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nveryouxiantianxingxinzangbing，tasansuineinian，wobazijijiankangdexinzangyizhijita。
dansannianhou，nverdebingqingturanehua，shenzhihantichujinverzhuangshanghewoyiyangderengongxinzang。
wowunaitongyi，kebuxiangdiertian，woquetingjiantaheyishengdetanhua——
“shenzong，dangnianninqipianfuren，batadexinzangyizhijilesuxiayan**。”
“xianzaisu**xinzangchuxianpaiyi，ninyouyaojiangninnverdexinzangyejisu**。”
“kewanyininnverdexinzangyegensu**chanshengpaiyi，nindasuanzenmeban？”
shenzhihanmianwubiaoqing，“neijiurangjixiangqingzaiduoshengjigehaizi，woyaorangxiaoyanyongyuandouyoujiankangdexinzang。”
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“shenzong，ninzheiyangshibushitaiguofenle？”
yishengtingjianshenzhihandehua，douyouyudekaikou。
“niwodouhenqingchu，qishinindenvergenbenmeiyouxinzangbing，zhishidangchuninweilepianfurenjuanchuxinzang，zheicaitoutoujininnverchijisuyaowu，rangtachuxianxinzangtengtongdejiaxiang。”
“ketadaodizhishiyigehaizi，zheicailiusui......zhangqichijisuyaowuyejiusuanle，hairangtaxiaoxiaonianjijuanchuxinzang，huanchengrengongxinzang，zheihaizideyibeizi，kejiuhuilea！”
woqiaqiaolaisongdongxi，touguomenfeng，kanjianshenzhihandelianshangshanguobumingsuoyideshense。
keyebuguoshizhuanyanjishibale。
tahenkuaijiuhaobuyouyudekaikou。
“woyeshimeiyoubanfa，woyuanbenyiwei，sannianqianxiaoyandedaojixiangqingdexinzangjiukeyichedijiankang，kesheinengxiangdao，zheixinzangzhinengshiyongsannian！”
“xiaoyanxianzaimeitianneimetongku，womeiyoushijianzaidengle！wobixubaxiaonuandexinzangjita！”
tashuangshouwoquan，dishengdao。
“duibuqixiangqingmunvde，wokeyiyongwodeyibeizilaihai，kewobunengyankanzhexiaoyanweixian。”
yishengrenbuzhudao：“qishininkeyijisu**rengongxinzang......”
“buxing！”shenzhihanxiangdoubuxiangjiukaikoujujue，“rengongxinzangmeitiaodongyicidouhuijutong，wobunengrangxiaoyanshouzheizhongzhemo！”
zhanzaimenkoudewotingjianzheijuhuazhongyukongzhibuzhu，leishuigunluo，
tabuyuanyirangtadebaiyueguangchengshoutongku，queyuanyirangwohenverchengshou。
woheshenzhihanshiqingmeizhuma。
shibasuineinian，womenliangjiadingxiahunyue。
woduicixinxibuyi，yinweiwocongxiaojiuanlianshenzhihan。
keshenzhihantingjianhunyuequeshiborandanu。
tashuotazhishijiangwodangzuomeimei，tazaojiuyoulexihuanderen，jiushisuxiayan。
kesuxiayanchushenpingfan，genghuanyouxinzangbing，shenjiazenmehuitongyizheiyangdenvhaiguomen？
yushishenzhihanhejialikangzhengduonian，woershisansuineinian，taturansongkoutongyiquwo。
woyuanbenyiwei，tashizhongyukanjianlewodehao。
kewoxianzaicaimingbai，yuanlaineishihoudetashifaxianlewohesuxiayanxinzangpipei，zheicaitongyihewojiehun。
jiehunhoudiernian，woshengxialenverxiaonuan。
xiaonuanyouxiantianxinzangbing，tasansuineinian，wojiangzijidexinzangjuanjixiaonuan，zijishiyongrengongxinzang。
keqiguaideshi，xinzangyizhihou，xiaonuandeshentiyijiubuhao。
woyizhijuedeyihuo，kewoxianzaicaizhidao——
yuanlaixiaonuangenbenmeiyouxinzangbing！
zhishishenzhihanweilepianwonachuxinzang，jitachijisuzaochengdejiaxiang！
bujinruci，xianzaisuxiayanshentiliwodexinzangchengbuzhule，
tajingranhaisangxinbingkuang，xiangrangxiaonuanbaxinzangyejisuxiayan！
yaozhidaoxiaonuancailiusuia！
neikeshitadeqinshenggurou，tazenmekeyineimehen？
taburenxinsuxiayanshourengongxinzangdetengtongzhemo，kejiurenxinwomenmunvme？
leishuizhibuzhudegunluo，wogenbenbuzhidaozijishizenmehuidaojialide。
gangzoujinjiamen，xiaonuanjiuhuantianxidideguolaibaozhuwo。
“mama！”tataiqiruanmengdexiaolian，“wojintianzaiyoueryuanhualehua，nikan！”
woditoukanxiangneiwaiwainiuniudehua，shiyiduinannvqianzheyigexiaonvhaiquyoulechangdejingxiang。
wolengzhu，“zheishibabamamahenime？”
“shia。”xiaonuanxiaodexiuse，“zhishiwoconglaimeiquguoyouleyuan，babayebupeiwoqu，wobuzhidaoshishenmeyangzi，zhinengzhaozheshushanghua，mama，womeihuacuoba？”
tingjiannverxiaoxinyiyidehuayu，wozhijuedexintengdeyaoliekai。
yinweicongxiaoyouxinzangbing，xiaonuancongmeiquguoyoulechang。
wocengjingbuzhiyicixiangguo，shibushiwozuocuoleshenmeshi，caihuibaoyingzaixiaonuanshenshang。
kewoxianzaicaizhidao，wogenbenmeizuocuorenheshi，xiaonuanyegenbenmeiyouxinzangbing。
zheiyiqie，zhishishenzhihanweilepianzouwomenmunvliangxinzangdepianju！
xinlihendeyaoming，worenbuzhubaozhuxiaonuan。
“妈妈你怎么了？”
zhuyidaowodeyiyang，xiaonuanyeyouxiezheji，turanwuzhuxiongkou，liansecanbaidechuanxiqilai。
“**！”
pangbiandebaomujianzhuang，ganjinhuangzhangdenayaoyaojixiaonuanchi。
yiqiandewoyehuijixiaonuanlikechiyao，
kecishiwoqueshiyijingzhidao，zheixieyaocaishirangxiaonuanxinzangtengtongdezuikuihuoshou！
yushiwoyibaduoguoneigeyaodiuzaidishang，lihe：“congjinyihou，sheiyebuxujixiaonuanchirenheyao！”
buchiyaodexiaonuan，guorantengleyihuierjiubutengle。
wobaozhetashuixiahou，jiujiguowaidebamadaledianhua。
“bama。”wodishengdao，“woxiangqingchule，woyaodaizhexiaonuanchuguo。”
wojiaheshenjiashishijiao，kejinianqianbamabazhongxinzhuanyiguowai。
yeshiyinweitamenbuzai，shenzhihancaiganduiwoweisuoyuwei。
bamachayi，“chuguo？neizhihanneibian......”
wohaobuyouyukaikou：“woyaohetalihun。”
shenzhihanpianzouwodexinzangyejiusuanle，kewojuebunengrangtazaiduozouxiaonuandexinzang！
suoyiwoyaolikai，quyigetayibeizidouzhaobudaowomenmunvdedifang。
guaduandianhuahoumeiduojiu，shenzhihanjiuhuilaile。
他看见我就质问。
“jixiangqing，nitinglexiaonuandeyao？”