第6章
yinweiheyangmengzhuqiajiaqiadetaiwangwo，wojingranbaloushaotanghaizaichelideshiwangdeyiganerjing。
wangzhejingzhongyiguanchuchu，lengranyouyadeloushaotang，zaikankanziji，toufapengluan，lianjiahongzhong，zuijiaopolie，jianzhilangbeizhiji。womenliangrenyiqianyihou，xingchengxianmingduibi。
我一时语塞。
“shinibaodejing？”banshang，woxingguoshen，xiangqicongtianerjiangdejingcha，wenloushaotang。
“wohuizheimewuliao？”loushaotanglenghengyisheng，balianbiexiangchuangwai，yifushibuguanjidemoyang。
wozichaodixiaolesheng，“neidaoshi，gaogaozaishangdeloudashao，zenmekenenghuiguanzheizhongxianshi。”
youyuxiaohuguoda，chedaolezuijiaodeshangkou，wotongdesilesheng。loushaotangzhuantou，muguangdingzaiwolianshang，pianke，lenglengdao：“haibukaiche？”
buzhiweihe，yexushilianshangtaitong，touyoufayun，youhuoxushixiangqiguoquzhongzhong，yeyoukenengshitalengmodemuguang，woturanyouzhongxiangkudechongdong。
woshuangshoujinjinwozhefangxiangpan，weiyiqitou，nulikezhizheburangyanleibuzhengqidiliuxialai。
是的，我不能哭！
3nianqian，zaijiajiloushaotangzheigezhiwurendeshihou，wojiugaojieziji，jishijinhoudeluzainanzou，bierenzairuhechaoxiaobishiwo，wodouyaoxiaozhehuoxiaqu。woyaobineixiecengjingyinwomeiqianertuoqiwoderenhuodegengxiaosagengzirun，rangduibuqiwoderenmeihaoriziguo！
loushaotangxianzaiduiwodelengmosuandeleshenme，hedangchuwoshoudaodewushubaiyanyufengcixiangbi，jianzhijiushixiaocaiyidie。
zheimexiangzhe，xinlideqingxujianjianpingfu，wozaidupieleyanhoushijing，loushaotangsihubingmeiyouchajuedaowodeyiyang，yijiukanzhechuangwai，mianselengchen。
“qunaer？”cishi，woyihuifudaopingshidewo，baidubuqin，jianbukecui。
“回家。”
wochayi，“bushihaiyaoqugedifangma？”
“niwentaiduole。”tashengyindandan，quetouzheburongzhihui。
wobuzaichusheng，conghoushijingliqiaoqiaodaliangta，shuoshihua，nanrenwojiechudebushao，tamenzaixiangshenme，yibantongguoyuyanbiaoqingjiunengcaigebajiubulishi。weiduloushaotang，lingwozhuomobutou。
youshimingmingxiaozheshuohua，danzilixingjianlengruyandong；youshilenglianxiangdai，keqixiyoubuneimeweixian。
zongzhi，zheigenanrenshenbukece，bunengqingyirezhi。
baloushaotanganquansonghuijiahou，wojiedaoxiaoqiandianhua，shuowodidixiaoyufeibuturanganran。feibuganranshibaixuebinghuanzhehualiaohouzuiyiyinfadebingfazheng，yibuxiaoxinjiuhuidaozhisiwang。wohedeganjinquleyiyuan。
yijinbingfang，womeijiandaoxiaoyu，huangmangwenxiaoqian，“xiaoyuni？tazainaer？”
xiaoqianshiwoqinglaizhaoguxiaoyudehugong，jianwoyilianhuangzhang，talikekuanweiwo，“tu**，nibiejinzhang，xiaoyumeishenmeshi，tazaixishoujian。”
woshaoshaosonglekouqi，youwen：“zenmehuituranganran？yanbuyanzhong？”
“bushihenyanzhong，yishengyijingjixiaoyuyongguoyaole。”
xiaoqiangangshuowan，xiaoyujiucongxishoujianlichulaile，“jiejie，nilaila！”
tajiandaowohengaoxing。ruguobushitebiemang，wochabuduomeizhouhuilaiyiyuankanta2ci，danzuijinyinweiloushaotangdeguanxi，wobuzainengziyouzhipeishijian，suoyiwomenyijingkuai10tianmeijianle。
“jiejie，nidelianzenmele？”xiaoyuyiyanbianchoujianwohongzhongdelianjia，jinzhangdiwendao。
“meishi，buxiaoxinzhuangdaode。”buxiangrangtadanxin，wosuikouchelegehuang，zhuanyihuati，“nizenmeyang？shentiyoushenmebushufu？”
“woyemeishi。”xiaoyukesoule2sheng，manmiankuizedishuo：“duibuqijiejie，yourangnidanxinle。”
woganjinpaipaitadebei，youjitaweiledianshui，“shuoshenmeshahua！nishiwodidi，guanxinnizhaogunishiyinggaide。”
woyouguzuoqingsongdiduitashuo：“gaosunigehaoxiaoxi，nidebingyouxiwangle。”
xiaoyujingyadikanzhewo。buguaitahuizheigebiaoqing，qishidangniantagangchachuzheibingshishiyouheshigusuide，ruguoyangmengzhunengjishichuqianxiangjiu，xiaoyuzaojiuhaole。cuoguoneicijihuihou，zheixienianwomenshizhongmeizaizhaodaopipeidegusui。
