第4章
“我绝不能放弃！”
“woyaozuoyigejiankangderen！”
“ruozheidiantengtongshangqiebunengjianchidehua，youhetanxiuchijindandadao？”
“......”
qinglengdeyueguangzhaozaijijingwurendejiedaoshang。
yigewanruoshiquchongyiyangdeshenti，jiannandezaikuanchangwurendejiedaoshang，chuisibandewangqianpaxingzhe。
tayixinengkandechulaiyuanbenzhanxindejingmeihuafu，zaojiuyijingzaiyinweipaxingdeshijiantaijiu，erbeimopo。
gengweijiaorenchumujingxinde，moguoyuneixiepokouchu，anhongdexueji，hunzazhemohudexuerou。
jiaorenwufaxiangxiang，zheirenjiujingyijingzaiwurendejiedaoshang，paxingleduojiudeshijian。
ciren，bushibieren，zhengshichuzhelimudiaohuaguaizhang，zaixiyangxiazuobiefuxiong，yiluzoulaidedengpingan。
fangcaichuanguobudaoyiliangtiaojiedaohou，tabianyijingxutuodewufazhanli，zhinengfuqiangerxing。
daolezuihou，hunshenguaiyitengtongyuefajulie，biantixilai。
rangtayouzhongruzhuiyouguodeganjue。
liangyanyiheizhixia，jingranlianfuqiangerxingdouwufazuodao。
便是如此。
他也依旧不曾放弃。
wufafuqiangerxing，tabianjiannandepaxing。
yicunliangcun......yichierchi......zuihoujiannandehuichengyizhangliangzhangdejuli。
jiusuanshitaziyoubingtongzhemo，queyezhixiaojituchengshan，qianlizhixing、shiyukuibudedaoli。
qiangrenzhejutong，jieliqianxing。
yushi，zhengchangrenbuguoshibangeshichen，jiunengzouwandejuli。
tacongriluoshifen，yizhichixudaolesangengtian，yeshangweipawan。
dakaidechengmensixiawuren。
yanshenzhongshengmingzhiguangdouyijingandanlexiaqudedengpingan，jiuzaizheimeyishunjian，shuangyanzhongdeguangmang，qiansuoweiyoudezhireleqilai。
“ruoshizheixieku，wodoujianchibuxiadehua，youhetanwendaojindan？”
zuihouyigeniantouzhichengxia，dengpinganetoushangqingjinrutongyaozhalieyiban，shuangmuxuehong，taiqizaojiuyijingyinweizhangshijianjiannanpaxingermodexueroumohudegebo。
yicun......yicun......youyicun！
qinglengdeyueguangzhongtian，yidaojueshidulidebeiyingjiaotazhangjian，zhangfapisan，shuobuchudexiaosapiaoran。
月光临体。
wanruoyueyefeixianjianglinfanchen。
daorenmoranditanleyikouqi：“xiangdaozhixinrucijiangu......bianshipindaoziwen，yebuganshuonengyounizheibanyilijianchixialai。
zhenbuzhidaogaishuonishipasini？
haishidangzhenyouwendingdadaozhizi？”
“kechangyanshuodehao，guzhichengdashi，buweiyouchaoshizhicai，yibiyoujianrenbubazhizhiye！”
“huoxu，nibianshizheiyangderenba。”
daorentanxilejisheng，zhidaoneiquchongrudongsidexuruoshenti，yicunyicundipachuchengmenhou。
tafangcailinkongyizhiluoxia。
qinglengdeyueguangruchao，mingmingzhizhongsihuyoushenmerouyanbukejiandeshenqililiangpingkongerdong。
rutongningguguangmangbandelingliyuedongerchu，linkongerxianhua。
zuyouyishiergen，yuemomuzhicuxi，zhangbuguozhangxu。
rulingsheyuedong，lingkongfeiwu，qusanheian、qihuanyichang。
zheishilingqirouyankejian，huaweilingli。
zheishidaorenyizijideshentongninglianercheng。
ciyikedepingchengzhiwai，bansuizhelingguangxianhuaerchudeshiergenlingqipingkongshengchu，kongqizhongyemaochuyigunongyudeqingxiangweidao。
