第六章 污名声

duitamenlaishuoshikanxinqingdewaner,duitashimiedingzhizai。

zheijiushiming,yunqihaodehua,nengduohuoxierizi,yunqiruoshibuhao,zhinengtingtianyouming。

tabuguoshitingmingxingshibale。

“yaobengongqulaniqilaima?”

jiandishangguizhederenshizhongbudong,wanqixibubianxinuwendao。

zixiting,qishinengtingchulaidianmaonide。

gangcaitajinlaihaishiyikouyige‘niwo’,zheihuier,tayijinggaichengle‘bengong’。

duifangzheicaijinzhangdehunshenfare,zhanlibuwenchuzaiwanqiximianqian。

huanghouniangniangruoshihaoxin,tahaizhenbuganqilai,keruguoshimingling,neitajiuganzhanqilai。

wanqixihaiyiweizhaodaoleyigezhitongdaohederenni!

keyouyixiang,tashiyouleshenyunde,xinqingfuzalexie,busigangcaicongtagonglichulaineihuiergaoxingle。

“nikeyoushenmehuayaogenbengongjiang?”

wanqixijitazhudongtanbaidejihui。

haimeiyoushiqin,yemeiyoubeihuangshangfanpaizidenvrenshimeiyoutaiyiguolaijiqingmaide,youmeiyoushenyun,zheideyanduxinxiderencainengchajue。

tingjizhentoutongfengbaoxinneirensuoyan,tagaishixinlimingbaide。

“huihuanghouniangnianghua,nubimeiyoushenmehuayaojiang。”

shuozhe,duifangputongyoushuangxiguidi,etoutieledi,wanqixitingzhedouteng。

zenmejiuneimebuaixizijideshenti?jiarenqian,muqinjiugentajiangguo,haixideqiansangeyueshidingzhongyao,yaozixizhediande,shaoyouchachi,shuobudingjiunengchushi。

tadaohao,yidiandoubuxintengziji。

xiangzhe,tadagaishigujizhezhentouhexiaoshuanzi?wanqixiceshen,shiyitamenliangchuqu。

qixianzhentouhaibugaoxing,lengshibuzou,wanqixiyoukantayiyan,tacaishizhexingzichuqu。

gangcaiwanqixineiyiyan,xiaoshuanzituranjuede,tasihuyemeineimewenrourongyiqifu。

yanshenhaitingyouweishelide。

wuzili,wanqixishangyounaixin,“wozhiniweinan,yebuxinwo,kewojueduibushilaihainide,nikeyoushenmedasuan?”

taduzilaidaogongzhong,shibushiguliwuyuan?qiujiuwumen?

haizidefuqinshishei?sheiyougandandabaotiandichuangdaohuangshangdehougonglaifanshi?

haishishuo,shitazijifangjinlaideren?

wanqixinengtitajijisi,tabutaoyanzheigeyanlitouzhejuewangdenvren,fanerzhendexiangbangtayiba!

jirantahaimeiyoushenxianqizhong,neitajiuganjinpaoya!tazheilishisongshangmendejihui!

buxiangta,xiangpaodoupaobule。

jieguodaotianheixialai,juziyuandezhurenyemeiyoukaikou。

wanqixitingshiwangde,huilaidelushangzhenggerendeqingxudouhendiluo。

zhentouwenlejiju,bianbuzaiwen,shunbiantaotaojiju‘bushihaorenxin’zhileidehua。

kezhongjiushiburenxin,rangneiyangruobujinfengdemuqinshoudaozheru,buxiangtahetafuzhongtaierxiachangcanlie,wanqixigenzhentoujiaodai,“mingrinidadianyixia,batasongchuqu,duigonglijiushuotarelewobugaoxing,wobuyuanyikandaotaliuzaigongzhong。”

zhentouchijing,“niangniangninhebiwulezijidemingsheng?”

zheiyangduifangdaoshituolilezheigedifang,huanghouniangniangni?

xianyansuiyuyouhuishuoxieshenme?xianchayufanhoutamendehuatibugouma?

wanqixixiangbuchuneiyangjuewangdemuqinzaigongzhongjixudaixiaquhuiruhe,tazuobudaojiansibujiu。