ningmeng，nidejiuwo。zhouyangzheitiaoxinxidanchulaishi，wogangbazuihouyikoupaomiantangheganjing。
shoujipingmudeguangyingzhewoaolesangetongxiaodelian，youguangzengliang。fenshoubannian，tadiyicilianxiwo，jiuzhei？
woshouzhizaiyounidepingmushanghualaleyixia，meihui。shoujirenghuizhuoshang，fachu“pa”yishengqingxiang。
chuzuwuhenxiao，shipingmi。yizhangchuang，yizhangzhuozi，yigejianyiyiju，saidemanmandangdang。
kongqiliyoupaomianhehuichenhunhedeweidao。wodingzhetianhuabanshangneikuaiwangudemeiban，
xinlixiangbeisailetuanjinleshuidemianhua，youchenyoumen。wohezhouyang，daxuejiuzaiyiqile。sinian。
wopeizhetakenmantouheliangshui，peizhetajirencaishichangtoujianli，peizhetazhuguodixiashi。
neishihoutazongbaozhewoshuo：“mengmeng，dengwochuxile，rangnizhudafangzi，kaihaoche，zaiyebuyongchipaomian。
”woxinle。xianggeshaziyiyangxinle。houlaitazhenchuxile。jinleyijiatingqilaijinguangshanshandetouzigongsi，
gongzifanzhegentouzhang。yingchouduole，xizhuangguile，kanwodeyanshenyemanmanbianle。
takaishixianqiwozuodefantaijiachang，xianqiwochuandeyifutaitu，
xianqiwoneigechaojiuwanwu、gongzizhigouhukoudewenyuangongzuo。“ningmeng，ninengbunengyoudianshangjinxin？
nikankanrenjiaxiaoya，zijikaigongzuoshi，duoduli。”xiaoyashitagongsixinlaideqiantai，gangbiye，jiaodidide，
yikouyige“yangge”jiaodetianni。zuihouyicichaojia，shizaitashengzhijiaxindeqinggongyanshang。taheduole，
dangzhesuoyoutongshidemian，zhizhewodebizishuo：“ningmeng，nikankanni，chulehuizhugepaomian，haihuishenme？
dainilaizheizhongchanghe，wodoujuedediuren！”baoxianglidenghongjiulv，yinlezhener。taneixieyizheguangxiandetongshi，
yanshenxiangzhenyiyangzhazaiwoshenshang。woshenshangneijianweilezheichangheyaoyamaidedazhelianyiqun，
shunjianbiandelianjiayoukexiao。xinxiangbeitongchengleshaizi。wokanzheta，neigecengjingshuo“mengmeng，
dengwochuxile”denanren，cikemanliantonghong，yanshenqingmie。“zhouyang，”wodeshengyinbuda，
danzaicaozadeyinleliyichangqingxi，“womenfenshouba。”talengleyixia，suijichixiao：“fenshou？ningmeng，
lilewo，nilianzheidunfanqiandoufubuqi！”womeizaikanta，yemeikanrenheren，zhuanshenjiuzou。
gaogenxiecaizaiguangjiededibanshang，fachukongdongdehuixiang。shenhouchuanlaitadaizhezuiyidehousheng：“xing！nizou！
youzhongbiehuilaiqiuwo！”neiwan，woshizouhuineigeshipingmichuzuwude。jiaomopole，henteng。danxingengleng。
womeiqiuta。yifenqianmeiyaotade。laheiletasuoyoudelianxifangshi，
banlilewomencengjingyiqizuzhude、shaoweidayidiandefangzi，huandaolezheigegengbianyi、gengxiaodedanjian。
paomiandeweidaozaizuilifaku。shoujiyouliangle。haishizhouyang。“ningmeng，wozhidaowoduibuqini。
danzheicizhendezhiyouninengbangwole！kanzaiyiqiandeqingfenshang，huiwodianhua！”qingfen？wochelechezuijiao，
zhijuedefengci。dangchubawocaijinnilide，bujiushitama？shoujiguzhidizhendongzhe。womeijie，yemeizailahei。
xinlineidianshuobuqingdaobumingdedongxi，yexushihaoqi，yexushicanyude、wozijidoutuoqideruanruo，
rangwoxiangkankan，tadaodinengshuochushenmehuaerlai。dianhuadisancixiangqideshihou，woanlejieting，meishuohua。
