第4章
“sanshierhaojiangchi，jinlai！”zheishi，hushiganghaojiaodaolejiangchi。
所有人进诊室。
yigesanshisuizuoyoudenanrenzuozaidiannaoqian。
nanrenchuanzheyishenbaidagua，shenqingzhuanzhudikanzhejiaomodixingtu。
riguangxiadetaceyanliaoqiaoliluo，hunshendeqizhi，siwen、jinzhi。
shuaidaoyoudianbuxianggeyishengle！
jinmenhou，tayipangdeyanjiushengfuzeyindaojiangchizuoxia。
ertazijizeqinziqishen，laidaochenxinnianmianqian！
“抬头。”
他对她说。
chenxinnianguaiguaiditaitou，yangmianzhuangshangde，jiushinanrenkouzhaoshangshensuidanmodeshuangyan。
滴——
散瞳眼药水滴入。
透心的凉意。
jiuxiangshiruqindaotashenjingshenchu......
chenxinnianxiayishibishangyan，
xiayimiao，xiujueganguanfangda，
muzhihunhezhedandanxiaodushuideweidaohunrubiqiang。tanaohailiyixiazixiangdaoleyigeren！
“视物清晰吗？”
dichendesangyindaduanletadefuxiang。
陈心念懵了一秒，
然后糯糯开口：
“清、清晰。”
nanrenshuowanhuidaozuoweishang。
bujinjinshiqiyuanshenbiandeyanjiusheng，jiulianxulidouweizheiyichugandaoyiwai。
yiqizhurendekawei，bieshuoqinshoudiyanyaoshuizheizhongxiaoshi，jiulianjiguangshoushuzheizhongxiaoshoushu，tadouduonianmeiyouzuoguo！
zhenshizaiyipianduanzandeanjinghou。
xulixianzhanqilaikaikou：“jiangayijiangchi，zheishiqizhuren，”
“qizhurenshimeiguoyankezhongxinjinxiuhuilaideboshihou，sanshisuijiuyijingshibodaole，shiquanguozuinianqingyouweideyankezhuanjia，”
shuowan，xuliyouyiweishenzhangdishuoleyiju：
“jiangayi，ninrangqizhurenxianjijiangchijiangechaba，shengxiade，keyidenghuangzhurenhuilaizaishuo。”
xingxushibeichenxinniangangcaineifanhuajihedao，xulijiangwanzuihouzheijuzhongdian，jiuxiantaozhiyaoyaole！
bijingyankedeqizhuren，keshichulemingdeyumianyanluo！
jintianbuzhizenmeturanjiuhuandaotachuzhenle，yaotagenqiyuankaikoujihuorenzuoyanjiaomojuanxianshuqianjiancha？？takebugan！！
kejiangmuxianranmeitingdongxulihualiyouhua。
dengzhenshimenyiguan，jiangmushanglaizhijiejiusailegedahongbaofangzaizhuozishang！
jiebaiyichenburandezhuozituranchuxianyigedahongjuhuadehongbao，
shunjianjiqiweihe，wubizhayan！
budengqiyuankaikou，tayipangdaideyanjiushengzhijiejiutiaolechulai！
“zheiweibingren！yiyuanyanjinshoushouhongbao！haiqingzizhong，banidedongxinahuiqu！”
jiangmulikeshuo：“zhurenna，shizaishimeiyoubanfana，”
“woerzidelejiaomoai，jixujiaomojuanxian，”
“woerxifushuolexiangjuanjita，woyezhidaohuorenbuneng......dantabenlaiyedelenaoai，chizaoyeyao......”
jiuchabachizaoyeyao“si”zheijuhua**luodishuochulaile！
qiyuandeyanjiushengyeshiquanguozuidingjianyixueyuanyiludushanglaidejuanwangjingying。
neicongxiaojieshoude，doushizuihaozuizhengzhidejiaoyu。
jiangmuzheidunfayan，jianzhirangtamendashouzhenhan！
这都什么人啊？？
huorenjuanyanjiaomo，haiganrangqizhurenjizuojiancha？？
zheigeshijieyijingdianchengtamenbuganxiangxiangdeyangzile！
xiaoyanjiushengjianzhiyaohesi，chenzheqiyuanfazuozhiqian，xiangganjinbarenjinianchuqu！
bijingqiyuanyaoshiyifabiao，kongpazhenggeyixueyuandeyanjiushengdouyaodizhen！
nanyanjiushenggangyaokaishinianren，jieguoqiyuanqinzikaikoule，quebushifabiao。nanrenmouguangluozaizuojiaoluolibizheyananjingdinvhaishenshang。shengyindichenyinya，baohanzhebumingdeqingxu。
“是你自愿的？”
chenxinnianzheishihaibizheyanzaiyunniangsantongyaoshui。
chenxinnianzheishihounaodailixiangdeshizenmebaofujiangchideshier，suoyimeiyouhuida。
chenmozailiangrenzhijianchixufajiao。
meiguoquyimiao，dounengganjuedaozhenzhuoqiandenanrenqiyadiyifen！
为什么不回答？
nandaotazuowanshuotabuyaojiangchidehua，doushijiade？！
“wei，nizheigebingrenzenmebushuohua！”zheishinanyanjiushengdianxingta，“qizhurenwennini，nishibushiziyuande？？”
chenxinnianzhengyan，xiangzhegangcaibujuhaodebaofujiangchidejihua，weiweiyixiao，jiandingdituchuwugezi。
“我是自愿的。”
咔！——
jihushitongshi，chuanzhebaidaguadenanrenxiuzhangruyudeshouzhongjiandebishunjianzheduan！
zheiyishengxiangzaianjingdezhenshilixiandeyouweiqingxi！
jigeyixueshengdexinzangdouyaobeihedetiaochu。
henmingxian，qizhurenbugaoxingle！
kendingshiyanchun！yanetianxiahaiyouzheimeyumeibukandenvren！
chenzhedadaoshichedifazuoqian，nanyanjiushengganjinbarenhongchuqu：“jianzhihuangtang！huorenzuoshenmejuanxian，qizhurenkanbulenimenzheizhongbing，chuquchuqu——”
......
