tazheiyisheng，zaiyudaotazhiqianguodeshizaishizaogao。
qisuidefujingbenshenyeyongyouyigemeimandejiating，suiranbusuantebiefuyudanshiriziguodeshifenshutan，zhishaobuchouchibuchouchuan
tamenjiayiqianshizhuzaiyizuoxiaozhenli，tadebabafushengzaiyijiangongchanglishangban，mamazhaoyourongzeshikaizheyijianshougongyipinpuzi，chenfeibitada5sui，jiediliangyangmaochuluodeshifenjunqiao，chengjiyouhao，gebimaixiaochidelaonainaizongshishuotaliangyichuanlebabamamashenshangsuoyoudeyoudian，yincihaimeishaojitalianghaochide
shenghuodediyicizhuanbianshizaifujing9suineinian，fushengzaigongchanggongzuoshibuxiaoxinconggaochuzhuiluo，suiransuanshigongshang，gongchangchengdanlesuoyoufeiyong，danshizheiduitamenjialaishuoyiranshiyijianwufawanhuidechuangshang
shouxianchenfeineishihouyijingdaoleshishangshangchuzhong，tahaizaishangxiaoxue，tadebabahunshenmeiyouyigedifangnengdong，jibenshangshisuoyoudeshidouyaoyikaotaren
weici，zhaoyourongguandiaolepuziliuzaiyiyuanzhaogufusheng，zhongwuhewanshangdouhuijiajifujingzuohaofan，zaihuidaoyiyuan。fujingfangxuehoujiuhuidaojiajiushiguaiguaidixiezuoye，chifan，shuijue，neishihoutayiweibabazhishiyishideshang，huihaode，suoyigenbenmeiyouduohaipa。
bannianguohou，tadebabahuilejia，neishihoutacaizhidaotadebababianchengfeirenle。meitiandouyaozaichuangshangtangzhe，jiulianfanshendouxuyaorenbangmang，tahaojiciwanshangqiyekandaozhaoyourongdunzaiyuanziliku。chenfeiyigelibaicaihuiyicijia，zheiyangyigerenkujiubianchenglelianggerenku
shisuineinian，fushengduoqiguanganranshuaijiequshi。zheigejiazhongjiushitale。
gongchangpeilexieqian，danshizheiduiyulianggehaizidejiatinglaishuohaishibugouyongde。nvrenmeiyouwenhua，yigepuziyigeyuecainengzhengduoshao？suoyibudaobannian，zhaoyouronggaijiale。
xiaozhenzheizhongdifangzhongjiuhaishiyourensixiangbijiaofengjiande，neishihoufujingfangxuehuijiazongshinengtingdaojigesuizuidenvrenyibianzhaicaiyibianzuilitaolao，
“ainishuofujianeixifu，nanrencaimeileduojiuajiugaijia，erqietingshuoneirenhaibuzenmeyang…”
“kebujiushima…..”
fujingmeimeitingdaozheixiehuadouhuirenbuzhudexiangyaobadishangdecaiyesaijintamendezuiba，dantamenshuodeyemeicuo，neigenanrenshibuzenmeyang。
neigerenjiaoweibaoguo，shigebizhaoyourongdashisuidenanren，kanzheshigelaoshiren，shijishangyouheyoudu，helehaiaidaren，tajingchangkanjianzijidemamazangzaicesuolicayao。erqietingtamenshuotazhisuoyiaiheaidudeyuanyinshitashengbuchuhaizi，nanrenneigedifangyoumaobing
haojiciweibaoguodazhaoyourongbeitafangxuehuilaikandao，haimeizhangdadefujingdangzaitamamadeqianmian，weibaoguozaojiushenzhibuqingle，lianzhetayiqida
youyici，zhaoyourongjinchengjinhuo，fujingzhongwufangxuehuilaideshihouganghaoganshangweibaoguohewanjiusajiufeng，jialinengshuaidedongxidoubeitashuaile，yididelangjie，qishitazaojiuyijingxiguanle，yushitakanleyiyanjiuzhuanshenzouhuizijidefangjian。tayiweiweibaoguojintianbuhuizenmeyangta，sheizhidaomeijibujiubeitacongshenhouxianglinxiaojiziyiyangzhuaileguoqu
jiuqixuntiandenanrenbataanzaishafashang，nandedezheicimeiyoudongshou，ershiliezheneikouhuangyaxiaoleyisheng，
“xiaozaizichilaozidehelaozide，jianlemianlianjiaoyishengdoubuhuima，jiaodie”
chitadehetade？gangkaishiweijiadequeshijilebushaoqian，danshihoulaini？buquanshibeitahuale？xianzaizheigejiadeshouruquankaozheneidianpeichangjinhezhaoyourongdepuzichengzhe。
叫他爹，他不配
buchuyiwaidezheiciyoushiyidunda，fujingdebingqishibuwanquanshizheigenanrendebaoliyinqide，ruguoshuoweibaoguodebaolishidaohuosuo，neimezhaoyourongjiushidianhuodehuogun
