huidaojialiyijingshilingchensandianle,womeiyoubujuedexiangfa,suoxingbazijidedongxidoushoudaoxinglixiangli,zongguishiyaofenkaizhude,xiangbirangsuyinghelusenchenbawoganchuqu,wogengqingxiangyurangzijititimianmiandilikai。
huangusizhou,zaizheigeshenghuole5niandefangzili,shuyuwodedongxiqueshaodikelian,yigexiaoxiaodexinglixiangjiunengchengzaiwosuoyoudeshenjia。
hesuyingzaiyiqidezheiwunian,woyifenqianbaichengliangbanhua,duizijihenxiaoqi,gongziquandouyongzailesuyingshenshang。
weilejisuyinggenghaodeshenghuo,woxiawuconggongsixiabanhouhaihuishangwangjieguzhudegezhongdanzi,ranhoucongcongmangmangdiganhuijiajisuyingzuofan。
wopinsipinhuodizhichengtaguangxianlianglideshenghuo,quefanbeisuyingxianqishenshangmeiyoulusenchendejinguideqizhi。
zaitayanli,woshigeyongyuandoubibushanglusenchendemangfu,danshitahaoxiangwangle,wodaxuedeshihouyeshiyigenengzaiguojiajijingsaizhongtuoyingerchudeyiqifengfadeshaonian,tayewangle,tagongzhubandeshenghuo,yeshineigetazuikanbuqidemangfutigongde。
wobafangzideliliwaiwaidoudasaoleyibian,modiaolezijisuoyoudehenji。
ruguoyoukeneng,woshenzhixiangmochuzijihesuyingdesuoyouhuiyi。
wozuozaishafashang,kanzheshouzhishangjiezhilechudehenjifadai,neishiwoyibufenqingchundehenji,ailesuyingwunian,zheiduanganqing,zhongyuyaojieshulema?
zhidaotiankaishimengmengliang,wocaihuiguoshenlai。
wotizhexinglixiangxialou,kaichedaolegongsi,woyijinggenlaobanqingleyitianjia,zhiqiandeneigegongyushisuyingxuande,juligongsihenyuan,meitiantongqindouyaoyigexiaoshi。
zheici,woguoduanxuanlegongsifujindexiaoqu,hefangzhushanglianghaozujinhouwojiubanlejinqu。
jiandanshoushileyixia,wotangzaichuangshang,ganjueyuanbenyujiedexinqingdouhuanjielebushao。
yizhengwandoumeiyoushuijue,xianzaiwozhenggenaodaidouhunhunchenchende,jintianzhenghaokeyibubujue,pazaichuangshang,wohenkuaijiushuiguoqule。
danshimeiguoduojiu,wojiubei**chaoxingle,touyundinanshou,wosuishounaqilechuangtoudeshouji,suyingbaonudeshengyincongshoujineibianchuanlai。
“qiaoyu,nisilema,wodengleni5fenzhong,wobawomadouzaizheini,nibawoyigerenrengzaiminzhengju,shichengxinrangwomeimianzishima!”
wobashoujinayuanyidian,suyingbaonudeshengyinrangwozhenggerendouqingxinglebushao。
wufenzhong?zheiwuniandeshijianle,woyijingbuzhidaodengtadengleduoshaogewufenzhongle,wulunwoduitaduohao,zaisuyingyanli,yongyuanzhinengkandaowodequedian。
xianzaixiangxiang,haizhenshikexiao。
wofanlegeshen,zhenggerenshishuobuchudefanmen,
“suda**,wozuotianshuoleyaotuihunle,nijintianhaiquminzhengju,mingmingshiziquqiru,weishenmeyaobasuoyoucuodoutuidaowoshenshangni?”
suyingsihushimeixiangdaowohuizheiyanggentachangfandiao,yiqianzhiyaotayibukaixin,wojiuyidinghuixianggehabagouyiyangweizhetazhuan,zhidaobatahongkaixinweizhi。danshixianzai,wobuxiangzaihongle。
chenmolehaojimiao,suyingdeyuqidoudailejifenzhandou,
“qiaoyu,nishibushiren!wobuguoshihesenchenxuxujiu,nizhiyuzheiyangma?nizhibuzhidao,tayijingwunianmeihuiguole!womendouzaiyiqiwunianle,nijuranduiwoyidianxinrendoumeiyou”
wunianmeihuiguo,suoyilusenchenyihuilaijiukeyixuanpanwode***ma?xujiunandaobixuyaozaiwuchizhongyangyongwenma?