erchulezhenshi，jiangmuyixiazibahuosazailechenxinniandeshenshang。
“chenxinnian，nigangcaizenmebujilingdian？yishengwennihuanibantianbuda，tamendaoshihouyiweishiwomenxieponi！”
chenxinnianxinlilengxiao，biaomianshangqueshiyifuchuchukeliandebiaoqing：“ma，shizheigeqizhurentaiyansule，rangwojinzhangle！”
“wokendingshiyaojiujiangchide，woxianzaijiuhuiqujitashuoshuoqu，shuowoxianzaijiuyaojuanjita......”
“wopei！nixianzaidangshenmemahoupao！”
jiangmucuileyikoutuomozaichenxinnianlianshang。shouliquechuaijinleneigedahongbao。
jiangchizheishiyejiayixingxingdikaikou：“ma，niannianxianzaihaihaoduanduanhuozhe，nirangrenlaizuoshuqianjianchayijingbutaihaole，hekuangnianniangangcaiyemeijujueya，tashuoleshiziyuande。”
“niyaoguaiyeyinggaiguaizheigeqiyuan，guaixulimeianpaihao，niguainiannianganma？”
jiangchibiaomianshangzheifuwutiaojian“weihu”chenxinniandeyangzi，yaoshihuanzuoyiqian，tazaogandongsile！
kexianzai，zhidaotadezhenmianmuyihou，chenxinnianzhijuedejiangchibuquyanxizhenshikexi！
zheixienian，jiangchijiushipingjiezheizhong“guoren”qingshang+chaogaoyanji，baaitazheijianshiyandetianyiwufeng！
haozai，tazaiyebuhuixiangxinle。
jiangmuhejiangchilianggerenzaineitouyigechanghonglianyigechangbailian，doumeizhuyidao，chenxinniancikeyandiyishanerguodelengguang。
自愿？？
自愿个屁！
tazhisuoyishuoziyuan，jiushixianghaozhetamen！
zhiyaotamenyizhijianxintazishadouhuijuanjijiangchi，tamenjiuhuibuquzhaoxindejiaomoziyuan，daoshihoujiangchideyanjingguolezuijiazhiliaoqi，aixibaoyikuosan，tajiunengdaizhetayiqixiadiyule！
至于期限，
chenxinnianyunchouweiwodichechun，
她看过江池的报告，
zhiyaonengzaituogeshitianbangeyue，gujitajiuchabuduole。
bijing，zailianainaofanchoubabaoyanmingerangjitazhiqian，
yixueyuantiancaishaonvdeguanghuan，
congwei，zaitatoudingxiaoshiguo......-
中午医院食堂。
jigezaoshangjianzhengguojiangchiyijiarendehushixianyansuiyu。
“conglaimeijianguoneimeqipadeyijiaren。”
“qizhurenshangbeizishizaoleshenmenie，xianshizhiqianpengshangyinaoshangleyizhiyanjing，xianzaiyoupengshangzheizhonghuorenjuanyanjiaomodeqipa。”
“neinvdeyezhenshigenaocan，shederangnihuozhelaizuozheizhongjianchadenanren，zenmekenengzhendeainia？”
“conglaidoumeiyoulianainaoyishuo，shinaocanjiushinaocan，shibingjiudezhi！”
shuozheshuozhe，zuizhonghaishigongjidaolechenxinniandeshenshang：“neinvdegujishitunandeyouqianxueligaoba，tamanazheheisebirkin，tazijishigehaiwaiboshi，tahaoxiangjiushigebenke。”
咚咚！
zheishi，jigehushidexianliao，beiyigenianqingjunmeidenanyishengqiaozhuozideshengyindaduan！