daorenjianciqingxing，sihupoweimanyi，suihouzaidulingkongyizhi，kouzhongqingchiyisheng：
“去！”
一瞬间。
shiertiaorulingshebandelingli，shunjiantengwufeiyue，puxiangdengpinganquansuodeshenti。
bingqiezaijiechudaoqishentideshunjian，zhijiemeiruqizhong。
yishidouyijinghundunlededengpingan，mengrangandaozhoushengechuzaiduchuanlaiyigusihuishentibandezhuotonggan。
zhouranyanqianyihei，chedihunsileguoqu。
“pinganxinglai！pinganxinglai！”
yebuzhishijianguoquleduojiu。
dengpinganyinyinyueyuetingdaoyourenhuhuanziji。
taxiangyaozhengkaiyanjing，queganjueyanpichenzhongrushan。
erbiansihuyeyousiyousiwu、sijinsiyuan、siyirenyousibairen、qianren、wanrendeqiguaisongjingshenghuidang。
youneimeyishun，taganjuezijidetousihudouyaozhalie。
keyouyouneimeyishun，taganjuezijichenniyuzheshengchaozhong，wufaziba。
fangruozijibianshiqizhongyiren，youfangruobairenqianrenwanrendeshengyin，doushizijiyirensuofa。
“renyoulunhuiqianbaishi，gungunhongchenmengdaoxin。pinganhaibuxinglaima？”
rutianyingunleibandeshengyin，tuwudechuxian，yaxialesuoyoudeshengyinhou。
dengpinganmengranzhengkaileyanjing。
qiangliedeciyanguangmangzhuodetalikeyoubishangleshuangyan，shuangshouwuzhuyanjing，yonglideroulejixiahou，fangcaimizheyanshiyinglezhouweideguangxian。
daorenpanxizuozaiyibianshangbeishanfengchuidehenganjingdedaqingshishang。
dengpingankandaoyigexuyaoshurenhebaodedasongshu，yangmiankanqu，qingtianruxi，yipaidahaodeqinglangtianqi。
hexudeshanfengchuizaishenshang、lianshang，fasiyeqingqingbaidongzhe，rangtazhenggerendouyouyizhongshuobuchulaideshufu......
zhoushengechuneixieyushengjulaideqiguaitongteng，ciyikejingranxiaoshidewuyingwuzong。
dengpinganjingxidezuoqishenlai，ganshouzhezijizheiyifujiankangdeshenti。
taditoukanzhezijishenshangmopoledaizheganhexuejideyifu，quenanrenxinzhongdekuangxi。
gengrangtajingyadeshi，zijimingmingzaijiedaoshangpaxinglehenzhangshijian，shoujiaodoumopole，cikequebujianbandianshanghen。
ruofeishipoyifushangchumujingxindeganhexuejiyouzai，tadouyaoyiweizheiyiqieshigemengle。
dengpinganxinxiruokuangdexiangshiganghuizouludexiaohaieryiyang，raozhecudadeqingsong，xingfendixianzouhoupaohaojiquan。
“woyijingweinidatongqihai，nisuanshibangexiuxianshijiezhiren，zhoushenbingtong，ziranxiaoshibujianle。”
tingdaodaorendehua，dengpinganzheicainaizhuneixindejidong。
suiranbuzhizheisuoweidedatongqihai，jiujingshishenmeyisi。
danshibangexiuxianshijiezhiren，dengpinganquehaishitingdeqingqingchuchude。
tajimangxiangzhepanxizuozaiyibianshang，mianluhexuweixiaodedaorengongshouyibai：
“duoxiedaozhangdaendade，rumengbuqi，pinganyuanbaidaozhangweishizun！”
mianruguanyudedaorenkanzhegongshouxiabaidedengpingan，zhishidandanyixiao：
“niwosuiranyouyuan，danwoquebunengzuonideshizun。”
dengpinganwenyan，mianseweiweifabai，yanzhongfuxianyimosisuozhise：
“keshipinganyoushenmedifangzuodebuhao，haiqingdaozhangzhichu，pinganyouzegaizhi、wuzejiamian。”
“hahaha......”
