第一章
fengpifaxiaoshigetiancaixueshen,yuanhenwochaisantahexiaohua,daozhixiaohuashenyemaizuichehuosiwang,xianhaiwogaokaozuobi。
wodechengjibeiquxiao,taruyuankaoshangbeida,quehaibufangguowo。
duonianhou,tashiyeyoucheng,chengshuwenzhong,duiwodadanqiuai。
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zhongshenghou,woxuanzesharenzhuxin!
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banzhurenzaiheibanyoushangjiaokengqiangxiexia【100】,zhuanshengaosuwomen,juligaokaohaishengyibaitian。
wodetongzhuo,luyeqiaokele。
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ranhouyongtongqingdemuguangkanxiangwo。
夹杂着一丝疑惑。
zuoweiluyetongzhuo,congxiaodeqingmei,gengshizuizhongchengdeyitiaotiangou,zaidezhiluyelianaishi,juranhainenghaoyizhengxiadebeisongdanci。
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henduorenjuedewomentianshengyidui,yihouyehuixingfuyibeizi。
我是这么想的。
也是这么努力的。
zhidaogaosanshangxueqi,wogenluyequshitangchifan,tujingcaochang,yougeshencaigaotiao,dabanjinglidenvhaierpianranqiwu,yinqizhouweinanshengyipianhuanhu。
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wocengyiweiyuluyedeguanxiguruojintang,jianbukecui。
可笑的是。
qingmeizhumashibanian,bujitianjiangshibatian。
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zaiqinzhiyajirineitian,tuizhewolaidaomaluzhongyang,yongyuanhendeyuqigaosuwo:【ruguobushini,zhiyabuhuisi!】
说完将我推了出去。
rujinwomendouzhongshenghuidaogaokaoqianyibaitian。
luyefengkuangzhuiqiuzijideaiqing。
erwoweilemibudangniandeyihan,dingxiakaoshangqinghuademubiao。
woyongyuanwufawangjiluyeduiwozuodeyiqie。
zheiyici,woduitameiyouai。
只有恨!
我要杀人诛心!