xiangdaozheili，wobujinyouhenqiyangmengzhulai，zheigelengxuedenvren，woyidingbuhuifangguota！
jianxiaoyuyihuobujie，woyemeixiangtaduojieshi，zhishuo：“nini，shenmeyebiexiang，jiuananxinxindengzhezuoshoushu。dengnishoushuchenggonghou，jiejiejiusongnichuguoliuxue。”
xiaoyuzaicijingya，“chuguo？neiyaohenduoqiande。”
woxiaotaxiacaoxin，“qian，nijiugengbuyongdanxinle，jiejieyoudeshi。”
xiaoyudixiatou，buzaishuohua，wozhidaotashiyouxiangdaowozailoujiadechujingle。
woxinlikuxiaoyisheng，huranpiejianchuangtoujushangdeyitashougao，“yi，zheishishenme？”
naqiyikan，shiquanyingwendexidian**miji。
xiaoyushengbingqianshiyimingchuchumaoludexidianshi，pingshizuiaikanzheileishuji。
“zheigeya~”xiaoyukanleyan，mianlubujiedishuo：“zheishiqianjitianyourensonglaide，shuoshishourensuotuo。wowenshishei，tabukenshuo。”
wofanlejiye，dingzheshougaoshangmimimamadeyingwenzimu，naozhongturanhuaguoyimoshenying。
“jiejie，nishuohuibuhuishi......”
“buhui！”xiaoyuhuahaimeishuowanjiubeiwodaduan，“buhuishita。”
congyiyuanchulai，wobuxiangzheimezaohuiloujia，jiukaichezaijieshangmanwumudedizhuanyou，sixurupaiandeluantao。
zhibuguosannian，quexiangguolesangeshiji。yiweiwangledeneigerenruyigentengman，dourancongxindidejiafenglipanpashanglai，huiyiyirumanzhangdechaoshuixiangwoxiongyongxilai。
xiongkoubeiyigusuansedudemanmandangdangde，wodakaichechuang，rangyefengjianglianshangdechaoshichuigan。
dangwosixuhaichenjinzaiyaoyuandejiyilishi，jiubeiyizhenjicudeshouji**lalehuilai。
kandaopingmushangdelaidianhaoma，wodunshengyane，“shenmeshi？”woyuqihaobuyanshidebunai。
“nishiyaoyebuguisuma？”
yiguhanfenggezhehuatongchuanlai，worenbuzhusesuolexia，kanleyanyibiaoshangdeshijian，yishilingchen1dian。
wolengxiaolesheng，chaonongdao：“womenzunguiwubi，tianxiawushuangdeloudashaoshenmeshihouqujiuzuosuguanyuanle？”
“guanni？”loushaotangcongbiqianglibuxiedihengchuyigeyinjie，yongyiguanminglingdeyuqi，“youshizhaoni，mashanghuilai。”
“shenmeshi？”kanbuguantaduiwoyizhiqishidemoyang，woyelengzheshengyin。
“bierangwoshuodisanbian，huilai！”
tingzheruyanluobansulengdeshengyin，wofangfokanjianledianhuaneiduan，loushaotangyinshalenglidemianrong。wozhidao，ruguozaizheiyanghetaduizhixiaqu，chikuidebidingshiwo。
wolenglengyixiao，qiaduandianhua。
banxiaoshihou，wochuxianzaiwoshi。
loushaotangzhengcongyushichulai，tayaojianzhiguoletiaoyujin，shuizhucongtaweigandefashaodiluodao**deshangshen。
haoyifujijuyou-huodemeinanchuyutu，kexiwowuxinxinshang。
wotuoxiawaitao，meihaoqididiudaoshafashang。
loushaotangjiandaowoyebushuohua，zigudianqiyigenyan，zuodaoshafashang，zhigougoudidingzhewo，neiyanshenyiweibumingde，kandewohunshenbuzizai。
“loudashaozheimejibawojiaohuilai，buhuijiushirangwoxinshangniguangshenzichouyanba！”wohengxiaoyisheng，baoxiongbeikaodaoyijushang，yongjiqingmiebuxiedeyuqishuodao：“kexi，woduinideshentiyidianxingquyemeiyou，suoyiqingniyoupikuaifang，wohaiyaoxiuxi。”
wogangshuowan，loushaotangjiuyidianbudaitingdundilengxiaoqilai，“zheimejixiuxizuoshenme，beinagejinzhuleidaole？”
shunzhezheijuhua，yituanniaoniaodebaiyancongtazuiliqingpiaoerchu。
“......”woananyaoya，lianshangyangqiqingfuwumeidexiaorong，kuazandao：“jintianzheigea~kelihaile！yaobushiniyigedianhua，jinwanwohaizhunbeihetacheyebuguini。”
loushaotangqingmiedihelesheng，mantiaosilidibayannianmiezaiyangangli，ranhouzhanqishen，gaodadeshenquxiangwobijinguolai，zaiwohaimeinongmingbaitayitushi，taturanyibachediaoleyaoshangdeyujin......
