第5章 谁说我需要他原谅了?

“ba,biedajiejie。”shuxueyunjiaojidehanleyisheng。

shunianweiduodoumeiduo,yishuangruilidemouzirujiandaoyiyangzhazaishujianchengshenshang。

shujianchengyebeitazheiyanshenhedaole,quantoubuzijuedeshouhuilai。

jianshunianweimeiyouchidaokutou,shuxueyunyouxieshiwang,buguolikeyouzhuanhuanleyigeaishangdebiaoqing。

“ba,woxiangxinjiejieyidingbushiguyiyaoshangwode,keneng……kenengzhishixinqingbuhao。”

shengyinyuelaiyuexiao,hanzalemanmandeweiqu、jingju,shuowanshenzhikandoubugankanshunianweile。

shouxinlipengdadenver,shujianchengnalishederangtashouweiqu,gangyaxiadehuoqizhichongeding。

“tabanihaichengzheiyang,nihaibangtashuohua,shixianzijishoudekuhaibugouduoma?yuner,nijiushitaishanliangle。”shujianchengkukoupoxin。

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suiranzaojiuzhidaohuishizheimeyigejieguo,shunianweihaishiyouxieshiwang,shenqingweiweiyian,shuochukoudehuayoudiyouleng。

“wocaihuapotayicengpi,nijiushoubulele?”xiangdaozijihoubeiyongyuanxiaobudiaodeshangba,shunianweiyanggaoshengyin,“nizhibuzhidaowo……”

“niyouxiangjiushizhongtishibushi?nimeimeidoushuoletabushiguyishaoshangnide,nihaixiangxiaoqidejidaoshenmeshihou?”

he,dangchushuxueyun‘haoxin’bangtaguoshengri,dianlazhudeshihouquedianranletahoubeideyidai,jidedangshitalishuxueyunyouyimiyuan,zenmeneimeqiao,huojiushaodaotashenshangle?

shunianweilengzhelian,“yibeizi,doubuhuiwangdiao。”

“你!”

liangrenjianbanuzhang,wuneideqifenshunjianjiangzhibingdian,sheiyemeiyourangbudedasuan。

shuxueyunjiumomokanzhe,wuguanjiujiexiemandanxin,zhishihuimengmengdemouguangxiaquemaizhesiyihengshengdexiaoyi。

tacongxiaodaodazuixihuandeshijiushishuanongshunianwei,zheicishunianweiganfankangta,tajiuyicixingbashunianweiyadaosi。

“baba,buguaijiejie,shiwo……”

“yuner,nibieshuole。”

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“dage,doushihaizi,xiaoxiaoqi。”shuzhengnanlazhezijiadage。

shenzhilanqinnidehuanzhushunianwei,zaitaerbianxiaoshenganwei,“weiweibiepa,woheniershuzai,nibabuganbanizenmeyang。”

kanzhezhuangqiangzuoshideliangren,shunianweiqueganjuebudaoyisiwennuan。

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guoran,xiayimiaoshuzhengnanmanlianciaidekaikou:“weiweizheigezuojiejiedeshangleyunerqueshibugai,danyebuzhiyurangdagedasitabushi?zheiyang,wozuozhu,baweiweizheiyatoushoulidejijinfenyibanjiyuner,zheijianshijiusuanle。”

shuzhengnanyiweishunianweihaiheyiqianyiyanghaopian,shenshendejishuxueyunshilegeyanse。

“shia。”shenzhilanjiehua,tixingshunianwei:“xiacikebunengzheimelumangle,xingerdoushizijiajiemei,jijinzaisheishoulidouyiyang。”

shuxueyunyanjingyiliang,jidongdeshoudoukaishidoule,shunianweishoulijiazhiyigeyidejijintahejiaojunjieyijingdianjihenjiule,keshishunianweisiyebutu。

suiranyouxieyihannabudaoquanbude,danshiwuqianwan,yekeyile。

“ba,jiuyuanliangjiejiezheiyiciba。”

shuxueyunleiyanwangwang,yifumingxianweinanquebuxiangshuxueyunzaishoushangdebiaoqing。

duiyuzheigenver,shujianchengxianglaiyouqiubiying。

“xianzaijiuqunihetong,qianzi。”

“weiwei,nibatongyile,haibukuaixiexienibahenimeimei,tamenyuanliangnile。”shenzhilanzuanjinshunianweijianbang,yiliankaixin。

shunianweijianzhiyaoqixiaole。

tamentanlanneiwuqianwan,haiyaorangtaganjitilingdeji?

jiuzaishujiancheng、shuxueyunyijishujianchengfufuyiweishunianweiyaowutiaojiandayingshi,yidaohaowuwendudeshengyinzaibingfangneichuankai。

“sheishuo,woxuyaotamenyuanliangle?”

wenyan,shujianchengdewuguanxiangshibeiguanleqianyiyangjiangyingxialai。

“buxuyao?buxuyaoyihouwoshujiadedamenniyebuyongdengle。”

shunianweijiajifengnanxiuzhihouganlehenduohunshi,poyouyifutianbupadibupadejiashi,danshizuizaiyidehaishishuxueyun、jiaojunjieyijishujia。

yiwangshujianchengtichuzheizhonghua,talimajiuhuikukutitideqiurao,keshizheici……

“haoa!”zhiyouqingpiaopiaodelianggezi。

又冷又淡。

shujianchengyanjingdoukuaiqixiele,zhizheshunianwei‘ni’lebantianyemeitishanglaiyijuhua。

shenzhilanlengleyixia,xiaodao:“weiweibuyaokaizheizhongwanxiao,nishizhongdoushiwomenshujiaren。”

shunianweinakaishenzhilanfangzaitajianbangshangdeshou,xiangshiduowenyiyiyangzhanchuquyimiyuan。

“ruguoshiyinweiwohaixingshurangnichanshenglezheizhongwujie,neiwobujieyiqugaigexing。”

shujianchengmeitoucuchengyituan,tahaishidiyicibeishunianweizheimezhijiededingzhuang,xiongkoufangfozangleyituanhuo,shaoguangletazuihouyidiannaixin。

‘peng’deyisheng,bingfangmenbeiguansile。

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“shunianwei,zheishiniqianyunerde,nibudayingyededaying。”

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“ba,nihaishibuyaoweinanjiejiele。”shuxueyunjiejitiaobo,“jiejiebijingjiajilefengxiansheng,yaoshishangzheleta,fengxianshengneilibuhaojiaodai。”

taxinlidehuoshaodeyidianbubishujianchengxiao。

shuzhengnanheshenzhilanyefuhezhediantou。

shujianchengmanxinbuxie,qingmiedao:“jiupingta?”

tayizaojiutingshuozheigenverzaifengjiayouzuoyounao,bafengjialaoyezidourenaole,fengjiadaoxianzaihaimeibarentuihuilai,gujidezhishihaomenneizuihouyisiyanmianbale。

“zheizhonglaji,jiusuanwojintiandacanleta,yebuhuiyourenzhaowodemafan。”

huayingangluo,bingfangdemenchuanlai‘peng’deyishengjuxiang,jinjiezheyizhenhuangdong,yixunleibujiyanerzhishidaoxia,zhengqiaozazaishujianchengdejiaozhishang。

“nagewang……”tayitaitou,likebizui。

suoyourendouzaizheiyikeanjingxialai,dingzhezhanlizaimenkoudenanren。

fengnanxiurutonggangzaidiyuzhongchuansuoguoyiyang,manshensiqi,yishuangmouzirutongyibafenglidebishou,henhendezhazaishujianchengshenshang,lingrendanhanxinzhan。