第一章 如若撒手

“nieyinrui,zaiganma?”dianhuaneiduan,nvrenbaqideshengyin。

tarourouhunhunchenchendenaodai,fangxiashu,“kanshu。”

“wojiuzhidao,nishidasuanyushigejuehaishiyuhuadengxian?”nvrendeshengyintouzhehentiebunengchenggang。

tapuciyixiao,“yuhuadengxianba,zheiyangjiukeyibushirenjianyanhuo。”

buyongweichichuanzhuxingerchou,tebieshimeiyuedefangzu,xiangxiangjiutouteng。

“haole,jiejinwandainiqukaiyanjie,wohaiyoushi,guale。”

huabi,bianshiyizhenzhanxianyin。

tafangxiashoulide《sunzibingfa》,qishen,qudaochuangbian,chuangwairenchaocuandong,ertaturanxiangqileyijugeci“dajieshangtaiyongji,taiduorenyoumimi”。

秘密,每个人都有。

turantademuguang,beijiejiaoyiduixiaoqinglvsuoxiyin,nanhaijinzhuanvhaibufang,nvhaibutingzhengzha,nanhaijiaojideshenqingyijiyizhangyihedezui,yinggaishizaijieshizheshenme。

“biefangshou,zaijianchiyixia。”tazuiliqingshengnianzhe。

guoran,nvhaibuzaizhengzha,nanhaishangqianyibabaozhulenvhai,renyouqizaizijihuailichuida,zuihou,takanjiannanhailianshangzhanfangkaixiaorong。

tachechunyixiao,guorandoushizheiyangdejieju,zhiyaonanrenbusashou。

ruruosashou?renshengyoushizenyangdeguiji。

zheiyangdechangjing,taxiangnianta,zhuanshenlikaichuangbian,naqichajishangdeshouji,huakaipingmu,qingqiaojianpan,“zaiganma?”,fachu。

banxiang,shoujiyijiusiji,tazichaoyixiao,jiangshoujisuishouyireng,maojinshafali,gaishangbobei,shuiyijue,shuizhelejiushenmedoubuyongxiang。

chuqiu,bulengburedejijie,tianqishiqieyide,keshixinjingqueqieyibuqilai。

yizhenjicudeqiaomensheng,tatiaojianfanshedeyongbeizigaizhutou,keshiqiaomenshengyijiu,wunai,qishen,kaimen。

menkai,shidengdashuangmoudeyilisha,tademouzilizheshechuyigerenxiang,neibianshitoufabixiantuanhailuandeta,haimihuzheshuangyan。

yilishazhenxiangpokoudama,keshisheijiaotashiwenmingren:“wodeguaiguai,nizheishijigeyisi?”

“zenmela?”tawen,shunshiyoudaojinshafa。

“wojidewojinidaguodianhua。”yilishayibazhuaizhuyaodaoxiadeta。

taqingeyisheng,suijixiangdaoshenme,fankaizhuoshangtaili,“shasha,nidengdeng。”bianxiangfangjianlichongqu,zhehuishiyishenniuzi,yishuangbanxie。

eryilishayilianheixian,tanxi。

shangqian,wozhutadeshuangjian:“mafannihaishidaochiyixia,nizheiyangqu,hendiuwolian。”

talengzhu:“bushizhiyouwoliangma?”

yilishayituita,cuicudao:“kuaiqushoushi,shunbianxigetou。”

tazheicaikanjianyanqianzheiweiguimi,yishenxingganzhuangban,heisedeyanxianwubuzhangxianzhemeihuo,neixigaodegenxie,jiangtuibuxiantiaoladewanmei,tayanleyanhoulong,xianglizouqu。

tazhenghuanzhezhuang,yilishadeshengyincongmenfengchuanjin:“ruirui,xiaoyuanaiqingnannengkegui,jianchiyeba,fangqiyehao,zuizhuyaodeshiwenwenzijixindideshengyin。”

talazhelaliandeshouyidun,youtingdeyilishadao:“dangranshinengjianchizuihao。”

shehuizheigedarangang,yigaibianlewushuderen,duoshaoderenshangyanzheyimuyouyimudeshenbuyouji,youyouduoshaoderenyongzheshenbuyoujidehuangzimanzuzhezijidesiyu。