第4章

“yantinggege,nixihuanwopangyidianhaishishouyidian?”shibasuidewo,shinianqing,shijiankangde,165degeziganghao100jin。

身材还不错。

wozhuaizheqierduanfa,wanquanbuzhidaohaixiushishenmedejixuwenta,“yaobuwoqujiegezhangfaba,nixihuanzhangdaonaer,yaoyishanghaishipi.guneier?”

“shuowanle?”shengyantinglengzhelian,“sheizhunnijiaowogegede?meidameixiao,nishishaozedetongxue,yihouhetayiyangjiaowoxiaoshu。”

“……”

wozhuangzuomeitingjian,buhuiying。

shengyantingnachuzhangbeizitai,“huidawo,gangcaidehuatingdaolemeiyou?”

wopiepiexiaozui,xiaoshengdunongzhe,“xiaoshujiuxiaoshu,zheimexiongzuoshenme,jiubunengduiwowenrouyidianma,renjiacaibachuwenjileni,nidelebianyihaixiongren……”

其实称呼不重要。

zhongyaodeshi,yaojinkuainaxiata。

wohaizaisisuoxianggaizenmechenjibiaobai,shengyantingshoujixiangle。

buzhidaoshisheifalaidexiaoxi。

gangganghaisuanshaoweiwenheyixiaxiadeshengyanting,huranbianlelian,qiheiyanmoulidelengyihedewoyishibuganluandong。

“吃完了?”

我一楞。

“chiwanlesongnihuiqu!”shengyantingshuoba,qishenjiuzou。

我小跑着跟在后面。

lushangjicitoukanta,xiangwentashibushifashengleshenmeshi,quemeifakaikou。

彼时的我。

高考分数都不知道。

tazaoyijinggongzuo,zaixieshijituandanrenyaozhi,jiusuanwenlewoyounengbangtashenme,yuqiruciburuguaiyidianshaofanta。

“到了。”

“xiaoshushu……”wohaimeihuishoushuozaijian。

他已经油门一踩。

wangzhejichishiyuandeheisejiaoche,wozhanzaixiaoqumenkoujuelejuezui,nachushoujixiangjishengyantingfaxinxide。

shenhouchuanlaimamadeshengyin,“sujin,jiwoguolai!”

buyongwen,mushangdarenzheishishengqile。

tazhiyouzaitebieshengqideshihoucaihuihanwoquanming。

wobugandaiman,ganjinpaoguoqu。

“妈妈,怎么了?”

mamabuliwo,“kuang”yishengshuaimenjinwu。

我随后进门。

womazhizhechajishangdekuaidihezi,zhiwendao,“sujin,nijiwohaohaojieshijieshi,zheishishenme!nijiujingxiangzuoshenme!”

wotuoxiedoumeilaidejichuan,biancongcongpaoguoqu。

zhijiankuaidihezilizhuangzhechengniannannvcainengyongdaodegezhongwupin,zuishangmianchuleyizhangfangkazhiwai,haiyouyifengxin。

shangtouxiezhede“shengshaozeqinqi”zheiwugedazi,mengyiyanxiangjilewodezi。

是一封告白信。

shangtouxiezheruheshenaizheshengshaoze,buzaiyishengshaozeshibushiyounvren,zhixiangchengweishengshaozedenvren。

zhiyuhezilidezheixiedongxi。

xinzhongshuo:xiwangqinaideshaozequanbuyongzaiwoshenshang,wohuixibaibaiyizhizaitaofanglidengzheni。

落款:你的锦。

特么的。

zheishisheizaihaiwo,woshenmeshihoujishengshaozejiguozheizhonglajidongxi。

nanguaishengyantingneihuibianlelian。

“mama,wokeyifashi,zheixiedongxiruguoshiwozhunbeide,jiurangwobudehaosi……”

tiandiliangxin,wozhiqianshixihuanshengshaoze。

可也只是暗恋啊。

chuwenbujiucaijileshengyanting,woheshengshaozegenbenbukenengfazhandaozheizhongchengdu,zenmekenengzuochuzheizhongchugedeshiqing。

haozaimamaxiangxinwo,talengjingfenxidao,“ruguobushinizhunbeide,huishishei?”

wonaozhongshanchulinmuyaodeshenying。

“mama,nibushiyoutongxuezaisifajiandingneibianshangbanma?nengbunenglianxilianxi,woxiangzuobijijianding!”

zheigewuhuitaidale,bunachuyoulidezhengju,zenmezhaoshengyantingjieshi。