wonahuiliaodaotazheimeliu-mang？bujindaochoukoulengqi，shentiyebuzijuedizhanzhile。
“kanlainijinzhumeirangnimanyi，yaobuyaowojinijiacan？”
taxixuedixiaolesheng，woshunjianhuishen，xunsubayanyikai，tianletianganzaodechun，“nihaishishengshengba，gaiganmaganma！”
woyongqingshideyuqiyanshiwodeganga。
loushaotangqingbiyixiao，zhanbeibawodangdaoyibian，dakaiyiju，kaishibujinbumandichuanshuiyi。
woguzuozhendingdizhanzaineili，neixinqueyijingbeitajiaodexinfanyiluande，xiangmata，danyishiciqiongle，zhihaoshadengzheyankanta。
jiuzaiwonaixingkuaibeitahaojinshi，loushaotangyouzuohuishafashang，taqingqingpaileliangxiashou，shengkongdianshiyingshengdakai，woshixianshunzhekanleguoqu。
dianshishangzhenghuifangyitiaoxinwen，yuanlailaoyezijintianrenmingloujitangwei“tianyue”fuzongcaile。
“zheihewoyoushenmeguanxi？”wobaoxiongfawen。
haomenshensihai！youqishixiangloujiazheizhongguanxifuzadedajiazu，yibuxiaoxinjiubeijuanjinliyidouzhengzhong，yinciloujiadeshiwocongbuchashou。
“rangtagundan。”taxiguanxingdiduiwoxiamingling。
wolenglejimiao，beitadeyixiangtiankaiqixiaole，“loushaotang，nishibushizaichuangshangtangsannian，shuicheng**le？nipingshenmeyiweiwoyounengnai，nengrangloujitanggunchu‘tianyue’？”
tabuhuiyingwo，xiangshimeitingjianwodefengci，wobiebuzhudinaole，“dangchuwomendejiaoyilikebubaohanzheiyitiao。nihesheiyouchoushinideshi，biebawochejinqu！”
“youxiguizewoshuolesuan，chufeinibuxiangjiunididideming。”talenglengyixiao，shengyindandemeiyouyisiqifu。
haojiahuo，youshizheiyizhao！
taqiazhewomingmen，rangwobeidongdihetakunbangzaiyiqi，wojiushizaibuyuanyibuganxin，yebudebucong。
wobilebiyan，xiaoyubingyanyandemianrongshanjinwonaozili，woconghoulonglihenhendijichuyigezi，“xing。”
youyuyizhengyenaozilidouzaixiangyongshenmefangfajiejuezheijianjishoudeshi，diertianqichuanghou，woqisehencha，liusaoyiweiwobingle，tiexindijiwopaolebeirencancha。
zheigejiali，liusaoduiwohaisuanbucuo。yintacongqianjiuyizhizhaoguloushaotang，keyishuoshikanzhetazhangdade，yejiuziranduiwozheigedashaonainaizunzhongyoujia。
hezhecha，woheliusaoxianliaoqilai，“loushaotangtayizhidoushizheimelengkudema？”
“a？”liusaoduiwodehuagandaochayi，woyishidaozijishuoloulezui，mangbujiu，“nikantaxianzaijiusuanhunmizhe，lianyeshijianglengde，woxiangchushiqian，tayidingbixianzaigenglengba。”
liusaobuyiyoutadixiaoleqilai，“dashaoyedequehenshaoxiao。”
“weishenme？taxiaoshenjingfayubuliang？”wodiaokan。
liusaochaosizhouhuangulequan，jianmeirenzai，zoudaowogenqian，yadishengyin，“dashaonainai，nishizijirenwocaigaosunide，nikeqianwanbieshuochuqu。”
tashenmixixideyangziyinqiwodexingzhi，“shenmeshi？”