第4章 女人要自爱

songlaofurenkanleshenyiyiyan,dandanshouhuimuguang,bukeqideshuodao:“kanqilaiyouxiebuanyushi,buguodaoshibisuxuepiaoliangdeduo,yenanguainenggougoudenigaibianyuanze。”

shenyixindinamen,zhangdepiaoliangyeshicuo?tanalibuanyushile?

zaihesongyuezaiyiqideshihou,tajianzhijiushiyigexianqiliangmu,nanrenyanzhongzuiwanmeidejiatingzhufu,yishiyijia。

songjunlinzhanzaishenyishenpang,dishengshuodao:“ninxianzaikeyifangxin,buhuizaichashouwodehunyindashi,zaianpaiwoquxiangqinleba?”

songlaofurenyanjieqingchui,kanbuqingchuyandidesixu。

piankehou,tashuodao:“woyebuzhidaonishibushipianwode,zheiyangba……”

“nihezheinvrenbanhuisongjiazhu,jiuzhuzaipangbiandeneidongbieshuli,buyingxiangnimenxiaoliangkouderichangshenghuo,ninenggouanxinzhusangeyue,wojiuxiangxinnizhendeyaojiehunshengzi。”

空气沉默下来。

laofurenxiangshikantouleyiqie,yandidaizhejingming,buchongdao:“xiannisantianzhineibanhuilai。”

……

likaisongjiadeshihou,shenyiduolezhongbuyiyangdexinqing。

yuanbentayiweizijigouyinsongjunlinshibaile,zhinengtuoxieyusongyuedeweixie,jiangzijijiaojiemo,wanjiebufu,meixiangdaofenghuiluzhuan,songlaofurendaoshibangletayiba。

taxinqingbucuodiqinggouchunjiao。

“zhunali,wosongnihuiqu。”songjunlinlakaichemen,shenshidikanzheshenyiwendao。

kanyangzishidasuanyaoyutaduchu,huoxuhaiyaoyutatanpan。

“jiangjinggongyu。”shenyizuojinfujianei。

congshangchedaohuidaojiangjinggongyu,songjunlincongtoudaoweidoumeiyoushuohua,shenyikanzhekaichedesongjunlin,nanrendecelianxiantiaoqingxifenming,daizheyizhonglengjingdanmo,chajueletademuguangyemeiyourenhebuyue,dafangdirentadaliang。

piankehou,chezitingxialai,songjunlinkaikou:“daole。”

shenyimeitouqingcu,tayiweisongjunlinhuizailushanghezijizuogetanpan,tashenzhilianliyuzijideshuocidouxianghaole。

kesongjunlinshenmedoumeishuo,jiuhaoxianggangcainatalaidangsonglaofurendeshiqingwanquanbucunzai。

shenyibuyoudeyouxieji,“songjunlin,ninandaojiumeiyoushenmexiangyaoshuodema?”

songjunlintaimoukanta,yandiyouzhedandandeqingchao,“shuoshenme?yiweiwohuirangnibangwoyingfuwoma?”

“……”

“shen**youdianxiaocongming,danshibingbutaiduo,bangniwomeiyourenhehaochu,wohaibuzhiyuweilemeisechenmi,youhuozheshuo……shen**taizixinle。”songjunlinlengmodeshuozhe,zitaijiweiqinggao。

shenweisongjiaerye,quanshishizudehaomenjichengzhe,duodeshinvrenzhudongzhuishangmendaotie,zhiyaotaxiangyao,yinggaiyebuquenvren,shenyijuedezijisuiranzisebucuo,danshihaibuzuyidadongta。

shenyilianjiarenbuzhuhongleqilai,youzhongzijidexiaoxinsibeishipodejiongpo。

tayingzhetoupishuodao:“neiwogangcaibanglenineimedademang,nizonggaihaizheigerenqingba?”

songjunlinchenmolexia,suihoushuodao:“jinijieshaogelvshi,qitade……nihaoziweizhi。”

hualuo,tajishenyidiguolaiyizhangmingpian。

shenyijieguolaikanleyiyan,shangmianshilvshidelianxifangshi。

takekeqiqidao:“xiexiesongerye。”

shenyizhidaosongjunlinjizijijieshaolvshi,yijingshisuanhailerenqing,tayemeiyoubanfahouzhelianpizaichanzhetayaoqiutazuoxiebiedeshenme,bijingtazheiyangdetaidu,yihouyinggaiyebuxuyaotazaiyingfusonglaofuren。

zaishenyixiachedeshihou,tingdaosongjunlindichencixingdeshengyincongcheneichuanlai,daizhejifenqingchao:“shen**,nvrenyaoziaicaitaorenxihuan。”

shenyifanyingguolaideshihou,songjunlindecheyijingyangzhangerqu。

他什么意思?

