“songwanning，nizhenexin，nijingran……jingranmaochongnisiqudejiejie，zaiwogenmorandedinghundianlizuochuzheizhonggouqiezhishi。”
qiaoyinuhuochongtian，shangqianduizhewodelianjiushiyibazhang，suihoujiangwocongchumoranshenxiachexialai。
wochitongchoulekouqi，zhenggerenbeiqiaoyichedaoledibanshang，tengdehunshenfadou。
“nizheigebuyaoliande**。”
qiaoyimeiyoutongqingwo，taiqigaogenxie，duizhewoyoushijijiao。
wopazaidishang，langbeichuanxi，kanxiangchuangshangdechumoran。
taduiqiaoyishijiazaiwoshenshangdebaoxingmeiyouzuzhi，mantiaosilichuanshangyifu，suihouzoudaoqiaoyishenbian，yongzheqiaoyideyaozhi，xiemeiliaorenanwei：“yiyi，zhenshibaoqian，heleyibeijiucaihuizuochuzheizhonghutushi。”
“wozhidaoshisongwanningshejinide，zheibushinidecuo。”
qiaoyiyanjingfahongwozhechumorandeshoushuodao。
chumoranyanshenwenroudao：“weizheizhongnvrenshengqibuzhide。”
这种……女人吗？
wokelesheng，pazaidishangdeshoumanmansuojin。
chumoran，nishiguyiyaojiwonankande，shibushi？
yinweimingtianshisongxiaoroudejiri，nixiangrangwojizhuzheiguteng。
“tiana，zheibushisongjiaerxiaojiema？”
“zhenshi**，jingranzaichuzongheqiaoxiaojiededinghundianlishangzuochuzheizhongxiazuodeshiqingpohuailiangjialianyin。”
“简直可恶至极。”
menkourenchaoyongdong，binkeyunji。
suoyourenduizhedishangdewozhizhidiandian。
wobaizhelian，goulouzheshenti，cheguochuangshangdechuangdangaizaishenshang。
羞辱，谩骂，轻蔑。
还有深深的鄙夷。
zheixierendemuguang，youruyibajianruidedaozi，cijinwodexinzang，jiangwosichedetiwuwanfu。。
可这些都不疼。
zuitengdeshichumoranyongzheqiaoyi，duidajiashuoshiwojitaheleyibeijiu，rangtashiqulizhi，caihuizuochuzheizhonghutushi。
“jintiandedinghundianlizanshiquxiao，bijingfashengzheizhongbuyukuaideshiqing，wodengxiajiuhuiquqiaojiadengmenxiezui。”
chumoranchaozhedajiadetijugonghou，yongzheqiaoyilikai。
wozhuazheshenshangdebeizi，wangzhechumoranlikaidebeiying，shouzhibutingduosuo。
chumoran……nizhendehenbudewoqusima？
suoyicaihuiyongzheizhongfangshirangwoshenbaiminglie。
“dasizheigebuyaoliande**。”
“songjiazenmehuijiaochuzheimeyigebuyaoliandedongxi。”
“dangniantayinweijidujiejieyouxiu，jiujiangjiejietuixiahai，xianzaixiangliyonggenjiejieyiyangdeyangmaopashangchuzongdechuanghaizhenshiyidiandoubuyiwai。”
“zheizhongexinazadedongxi，jiuyinggaiqusi。”
yiqunrenchaozhewofengyongershang，nazheshouji，kuangquanshuipingzi，haiyouxiezichaozhewoda。
wohunshendouteng，gangcaibeichumoranyazaichuangshangzhemoleyigeduoxiaoshi，xianzaiyoubeirenzheimeouda，woganjuexinzangpifeishendouningchengyituan，hentenghenteng。
tamendaleizhihoubianlikaile，woshenshanglianshangdoushikoushui，langbeibukan。
wonulixujiu，caicongdishangpaqi，zhanweiweichuanshangyifulikaijiudian。
zouzailushang，xingrenkanwodemuguangmanshiguaiyi，haosiwoshijingshenbinghuanzhe，woxiang，wocishideyangzi，kendinghenkongbuba、
wokusexiaolexiao，kanzheqianmiandehongdeng，shixianmohu，zhitingtingdaolexiaqu。