第一章 没有爱的婚姻,该清醒了

diyizhangmeiyouaidehunyin,gaiqingxingle

“咚——”

bieshulilingdiandezhongshengxiangqi。

yesiyukanzhezhuozishangzaicibianlengdefancai,tameirenzhujizijidezhangfudaleyitongdianhua。

jietongyimiaohou,beiguaduan,zaida,zhijiebeilahei……

tayourangtabugaoxingle……

buzhiyouguoleduojiu,menkouchuanlaixiangdong。

yesiyuroulerouyanjing,xuanguanchu,gaodatingbadeshenying,zhongyuchuxian。

她光着脚小跑过去。

“jingcheng,nihuilaile。”taxiaozhejieguogongwenbao,dianjiaotitatuowaitao。

zhurucileidexiaoshitazuoleliangnian,tayixiguan,tashiganzhiruoyi,erta——

gujingchengbingbuqianjiuta,shenzhikeyibaochijuli,tamianmubiaoqingkantanuliyinghetadeyangzi。

jimiaohou,tahuikaita,zhunbeishanglou。

jiehunliangnian,tapengdoubuyuanpengta,zheiyangdehunyin,tabuzhidaohainengweichiduojiu。

ketashitayiyanjiuxihuanshangderen,qiexihuanleneimeduonian。

takuaibuzhuishangqu,conghoumianbaozhuta,fangdizitai,shengyinyishiwen|ruan。

“jintianshiwomenjiehunliangzhounianjinianri。”

taxianxidezhimanmanshoujinlexie,shifenxiaoxinyiyi,paguolefencuntahuiyanfan。

hunhoutazhudongguohenduoci,huanlaidequeshitadelengchaorefeng。

tashuo,duitayidianganjueyemeiyou……tahenmeiqu……rangtagenneixiefengyuechangdenvrenxuexuezenmequyuenanren。

tamingmingyijingfayudehenhaole,yejijintaohao。

ketahaishiyifujin|yuqiefanbushengfandeyangzi。

gangcaititatuoyifushi,tawendaotashenshangyoujiuwei,hennong。

wuyipiedaotaneili……shiyouxuqiude。

tacongburenweizijiaideshigebuzhengchangdenanren。

tadeshouhuanhuanwangxiayi……

modi,beitayibazhuozhu。

gujingchengzhouzhemeitou,jiangxiaonvrenchedaozijiyanpixia。

taningzhemei,“nidaoshitingganxiang。”

tajinwanqueshiyouxienanshou,xuyaoyigenvrenlaishujie。

“xiganjing。”tadiuxiahua,tongshiyeshuaikaita,duzishanglou。

……

yesiyuxiwanzaobingmeiyouzhaodaoyouqing|qugandeyifu,taguoleyitiaoyujintangzaichuangshang。

zheishitamenhunhoudiyicizhengshiyuanfang,tahuranyoudianjinzhang。

gujingchengcongshufangchulai,liansebingbuhao。

yesiyumodixiangqi,zaitahuilaizhiqian,tadonglediannao。

yinweijiejiedezhiliaojinruxindejieduan,yiyuantongzhitaxianzhunbeiwushiwan。

她想找份工作。

jiajigujingchengzhiqiantashizuoruanjiangongchengde,zuohaoyigexiangmu,zhifenhongjiunengnawushiwan。

shitayizhibutongyitachuqushangban,shenzhilianbieshudamendouburangtaqingyimaichuqu。

tabuxiangrangtashengqi,xiaoxinyiyikaikoujieshi。

“jingcheng,jiejiedezhiliaoxuyaowushiwan——”

gujingchengbujinbumanjiezhezijidexiukou,tachushengdaduanta:“nishiyinweineiwushiwan,suoyicai……zheiyang?”

tawanweikanta,muguangsaoguotabainendeshenzi,jierqingchiyisheng。

yesiyuminzhechun:“bushi……”

tashizhendexianggentazaiyiqi,xianghuanjietamenzhixidehunyinguanxi。

kezaitayanli,tahaoxiangjiushiyigelianjiadenvren。

gujingchengmilemiyan,xiangzaisikaozheihuadezhenjia。

tashensuidemouzilishanguoyimojijiao,chuiyan,kandaotazhuazhebeijiao。

wailudebaisejifubeireshuichongshuaguo,touzhedandandefen。

qingyaozheshiruandexiachun,chunqingyouliaoren。

xushihelejiudeyuangu,tajingjuedetacike……tingxiangyande。

houjiegunleyixia,taxiankaibeizi,nadiaoyujin……

yesiyuganjuexiongqianyiliang,xiusemengdongdibishangshuangyan。

patayouxianqimeiqing|qu,tashitanzhe,zhudongshenshouqugoutadebozi。

gujingchengzhengchouxialingdai,kandaotadiguolaidexiwan,goulegouchunjiao,jianglingdaibangshangqu。

yesiyumodizhengkaiyan,zhengzhengkanzhezijibeishufuzhudeshouwan……

画面重叠……

“不,不要!”

