第4章 迈不开的步伐

taxiazhangdeyanmouweimi,shanshuozheshuangxueyibandesherenhanguang,xilishuangmouzhijiesuodingzaidimianshangderenshenshang。

neigerennalihaiyouzhiqiandexiaozhangbahu,guizaidishang,ketouqiurao:“shenshao,wocuole,nifangguowo,niyaozhidaoshenme,wodouquanpanzhaogong!”

“处理掉。”

sangezi,juedingletademingyun。

zhulizhoumei,shitanxingdewen:“shenshao,womenkeyiliuxiata,zhikongershaoye。”

“buxuyao。”lenglengdesangezi,burongrenfouding。

zhuliwunai:“……womingbaile。”

lujunshenzhijietachulebingjiao,shenhoudeyishengcanjiao,tasihumeitingjian,bujibuxudelikailezheili。

yourenhaoqidewenzhuli:“,jiushineigenvrenjiuleshenshaoba,shenshaogaibuhuidasuanyishenxiangxuba?”

zhuliyenamen:“buzhidao。”

neirenmozhexiaba,jixugankai:“yinxiangzhong,zheihaishishenshaodiyicibaonvrena。”

lujunshenshenfendiweibaizaineili,duodeshigesemeinvqianfuhouji,ketagenbenliangeshouzhitoudoumeipengguo。

zhuliyaotou:“suanle,shenshaodexinsi,sheinengcaidezhuna。”

……

顾余欢做了一个梦。

mengzhong,zaluandexiaoxiangzinei。

shaonianyishenganjingdexiaofu,dongzuoliluotongjigexiaohunhunjiuchan。

tadeshenshou,kuaisuerhenla。

caiyihui,jiubaneijigexiongsheneshadexiaohunhundadaozaidi。

shaoniandeguyuhuanbaozheshubao,zuozaidimianshang,hedesesefadou。

shaoniandawanjia,jianqishubaobeishang,yaolikaishi,kanjiantahaidaizuozaiyuandi,zheicaizouleguolai,chaotashenchushou:“qilai,songnihuiqu。”

guyuhuanlengshen,pianke,caizhanweiweidewozhuletadeshou。

shaonianyigeyongli,batalaleqilai,ranhouzoukai。

guyuhuanyibuyiqudegenzaitadeshenhou,qingqingdeshuoleyishengxiexie。

shaonianyigediantou,zaimeiwanglai。

keshi,neinianxiatian,neichangouyu,neigeshaonian,jiuneimezhuangdianletadeqingchunnianshao。

guyuhuandaidaidetangzaichuangshang,guolexujiu,tacaicongchuangshangpaqilai,daimangdewangzhesizhou。

yigehenshehuahendidiaodefangjian。

这里是哪里啊?

tapailepaixiaonaodai,haishiyidiandouxiangbuqilai,suoxingguangzhejiaoya,xiachuang,tuikailefangmen,zoulechuqu。

走廊外空荡荡的。

guyuhuanzouleyuemoyifenzhong,caifaxianyigefangjiandemenxuyanzhe。

tameiduoxiang,ziranerrandezoulejinqu。

ruodadewunei,baishejiandanyoudidiao,chuangshanghaisanluozhejizhangfuzadetuzhi。

guyuhuangangyaotuichuqu,menjiubeiqiaoleliangxia,ranhou,chuanlaizhulideshengyin:“shaoye,wojinlaile。”

guyuhuandenglexiayan,momingdexinxule,taxunsudezuoyoukanleyan,ranhou,dakaileyishanmen,zoulejinqu,youxunsudebamenheshang。

wuneideshengyinturantinglexia。

guyuhuancuoedezhuanleguolai。

jimiaozhihou,yiguxueqi,cengdeyixiamaoshanglexintou。

dengguangxia,nanrendeshenti,gaodayouxinggan。

tayizhishouenzailinyushang,jingyingdeshuizhucongtashentishangmanmandegunluo,liuxiayidaodaorerenxiangrufeifeidehenji。

guangluodeshenti,jieshidefuji,yijineipiaoliangderenyuxian,haiyou……mouchu……

guyuhuandaoxileyikouliangqi,jiaobufangfoshenggenside,zenmeyemaibukai。