第3章
另一个身份
fujinzuiyoumingdexicantingweiyuhuijinbaihuogongsideduimian。luchengdequebuyuan，lujingchengkaizheche，dagaiwu、liufenzhongjiudaole。
liangrendianlecai，yibianqinmidiliaotianshuoxiao，yibianhezhexiangnongdekafei。lujingchengjianshangyuchengzhongyubaituolepibei，huopolexuduo，yehenkaixindichangkaihuatiliaoleqilai。
meizhongbuzudeshi，xianzaizhengshiwucanshijian，henduofujinbangongderenyeluluxuxulaicantingchifan，baokuohuijingongsideyuangong。dayuenengzaizheijiaxicantingchideqifande，daxiaoyezongshiguanshide，daodinenghelujingchengshuodeshanghua，bushiyourenshilujingchengderenlaigongjingdidazhaohu，shunbianhaoqiditoukanshangyuchengliangyan。
shangyuchengshizhongdaizhedafangdetideweixiao，haoxiangbingmeiyoushoudaorenheyingxiang。
chilefengshengdewucan，lujingchengxiaowen：“xiawuxiangqunali？”
shangyuchengzhengyaohuida，yigefuwushenglimaodishangqian，daduanletadehua，“luxiansheng，nindedianhua。”
lujingchengdiandiantou，chongshangyuchengweiweiyixiao，qishenwangbataizouqu。
shangyuchengkanzhelujingchengdebeiying，mianwubiaoqingdijubei，qingqingchuoleyikoukafei。
jieqidianhua，lujingchengdemeitoujiuzhouleqilai，gegelujingpengneiyinchendeshengyinrangtashifenwohuo。
“bangongshijianpaoquyuehui，redezhenggegongsiyilunfenfen。niyoumeiyoutigongsikaolvguo？wobuguannimeiguoshenmexiguan，womenlujiashijiangguijudedifang，nidejuzhishiwomenjiadelianmian，qingnizizhong！”
lujingpengshuowan，buyoufenshuojiugualedianhua。lujingchengqidefadou，queyewukenaihe，zhishijingjingzhanlepianke，gualedianhuahuidaozhuopang。
shangyuchengguanqiedikanzhetahuilai，xiaowen：“gongzuodeshi？meiguanxiniqumangba。wozijiguangguangjiejiuhuijiudian。”
lujingchengyouyuleyishun，youyaoyaotou，“yixiexiaoshi。woyijingchulihaole。nixiangguangjie？wopeiniba。buguopangbiandehuijin，jiubuqule。”
shangyuchengyihuodikanlelujingchengyiyan，jiantashenqingbuyu，diandiantou，“hao。womenquguangyonganbaihuo。”
zifangcaijieledianhuadeshihouqi，lujingchengjiuyouxiewujingdacai，shangyuchenghenshititiedilveguangleguang，jiulazhelujingchengzhaoleyijiachalouzuoxia，xiaozhedao：“jinrilaodongeryeninzuopei，xiangshileile，wozuodongqingnihebeicha。”
lujingchengxiaozhelaguotadeshou，“peinizenmehuileini？jiupashang**xianqizaixiasihoudebuzhoudao。”
shangyuchengbaitayiyan，chouchushoulaitiliangrendaoshangrecha，heleyikoudao：“wodaoxiangjiaonipei，kenirujinzaihuijinzuoshi，zijijiadechanye，ziranyaoduofeixiexinsizuohao。”shangyuchengkanzheta，“nanengjiaonifeineimeduogongfupeiwoxianguang。”
lujingchengweiweiyaotou，“lujiadechanye，ziranyoudagejicheng，wokanwoyebubifeishenmexinsi。”
shangyuchengweiweiyixiao，“renshuoxiongdiqixin，qiliduanjin。bianshidashaoyezainenggan，youqinxiongdibangchenyezongshihaode。niyebietaituolanle。”
lujingchengxianglexiang，kanzheshangyuchengzhengzhongdao：“woxiangzijizuoxieshengyi，nijuederuhe？”
shangyuchengyileng，“zijizuoshengyi？”
lujingchengdiandiantou，“nishiwozuiqinjinderen，woyemeiyoushenmebukeduinishuode。dageyizhigenzhefuqinzuoshi，woquemeichuguoshenmeli，rujinxiangyaochashougongsideshi，kongpameiyouneimerongyi。yuqiruci，buruzijizuoxieshengyi。”lujingchengmianluaonao，“woyuanbenxiangdengwomenjiehunzhihouzaizuodasuan，kerujindageneili——”lujingchengtankouqi，meiyouzaishuoxiaqu。
shangyuchengkanzhelujingcheng，qingqingminleyikoucha，caiqingkuaididao：“zheiyebushishenmedashi，danfanyouxiejiadiderenjiadoushizheimeguolaide。niruoshijuedeweiqu，zijizuoshiyebucuo，zhishixinkuxiebale。”
“nizhendezheimejuede？”lujingchengyouxiedongrongdidao。
shangyuchengdiandiantou，xiaodao：“nisuishengzailujia，kerizishizijide，fanbuzheweileqianmianqiangziji。”
zheixiehuaranglujingchengshifengandong，xinzhongshifenqingxingzijiyudaoyigerucizhixindenvren。tongshi，xinlizuihoudeyisibaoliuyesihuxiaosanle，ruguoshangyuchengbuzaihutashibushichashoulujiadechanye，neishangyuchengyuzijideganqing，yededequequeyuzijilujiaershaoyedeshenfenbingwuguanxi。
