"wozhishibuxiangniliwotaiyuan。"
jiangqidehuaxiangyibadao，zhijiechazaiwoxinshang。
shibaniandeyouqing，shibaniandexinren，jiuzheiyangbeitaqinshouhuidiaole。
"jiangqi，nizhidaonizaishuoshenmema？"wodeshengyinzaizhandou，"nihuidiaolewodedaxuemeng，huidiaolewodeweilai，jiuyinweinibuxiangwolinitaiyuan？"
jiangqikanzhewo，yanleicongyankuangliyongchulai："susu，wozhidaowocuole，danshiwozhendeaini。congxiaoxuekaishi，wojiuaini。wobunengyanzhengzhengkanzheniqubeijing，wohaipashiquni。"
"aiwo？"wolengxiao，"zheijiushiniaiwodefangshi？qipianwo，beipanwo，huidiaowoderensheng？"
jingchazaipangbiankesouleyisheng："jiangqitongxue，nishexianweizaowenjian、maochongtarenshenfen，zheishifanzuixingwei。nixuyaohewomenzouyitang。"
jiangqihuangle："jingchatongzhi，wokeyipeichang，wokeyixiangbanfarangsusuzhongxintianzhiyuan——"
"xianzaishuozheixieyijingwanle。"jingchalenglengdishuo，"genwomenzouba。"
kanzhejiangqibeidaizou，woganjuezijideshijiechedibengtale。
woyigerenzuozaizhaoshengbanmenkoudetaijieshang，kanzhexiyangxixia，buzhidaogaizenmeban。
shoujixiangle，shiwomama。
"susu，zenmeyangle？zhiyuantianbaoshunlima？"
wobishangyanjing，buzhidaogaizenmegaosuta。womamaweilewodexuefeiyijingchoubailetoufa，tazuoleneimeduo**，jiushixiwangwonengkaoshanghaodaxue，yougehaoqiancheng。
"mama，chuledianwenti。"
"什么问题？"
wobashiqingdejingguojiandandishuoleyibian。dianhuaneitouchenmolehenjiu。
"susu，mamaduibuqini。"womamadeshengyinyouxiegengyan，"shimamameiyong，ruguobushimamayaoquyiyuan，nijiubuhuiyudaozheizhongshi。"
"mama，zheibushinidecuo。"woganjinshuo，"zheishijiangqidecuo，gennimeiyouguanxi。"
"neixianzaizenmeban？hainengzhongxintianzhiyuanma？"
woxiangqigangcailaoshishuodehua，youyuleyixia："yinggaikeyi，danchengxuhenfuza。"
"meiguanxi，zaifuzayeyaoshishi。susu，nishimamadejiaoao，mamabunengrangnidenulibaifei。"
guaduandianhua，wojibanzhurenlilaoshidalegedianhua，baqingkuangshuomingleyixia。
"linsu，zheijianshitaiyanzhongle。"lilaoshideshengyinhenchenzhong，"jiangqizenmenengzuochuzheizhongshi？nimenbushicongxiaoyiqizhangdadema？"
"lilaoshi，woxianzaixiangzhidao，wohainengzhongxintianzhiyuanma？"
"lilunshangkeyi，danxuyaogonganbumenchujuzhengshidediaochabaogao，zhengmingqueshicunzaimaochongxingwei。ranhounixuyaoxiangjiaoyubumenshenqingteshuqingkuangchuli。zheigeguochengkenenghuihenzhang，erqiebuyidingchenggong。"
wodexinchendaolegudi："neiruguobuchenggongni？"
"ruguobuchenggong，nizhinenganzhaoxianzaidezhiyuanluqu，huozhexuanzefuduyinian。"
fuduyinian？woxiangdaowomamaweilewodexuefeiyijingleideyaodouzhibuqilai，zenmenengrangtazaifudanyinian？
"lilaoshi，woxiangwenyixia，huananligongdaxuezenmeyang？"
"huananligong？"lilaoshitingdunleyixia，"yeshi211daxue，jisuanjizhuanyeyebucuo。danshiheqinghuabiqilai..."
