放手与他而言,是解脱第10章

zixihuanzheigenanrenbanbeizi,wotouyicijuedemosheng。

zhuanshen,wozaiyiciluobailikai。

wobuzhidaowoshizenmechudedalou,jiedaoyiyuandehualiaodianhua,tangzaizhiliaoshidebingchuangshang,jutongxilai,wocaiyoulepiankeqingxing。

dayao,chuankong,hualiaodebuzhoumingmingshihezhiqianyiyang,kewoquejuedegewaidetong,gutoudetongyixiangshiyaobawozheduan……

zaicixinglaishi,yijingshiwanshang。

“溪儿!”

jianwoxinglaimamajimangwozhuwodeshou,haoxiangshengpaxiayimiaowojiuhuixiaoshile。

wokanzhemamayouxieyinweidanyouerbiandeqiaocuidelianpang,naohailihuixiangqimenglushuodehua。

babaqushihou,shimamayirenkukuzhichengzheigongsi,ruguowodebuyazhaobeipuguang,gongsidegupiaokendinghuishouyingxiang……

saoleyiyanbeizishangdegongsigaigefangan,wonanyansuanse:“ma,yaoshiyinweiwodeshiyingxianglegongsidefazhan,nihuibuhuiguaiwo?”

“buhui,wodenveryonggandihebingmozuodouzheng,yijinghenlebuqile。”

mamaweixiaozhe,yongjiaoaodeyanshenkanzhewo,keshixiayimiaomamadeyanjingliyoufanqileleiguang。

“ruguoyouxiabeizi,wohaixiwangninengzuowodenver,xier,wulunfashengleshenme,niyongyuandoushiwohenibabadejiaoao。”

wozhengzhengdikanzhemamacishandemianpang,yigunaopujinlemamadehuaili,leishuizaiyerenbuzhugunluo。

“……ma,xiexienin。”

shoushihaoqingxu,mamachumenjiaofei。

wokanzhemamalikaidebeiying,xinzhongyizhennanguo。

gongsideshi,wobangbushangmang,danzongbunengtuohoutui。

huanleyihuier,wodakaishouji,jimenglubianjileyitiaoduanxin:“jianmianliaoliaoba。”

        di8zhang 

       

diertianshangwu,chalousimiyajian。

wobabaofangzaizhuoshang,saoleyiyanduimianzhigaoqiyangdemenglu:“menglu,nazhewodeyinsibipowohechenyulihun,nibujuedehenguofenma?”

“nidaoxianzaihaifanchun?”menglutiaomei,yilianqingmie,“zhaopianshichenyujiwode,jiehunzheisannianyeshichenyuzijixianqi,suoyicaibupengni。”

“huoxi,nizhengbuguowo,chenyuzuihouzhihuishiwomengludenanren。”

“niyaoshihaibulihun,wobaozhengmingtianquanwangluodoushinideyanzhaochouwen,daoshihounineishanglenianjidemabeiqichugexinzangbingshenmede,neijiukelianle……”

“够了!”

chujiwoma,wozaiyetingbuxiaqu。

zhanqishen,wozhijiecongbaolinachuluyinbi:“gangcaidehuadouyijingluzaizheilile,yaolihunkeyi,rangchenyuzouzhengguichengxu。”

“danruguowangshangliuchuwodefumianxiaoxi,zanmenjiugonganjujian。”

hualuo,wobuzaiguanmenglutieqingdelian,qishenlikai。

zheiyizhang,kanqilaishiwoyingle,kewohuidaojiamianduikongdangdangdewuzi,quemanxinluobai。

zheishi,menlinghuranxiangqi。

是陈昱吗?

wobeiaifaxian,zaiwofanyingguolaideshihou,woyijingchongdaolemenkou。

aita,qidaitahuijia,sihuyijingkerulewodejiroujiyi。

dandakaimen,menwaiquezhanzhekuaidiyuan。

“huoxiaojienihao,yougetongchengjiajikuaidi,mafanninqianshou。”1

wosaoleyiyanbaoguobiaomian,dizhilaizichenshidasha。

xintoumomingcitong,danwohaishizaikuaidiyuandecuicuxia,henkuaiqianlewenjian。

kuaidiyuanlikaihou,woguanshangdamen,zuodaoshafashangbakuaidichaikai,limianshiyifenwenjian。

woxiankaiwenjianyikan,‘lihunxieyi’sigedazishengshengdecitonglewodeyan。

wocaiganghemenglutanwanhua,huijiajiushoudaolelihunxieyishu。

他们早就准备好了?

woshouliniezhelihunxieyi,bizhezijifankai,zinvebankandaozuihouyiye,zhizhangdeyouxiafanglongfeifengwudeqianleyigewozaishuxibuguodemingzi——

陈昱。

zheishitadeziji,hetayiqishangxuedezheixienianli,woduitadezizaoyilanshuyuxin。

wozichaoxiaolexiao,kexiaozhexiaozhe,yanleiquezhibuzhugunluo。

zheishi,shoujitishiyinturanxiangle,wodakaishouji,shiweibozuozhehaoshangdefensicuigeng。

“qingyudada,nibushishuo《qingmeizhuma》zheizemanhuamashangjiuyaojiejule,zenmeyizhimeiyougengxina?shijiejuhennanxuanzema?”

woningzheshouji,chichimeiyouhuifu。

zaiwozheili,aiqingdejiejuyijingmeidexuanle。

zhitengyaoyijingduiwobuguanyongle,woquchuyitingpijiu,shituyongjiuzuiyaxiazhoushendeteng。