第6章 我不依靠男人而活

shimanmeixiangdaotayixiazijiucaizhongle。

laideshihouxiangdehaohaode,youhuazhijieshuo。

danzhenduizhelaoshiheshiniangshi,taquebuzhidaogaizenmekaikoule。

tabuliulianfangchi,zhishihaipakandaotamenshiwangdemoyang。

zouguanyutanlekouqi:“nishiniangkandaodianyingjieshang,fangchineichouxiaozibaniqiulaideshouchuansongrendeshile,tayinzhezheishi,yijingshengleliangtianqi。”

“ai,xianjinlaizaishuoba。”

shimanbeitayishengtanxidudexinkounanshou。

“xiaochineichouxiaozizhenshibuzhihaodai,yaowoshuo,nijiubugailanzhewo,jiugaihanguolaitahaohaoqiaodaqiaoda,rangtazhidaoneishouchuanshixiaomanyibuyigetaijieguizheqiulaide。”

“xiaochishinidaichulai,xiaomanyeshiniqinxueshenga,nijiuzheimehuzheneichouxiaozi,buguanxiaoman?nizenmebushuohua?”

shiniangbantiantingbudaodongjing,qidihuitouzhunbeiduizhelaotouzi,zaishijingchaoyidun。

yihuitouqueduishangshimandemuguang:“xiaoman?”

duonianguyunwenhuajinran,jibianshiniangbuzainianqing,yiranqizhichuchen,yikekuitanqinianqingshidemeiyanrongyan。

tajijimangmangqishen,shimanshenshoufuta:“shiniang,shiwo。”

hefangchishuofenshoutameiku,zheihuiquerenbuzhuhongleyankuang。

“aiyou,haohaizinishouweiqule。”shiniangxintengdibarenbaohuaili。

ganshoudaotayinweigengyanweiweizhandoudeshenti,shiniangxindoujiudeteng,yechadianluolelei。

yikaikouyuqiyouxinteng,youzheji:“niyouweiqu,haohaojishiniangshuo,wobangnichuqi。”

“zheifangchizuodeyetaiguofen,tazheimebuzhenxini,shiniangdouqidehuang,yaowoshuo,nijiusuanfenshouwoyeshi……”

“kekeke,”zouguanyudaduantadehua,“yueshuoyuebuzhebianjile。”

tatanlekouqi,yemianbulexintengdianwei:“xiaomana,niyebietainanguo,zheiyulequanzhenzhenjiajia,taweibishibuzhenxinideqingyi,nimenzheiyiluzoulaiburongyi,youshiqingyegaizuoxialaihaohaoliaoliao。”

“tacongqianduiniruhe,womenheniyedoushikanzaiyanli,shuojupengzaishoulipadiaole,hanzaizuilipahualeyebuguofen。”

shiniangduizheihuabuman:“congqianruhe,neishicongqian,erqiexiaomanshitanvpengyou,neixiedoushitayinggaizuode,genghekuangzheixienian,xiaomanpeizhetachileduoshaoku,bierenbuzhidao,fangchitabuzhidaoma?”

“nishuoyulequanzhenzhenjiajia,wobufanbozheihua,danfangchisongderuoshibiededongxi,wohainengjieshou,keshouchuanbuxing,tazenmelaide,nixindimeishuma?”

“neishihoufangchiyixinxiangchengming,pinlemingdegongzuo,jieguoleidishengleyichangdabing,yizhihunmibuxing,manmanriyezhaoguyebujiantahaozhuan,qiushouchuanzheishishibingjiluantouyimeicuo,danzheikedoushitadexinyi。”

“qirongtajianta?”shiniangzuihouyijuhuashuodebeifenjiaojia。

zouguanyuchenmo,zheihuawucongbianbo。

dantayeshizhidaoliangrenyilufuchizoudaojintian,shizaishiburongyi。

ningchaishizuomiao,buhuiyizhuangqina!

shimanbeishinianglazhezuodaopangbian,kuguozhihou,xinqingfanershuchanghenduo。

tayaoyaotou,yandihaidaizheshiqi:“shiqingzhenxiangruhewoyijinghenqingchu,wozheicilaijiushigaosunimen,woyijinghefangchitilefenshou,congjinwanghouwomenjiuzaimeiyouguanxile。”

“xiwangnimenbuyaoduiwoshiwang。”

shiniangwozhetadeshoudunleyixia,duitagengshixinteng:“shahaizi,zheibushinidecuo,womenzenmehuiduinishiwang?”

ranhoukanlezouguanyuyiyan,tagangcaisuiranyouquantafenshoudeyisi,danyezhishizhengzaiqitoushang,huaganhua。

zaitaxinli,haishizhichizouguanyudeshuofa,liangrengaihaohaoliaoyiliao。

zheilianggehaizi,tamenshidaxinyanlitengaide,liangrenjiehunshengzi,yeshitamenyizhiyilaideqiwang。