tabuxihuanbeikunbang,huirangtaxiangqibuhaodeshiqinglai。

她慌乱不已。

gujingchengmouguangweishan,youandeyandiyongxianyixiezanian。

tayuexiangconglingdailizhengtuo,tapianburangtaruyi。

dashouanzhutadexiwan,tachouxiapidai……

“a!”yesiyuganjuezijideshouyaobeileduan,tatonghuchusheng。

gujingchengkanzhetazaishenxiazhan|li,chunjiaogouqi,xing|zhimanman……

ye,rucimanzhang,yesiyuganjuezijishengburusi。

gujingchengsongkaitadeshihou,taxianggepobaibukandebuwawatanruanzaichuangshang。

tazhandoudikanzheshouwanshangqingzidelehen,kongdongzheshuangyanwenta:“weishenme?”

tadaodizuocuoleshenme,tayaozheimezhemota。

tamianruobingshuang,yuqiliangbo:“biewenzheimeyuchundewenti。”

taqutabuguoshixingshisuopo。

taquleyushi,yesiyurenzhetengtong,yongyujinguozhuzijilikailetadefangjian。

zouzaibinglengdedibanshang,tayidiandianqingxing。

tabeiweileliangnian,bianbeitayanqileliangnian。

yiweikeyimanmanronghuatadexin,huanlaidequeshitabianbenjialidecanren。

……

gujingchengchulaishi,yesiyuxiangshenmeyemeifashengyiyang,talengjingdikanzheta。

gangcaitalingnvetadeshihou,shuolejuhennantingdehua。

“bieyifushouhaizhedezitai,nibujiushiweileneiwushiwan。”

tahunshenhanyi,qidefadou。

tajuedetashiweileqian,zhenfengcia。

jiehunliangnian,tawentayaoguoyifenqianma。

xiangdaozijishanghenleilei,maiyaodeqian,chumenzuochedeqian,shenzhimingtianchifandeqiandouyaokaotashishe。

既然如此——

“nijuedewoshiweileqian,nei……womengangcai……yesuanshuiguole……”

tawubijiannandishuochuzheixiehua,meishuoyiju,xinkoudoutengdezhixi。

gujingchengmantiaosilichuanyifu,tameiyigedongzuodouhenyouya,yushengjulaidejinguiganhegaoao,yesiyumeiduokanyiyan,xinlibiannanshouyifen。

taconglaidoubushuyuta,yeyongyuanbuhuiaita。

jiuliancike,takandoubukantayiyan,shuohuayeshineimedejueqing。

“jiunigangcaineibiaoxian,wushiwan,zuomengba!”

yesiyuhoulonggengdelihai,tazichaodixiaolexiao,zaiyeshuobuchuyigezilai。

lingshengxiangqi,gujingchengnaqidianhua。

neibianchuanlainvrenkuqideshengyin。

tanaizhexingzianwei,“biehaipa,womashangguolai。”

tashengyinneiyangwenrou,yuzhigangcaipanruoliangren。

yesiyukanzhetalikaidebeiying,xintongdaomamuburen。

tayizhijuedetawaitouyouren,queyouziqiqirenbuganyanzheng。

zheiyici,tadangzhetademian,jiledaan。

tabushiduinvrenbuganxingqu,zhishiduitameixingqu。

tabushishengxingliangbo,zhiduitaliangbo!

kemingmingyiqiandeta,bushizheiyangde……

zheiyiye,gujingchengcheyeweigui,yesiyujingzuoleyisu。

zhangdaliangniandemeng,zaitianliangdeshihouchedixingle。

医院再次打来电话。

yesiyufanbianlezhenggebieshu,coulewushibakuaiqimaoliu。

tadakaibieshudamen,shenxileyikouwaimiandexinxiankongqi,touyebuhuidizoule。