hongdeyixia,fangshuyudeshijieyishunkongbai。
tadiediezhuangzhuangjijinrenqun,piejianneidaodaozaixuebozhongdeshuxishenying,yidongbudong。
shuangtuiyiruan,taguidaozaidi,yanjingquesisiningzheqianfang:“ma……”
“妈——”
“haizia,womenyijingda120le,ni……”
kefangshuyuyijudoutingbujinqu,tazhanbuqilai,jiuyingshengsheng,zhandouzhepadaolemuqindeshenbian,zhouweianhongdexuecidetayanjingshengteng。
“ma,nixingyixing……”tazhandouzhewoshangxuebozhongdeshou,houlongdudaonanyihuxi,“duibuqi,shiwolaiwanle……”
“doushiwodecuo……ruguowomeibeiqintiantianchanshang……ruguowomeishuaijiao,ruguowoxialaidezaoyidian……”
“……玉玉。”
weiruodehuhuanhudedaduanfangshuyudeninan,tamengranfushen,jingxicoudaozhengyandefangmuerbian:“ma,wozai,wozai!”
fangmuyanshenyipianhuian,zuichunbuduanzhanghe,sihushixiangyaoshuohua。
kebudengfachushengyin,xuexianyibuyongchuzuijiao。
fangshuyujingkongshenshouquca,quezenmeyecabuwan:“ma,nizaijianchiyixia,jiuhuchemashanglaile,yidinghuimeishide……”
erbianchuanlaiwenyingbandexisuisheng:“yuyua……woduibuqinibaba,meiyouzhaoguhaoni……rangnibeiqifu……”
fangshuyuhanzheyanlei,yizhiyaotou:“bushide,mamaniconglaimeiyouduibuqiwo,shiwobuhao……”
ketadehua,lvzhoufangmusihuyijingtingbuqingle,tadeshengyinyuelaiyueruo。
manyandeyihanhebushe:“mamazhendehaoxiangkannizhangda,xiangkannikaoshangdaxue,xiangkannichuanhunsha……danshimamabuxingle……”
“duibuqi……ni……nihaohaohuoxiaqu……”
“buyao,ma,nizaijianchiyixiahaobuhao?”fangshuyujuewangqiuzhe,kudehunshendoufazhan,“nishuolehuipeizhewo,zaiyeburangwoyigeren……qiuqiunibiediuxiawo……”
kefangmudeyanquehuanhuanbishang,zaiyemeileshengxi。
“妈——”
zhengtiaojiehuidangzhetongchixinfeihuhan,fangshuyuchedishiquletadeshijie。
……
一天后,葬礼。
chuxiadetianhuranxiaqileyinchendeyu。
fangshuyuguizaiguancaibian,mamudishaozhezhiqian,huoguangchendetagengmeixuese。
jichufangxiayiduobaisedehua,kanlekanfangmudeyizhao,yanzhongshanguokuijiu。
tatingzhulepianke,zoudaofangshuyushenqian:“jieai,ruguoniyoushenmexuyao,keyihewoshuo。”
fangshuyumoranshaozhezhi,fangruoweiwen。
jichushenshenkanletayiyan,zuichundongledong,danzhongjiumeishuoshenme,zhuanshenlikai。
qianlaijibaiderenqunmanmansanqu,lingtangzhishengxiafangshuyuyiren。
huran,yizhenfengchuirushinei,ranshaodehuoyanzhouranyimie,fangshuyuxiangyaozhongxindianranzhiqian,quefaxianshoubiandezhiqiankuaimeile。
tatuozhejiangyingdeshentiqunaxindezhiqian,zoudaomenkou,guaijiaochuhudechuanlaizhengchaosheng——
“qintiantian!niweishenmeyaokaichezhuangsifangbomu?nibarenmingdangerxima?!”shijichuyazheshengyindezhiwen。
fangshuyuzhengzaileyuandi,yanzhongmanshinanyizhixin。
shiqintiantianhaisilemama!
qintiantianhuangzhangdilazhejichudeshou,qiqiudao:“jichuwodangshizhishibuxiaoxin……wozhendebushiguyide!”
“jichuwohaopa,woyaoshizuolaozheibeizijiuhuile,qiuqiunikanzaiwomendeguanxishang,buyaobawozhuangsirendeshiqingshuochuqu……”
“zhiyaonibushuo,bierenmeiyouzhengju……wobaozhengwoyihouyidinggaixieguizheng,zaiyebuzhaofangshuyumafanle!”
墙壁另一边。
fangshuyusisiyaozhuchunban,xueroumohu,danchunshangdetongyuanyuanbujixindidejuewang。
jiuzaizheishi,waimianchuanlailingrenjichupingjing,quelingtabengkuideyiju——
“好。”