daorenrenbuzhudaxiao，shentaipoweixiaosa：
“feishiruci，wozhizongmen，naitaixuangujianmen。
wokeyilingniqianwangrumen，danwoqueshishibunengshoutude。”
dengpinganwenyan，zheicaidao：“shangweiqingjiaodaozhangzunhui？”
“taixuangujianmen，zhujixiushilicundao。”
dengpinganyougongshouyibaijianli。
licundaoweiweihanshou，shiyidengpinganzuoxia：
“xiudaozhilu，duiyunilaishuo，suiranshijianjinpo，danshiyouxieshiqing，woquebunengbuyunixishuo。”
“haiqingdaozhangcijiao，pinganyidingjinzunjiaohui。”
licundaoweiweihanshou，suihoushuodao：
“niqiudadaoyixianshengji，suiranshijianjinpo，danshizaixiudaozhiqian，guanyuxiuxianshijieshishenmeyangde，woquebudebuyunixishuoqingchu。”
dengpinganwenyanyileng：“xiuxianshijieshishenmeyangde？
nandaoyuwomenchangrenshenghuodeshijiebutongme？”
“nirenweikenengxiangtongma？”
licundaoyanjingyimi，yanyuzhizhong，yinyuehanyoulingwaiyicengshenyizaiqizhong。
dengpinganmianshangfuxianyisicuoezhise，kehaibudengtashuohua。
licundaobianmianseyansudeshuodao：
“xiuxianshijie，liliangweizun，sheidexiuweigao，sheideliliangqiang，sheijiushizhuzai！”
dengpinganyileng，manmuyihuo：“buyinggaishiyidaodeweizhunsheng，lvfaweiyijudema？zenmekeyisheidequantouda，sheijiushuolesuan？”
“道德？律法？”
licundaoruqingfengbanhexudemiankongshang，fuxianyimobuxiedechaofeng：
“neizhishifansushijierucibale，xiuxianshijielengkuwuqing，youzenhuirucini？
zhengdaomenpaihuoxuhaihaodian，ruguoshimodaomenpaideshudizhizhong。
neixiemodaozhirenweilexiulianqiangdadefaqi，xuyaohuorenjisi，wangwanghuijiangyizuochengchishiduowanrenkoushaguangxueji。”
“屠城？”
dengpinganmiansefabai，zuichunyeqingweiyouxiezhandou：“zheizaifansushijie，keshishiebushezhishia！”
licundaomiansepingjing：“danshi，zaixiulianshijiezhong，quefeichangchangjian。”
“tuchengdoufeichangchangjian？”dengpinganshuangmuliuluchujingkongzhise：“nandaojiumeiyourenguanma？”
“guan？”licundaomianshangdaizhejifenguguaidexiaorong：“shiliqiangdademodaogaoshou，yiniantumieyiguodeshiqingdoufashengguobushao，sheiganquguan？”
dengpinganhunshenhanliujiabei：“nei......neizhengdaoni？bushihaiyouzhengdaozongmen？”
“zhengdaozongmenzhizhong，jiusuanshiyouneixieyinshibuchudetaishangzhanglao，nenggouyumodaojubokanghengyier。
keshi，sheiyouhuiweileneixiehaobuxianggandefanren，quheyigejiduweixian，xiuweishenzhiyuanchaozijiderenyimingxiangbo？”
“jiuweileyigesuoweidezhengyi？pingan，nijuedekenengma？”
“zhei......”dengpinganxiangxiangyeshi：“bukeneng，jiuxiangshiwojiazhongfuyou，danshiyebuhuijiangjiazhongqiancai，wuchangsongjineixieqiongrenquyiyangdedaoli。”
“ng，henhao！”licundaolianshangluchuxinweixiaorong：“ninengjuyifansan，zukejianniwuxingjijia。
xiulianshijiedecanku，bingfeishiwosanyanliangyunenggoujinishuoqingchude。
dannixuyaomingjiyuxinde，moguoyudaduoshudexiuxianzhe，buguanshimodaozhiren，youhuozheshizhengdaozhiren，doujiangfanrenshiweicaojie。”
dengpinganmianseweibian：“lishi，mobucheng，yeyouzhengdaozhiren，anzhongxuejifanrenxiudaodeme？”
“有。”
licundaodehuidafeichangkending。
kanzhemianqiandaizhudedengpingan，licundaodandanyixiao：“nifangcaijiechuxiuxianshijie，xinzhongziranjiuhuicunlesuoweidezhengxiezhinian。
shijianjiule，nijiuhuifaxian，suoweidezhengxiezhifen，qishibenlaijiuhenxuhuan。”
“zhengdaozongmenzhizhong，weiqiuyibao，haoyoufanmuxiangsha、shituhuxiashashou、menpaishixiongdiyinmouansuanzhishi，yeshichangshangyan。”
dengpinganwendeciyan，muzhongyouquanranshihairanzhise。
jianciqingxing，licundaohanxiaozhedao：“woxiandainihuizongmenquba，yeshundaizhezailushang，weinijieshaoyixiexiuxianjiedechangshi。
dengnidaolezongmenzhongyihou，nijiudazhinengduixiuxianshijieyouyigeziworenzhile。”