“mengmeng？shinima？mengmeng！”zhouyangdeshengyinpilecha，touzheqiansuoweiyoudehuangluanhejiqie，
wanquanmeiledangchuzaiqinggongyanshangdezhigaoqiyang。“youshishuoshi。”wodeshengyinhenping，xiangjielebingdehumian。
“mengmeng！wowanle！wozhendewanle！”tayuwulunci，“neigexiangmu…neigewenzhuanbupeidexiangmu…shipianju！
shizijinpan！laobanjuanqianpaole！wo…wobaquanbushenjiadoutoujinqule！hai…hainuoyonglekehudeqian！
xianzaikehuzhaoshangmen，gongsiyaobaojing！wohuizuolaode！mengmeng！”taxiangzhuazhuzuihouyigenjiumingdaocao，
shengyindoudebuchengyangzi。“tamenshuole，zhiyaosantianneibakulongdushang，wushiwan…zhiyaowushiwan！
tamenjiubuzhuijiu！mengmeng，nibangbangwo！qiunile！zhiyouninengbangwole！”wushiwan？
wotingzhedianhuaneitoutajuewangdekuqiang，zhijuedehuangmiu。fenshoushitaneimedudingwoliletahuobuxiaqu，
xianzaiquelaizhaowoyaowushiwanjiuming？“zhouyang，”wodaduantayuwuluncideaiqiu，
“nipingshenmejuedewoyouwushiwan？niwanglenidangchuzenmeshuode？woliandunfanqiandoufubuqi。”“wozhidao！
wozhidaowo**！wobushiren！”tatongkuliuti，“kewomeibanfale！zhendemeibanfale！mengmeng，
nirenshiderenduo…nixiangxiangbanfa…jieyexing！woyihoudangniuzuomahaini！wobunengzuolaoa！
wobamahuishoubulede！mengmeng…”takudesixinliefei，shizhenpale。“womeibanfa。”wolenglengdishuo，
“bieshuowushiwan，wuwanwodounabuchu。nizhaocuorenle。”“bu！niyoubanfade！”tamengdibagaoshengyin，
daizheguzhuyizhidefengkuang，“ni…nineigebiaoge！tabushizainanfangkaichangma？tingshuohundebucuo！
nigentaguanxihao，nizhaotajie！takendingyou！”biaoge？wozhoujinmei。yuanfangbiaogeqiyu，
queshizainanfangzuoshengyi，womenouerlianxi，guanxibuyuanbujin。zhouyangjuranlianzheigedoudianjishangle？“zhouyang，
yaodianlian。”wodeshengyinchedilengle，“womenfenshoule。wogenni，zaojiumeiguanxile。nideshi，zijijiejue。
”shuowan，wozhijiegualedianhua，zaicibatalajinheimingdan。shijieqingjingle。danxinkouneigumenqi，quegengchenle。
wushiwan？nuoyongkehuzijin？takezhengan！dangchuxianqiwomeichuxi，tazijidaoshichuxidaoyaojinjuzile！
woshenxiyikouqi，bapaomiantonghenhenrengjinjiaoluodelajitong。bunengzaizheiyangxiaqule。
weileshengjikuaiqianfangzuzhuzaizheigefameidewuzili，chizhezuibianyidepaomian，zuozhekanbudaotoudewenyuangongzuo，
lianqiannanyouluonanledouganlizhiqizhuangdilailesuowowushiwan？pingshenme？
jiuyinweiwoshineige“zhihuizhupaomian”deningmeng？yigucongweiyouguodehenjingmengdichongshangtouding。buxing！
wodegaibian！wodezhuanqian！wodehuodebisheidouhao！diertian，wodingzhelianggeshuodadeheiyanquanqulegongsi。
meixiangwangchangyiyangmomochuliwenjian，ershizhijieqiaokailebumenzhuguanlaolidemen。“lijingli，woxiangdiaogang。
”wobalianyexiehaodeshenqingfangzaitazhuoshang。laolishigesishiduosuidezhongniannanren，youdiantuding，
jingyadituiletuiyanjing：“diaogang？xiaoninga，nixiangdiaonaer？xingzhengneibianqueren？”“bu，”wotingzhibei，
shengyinqingxi，“woxiangquxiaoshoubu。”“xiaoshoubu？”laoligengjingyale，“xiaoning，xiaoshouyalihendade，
xuyaopaoyewu，yingchouyeduo，nizheixingge…wenwenjingjingde，nengxingma？erqiexiaoshoubudixinhendide，