yinweineitiantakandaozhaoyouronghuijia，tayiweitademamahuibaohuta，suirantayebuxiwangzijidemamashoushang，danshitazenmeyemeixiangdaoneitianzhaoyourongzhanzaiketingkanzhetaaidaqueyijuhuayemeishuo，fangxiashoulidedongxi，jieleyibeishuihuilefangjian。
tabudongzheishiweishenme，zhidaoweibaoguodagoule，tahuidaozijidefangjian，zhaoyourongnazheyaogaodijitacayao
zhaoyourongzaojiubeizheizhongshenghuozhemodefengle，suoyineitiantashuochudehuarangfujingchedideduishijieshiqulexiwang
“nitinghao，nibasile，woxialeyangenlezheigenanren。danshixianzaiyijingwufagaibianle，niaida，wobunenglanzhe，yinweitahuilianzhewoyiqida。erqietadani，jiubuhuidawole，nishiwodeerzi，niyaotinimenfujiashuzui，shinimenhaiwobianchengzheiyangde”
jiushizheijuhuarangfujingkaishibiandeyufachenmen，tagesanchawuhuiaida，zaixuexiaodechengjiyiluoqianzhang，jiuzheiyangguoleliangnian。
fujingdechuzhongmeiyouqushili，ershisuibianzaixiaozhenshangde，neishihouyijingshishenqiu，weibaoguodatazhuyaoshizaishenshang，yifuzhedehenyanshi，zaijiashangchenfeiyijingshanggaozhongle，yigeyuecaihuiyicijia，suoyichenfeihuijiayihouyemeizhuyidaotadebudui
zhidaoyouyitianchenfeixuexiaoyoushifangjia，tatiqianhuilejia。neishihoujialimeiren，fujinghaimeiyoufangxue，tajiuqufujingdexuexiaojie，shunbianyexiangdatingyixiatadechengji。
neitiandengdaoxiaomenkoudexiaotandoushoutanlechenfeiyemeiyoujiandaofujingchulai，yushigenmenweishuoleyishengyihoujiuquletadejiaoshi，haihaobanzhurenhaimeizou，chenfeiguoquwenfujingyoumeiyoufangxue，jieguobanzhurendeyixihuacairangtazhidaokenengzheigejiachulegengdadeshi
“fujingtongxuezheiduanshijianjingchangtaoke，qulenaliwomenyebuzhidao，wowentademama，tademamashuoqunaerdouhao，wusuowei，tadechengjiruxueshidiyimingde，xianzaiyuelaiyuecha，nikanzheicidekaoshi，quanbandaoshudiwu，wojuedekeneng…..”
houmiandehuatameiyoushuowan，yinweitazhidaofujingdejiatingqingkuangteshu，tadejiejieyebuxiaole，jibenshangyinggainengdong
chenfeishuoleyisheng“xiexielaoshi”jiupaolechuqu，xiaozhenshuodabudashuoxiaobuxiao，zhaogerenhaishibuneimerongyide。taxianhuileyitangjia，fujingmeiyouhuilai，daoshikandaoleweibaoguozhengzaidazhaoyourong，liyouhenjiandan，baitiandapaiyoushule，wanshangheledianjiuyouzaisajiufeng
tachongjinqunashenzidangzhuzhaoyourong，dasheidouyiyang，fanzhengweibaoguosaqifenglaiburenren。zhaoyourongkanyourentitaaidale，zhanqishenchelecheyifu，jixuhuidaofanzhuochifan。chenfeineiyikecaimingbaiweishenmefujinghuichengjixiajiang，tataishale，zheiliangnianyizhizaiwaimianmeihuilai，hanshujiajiuliuzaishilidagongzhuandaxuexuefei，yidiandoumeizhuyidaojialidebianhuazheimeda
chenfeigezigao，weibaoguodalejixiatajiuzhengtuokaileta，yilupaolechuqu，taxianzaigubushangtama，tazhixiangzhaodaotadedidi
houlaitazhaobianlexiaozhendegegetakenengqudedifang，haishizaifushengdefendizhaodaodeta。takandaotadeshihoufujingzhengkaozaifentoushangdazheshoudiantongkanshu，qingxiudeshaonianyijingchuxianlunkuo，keshilianshangyidianbiaoqingyemeiyou，zaichenfeikaojintadeshihoutahaiwanghoutuilehaojixia，yanshenlichongmanlejingtiyujingkong
chenfeixintengdedunxialazhutadeshou，takandaolefujingyanshenlidetongku，luqitadexiuzi，guoranlimianbumanleshanghen，
“duibuqi，nizenmebushuoa..”
“niyaogaokaole。”12suideshaonianshizheimeshuode，tabunengtuoleitajiejie，qishitadouyijingzuohaodasuanle，taxiangchennatianzhaoyourongbuzaijia，baweibaoguoshasi，tashimogui，tabupeihuozhe
chenfeinaguotashoulishu，shiguanyuhuaxuerongjide，takandeneiyiyeganghaoshiwangshuidepeizhi
“nizheishixiangganshenme？”，wangshuidefushixingzuyibayigerenrongdezhadoubusheng，ta….
