第二章现实
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wobumingbai，linxueweishenmekeyirucilisuodangran。
neizhonggoudayoufuzhifudejibenchirugan，zaitashenshangwanquanbucunzai，shenzhitayagenduiqianfusuozhibuxieyigu。
tianshengzidaidexiaozhang，rangtazhenggerendeqichangfengmangbilu。
mianduiwozheigemingzhengyanshundezhengzongqizi，taqueyijiukeyiqingsonglingjiazaiqizhishang。
wobumingbai，nandaozhangzhejiangchengdeyiwangqingshende，jiukeyiruciyoushiwukong？
fangfojiangfurendeweizhi，talinxueshenmeshihouxiangyao，jiangchengjiuhuishenmeshihouji。
jiugensantianqian，tayongjiangchengdeshoujifaguolaiyitiaoweixin。
“yaobushiwobangwobabadingzui，zheibieshudenvzirenjiushiwo，hukoubenshangqizideyilanyeshiwo，nisuanshenmewanyi？”
zhidaoxianzai，wozhiyaoyixiangdaotanengfachuzheizhongtianbuzhichidexinxi，yijiuqidaoniejinleshouxin。
kelinxuequeshimeiyanweitiao，mianshangluchulejifenchaofengzhiyi，deshengyibankanzhewodetuibai。
woshenshangluchudehaipa，mimang，choumeisuoyan，douzaitasixiaofeixiaodebiaoqingxia，wuchudunxing。
“wotingdingmishushuo，zuotianhaoxiangshininverdemanyuejiu？jiangchengzenmedoumeihewoshuoqini？qinnverye，jingranhaobushangxin。”
“zuotianhaifeizepeiwomaishouzhuo。songyue，duibuqiha，zaozhidaowoguolaideshihoujiuzhunbeiyifenhelile。”
linxuezaineishuodefengqingyundan，keshizizijujudouxiangshimianmidexizhenchaowodexinkouzhaguolai。
shuowan，taguyiliaodongfasi，zhiweiwonengbuzhuodaotadaizaishoushangdekadiyazhuozi。
woyaozhuzuichun，shijingburangzijikaikou。
卡地亚。
cengzhudonganshiguojiangcheng，zheishidingqingxinwudexiangzheng。
linxuemingxianzhuyidaolewodemuguang，manyidixiaoqilai：“zheigeshitazuotiangangjiwomaide，tingshuoshiyouweiqinglvkezidezhuanshufuwu，wohetayirenyige。”
womeixiangdaozijikukuqiuerbudedeshi，zailinxuemianqianqueshiqingeryiju。
jidedangchu，jiangchengzaiwoxingzhiangrangentasajiaotaoyaodeshihou。
taquedanrankanzhebaozhi，touyebutai，shuomaizheigehaiburuquzhoudafumaizujinde。
wojuezhezuisajiao：“renjiaxiangyaoma，neiyangcainenggenbiedenvrenxuanshi**a。”
tagualexiawobizi，haishiyoudianbuqingyuanshuozheibuguoshiyingxiaocelve，zijicaibuhuibeitaolu。
aiqingconglaibuyaolangman，erxuyaobaozhi。
kerujinneigeyikouyigezhishangshuideren，quezhudongbazheifen**jilebiedenvren。
xianzaixiangxiang，jiangchengbushibumingbaishouzhuodeyiyi，ershiwobupei。
cengjingneixieduiwomanmandichengnuo，zaoyiruchanyiyiban，fangshengfangsi。
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linxuelinzou，guaneryixiao，quezaimenkoutingdaoqingqingdanbode《fengqiuhuang》tingzhujiaobu。
“woshuozenmeyoudianershu，zheilimianyinchangdeci，bujiushidangchuwopuxiedema？tahaizuoxiugai。wohaiyiweitazhishiyishixingqi，yuanlaizaoyishishikekebawojizaixinzhong，youxinle。”
tazheizuihouyiju，kansiwuyi，quezhazhashishitongdewotiwuwanfu。
qidewobazuichundouyaopole。
我差点晕了过去。
jiangchengzenmekeyilianzheigedouqipianwo。
《fengqiuhuang》mingmingshitagenwoaiqingdejianzheng。
woyixiangchimigufengqu，lianneixieleqidoutateyimailai，zaijiazhongdangchenglezhuangshi。
jiehunhou，jiangchengweilejiwodizaozheizhongfenwei，bianfangmingshihezouchuzhishuyuwode《fengqiuhuang》，meidangwoxinfanyiluandeshihou，jiudakaiting。
quzishiwojianjide，ningchangshitaqinziquluyingpengfanfulianxi，yongzijideshengyinluzhide。
kerujinzheiyiqie，linxuegaosuwo，shijiangchengweilesiniantaerzuode。
叫我情何以堪。
genfengleyiyang，wolangbeidizhaodaoanniu，bayinleguandiao。
woxiangyigezinvekuangyiyang，butingfadou，butingliulei，butingjujuefashengdezheiyiqie。
weishenmecengjingmeihaodeyiqiehuibianchengzheiyang！
wohejiangcheng，shiniandeganqing，jiubibushangququyigelinxuema！
zaiwokudeshangqibujiexiaqideshihou，jiangchengquedalaidianhua。
zheishiyizhouyilai，tadiyicizhudongdaguolai。
“tinglinxueshuo，niweinantale？woxianzaigennimingshuoleba，buguanniyuanbuyuanyi，wodouhuihenilihun。dabuleqisu，nijiutuozheba，guoleyinianlengjingqi，niliantimiandoumeiyou。”
tadekouqichongmanlexianqi，rutongduidaiyikuaixiangyaodiuqidemobu。
guoranzhiyouzuiaideren，caidongzenmechaozhezuiruandedifangchuoxiaqu，rangnizuitong。
“jiangcheng，nibunengzheimeduiwo，zuotiansuoyourenshiderendoulaile，nijiaowoyihouzenmezuoren？”woxintongdilianhuadoushuobuqingchu：“ninandaobuzhidao，wochulenizaoyimeibiedeyikaole。”
duifanglenglesanmiao，youwusuoweixiaoqilai，yifudiaoerlangdangdekouwen：“mafannibieshuodeneimekuazhang，manyuejiulaiderenbudoushizhanniyibiande？”
“woshuodebushizheige！nimingmingjiuzhidaowodeyisi！jiangcheng，nidangchuzenmegenwobabazaibingchuangqianbaozhengde，nishuosheidouhuibeipanwo，danshinibuhui！”
“goule！biemeiwanmeilede，naduifuqijiehundeshihoubuxinshidandan。aishizhendeai，buaideshihouyeshizhendebuai。xianshidianba，douyijingshidangmaderenle，haizaineijiaoqingshenme。”