"我明白了。"
lilaoshitanlekouqi："linsu，nibuyaotaihuixin。huananligongdaxueyeyouhenduoyouxiudexuesheng，nizheimecongming，zainalidounengfaguangfare。"
"谢谢李老师。"
guaduandianhua，wozuozaitaijieshangkanzhetiankong，xinqingwuweizachen。
congxiaodaoda，wodechengjiyizhishiquannianjidiyi。wodemengxiangjiushikaoshangqinghuadaxue，xuejisuanjizhuanye，jianglaichengweiyimingyouxiudechengxuyuan。woweilezheigemengxiangnulileshiernian，meitianzaoshangwudianqichuang，wanshangshiyidianshuijue，conglaimeiyousongxieguo。
现在，一切都毁了。
jiuyinweijiangqideyijisiyu。
woxiangqixiaoshihoudejiangqi，neigezongshigenzaiwoshenhoudexiaonanhai。tabiwoxiaosangeyue，dangezibiwogao。tazongshishuoyaobaohuwo，burangrenherenqifuwo。
keshixianzai，qifuwozuihenderen，jiushita。
diertianshangwu，woqulejingchajulejieqingkuang。
"linsutongxue，jiangqiyijingchengrenlefanzuishishi。"jingchaduiwoshuo，"tajiaodailezhenggezuoanguocheng。tazaozaiyigeyueqianjiukaishizhunbei，maileguijiaomianju，lianxinideqianming，shenzhihaitou**lenidezhaopianjimianjushangjiacankao。"
tingdaozheixie，wozhijuedehoubeifaliang。
yigeyueqian，jiangqihaizaihewotaolundaxuedeshiqing，haizaishuoyaoyiqinulikaoshanghaodaxue。yuanlai，tazaojiuzaisuanjiwole。
"neitahuishoudaoshenmechengfa？"
"genjutadefanzuiqingjie，kenengmianlinyouqituxingyidaosannian。"
wodiandiantou："neiwodezhiyuankeyizhongxintianbaoma？"
"womenhuichujuzhengshidediaochabaogao，nikeyinazhezheigebaogaoqujiaoyubumenshenqing。danwoyaotixingni，zheigeguochengkenenghuihenfuza，erqieshijianhenjin。xianzaiyijing7yue5haole，gedaxuedeluqugongzuomashangjiuyaokaishile。"
我的心又沉了一分。
congjingchajuchulai，wozhijiequleshijiaoyuju。
"linsutongxue，nideqingkuangqueshihenteshu。"jiaoyujudegongzuorenyuankanlekanjingchachujudediaochabaogao，"danshi，gaokaozhiyuantianbaoyouyangedeshijianxianzhi，xianzaiyijingguolejiezhishijian。"
"那我该怎么办？"
"womenhuixiangshenglishenqingteshuqingkuangchuli，danzheixuyaoshijian，erqiebuyidinghuipizhun。"
"dagaixuyaoduozhangshijian？"
"至少半个月。"
bangeyue？daoneishihou，suoyoudaxuedeluqugongzuodoujieshule。
woganjuezijijiuxiangyigenishuideren，pinmingdixiangyaozhuazhushenme，danqueshenmeyezhuabuzhu。
dangtianxiawu，wojiedaolehuananligongdaxuezhaoshengbandedianhua。
"linsutongxue，gongxinibeiwomenxuexiaojisuanjizhuanyeluqu！"dianhuaneitoudeshengyinhenxingfen，"nidegaokaochengjihenyouxiu，womenxuexiaofeichanghuanyingnidedaolai。"
wokanzheshouji，buzhidaogaishuoshenme。
"linsutongxue？nihaizaima？"
"在的。"
"neiniduiwomenxuexiaoyoushenmexianglejiedema？"
woxianglexiang："qingwen，nimenxuexiaodejisuanjizhuanyezaiquanguopaimingruhe？"
"womendejisuanjizhuanyezaiquanguopaimingqianshiwu，zaihuanandiqupaimingdier，jinciyuzhongshandaxue。"
qianshiwu？erqinghuadaxuedejisuanjizhuanyeshiquanguodiyi。
"haiyouqitawentima？"
"没有了，谢谢。"
guaduandianhua，wokanzhechuangwaidelantianbaiyun，xinqinghenfuza。
huananligongdaxuequeshishigebucuodexuexiao，danzheibushiwoxiangyaode。woxiangyaodeshiqinghuadaxue，shiquanguozuihaodejisuanjizhuanye，shiwomengmeiyiqiudedifang。
keshixianzai，wozhinengjieshouxianshi。
wanshang，womamaxiabanhuilai，kandaowozuozaiketinglifadai。
"susu，xiangshenmeni？"
"mama，huananligongdaxuejiwodadianhuale，wobeiluqule。"
womamalengleyixia："neitinghaodea，huananligongdaxueyeshimingxiao。"
"danzheibushiwoxiangyaode。"
womamazuozaiwoshenbian，qingqingpaizhewodejianbang："susu，mamazhidaonixinlinanshou。danshishiqingyijingfashengle，womenzhinengxiangqiankan。huananligongdaxueyeyouhenhaodefazhanqianjing，nizaineiliyiyangkeyishixianzijidemengxiang。"
"可是..."
"meiyoukeshi。"womamadaduanwo，"susu，niyaojizhu，daxuezhishirenshengdeyigeqidian，bushizhongdian。zhenzhengjuedingniweilaide，shinizijidenuli，bushinishangdenasuodaxue。"
wodiandiantou，danxinlihaishihenbuganxin。
dangtianwanshang，wozuoleyigejueding：jiranbunenggaibianxianzhuang，neijiuyaozaixianyoudetiaojianxiazuodaozuihao。
woyaozaihuananligongdaxuehaohaoxuexi，ranhoukaoyanjiushengdeshihouzaizhengququqinghua。
wobuhuirangjiangqideyinmoudecheng。
woyaoyongwodenuli，zhengmingtadexuanzeshicuowude。