“woshaleta，jie，woyijingzhidaozenmeshaletale，nifangxin，tasilewomenjiunengjixuguohaorizile”
tashuozheihuadeshihouyidianyuqideqifudoumeiyou，fangfoshixushurichangzhongdeyijianzaijiandanbuguodeshiyiyang，chenfeibeitadexiangfahedebuxing，lianlianshuobukeyi，tahaixiao，bunengzheimeyibeizijiuhuizaizheili
yushichenfeilazhetahuidaolezhenshang，tamenmeiyouhuijia，ershiqugebilaonainaineilijieledianqian。laonainaizhidaotamenjiadeqingkuang，haobuyouyudenachulaiyigebao，gaosutaliangtianliangyihouxianquwaimianduoduo，huozhetoubenbiedeqinqi，buyaohuilaile，zheigedifangxianzaijiushigediyu，huichedihuiletamende
tianhaimeidaliang，chenfeidaizhefujingjiuzuoshangzuizaodeyibanchehuidaoleshili。chenfeizaishilihanshujiazudefangzishitatongbantongxuejiade，taxianzhaodaoneigetongxuebiaoshiyaozuyizhen，neigetongxueshuangkuaidedayingle，erqiemeiyouyaotadezujin。
ligaokaohaiyoubannianduo，chenfeibenlaishixiangzheganjinkaowan，daxueshijianduo，zheiyangjiunengtatashishidegongtadidi。dagaiyejiuyigeyue，chenfeifaxianfujingyoulehenduobuyiyangdedifang
takaishiyinu，buaishuohua，shenzhiyouguozicandexianxiang，jingchangkanyixieyinandeshu，shenzhiyoushihoudaitachuquchifanzairenqunzhongtahuifadou，taneishihouyiweishineigejiadeyingxiangduitataida，yishihuanjiebuguolai，tajiuxiangzhezheizhenziduoduitabiaoshiguanxinjiuhaole，tadedidiyiqianshigehenwennuandenanhailaizhe。
ranerlianggeyueyihoutadebingqingyuelaiyueyanzhong，fangjianlidedongxizonghuibeitashuaihuai，youyicitaqinyankandaotabayigetoudongxideqigaichadiandadaosi…
zheibuzhengchang，tayiqianbushizheiyangde，yidingbudui。tayongzijiliuzheshangdaxuedeqiandaitaqukanlexinliyisheng，zhidaojieguodechenfeiwannianjuhui。
bianyuanxingrengezhangai，zheigexiaoxifangfoqingtianpili，erqietayijingdaolezhongqijieduan，bixuyaojinkuaizhiliao。shangxuebunengzaishangle，tadezhuanqian，tabunengrangzijidedidizheimenianqingjiuhuile
chenfeituixuele，xuexiaodelingdaozaisanquantayemeigaibiantadejueding。tatuixueyihoujiukaishichuqudagong，meitianzaochuwangui，ranerfujingdezhenfeishizaitaigaole，tahaojicijuedechuanbuguoqilai。houlaiyouyicitinggukeshuoyanyuanlaiqiankuai，tazhidaozijizheizhanglianhaisuanshishangxiang，yushitadasuanshiyishi
juzudegongzuohenlei，erqieduiyutayigemeishenmejingyandequnzhongyanyuanlaishuo，tazaipangbianchuledengxijiushikanzhuyanmenyanxi，manmandeyidiandianmosuo。houlaizhongyudengdaoleyigedajihui，zhimingdaoyanguojingjiangkanshangletadegaojidianyinglian，jiuzheiyicitashunlidedabao，chengweileyulequanzuinianqingdexinrenxiaoyinghou。
qianyuezhengyueduo，tasongfujingqulexuexiaodushu，suirantahaishisantianliangtoubuqushangke，danshitadezhishangfeichanggao，pingchangdekebenzhiyaosuibiankanyikanjiunengmingbai，chenfeidaizhetamanshijiedepaojitazhibing，zuihoudoumeiyoushenmedadezuoyong，zhinengshuokongzhizhulemeiyouzaiehua
houlaideshiqingjiushitashangledaxue，youledebinghoudiyigepengyoufangze。daxuebiyehouzijichuangbanlehuaxing，meijinianyoujiaolenvpengyou…..
zheixieshifujingdoumeiyougaosutangjing，tazirenweizijideneishijinianguodeshizaizaogao，yutabuyiyang。
zaitayanli，tangjingjiuxiangshiheiyeshengkaideyanhuo，meili，leguan，kanshangyiyanbianzuyirangtamingjiyisheng。
suanle，zheiyibeizitahaiqiushenme？
zheiyici，wulunruhe，tayebuhuizairangtaliuzou。
“静静，你睡了吗”
“ng……”，tangjingzaojiukundebuxingle，tazheijinianshuimianyebushitebiehao，danshizhiyaozhanshangtadeweidaotajiuhuiyiyewumeng，erqiegangyoubei“dazhuangji”dalezhuang
“我爱你。”
“嗯….”
“特别爱你”
“zhidaole，woyeai…ni”，shengyinyuelaiyuedi，yidiandianbeikunyixijuan，zuihouchenchendeshuileguoqu
fujingshenqingdezaitayanjingshangluoxiayiwen，“wanan，wodebaobei。”