wominleminchun,yigushenshendewuliganyongshangxintou。
“wohenxiangxiangxinni,danshiwokeyidangzuoshenmedoumeiyoukandaoma”
“suying,nixianzaideyiqiedouyuwowuguanle,wobuxiangquguannihelusenchendaodishishenmeguanxi,suoyoudeyiqieduiwolaishuodoumeiyouyiyile,zhunixingfu”
guandiaoshouji,wobatoumengzailebeizili,wuniandeganqing,shuobuzaiyishijiade,suyinghelusenchenyongwendehuamianmeizaiwonaohaizhongchuxianyici,wodexinjiuxiangbeidaozicichuanleyiyang。
woshenzhihuaiyi,woshimoubenxiaoshuolideshenqingnanpei,zhiyaolusenchenchuxian,wojiubixuhuozaitadeyinyingzhixia。
huoxuzheigedaoli,wozaiwunianqianjiuyinggaimingbai。
suyingailusenchen,jiuxiangwoaitayiyang。
lusenchenhesuyingshiqingmeizhuma,tamencongxiaoyiqizhangda,suyingcongxiaojiuxihuanlusenchen,danlusenchenduita,gengduodeshibatadangchenglexiaogenban。
renshisuyingneinian,wo20sui,daxuedeyichangwenyiwanhuishang,tachuanzheyixibaisezhangqun,zaiwenrundedengguangxiadangangqin,ganjueliantoufasidougaoguilebushao。
wushudenanshengweitaqingdao,dangran,yebaokuowo,neishiwodiyicizhidao,xindongshishenmeziwei。
danshidangshidesuyingyijingyoulelusenchen,tamenshitongxuegongrendejintongyunv。
wobenyiweizijiyihoubuhuihesuyingyourenhejiaoji,dandasanneinian,lusenchenzaicaochangshang,dangzhesuyingdemian,heshangyijiedefujiaqianjinxuejiejiewen。
zheijianshishiwohoulaitingshuode,dangshicaochangshangweilehenduoren,suyingbengkuidaku,congcaochangpaolechuqu。
dangshiwozhengzaicongzixishihuisushedelushang,bangwandejiaoxueloujihumeiren,suyingzuozaisanloudefushoushang,yiliansijidikanzhedimian。
wobugandacaojingshe,zhinengpingzhuhuxi,jinjindidingzhetadeyijuyidong。
meiguojifenzhong,suyingcongsanloutiaoxia,wochongguoqu,ziyuanchengweiletaderenroudianzi。
judadepengzhuangshengjingdonglehenduoren,suyingmeishi,wodeyoutuibeizaguzhele。
beitaishangjiuhuchedeneiyishunjian,wojingranmeiyouhaipa,mannaozixiangdedoushi,xinghaotameishi。
lusenchenzhidaozheijianshihou,haipaqianliandaozijishenshang,lianmangpeifujiaqianjinchuguoliuxuele。
suyingyeyincihewoshuzhi,tatuidiaokeye,jingchanglaiyiyuanzhaoguwo,peizhewo。
wozhuiletasannian,tazhongyutongyizuowonvpengyou,woyiweitabeiwogandongle,meixiangdaoquedingguanxineitian,taquehezuilejiu,hongzheyanzhiwenwo。
“qiaoyu,niweishenmeyaojiuwo,ruguoneitiannimeiyoujiuwo,wozaojiuhesenchenxiuchengzhengguole”
wodailenglejimiao,danhenkuaiyouhuiguoshenlai,woxiangxin,zhiyaowoduisuyingzugouhao,tajiuyidingnengaishangwo。
danzuotianqinyansuojiandeyiqie,henhendalewoyigebazhang,suyinggenbenjiubucengaiguowole,woyongyuanzhinengshitatuierqiuqicidexuanze。
xianzaiwoyijingdongdezheigedaolile,suoyisuying,zheicishiwobuyaonile。