第六章 你爱我吗

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“yuanlainishizheimexiangde。”

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“吧嗒—”

腰带被解开了。

linmanchuanhuangmanghoutui,ketaxianzaizaishafashang,shenhoushijianyingdeqiangbi。

退无可退。

“jiangbeiyu,nilengjingdian!”

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就像现在。

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林漫川欲哭无泪。

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“jiangbeiyu,nifangkaiwo!”

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“wogaosuguoni,awalayuanbinixiangxiangdeyaonanao,erzheilideren,yuanbinixiangxiangdeyaofuza。”

“weishenmejiushibutinghua?”

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kehenkuaijiangbeiyujiuhouhuile。

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yijuhuachu,liangrendoulengle。

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“wo,wobushizheigeyisi。”

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“yaoshimeiyoushuakaxiaofeijilu,nizaojiubuzhidaozainaxingguolaile。”

“niyaoshineimeyouguqi,jiubuhuirangwodechikayinxingjiwoyoufaduanxindejihui!”

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“linmanchuan,niyaorenqingxianshi。”

weishenme,jiubunengguaiguaitinghua?

nanbuchengwojinide,haibumanzuma?

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yuanlai,tazaojiurendinglezijilibukaita,xiangbiyebushibuzhidaozijiheduwandemaodun。

但他只是不想管。

yeshi,zijiyaoshizhendezoulenengquna?

回国吗?

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“linmanchuan,nizheiyangzhijieguoquyoushenmeyong?”

“jiangbeiyushenzhihaiburenshini!”

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“jiusuannizhendehejiangbeiyujianmian,niyiweitahuizhenxinima?”

“zheishidaotie,diaojia!”

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huoxu,lianjiangbeiyuyeshizheiyangxiangdeba。

“江北羽。”

林漫川抱紧他。

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yuanbenjiushitachanzhejiangbeiyu。

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xihuantaderentaiduole,youxiudegengshiyizhuayidaba。

linmanchuanjiuzheiyangmabiziji。

可她还是不甘心。

zuihou,linmanchuanzhijianhenhenzhajinjiangbeiyudepirou。

wenchuletayazaixindideneigewenti。

“你爱我吗?”

林漫川固执地重复。

“jiangbeiyu,nishiaiwodeba。”

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意料之中的沉默。

jiangbeiyumomodao:“manchuan,niconglaimeiyouwenguozheigewenti。”

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“对不起。”

以后不会问了。

tahudishangqian,zaijiangbeiyuhoujingyongliyaoleyikou,zhidaozuibalichuanlaixuexingdeqiwei,haiyouyanzhongmomingdesuanse。

我不会再问了。

jiangbeiyu,yihou,wozaiyebuhuiwenle。