第3章
xuqingchengchuanshangxiezi，tacaishangzhandaofujingtinggenqian，zheinanrentaigao，tajiangjinyimiqideshengaozaitamianqianyexiandexiaoniaoyiren，gaogenxienengrangtaxinlishangjuedeyouneimeyidianchouma。
“fushao，shifouzhuziwobumianqiang，danruguoninengjigongyingshangdagezhaohu，buyaoduangong，jiwomenyidingshijiandezhangqi。”
buyaoduangong，lvxinghetong，chanpinchuqujiuhuiyouxianjinjinlai，zuiqimahuibarongzidezhouqilazhang，gudonghuishangtayeyouhuakeshuo。
muqianjigedadegongyingshangpoyuyeshideyali，yaoqiuxiankuanjiesuan。
zheiduishengshieryanwuyishixueshangjiashuang。
xuqingchengjiangshoujinachulai，“ruguoniyouzhuzidedasuan，wokeyibacaibaofanikankan。”
tadaoshibazhangsuandeqingqingchuchu。
fujingtingshouzhiniezhutaxiahe，taigao，taweidiletou，mouguangtanjintayanjingli，gouchunwenta，“nijuedenijiwodezhidewozuozheixiema？”
“......”
xuqingchengyazhenaixing，“wojuedezhide。”
“值得？”
tazheiyifudataijidemoyang，rangxuqingchenghenhenshenxikouqi，yiju**beitasisiyaozaizuili。
退一万步。
“rongtaihuagong。”xuqingchengdianleyijiagongyingshang，zheishishengshizuidadeyuanliaogongyingshang，“wozhidaofujiayouzheijiaqiyedegufen，zhiyaojiwoyinian，bu，bannianzhangqi。fushaoyigedianhuadeshiqing。”
xuqingchengjihushibeigongquxi。
tazhenshihensilezheiyanggenrentaojiahaijia。
xindidenaixinyidiandianxiaomo，tadebaopiqijihuyaoyabuzhule。
dantazhidaoyabuzhuyedeya，xinlizhuaxinnaogande。
fujingtinghaizhenyoudianqidaitazaiyayibatahuibuhuizhijieyuandibaozha。
buguotajintianyoushi，suoyihaoxinfangguota。
nanrenshouzhigoulexiatadexiaba，“hao。”
tadaying，dangzhetademiandalegedianhua。
xuqingchengkanyiyanbochuqudehaoma，rongtaihuagongderongzong。
fujiademianzi，rongzongshiyaomaide。
xuqingchengsongkouqi，talinlezijideshoubao，zhuanshenyaozou。
fujingtingshenshouzhuaizhutadeshouwanjiangrenchehuilai，“woshenmeshihouxiangshoulixile，biewanglefuyixia。”
“......”xuqingchengzuijiaoliekai，chechuyigeshifenxujiadexiaorong，“haoa。”
......
xuqingchenghuijiahuanleshenyifu，zhibenyiyuan。
xushengchangzhongfeng，taqinglehugong，danshizhaolanjianchiyaozaiyiyuanzhaogu。
yibeizimeichiguoku，zheishihoufandaoyushangzheizhongbiangu，zhaolandejingshenzhuangtaibianbutaiwending，youqingweideyiyuqingxiang。yishengzhufutabuyaozaishou**。
xuqingchengjingguowanshiloushimailezhaolanzuixihuandeshuijianbao。
她上到神经内科。
bingfanglizhaolanhehugongganggangbangxushengchangfanshen，cengjingyiqifengfadenanren，zheihuierlianjuhuadoushuobulisuo。
xuqingchengpiantoujiangyandideseyiyaxiaqu，tazoujinqujiangshuijianbaodijizhaolan。
zhaolanbujie，guyibudalita。
xuqingchengyebuzaiyi，tabashihefangxia，zoudaobingchuangqian。
xushengchangkandaota，ngngwuwudexiangshuohua。suirantingbuchulai，danxuqingchengzhidaonapaxianzai，tayirandanxinshengshi。
“ba，nibiedanxin，haohaoyangbing。shengshijituandezhuangkuangzaihaozhuan，hezuoduoniandegongyingshangkanzainicengjingdemianzishangyemeiweinanwo，haizhudongyanzhangzhangqijishengshichuanxideshijian。”xuqingchenglianshangningzhexiaoyi。
xushengchangyanjiaoyouxieshirun，taqingxingshishengshiyishiqianchuangbaikong，zhongrenjizhechechuzhisun，youzenhuixuezhongsongtan。
tashoubeitaiqilai，meiyouduizhunfangxiang，youfangxia。zaitaiqi......