quankaoticheng…”“wozhidao。”wodaduanta，yanshenjianding，“wonengchiku。woxiangshishi。”laolikanzhewo，
xiangshidiyicirenshiwo。yiqiandewo，dagaizaitayanlijiushigeanjing、neixiang、shenzhiyoudianqienuodetoumingren。
“xingba，”tachenyinleyixia，“wogenxiaoshoubuwangjinglidagezhaohu。buguochouhuashuoqiantou，shiyongqisangeyue，
yejibudabiao，jiudehuilai，huozhe…nizijizouren。”“xiexielijingli！wohuinulide！
”wochaotajuleyigong。zouchubangongshi，shouxinquanshihan。xiaoshou？duiwolaishuo，wanquanshimoshengdelingyu。
danwozhidao，zheishimuqianwonengzhuazhude、zuikuaigaibianxianzhuangdejihui。gaofengxian，caikenengyougaohuibao。
diaogangshouxubandehenkuai。santianhou，wojiubaozheyigezhixiang，zuodaolexiaoshoubujiaoluoyigekongzhedegongweishang。
zhouweidoushifengfenghuohuodetongshi，dadianhuadeshengyinciqibifu，kongqilimimanzhe**hejinpogan。
wodexinshangsiwangjinglishigeleilifengxingdenvren，sishichutou，zhuangrongjingzhi，yanshenruilidexiangdaozi。
tabawojiaodaobangongshi，zhidiujiwoyifenhouhoudekehuziliaoheyiluochanpinshouce。“ningmengshiba？
laolidaguozhaohule。”tameishenmebiaoqing，“xiaoshoububuyangxianren。jiniyizhoushijian，
shuxisuoyouchanpincanshuhekehubeijing。xiazhoukaishi，genxiaozhangchuqupaokehu。sangeyueshiyongqi，kaibuledan，
zijijuanpugaizouren。youwentima？”“meiyou，wangjingli。”wojieguoneichendiandiandeziliao，
ganjuexiangbaozheliangkuaizhuan。neiyizhou，woxiangfengleyiyang。baitianzaigongsi，daizhekongjiubeicanshu，
zhuizhelaoxiaoshouwenjingyan。wanshanghuidaochuzuwu，kenzheganmianbao，duizhediannaochaziliao，yanjiujingzhengduishou，
monikehukenengwendewenti。shipingmidefangjian，qiangshangtiemanlebianlitie，
quanshimimimamadechanpinxinxihehuashuyaodian。kunlejiuyonglengshuixilian，leilejiuqiazijidatui。
zhouyangneitiao“nidejiuwo”dexinxi，hetadangchuzaiqinggongyanshangbiyideyanshen，jiushizuihaodetishenji。
wobunengshu。jueduibuneng。diyicigenshifuxiaozhangchuqujiankehu，shizaiyigemenredexiawu。
kehushiyijiaxiaoxingdianzichangdecaigoujingli，xingzhao，youdianxieding，kanzhetingheqi。xiaozhangjingyanfengfu，
kankanertan。wozuozaipangbian，jinzhangdeshouxinmaohan，bijibendoukuaibeiwonielanle。xiaozhangjieshaowanchanpin，
zhaojinglizhuanxiangwo：“zheiweishixinlaidening**？duiwomenchanpinhaiyoushenmebuchongma？
”wonaozi“weng”deyisheng。zhunbeihaodehuashushunjianwangdeyiganerjing。lianzhangdetonghong，zhanglezhangzui，
quezhifachuyigegansedeyinjie：“e…”xiaozhangganjindayuanchang：“zhaojingli，xiaoningganglai，
haizaishuxijieduan…”zhaojinglixiaolexiao，meizaiweinanwo，danyanshenlideneidianbuxinren，zangdouzangbuzhu。
huiqudelushang，xiaozhangpailepaiwodejian：“biehuixin，xinrendiyicidouzheiyang。duolianlianjiuhaole。
”wodizhetou，ngleyisheng。xinliquexiangbeipoleyipenbingshui。diuren，taidiurenle。wanshanghuidaochuzuwu，
kanzhejingzilineigeliansecangbai、yanshenhuangluandenvren，wohenhenjilezijiyibazhang。“ningmeng，
nijiuzheidianchuxi？haixiangzhuanqian？haixianghuochugerenyang？”neiyibazhangdaxinglehunhuneedewo。
guangshuxichanpinhaibugou。wodeliandanliang，liankoucai，lianneizhongbubeibukang、rangrenxinfudeqichang。diertianqi，