shizaishuotabuziai?tagouyindenanrenyezhiyoutayige,erqiediyicihai**lebi,shuoqilaitadoujuedediuren。

shenyiwojinshouzhongdemingpian,zheiyesuanshiyigehaojieguo。

gegedeanzibeichengmeiyoulvshiganjieshou,qizhongjiuyousongyuedeshoubi,tajiushixiangyaobizhetabudebutuoxiejieshoutadebangzhu,haorangtaxiangqirenzhifu。

……

diertianshenyidaizhesuoyoudeziliao,anzhaomingpianshangdedizhiqulelvshishiwusuo。

qiantaikekeqiqidijiangshenyiqingjinhuiyishinei,tashuoxianzaipeilvshiyoukeren,rangtazanqiexianshaodeng,shenyidaoleyishengganxie,suihouzuozaiyizishangnaixindedeng。

qijianqiantaijinlaisongleyicicha,suihoujiutuichuqubuzaidajiaota。

shenyiduanzhechabeimanmandechuoyin,zheiweipeilvshitazuowanshangchaguoziliao,beichengchulemingdejinpailvshi,meiyoutadabuyingdeguansi,ruguojinjinzhishizijishangmen,huoxupeilvshibuhuijietadedan,buguoyousongeryeyinjianyinggaimeiyoutaidadewenti。

zaishenyidengdaideshihou,tadeshoujiyemeiyouxianzhe,daxueshiyoujianhaoguimianxiajizijifalexinxi。

anxiajiajingbitajiayaohaoshangyixie,liangrenwuhuabutan,zuijinshenyidechujinganxiayezhidao,qugouyinsongjunlinzheigesouzhuyijiushianxiachude。

songjunlindexingcheng,yeshianxiaxiangbanfatitanongdaode。

anzhaoanxiashuodeyisi,songjiaxianzaimingzhengandou,songyuetadageyijingjiehun,tamenbuzuoneixiejianbuderendeshiqing,suoyijiujiangmuguangfangdaodanshendesongjiaeryeshenshang,dengtabaoshangsongjunlindedatui,haiyonghaipasongyuedeweixie?

zhipadaoshihousongyuejianleni,haiyaogonggongjingjingdihanyishengxiaoshenshen。

taxinleanxiadexie,songjunlinhennangouyin,tayibaitudi。

beichengqishiyecengjingyousongjunlindechuanyan,jihudoushilengmo、bujinnvse,shigehenjiaosedengdeng,zongzhidoubushishenmehaoxingxiang。

xiangdaozuowanshangfashengdeyiqie,shenyiyoujuedeyouxiewudizirong。

anxiadezhishenyidejieguo,xinxilichongmanlebiyi:“ze,nibaizhangneiyangyizhanghaokandelianle,jingranliansongjunlindoumeiyougoudadaoshou,shizaishitaicaile。”

shenyibuganxindihuifudao:“renjiaxinliyouxihuandenvren,bushougouyinyehenzhengchang。”

anxia:“o,meixiangdaotahaiyouzheiyangdeyimian,yenanguaishenbianyizhimeinvren,wohaiyiweitaxihuannanrenni!”

“……”shenyiwuyanyidui。

anxiayoujixuzhuiwendao:“neinixianzaizenmeban?”

shenyifalegexiaolian,xianranxinqingbucuo,tahuifudao:“suiranmeiyouchenggong,danshitajilewoyizhangmingpian,dongzhenglvshishiwusuo,woxianzaizhengzaizheili,denghuierhelvshitantanwogegedeshiqing。”

neitouanxiaxingfenqilai,lianfaliangtiaoxinxi:“shenyi,nizheiyijingshichenggongdemiaotoule,tingshuosongjunlintebiedelengmowuqing,ruguozhendebushanggou,yagenjiubuhuidalini,gengbietijinijieshaolvshile。”

“shuobudingnizainuliyixia,jiunenggouchenggongleni。”

shenyiwunaidixiaolexiao,zuowanshangsongjunlinneijunvrenyaoziaidehua,rujinxixiangzongjuedehaoxiangshizaijinggaota,huoxumeiyounulidejihuile。

erqietajizijimingpian,buguoshichanghaitabangmangyingfusonglaofuren,tabingbuxianghezijixiangqian。

zheishi,bangongshidemenqiaoxiang,qiantaizhulituimenjiaolai,keqidishuodao:“**,womenpeilvshiyijingyoukongle,ninxianzaikeyiguoqutadebangongshi。”

shenyinaqizijidebaozhanqilai,tazoudaowaimiandeshihou,turankandaoyidaoshuxideshenying。