxilanyaoleyaotou。

yunnanxiaolengxiaoyisheng,tayixiazijiuditouqinzhuleguxiyandezuichun。

zhaoxilandelianyixiazibaile。

tajuranzhendeqinleta?nandao,tamenzhendeshinannvpengyou?

“kandaolema?xianzaihaihuaiyishenme?wonvpengyouhezuile,xianzaiwoyaojinqujiwonvpengyouxizao,nizaizheili,bujuedehenmeiquma?”tadehualishimanmandechaofeng。

zhaoxilanlianseyibai,yanjingliquanshiyanlei,xinrudaogeyiyang,zhuanguotou,jiutaolilezheili。

kanzhezhaoxilanliangqiangdilikai,silingdakaimenjinqu,baguxiyanshuaizaileshafashang。lianshangmeiyourenhebiaoqing。

tabuxianghezhaoxilanhaiyourenhedeqianche,suiranyiqian,tacengjingaiguota。

tajiranxuanzelebieren,neitadexin,jiuyijingcongtazheilichouzoule。

talengyankankanguxiyan,youbatatuojinleyushili,ranhoukaileshuilongtoujiuchongzhetadelianjiaolai。

guxiyanzailiangshuiqiangliedecijixia,yixiazizhijuedehunshenbinglengle,zhenggerenyeyixiaziqingxingle。

ta“a”dijianjiaoyisheng,jiuxiangtuziyiyangtiaoleqilai,zhenggerendongdezhidaduosuo,henbumandichongzheyunnanxiaodajiao:“nizuoshenme?”

“让你清醒一点。”

yunnanxiaodeshengyinlengbingbingde。

yibianshuozhe,tayibianbamaojinrengdaotadetoushang:“xigezao,ganjindibazijishoushiganjing,dabandexianggeguiyiyang。”

guxiyanzheicaikandaoshenzaihechu,juranshiyunnanxiao!

keshitamingmingjide,gangcaibushiqujiubapeijiule?

现在是这么回事?

“zenmehuishini?xianzaiwoshizainali?”guxiyandeshengyinlishimanmandeyihuo。

“ruguobushiwo,xianzainizaojiubeilianggenanrenchiganmojingle,huozheshuo,neigenbenshinixiangyaodejieguo?”

顾惜烟吓了一大跳。

meixiangdao,zijidejiuliangjuranneimecha,kanqilai,juranyunnanxiaojiuleziji?

“neijintianzhenshixiexienile。”suirantahentaoyanyanqianzheigezidadenanren,danshiyimaguiyima,kanlaiqueshishitajiuleziji,tahaishihenganjide。

“biefeihuale,ganjinbazijishoushiganjingba,yishenchouwei。”tayaneditaitaimeimao,jiuzoulechulai。

guxiyanguanhaoyushimen,tayewendaozijishenshangnanwendejiuwei,zhaolezhaojingzi,lianshangdezhuangrongyijinghuale,jiashangneikuazhangdejiafa,zhenshiyaoduolangbeiyouduolangbei。

tayouyuleyixia,haishizoujinyugang,haohaodixilegezao,zheicaijuedezhenggerenhuoleguolai。

xiwanzao,zheicaifaxianyinweigangcaiyunnanxiaojizijijiaolengshui,tadeyifuyijingshiluludele,meiyoubanfa,tazhinengchuanshangyunnanxiaodeyijianyupao,youdianbieniudizoulechulai。

zouchumenkou,tajiulajinleshenshangdeyupao,zheicaiwenyunnanxiao:“youchuifengjima?”

taxiangbazijideyifuchuigan,ganjinlikaizheili。

yunnanxiaozhuanguotoulai,tadezheifuyangzirangtayileng:tachuanzhezijideshuiyi,neishuiyikuankuandadade,bingmeiyouluchushenme,danshitachuanzhe,juranfenwaidexinggan。

tadexindichanshengleyizhongqiyideganjue。

zaitamuguangdezhushixia,tabuyoudelianhongle,shouyebuzhidaogaiwangnalifang,jiejiebabazaiciwendao:“youmeiyouchuifengji?wojintianhenbaoqiandaoraodaoleni,mashangjiuhuilikaide。”

“niqupeihejiu,shiweilejiwohaiqian?”

他答非所问。