wozuolejiangengfengkuangdeshi。meitianxiabanhou，bujizhehuijia，ershipaodaogongsifujinrenliuliangzuidadeguangchangshang。
zhaogerenlairenwangdetaijie，zhanshangqu。shenhuxi，ranhoukaishidashengbeichanpinjieshao，beigongsiyoushi，
beiyingduigezhongwentidefangan。yikaishi，shengyinxiaodexiangwenzihengheng，tuiduzizhidazhan，
zhouweiluguodexingrentoulaiqiguaidemuguang，xiangkanshenjingbing。danwoyaozheya，bizhezijiyibianbiantigaoyinliang，
tingzhiyaoban。xinlimonian：diulianpashenme？meiqianmeizunyancaizuikepa！jianjiandi，shengyindale，tuibudoule，
neixieyiyangdemuguangsihuyemeineimenanyirenshoule。woshenzhikaishiduizhekongqimonitanpan，yuqishierqiangying，
shierkenqie。hanshuishunzheejiaoliuxia，sangziyeyale。danxinlineituanhuo，queyueshaoyuewang。gongfubufuyouxinren。
diercidulibaifangkehu，shiyijiagangchuangyebujiudeshejigongzuoshi。laobanshigegenwochabuduodadenianqingnvren，
xinglin，henganlian。taxuqiuhenmingque，yusuanyekadesi，duijiagejiqimingan。
youlezhiqiandejiaoxunheguangchangshangde“texun”，zheiciwozhunbeidegengchongfen。meiyouyishanglaijiutuixiaochanpin，
ershixianrenzhenqingtingtadexuqiuhetongdian，bangtafenximuqianshiyongdeshebeixiaolvdizainali，
huidailaiduoshaoyinxingchengben。ranhoucainachuwomendefangan，jingzhundiqierutadexuqiudian，
yixiangxiangchaijiewomendeyoushiruhejiejuetadewenti，ruhecongzhangyuanlaikanbangtashengqian、tigaoxiaolv。
womeiyouguoduchengnuo，zhishiyongshujuheshishishuohua。dangtaduijiagetichujianruizhiyishi，womeiyouhuangluantuirang，
yemeiyouqiangyingzhengbian，ershinachutiqianzuohaodeduibifenxibiao，lengjingdijieshiwomendedingjialuojihefujiajiazhi。
“linzong，wolijienindeyusuanyali。danxuanzeshebei，bunengzhikanchushijiage。jiuxiangmaiyifu，
yijianbianyidanchuanjicijiubianxingqiqiude，heyijianshaoguidannaichuanyouzhigande，zhangyuankannagegenghuasuan？
womendeshebei，jiushineijianyouzhigandeyifu，tanengweininjieshengxiaderengongchengben、shijianchengbenheweihuchengben，
yuanchaoguoninjintianduofuchudezheibufen。”wodeyuqipingjing、duding，daizheyizhongjingguomolihoudechenwen。
linzongkanzhewo，yanshenlideshenshimanmanbianchenglesikao。tafankanzhewodeduibibiao，shouzhizaizhuomianshangqingqingqiaozhe。
bangongshilihenanjing，zhiyoukongdiaoyunzhuandeqingweishengxiang。guoledagaiyouyifenzhong，tataiqitou，
chaowoshenchushou：“ning**，nihenzhuanye。hetongdailema？”neiyike，
wojihunengtingdaozijixinzangfengkuangtiaodongdeshengyin。qiangyaxiajidong，wonuliweichizhebiaomiandepingjing，
congbaolinachuzaoyizhunbeihaodehetong：“daile，linzongninguomu。”qianxiamingzideneiyike，
wodeshouhaishirenbuzhuweiweizhandouleyixia。bushihaipa，shijudade、jihuyaochongpoxiongqiangdejidongheshiran。
diyidan！chengle！suiranjinebuda，zhiyousanwankuai，dantichengyeyoujiqian。gengzhongyaodeshi，
tazhengminglewodelushiduide！wonengxing！zouchuneidongxiezilou，bangwandefengchuizailianshang，daizhexiamodeweiliang。
wozhanzairenlairenwangdejietou，diyicijuedezheigechengshideguang，zhaozailezijishenshang。wonachushouji，
