第2章两人间的矛盾
xuejianingduilinqianzesuiranshiwangtouding，danduifangbijingshizijidelaogong，hekuanglinqianzezaiyishiwucheng，danduitayejueduishizhongxinbuer。
kanzhelinqianzeqingxiudemianrong，xuejianingweiweizhoumei，yanshenzhongtouluzheyisibuyichajuedepibei。
zheijinianlai，wulunshizaixuejiahaishizaigongsi，tadouyizhibanyanzhenvqiangrendejiaose。zaibierenkanlai，xuejianingzheimingnvzidenengliyijingchaoyuelejuedabufennanren，shiyimingzhenzhengdenvzhong‘haojie’。
danshizhiyouxuejianingzijixinliqingchu，tahechangbuxiangyouyigekeyirangtashenxinfangsongdeyikao，tayouhechangbuxiangrangbierennenggouzhengyankandai，erbushiminglianlichaoxiaotayouyigefeiwulaogong。
zhishilinqianzezheijiniandebiaoxiantailingrenwunaile，xuejianingzhihaozijikangqilaizheigejia。
zangqilexinzhongdewanqiansixu，xuejianingmaibuxiangzhezijidewoshizouqu，zheiliangnianlai，tagenlinqianzeyizhidoushidanduzhuyigefangjian，liangrenhenshaojiaoliu。
“jianing…nihuilaile。”jiuzaizheishi，linqianzexingleguolai，niutoukanzhexuejianing。
xuejianingweiweitingdun，suihoumianwubiaoqingdehuidao：“woleile，yaoxiuxi，biedaraowo。”
“wohaimeiyoujinipaojiaoni。”linqianzeganjinzhanleqilai，gangcaixuejianingjitagaidebeizizhijiediaozailedishang。zheishihoulinqianzecaifanyingguolai，sanxiawuchuerjiujianqilebeizi，youdianjidongdejixushuodao：“jianing，zheishinijiwogaidebeizia？”
“nibiezaizizuoduoqingle！”xuejianingtingzhelinqianzedehua，turanjuedefennuyouweiqudehuitouhoudao：“wobuxuyaonideguanxin，buxuyaonidejiaqingjiayi，woyeyijingduinishiwangtouding，yihouniguhaozijijiuxingle，biezaiguanwo！！”
“jianing，nizheishizenmele？”linqianzebeitahoudeyileng，suijiganjinguoquanwei。
“pa！”xuejianingyigebazhangdazailelinqianzedezuolianshang，zheijinianzangzaixinlideweiqusihuzaizheiyishunjianbengfalechulai：“linqianze，woyijingshougounile，nijiushizaifeiwu，woyekeyirenshou。danshinengbunengbaituoniyihouzaibierenmianqianzhuyiyixia，nengbunengbiezaiwairenmianqianjiwodiulianle？！
xianzaiwojiusuanlianhuixuejiadoubugan，nizhidaojialirendoushizenmekanwodema？nizhidaotamenzaibeidilizenmechaoxiaowodema？！”
“jianing…wo…！”linqianzejianxuejianingdeyanlihanzheyanlei，yishijianbuzhidaogaishuoxieshenme。
“nihaoziweizhiba！”xuejianingyishidaozijishitaile，niutoujiuhuilezijifangjian，‘peng’deyishengguanshanglemen。
duzizuozaishafashang，linqianzedunshiwunaidekuxiaoleyisheng，zheijinianlaixuejianingsuoshoudaodebaiyanheweiqutaziranqingchu，dantatongyangyeyouzhezijidekuzhong。
linqianze，tangguolishishangzuinianqingdehuguoshangjiang，tangguozuishenmibudui‘sishenzhiwen’deshourenjiaoguan，cengweitangguolixiahanmagonglao，baojiaweiguoxuesabafang！
tuiyizhihou，linqianzechengweiledixiashijiejiaofujishashou，chenghao‘yongye’，shijieshashoubangpaixingdiyi，lingwushufengyunrenwuwenfengsangdan。