jicizhihou，xuqingchengturanmingbaiguolai，tamangwozhuxushengchangdeshou。
xuqingchengdeyanturansezhangdelihai，conglainveryufuqinzuitiexin，neigeweitazhefengdangyuderendaoxiaqu，tabeipoyijiandanqizhongren，beixianshibizhezhangda。
tapayanleidiaochulai，mangqishen，“yishengrangwoguoquyitang，woqukankan。”
“buyongle，yishenggangchaguofang，nibadeqingkuangwending。”zhaolanshengyinlengrui，dingzhetadeyanshenhenleng，“nizuowanqunalile？”
“在家。”
“haixiangpianwo？”zhaolanshengyindouranjianruibengkui，“wojinidadianhuadeshihoujiuzaijialinizainali？”
xuqingchengshouzhiquanlexia，chenmo。
tabushuohua，zhaolandeqingxubengdaojidianfaxiebuchulai，taturanfenglesidequchexuqingchengdeyifu。
“妈！”
xuqingchengduobuguo，youbuganyonglituita。
tateyihuijiahuanguoyifu，shenshangchuandechenyizhangku，jiangnanrenliuxiadehenjizhedeyanyanshishi。
kezhaolanlazhetadeyilingyongliche，chenyishangdeniukoubengkai，luchujingzhidesuoguheyuanrundejianbang。
shangmiandiandianhenjizaiwuzhelan。
“zheishishenme？zheishishenme？nigenwoshuozheishishenme？”zhaolanbengkuideyoukuyoujiao，“zuowanyouzainagenanrenchuangshangguode？！xuqingcheng，nidelianni！nidiubudiuren？！diubudiuren？！”
她歇斯底里。
wanquanbuguzheilishiyiyuan，bushisirenchangsuo。
tadekuhanhaojiao，jiangmenkouyinlaiyiduiren。
xuqingchengshenshangzuihoudezhexiububeitamuqinchedeganganjingjing，tafangfochishen**tankaizaizhongrenyanqian。
xuqingchenglazhechenyiyilingzhezhuziji。
“xuqingcheng，woshengnibushirangnichuqumaide！”zhaolanbengkuitongku，“nizenmenengzheimebuziai？nizhidaotamendouzenmeshuoni？！”
xuqingchengshangqian，tashenshoubaozhuzhaolan，qingpaizhetadejianbang，“ma，meishile，meishile，nilengjingyidian。”
zhaolandeqingxuzhongyumanmanpingfu，taxiangshicongmengyanzhongchoulihuilai，zhenglengdekanzhexuqingcheng，kanzhebeitashenshangbeizijichekaideyifuyijizhihen，shenshoupengzhuqingchengdelian，“duibuqi，qingcheng......duibuqi，mama......”
“meishi。ma，womeishi。wolijie。”xuqingchenglengjingdeanfu，shengyinpingjingdaotingbuchuqitaqingxu。
zhaolanjingshenyalitaida，youqingweideyiyuzheng。
情绪容易失控。
jibianruci，xuqingchengyewufazuzhifengyongershangdeleiyi。
tayangtou，bayanleibihuiqu。
congyiyuanchulai，xuqingchengzuozaicheshang，tashenxikouqi，kaishirongtaiderongzongdadianhua，tahaiyouhaoduoshichuli。
伤春悲秋不适合她。
fujingtingxingdefangbian，tayaozhuazhule。