diankaineigebeilaheidehaoma，youyulejimiao，zuizhonghaishibazhouyangcongheimingdanlifanglechulai。
bushiweilelianxita，zhishixiangkankan。kankantashifouhaizaizhengzha，haishiyijing……jinqule。raner，
tadepengyouquanjingqiaoqiaode。meiyougengxin，meiyoudongtai，xiangyitansishui。yehao。woshouqishouji，shenxiyikouqi。
wodeshenghuo，zhongyukaishifanpianle。youlediyidandechenggong，xiangshituikaileyishanjinbidemen。
xinxinxiangtengmanyiyangxunsuzizhang，chanraozhewo，jiyuwoliliang。suiranyijiuhuipengbi，huibeijujue，
shenzhibeinanchandekehumakuguo，danmeiyicidaoxia，wodouyaozheyapaqilai，zongjiejingyan，xiayicizuodegenghao。
wangjinglikanwodeyanshen，yecongzuichudeshenshi，manmanduoleyisirenke。sangeyueshiyongqikuaijieshushi，
wobujinwanchengleyeji，haichaoelebushao。wangjinglizaibumenlihuishangdianmingbiaoyanglewo，zhengshijiwozhuanzheng。
zhuanzhengneitian，wozuodediyijianshi，jiushibanjia。
congneigezhiyoushipingmi、mimanzhemeiweihepaomianqixidechuzuwu，
bandaoleyigemingliang、ganjing、daiduliweiyudexiaoyiju。suiranzujinjihuzhanlewogongzideyiban，
danwohaobuyouyudiqianlehetong。tangzaishuyuzijide、buzaigezhizuoxiangdechuangshang，
wenzhexinjiajudandandemutouwei，xinlishicongweiyouguodetashihemanzu。shiyejianjianburuzhenggui，
shenghuoyeyidiandianliangtangqilai。wojizijimailexinyifu，xuezhehuadanzhuang，baolexianshangdexiaoshoujiqiaotishengke。
rizimangliuerchongshi，xiangningjinlefatiao。jiuzaiwoyiweizhouyangzheigemingzi，huichedilanzaiwojiyidejiaoluoli，
xiangneikuaitianhuabanshangdemeibanyiyangbeishijianfugaishi，tachuxianle。neishiyigezhouwudebangwan。
wogangjieshuyigezhongyaodekehuhuiyi，tanchengleyigejidudedadanzi，xinqinghenhao。
caizheqingkuaidebufazouchugongsidalou，zhunbeiqufujindeshangchangkaolaozijiyidunhaode。gangzoudaojiejiao，
yigeshuxiyoumoshengdeshenying，mengdicongpangbiandeyinyinglicuanlechulai，zhitingtingdidangzaiwomianqian。shizhouyang。
wochadianzhuangdaotashenshang，jingdehoutuiyibu。yanqiandenanren，rangwojihubuganren。
cengjingyuntieheshendeangguixizhuangbujianle，querdaizhideshiyijianzhoubaba、lingkoufahuangdelianjiatxu。
toufayounilingluandidalazhe，huzilacha，yanwoshenxian，limianbumanlehongxuesi。zhenggerenshouleyidaquan，
xiangbeichouganlejingqishen，zhishengxiayigetuibaideqiaozi。
nalihaiyoubanfendangchuzaiqinggongyanshangzhidianjiangshan、xianqiwodemoyang？tasisididingzhewo，
neiyanshenxiangbinsideyeshou，juewangzhongtouzheguzhuyizhidefengkuang。“ningmeng！”tashengyinsiya，
daizhenongzhongdebiyin，“wozongsuandengdaonile！”yigunongliedejiuqipumianerlai。wozhoujinmeitou，
xiayishidixiangraokaita：“rangkai。”“woburang！”tamengdizhangkaishuangbeilanzhuwodequlu，shengyindouranbagao，
yinlailurencemu，“ningmeng！nibangbangwo！qiunile！nibubangwo，wojiuzhenwanle！
tamen…tamenjiwoxialezuihoutongdie！mingtian！mingtianzaibuhaiqian，jiuyaodaduanwodetui！haiyaoqugaowobama！
tamenshifanggaolide！shenmeshidougandechulaia！”tayuwulunci，tileihengliu，
zhenggerendoudexiangqiufenglideluoye。shuodao“daduantui”he“gaowobama”shi，