yinweizaizhixingrenwuzhong，linqianzedezuileshijiediyishenmizuzhi‘shangcangzhishou’，bingbeizheigezuzhimanshijiezhuisha。ruobushilinqianzedeyifushouduantongtian，lingtayinxingmaimingbinganpaidaotangguoyinju，huoxudangchutazaojiumingyuntaxiangle。
jiusuanruci，yongyezheilianggezi，yijiurangzhenggeshijiededixiashilisesefadou，jiusuanshichadianshasiyongyedeshangcangzhishou，yeduiyongyetoutengbuyi，suoyicaixiangbuxirenhedaijiachudiaota。
sannianqian，linqianzedeyifujiangtatuofujilelinhaishidexuejialaoyezi，yezhengyinweiruci，caiyoulelinqianzehexuejianingdehunshi。
gangkaishideshihou，linqianzeweilewanchengyifudesuyuanhebaodaxuejialaoyezideenqing，zheicaiganyuanzuoyimingshangmennvxu。houlaixuejialaoyezibingshi，linqianzeziranjiubuxiangzaiyanxixiaqu，suoyijiuchenglebierenyanzhongdefeiwuzhuixu，qishizheizhishilinqianzebuxiezuojixuejiarenkaneryi。
erhoulai，linqianzefaxianzijibuzhibujuezhongzhendexihuanshanglexuejianingzheigewaibiaobinglengqueneixinrouruandenvren。zheiyeshiweishenme，linqianzesuiranyoushouhaoxian，danqueduixuejianingbaibanhehudeyuanyin。
qishiruguolinqianzerenzhenqilai，bieshuoshishenmelinhaishixuejia，jiusuanshizhenggetangguoganzhaoretadeyouyoujige。zhiyuqian？neiduiyulinqianzelaishuozhishixuyoudeshuzibale，taconglaidoubuzaiyi。
zhisuoyilinqianzeyizhiyinzangzhezijideshenfen，yishijuedezheizhongpingfanderiziqishiyetinghaode，ershiyinweitaxiangyaobaohuxuejianing。
ruguotadezhenshishenfenbaolu，nanbaoyiqiandechoujiabuhuishangmenxunchou。suirantazaitangguorenshidedarenwuhenduo，bingbuhaipachoujiazhaota，danshitahenqingchuneixierendeshouduan，ruguoxuejianingyincishoudaoqianlian，neimelinqianzehuiaohuiyibeizi。
一夜无话。
diertianzaoshangqidianzuoyou，zaozaojiuqilaidelinqianzeyijingweixuejianingzhunbeihaolezaocan。
henkuaixuejianingjiucongwoshilimianzoulechulai，jintiantadabandeshifenqingchunjingli，chuanzheyishenbaisexiuxianyundongzhuang，jiangtadewanmeishencaiwanquangoulelechulai。
“jianing，chifan…la。”linqianzeyikanxuejianingjintianrucidaban，dunshijiulenglejimiao。
“wojintianyuelejiahejituandezouzongtanhezuo，nizijichiwanqugongsiba。”xuejianingyibianshoushidongxi，yibianlengdandeshuozhe。
“neigelaotuzi？”linqianzejianguoneigezouzong，yixiangqilaitajiujuedeexin，yushiyoudianbufangxindewendao：“jianing，neigelaotouzibushihaodongxi，yaoburanwogenniyiqiquba？”
“buyongle！”xuejianingwenyan，yuqigengjiabinglengdehuidao：“niyaoshiyouyong，woyouhebiweiquqiuquangentaqutan，yiqianwandehezuo，wojintianyaoshizainabuxialai，gongsidedongshihuikendinghuizhaoliyoubamianwo！
daoshihoubieshuoshiwo，niyehuibeiganchushenghuagongsi，suoyinijiupanzhewojintiannengtanchenghezuoba！”
shuowanhua，xuejianinglinzhedongxitouyebuhuidejiuchulemen，wanquanbugulinqianzedeganshou。
“yiqianwandehezuo，youshenmedabulede。”dazaoshangjiubeitongchileyidun，linqianzexinliyoudianbuzizaidediguleyiju。
danshitabingmeiyouyincishengqi，ershizaichiwanzaocanhou，qizhetadehuisedianpingchejiuganqulegongsi。