第6章

hongdeyixia,fangshuyudeshijieyishunkongbai。

tadiediezhuangzhuangjijinrenqun,piejianneidaodaozaixuebozhongdeshuxishenying,yidongbudong。

shuangtuiyiruan,taguidaozaidi,yanjingquesisiningzheqianfang:“ma……”

“妈——”

“haizia,womenyijingda120le,ni……”

kefangshuyuyijudoutingbujinqu,tazhanbuqilai,jiuyingshengsheng,zhandouzhepadaolemuqindeshenbian,zhouweianhongdexuecidetayanjingshengteng。

“ma,nixingyixing……”tazhandouzhewoshangxuebozhongdeshou,houlongdudaonanyihuxi,“duibuqi,shiwolaiwanle……”

“doushiwodecuo……ruguowomeibeiqintiantianchanshang……ruguowomeishuaijiao,ruguowoxialaidezaoyidian……”

“……玉玉。”

weiruodehuhuanhudedaduanfangshuyudeninan,tamengranfushen,jingxicoudaozhengyandefangmuerbian:“ma,wozai,wozai!”

fangmuyanshenyipianhuian,zuichunbuduanzhanghe,sihushixiangyaoshuohua。

kebudengfachushengyin,xuexianyibuyongchuzuijiao。

fangshuyujingkongshenshouquca,quezenmeyecabuwan:“ma,nizaijianchiyixia,jiuhuchemashanglaile,yidinghuimeishide……”

erbianchuanlaiwenyingbandexisuisheng:“yuyua……woduibuqinibaba,meiyouzhaoguhaoni……rangnibeiqifu……”

fangshuyuhanzheyanlei,yizhiyaotou:“bushide,mamaniconglaimeiyouduibuqiwo,shiwobuhao……”

ketadehua,lvzhoufangmusihuyijingtingbuqingle,tadeshengyinyuelaiyueruo。

manyandeyihanhebushe:“mamazhendehaoxiangkannizhangda,xiangkannikaoshangdaxue,xiangkannichuanhunsha……danshimamabuxingle……”

“duibuqi……ni……nihaohaohuoxiaqu……”

“buyao,ma,nizaijianchiyixiahaobuhao?”fangshuyujuewangqiuzhe,kudehunshendoufazhan,“nishuolehuipeizhewo,zaiyeburangwoyigeren……qiuqiunibiediuxiawo……”

kefangmudeyanquehuanhuanbishang,zaiyemeileshengxi。

“妈——”

zhengtiaojiehuidangzhetongchixinfeihuhan,fangshuyuchedishiquletadeshijie。

……

一天后,葬礼。

chuxiadetianhuranxiaqileyinchendeyu。

fangshuyuguizaiguancaibian,mamudishaozhezhiqian,huoguangchendetagengmeixuese。

jichufangxiayiduobaisedehua,kanlekanfangmudeyizhao,yanzhongshanguokuijiu。

tatingzhulepianke,zoudaofangshuyushenqian:“jieai,ruguoniyoushenmexuyao,keyihewoshuo。”

fangshuyumoranshaozhezhi,fangruoweiwen。

jichushenshenkanletayiyan,zuichundongledong,danzhongjiumeishuoshenme,zhuanshenlikai。

qianlaijibaiderenqunmanmansanqu,lingtangzhishengxiafangshuyuyiren。

huran,yizhenfengchuirushinei,ranshaodehuoyanzhouranyimie,fangshuyuxiangyaozhongxindianranzhiqian,quefaxianshoubiandezhiqiankuaimeile。

tatuozhejiangyingdeshentiqunaxindezhiqian,zoudaomenkou,guaijiaochuhudechuanlaizhengchaosheng——

“qintiantian!niweishenmeyaokaichezhuangsifangbomu?nibarenmingdangerxima?!”shijichuyazheshengyindezhiwen。

fangshuyuzhengzaileyuandi,yanzhongmanshinanyizhixin。

shiqintiantianhaisilemama!

qintiantianhuangzhangdilazhejichudeshou,qiqiudao:“jichuwodangshizhishibuxiaoxin……wozhendebushiguyide!”

“jichuwohaopa,woyaoshizuolaozheibeizijiuhuile,qiuqiunikanzaiwomendeguanxishang,buyaobawozhuangsirendeshiqingshuochuqu……”

“zhiyaonibushuo,bierenmeiyouzhengju……wobaozhengwoyihouyidinggaixieguizheng,zaiyebuzhaofangshuyumafanle!”

墙壁另一边。

fangshuyusisiyaozhuchunban,xueroumohu,danchunshangdetongyuanyuanbujixindidejuewang。

jiuzaizheishi,waimianchuanlailingrenjichupingjing,quelingtabengkuideyiju——

“好。”