“zhishixiaoman,nishirenzhendema?qishinilaoshishuodeyeyoudaoli,nimengaihaohaotantan,shizaibuxing,wohelaozoubafangchijiaoguolaihaohaojiaoxunyidun,zairangtahaohaojinidaogeqian,niqianwanbieyiqiyongshi,jianglaizhenyinweizheixiezhengzhihaojinganqing,zaixianghouhuikejiuwanle。”shiniangxianglexiang,haishiquanleyiju。

shimanqingqingyaotou:“wojintianlai,jiushishensishulvhoucaiguolaide,fenshouyebingfeiyishixingqi,woyijingxianggongsishenqinglikaitadetuandui,jiexialaijiukaishidaixinrenle,ranhoufazhanwoxihuandedaoyanhesheying,yesuanshibugufulaoshiduiwoduoniandezaipei。”

zouguanyulenglexia,yuanbenyiweitashiyiqiyongshi,meixiangdaojingranyijingkaolvdezheimezhouquanle。

shiniangchenmopianke,wozhetadeshouyoujinlejin,manliantengxi:“wozhidaonizheihaizixianglaishigeyouzhuyide,kenihefangchiduonianfuchi,zaitaxinlinijueduiwukequdai,tazheiyishixiangbumingbai,budaibiaotayizhibumingbai,nizhenbuzaikaolvkaolv?”

tataimou,shensejianding:“shiniang,wobingfeitusihua,wobuyikaonanrenerhuo,gengbuyuanyilangfeishengming,dengyigebuquedingderen,zheihaowuyiyi。”

“kenineimeaita,dangzhenshedema?”

zheijuhuarangshimanshejianchangdaoyisikuyi:“tajiranbu/aiwo,wobianyebu/aita,zheihengongping。”

“huoxugenjingnanchu,danwoyidianyidianzongnengcongxindibageganjing。”

shiniangkanzhetajianyidemuguang,yandishizanshangdexiao。

tazaozhidao,shimankansirouruo,qishineixinbisheidoujianqiang,tasixuanyaqiaobikaichudehua,yingfengerli,baizhebunao。

tahezouguanyudoukandechu,taxinyiyijue,wukehandong。

“xiaoman,”tadaxinyanlixintengshiman,“rihouzaishouleweiqu,bieyigerenkang,wohenilaoshisuiranquanlideshiqingguandeshaole,quehaishinengshuodeshangjijuhuade。”

zheihuarangshimanzaicihongleyankuang,zheiliangnianjizandeweiqu,haoxiangjinriyaoyicifa/xiegegou。

shiniangliutachilefan,taliulegexinyan,taoleshimanjijuhua,caizhidaofangchihezhaosisijuranhaiyouqingmeizhumazheimeyishuo。

dengtazouhou,shiniangshunjianlenglelian。

“niyexianbiejizheshengqi,zheishihuoxuyouwuhui,neixiaonvwazaitaishangdangzhezhongrenyaodongxi,fangchihetayouyouxieqingfen,huoxuzhishibuxiangfuletademianzi。”zouguanyushituquanyixia。

“tayaomianzi,neixiaomanjiubuyaolema?yaoshibeiwairenzhidao,zheishouchuanshitasongde,fangchiduonianbulishen,quesonglezheimeyigeqingmeizhuma,neiwairenzenmekanxiaoman?”

“tamenyouqingfen,xiaomanjiumeiyouma?nibiejiwogaoshenmenianqingrenneiyitao,tianjiangdibuguoqingmeizheiwaili,laopoziwojiushikanbuguanfangchisanxineryi,nixianzailimazhaorenchacha,wodaoyaokankan,zheiliangrendaodishizenmegeshi。”shiniangyueshuoyueqi。

zouguanyubugandanwu,limadadianhuazhaorendatinglexia,caizhidaofangchizheiliangnianyizhijizhaosisipulusongziyuanzheixieshi。

shiniangliansegengnankanle:“wobenlaijuedefangchiyeshigehuitengrende,caifangxinrangxiaomangentayiqi,meixiangdaotaqueshigezheimemeifencunde,wojiushuoyizhaoxiaomanduitadeganqing,buyinggaizheiyijianshijiurangtaxinhuiyileng。”

“niyeshi,zheixieshijurandoubuzaodianchachakan,haidexiaomanjingranshouleneimeduoweiqu。”

zouguanyubeixifuchaodezheshiweiqu,queyebuganbianbo。

shinianghenhenpailexiazhuozi,tashixiqujielaoyishujia,xiushenyangxingduonian,yijinghenduonianmeiyouqingxuwailudeshihou。

“nixianzailimajifangchidadianhua,rangtaguolai,xiaomanrendexiazheikouqi,wokerenbule!”

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