gaohanchezhuanguoshen,lianseyinchendekanzhefengwenting。
fengwentingnaoziliyeshiyipiankongbai。
shenyangchajuedaoqifenbudui:“nimenxianliao,womenyihuierzailai。”
suijijiudaizheguodaolideduiyuanlikai。
病房内安静下来。
gaohanchelenglianxiangdui:“zheixianimanyile?”
juechadaotayanyuzhongdechaofeng,fengwentingxinkoumengsuo:“wobuzhidaotamen……”
gaohanchemeiyanjiandelengjungengshen,tazhijiedaduan:“fengwenting,nishenmeshihoubiandezheimexinji?”
nanrendehuajiuxianglirenyiban,shangdefengwentingtiwuwanfu。
takanzhegaohanchelikaidebeiying,xinlimanmuchuangyi。
zhihouyiduanshijianli,fengwentingshangkouzhujianyuhe,gaohanchequezaimeilaiguo。
jiuliantafaguoqudeduanxinyedoushichendahai。
出院那天。
fengwentingkanzhetongxunluli‘gaohanche’delianxiren,youyulehenjiuhou,anxiadianhua。
“shenmeshi?”gaohancheshengyinlengli。
fengwentingwojinleshouji:“wo……xiangdaiwomahuijiazhujitian。”
“随你。”
shuowan,gaohanchejiuguaduanledianhua,meiyouyijuguanxin。
fengwentingwozheyijingheipingdeshouji,xinlideqidaiposuichengzha。
taqiangdaqijingshen,zhuangzuowushijiangmuqindaihuijia。
bangeyuemeihuilaidejia,lenglengqingqing。
fengwentingjiangmuqinandunzaikewozhuxia,youzaiwangshangdinglecai,zuolegaohancheaichidecai,dengzhetahuilai。
kezhidaocaileng,tadoubujianzongying。
xumujuechadaoleliangrenzhijiandebudui,renbuzhuwen:“zenmezheimejiuyizhimeikanjianyanlin?”
fengwentingjiacaidedongzuoyidun,muguangshanduo:“soujiuduili……shiqingduo。”
xumukanchutazaishuohuang,tanxiyisheng:“wodangchujiubutongyinihetajiehun,yigeshiyinweigongzuo,wobuyuanyinixiangwoyiyang,meitiantixindiaodan。”
“er,jiushiyinweitabuaini。”
fengwentingxiayishixiangkaikoutigaohanchejieshiliangju,quefaxianzijiwuhuakeshuo。
tajiangzaiyuandi,shouzuwucuo。
夜色深沉。
fengwentingtangzaichuangshang,shouzhangluozaikongdangdelingyice,xinyegenzhejianleng。
辗转难眠。
buzhiguoleduojiu,ketingchuanlaidongjing。
xuchuyayiweishigaohanchehuilaile,kuaibuzouxiangketing,quekanjianmuqinbeiduizheziji,buzhizaizuoxieshenme。
“妈?”
xumuheleyitiao,shoulidedongxi“peng”deyishengdiaozaidishang。
tayanlishanguomohuangzhang,lianmangfushenqujian:“meiganma……”
buliaofengwentingqiangxianyibujianqi,yaopingshang‘suxiaojiuxinwan’jigezi,shunjiancitongletadeyanjing。
fengwentingjinwozheyaoping,xinlibuanmanyan:“ma,niweishenmeyaochizheigeyao?”
xumumuguangshanduo,zhizhiwuwu:“wo……”
fengwentingzhoumeidaduan:“nibiepianwo。”
xumuyigeng,banxianghou,shuoleshihua:“guanxinbing,haoduonianle。”
fengwentinglianxiangdaozhiqianyiyuanshihushishuodehua,nanyijieshou:“zheimedadeshi,niweishenmebugaosuwo?”
xumucongtashoulinaguoyao:“meishenmehaoshuode。yanyan,mazhixiwangninengdiaodaolijiajindedifang,nengduopeipeiwo,haobuhao?”
yueguangxia,laorenmianshangdezhouwenneimeshenke。
fengwentingwufazaijixujujue,tarenzhuxinkoudeseyi,hongzheyangengshengyingxia:“hao。
yewan,chuangwailiangfengbuzhi。
fengwentingzuozaikongjideshuangrenchuangshang,xingdanyingzhi。
tarenbuzhubotonglegaohanchededianhua。
jietongdeshunjian,fengwentingmomingyouxiejinzhang:“nizainaer?”
“队里,怎么了?”
tadeshengyinhechaonaodebeijingyinhunzazaiyiqi,tongguohuatongchuandaoerduoli,momingdaizhexienuanyi。
fengwentinglianrilaideshiluofangfoshunjianfuping:“meizenme,zhishixiangjianni。”
“mingtianba,mingtianwohuijia。”
hualuoyishun,dianhuabeiguaduan。
fengwentingzhuantoukanzhejuzishangliangrendehezhao,cikexiangjiangaohanchedexinzenmedouyizhibuzhu,suoxingqichuangdachequlesoujiudui。
gangdaomenkou,jiukanjianduineiyiquanrenweizhegouhuozaijucan,nuanyishengteng,hejialidelengjijieranbutong。
renqunzhong,gaohanchehelanranzhengzuozaiyiqiyanxiaoyanyan,wanruolianren。