第一章
1983年。
yeyishen，waimianyipianheian，zhiyoushenjiaketinghailiangzheyizhanweiruodedeng。
“ba，ma，woyuanyigennimenyiqiquguowaishenghuo。”
tingdaoerzizheijuhua，dianhuaneitouzhengshenchudayangbiandexiafuxiamujidongdekuchulesheng。
“taihaoleshifeng，ruguobushidangnianneichangdizhen，womenyijiarenyebuhuifenkaizheimeduonian，babamamabushiguyipaoxianide，womenxianzaijiuguolaijieni。”
tingdaofumudekusheng，shenshifengxinlifanqibieyangdesuansegan，taxileyikouqi，pingfuyongdongdeqingxu：“zaijiwobangeyuedeshijianba，wozheibianhaiyaochuliyixieshiqing，dengchuliwanhouwojiuguoqu，yihouchangbannimenshence。”
wenyan，xiashifufuyexiangshixiangdaoleshenme，“duiduidui，shibabamamahutule，bijingshenjiayeyanglenizheimeduonian，tingshuonineigejiejiegengshicongxiaochongnidaoda，shiyaohaohaogentamengaogebie。”
tingdaotidaoshenqingyue，shenshifengxintouweiweiyizhen，yongxianchuyimosuanseyoutengtongdeqingxu。
liusuineinianfashengleyichangdadizhen，tahefumuzoudiu，zuihoubeizuzhianpaijishenjiashouyang。
shenjiashizhengtongdehaomenshijia，diyunshenhou，shenfushenmugongwufanmang，suishuobeianpaishouyangleta，keduitadeguanxinbingbuduo。
yuqishuotashibeishenjiayangdade，burushuo，shibeitadejiejie，shenqingyueyangdade。
qisuishi，tahaipadalei，shitabaozhetahongtarushui，jitachanganmianqu。
shisuishi，tazuichantongxuedelingshihewanju，shitabankongzhenggexiaomaibu，jiangtachongchengzhenggedifangrenrenyanxiandexiaowangzi。
shisisui，taganmaofashaoyundaozaijia，shitapaoshangpaoxia，jitadareshui，haiqinshoujitayidiandianweiyao。
xiaodaofaka，xiezi，yifu，dadaoliushengji，xiaoqiche，zhiyaoshitaxiangyaode，tayongyuandounengdiyishijianpengdaotamianqian。
zheiliderenzongshidiaokan，tadikongchengzheiyang，yihouhaibuzhidaonagexiaoguniangnengcongtashouzhongjiajita。
dangshitashixiaozhejiangtalaruhuaizhong，“xiangjiajiwodebaobeididi？nengchaoguowoduitadehaozaishuo。”
neishihou，tazhiguzhemaizaitahuaizhong，suoyitayemeikanjian，taxiuhongledelianpang。
meirenzhidao，yanqianren，zhengshitadexinshangren。
zaiwushugexiangyiweimingdeyewan，tazaojiuxihuanshangleshenqingyue。
ketabuganbiaobai，yeyinyinzhidaozheizhongganqingburongyushi，suoyizhiganzairijilitoutoujiluxiaduitadexihuan，huozheshigenzijidexiongdiguyunrantoutouqingsuxinshi。
ketawanwanmeixiangdao，guyunranhuibazheijianshigaosushenqingyue。
neiwan，shenqingyueturanchuangjintadefangjian，chenzhelianzhaochuneibenrijisidefensui。
tajiangsisuiderijizazaitashenshang，fenglidesuizhihuapoletadelian，rangtatengdeyixiapianguoletou。
“shenshifeng，xihuanshangjiejie，nidongbudongshenmejiaoliyilianchi！”
neishitadiyicijiantafaneimedadehuo，duanduanyijuhua，jiucidetadexinzangqianchuangbaikong。
tadaidaidiwangzheyanqiandeshenqingyue，yishuangmingliangdeyanjinglixumanleleishui，shunzhelianjiawushengdihualuoerxia。
haimeilaibujikaikou，shenqingyuejiushuaimenerchu。
cihou，shenqingyuexiangzhebanfaduobitabujianmian，jiusuanouerpengjianle，kanxiangtadeyanshenyebinglengwubi，jiuxiangkanmoshengrenyiyang。
shenzhizaiyizhouhou，zhijiedangzhesuoyourendemian，xuanbulehetazuiyaohaodexiongdi，guyunrandehunxun。
tashenzhihaibumingbailianggerenshiheshizaiyiqide，jiubeizheigexiaoxizhendetounaofakui。
wanhuijieshuhou，taxiangquwengeqingchu，quezhizhuangjiansulaiqinglengdeshenqingyuejiangguyunrandizaijiaoluo，wendenanshenanfen。
neigewanshang，tajihuliuganlesuoyoudelei。
youxiewenti，tazhidaozijidebudaodaan，yemeiyouzaihuozhidaandebiyaole。
zhenghaozheishihou，xunqinjigoulianxidaota，shuozhaodaoletadeqinshengfumu。
fumuzaitazoudiuhouyuyuguahuanlexujiu，napabeipaidaoguowaiquzuozhudiwaijiaoguanyeyizhimeiyoufangqixunzhaota，rujinzhongyudezhitadexiaoxi，jihushiyaojidongdeyunguoqu。
neiyike，taxiang，huoxuhenduoshishangtianzaoyixiehaozhudingdejieju。
zhudingtaheshenqingyuemeiyoukeneng，zhudingtadaizaishenjiadezheixienian，zhishihuanmengyichang。
rujin，tayegaihuidaoyuanyoudeguijishangle。
yushi，tazuoxialejueding，juedinghuidaoshuyuzijidejia，
yejuedingfangxia，duishenqingyueduoniandexihuan。
yiri，shenshifenghenzaobianxialelou。
kanzhereluodezhaohuzhetachizaocandeyangfumu，taduanchuyimoguaiqiaodexiaorong，zoudaotamenshenbianzuoxia。
ranhou，bazijibeiqinshengfumuzhaodao，bingjuedingchuguoquzhaotamendeshiqingyiqigaosuleyangfumu。
shenmutinghoulianmangwozhutadeshuangshou，hualimanshiweitagandaogaoxing，keyouxiangdaozheiyilibiebuzhishenmeshihounengzaijianmian，weiyinliyoudaileyisibushe。
“zheishihaoshiashifeng，mamahenkaixinninengzhaodaozhenzhengdejiaren，duile，zheijianshinigennijieshuolemei？”
tayileng，yaogenshenqingyueshuoma？
rujintadexinsidouzaiguyunrandeshenshang，shuohuozhebushuo，youyoushenmequbieni？
“niyaogenwoshuoshenme？”
qingcuigaolengdesangyinzaishenhouxiangqi，shenshifengmengdihuitou，zhenghaokanjiannvrenzhanzaimenkou，piaoliangyaorao，shenzhangruyu。