“yucheng，”lujingchengwozhushangyuchengdeshou，“xiexieni。”
shangyuchengminchunyixiao，“zheijiuyaoshuoxiexiewo，neijiexialaidehuawoyejiushenglebubizaishuole。”
lujingchengrenbuzhuyexiaole，“niyaoshuoshenmejiushuoba，hebidiaorenweikou。”
shangyuchengshoulexiaoyi，roushengdao：“bofubomunianjidale，zongguixiangyaoyijiarenheheqiqi，niruoshixiangzijizuoshi，kongpaliangweizhangbeineiguannanguo，nikexianghaole？”
lujingchengkanzheta，“niyouzhuyishuofutamen？”
“ruoshinixianzuochengleshi，yinggaijiubuyaojinle。”shangyuchengpoyouxinxindikanzhelujingcheng，“woshoulihaiyouxiejixu，nixiannalaiyong，daoshihouzhishuohepengyouhezuodeshengyi，toulexiexiaoqian，jiranzuodecheng，jiuxianghaohaojingyingyifan。nijuedezenmeyang？”
lujingchengxianglexiang，haishiyaoleyaotou，“banfadaoshibucuo。buguowodaobubiyongnideqian。”
shangyuchenghaiyaozaiquan，lujingchengquesihuorankailangban，xiaozhedao：“nidexinyiwomingbai，buguowoyouwodefazi，nibubidanxin。”
shangyuchengjianlujingchengzheiyangshuo，biandiandiantou，buzaiquanle。lianggehelecha，lujingchengsongshangyuchenghuilejiudian，bianhuilegongsi。
shangyuchengxilebalian，jizijidaolebeishuizuoxia。taishoukankanwanshangdeshoubiao，yijingwudianbanle。
tayizaojiuyushuqiangyuehaoyaoyidaoqukantatizijixunhaodefangzi，rujinyijingdaoleshijian，quehaimeiyoushuqiangdexiaoxi，tanaqiyipangdedianhua，youyuleyixiayoufangxia，congyijulinachuyijianqipaohuanshang，zhongxinshuletoufa。
dengtazuohaolechumendezhunbei，dianhuaxiangleqilai。
shangyuchengjieqidianhua，mashangtingdaoshuqiangneidaizhetaohaodereluoshengyin：“shishang**ma？”
shangyucheng“ng”leyisheng，“shiwo。”
duimiandeshuqiangdunleyixia，“shang**，dangniandeyishengneiliyoulexiaoxi，wojinwanbianquyitangjiaxing，ruoshishunlimingwanjiuhuilai。”
shangyuchengdexinmengdiyitiao。
tarenbuzhuyiqineigexueye，chuangwaibianshichuxidexuannaohexiqi，lianfenfenerxiadeemaodaxueyedaizhechunlaidenuanyi，zhiyouta，gududitangzaiyiyuandebingfangli，renshouzhejutongzhanzhuanfance。
beipozaichuxiyezhibandehushi，dagaishibunaifan，yedagaijianguanlechanfutongkudemoyang，bingbujuedezaizheichuxiyelitangzaibingchuangshangdegushennvrenxuyaoshenmechanqiandebangzhu，zhishizaiwaimiandashengliaotianhetanxiaozhe。
neitiandeqingjing，shangyuchengjidehenqingxi，kefangfoqueshenmeyemeiyoujizhu，jianguodemiankongtingguodeshengyin，quanranmeiyouleyinxiang。
tamanmanzuoxia，wenlewenxinshenpingjingdikaikou：“yishengzhaodaole？”
shuqiangdenglebantiancaiyoutingdaoshangyuchengdeshengyin，mangdadao：“haibunengwanquanqueding，dejianlemianzhihoucainengzhidao。buguozheiweiyishengshuosinianqiandechuxiyecengjingchulejizhen，yigechanhoudachuxuedechanfu——zheidaoshiduideshang。”
shangyuchengdexin“dongdong”tiaoleqilai，yishunjiantajiuzuoleyigejueding，“wojinwanheniyiqiqu。”
shuqianglengleleng，“shang**yeyaoqu？”
shangyuchengshuochulekou，juedezijiyikeyedengbulele，“dui！mafanshuxianshengtiwoyemaiyizhangpiao，jidiandehuoche？”
“qidianzhong。”shuqiangkanleyiyanshoubiao，“wozheijiuhuijia，zhunbeiyixiajiuquhuochezhan。”
shangyuchengdiandiantou，dengfanyingguolaishuqiangbingbunengkandaotadiantoushiyoudao：“hao，daihuierjian。”
gualedianhua，shangyuchengdaidaidizuolejifenzhong，caidaqijingshen，naqidianhuaboleyigehaoma。
lujingchengganghuidaojia，yongrendumashangqiandao：“fangcaishang**dadianhuaguolai，shuojiaohuidepengyoushengbingle，tayaoquzhaoguyixia，mingtianzaijinindadianhua。”
lujingchengzhoulezhoumeitou，“jiaohuidepengyou？”
dumadiandiantou，“shuoshiyiweishentaitai。”
lujingchengzhidaoshangyuchengshuodeneiweishentaitai，tashouyanglesiwugeguer，kaozhejiaohuidejiejishenghuo。shangyuchenghaizaimeiguoshijiuchangtongguojiaohuijuankuanjita，suanshishangyuchengzaishanghaiweishubuduodeshurenzhiyi。
lujingchengdiandiantou，“zhidaole。”
shangyuchengdawandianhua，youtiaoleyishenfangbiandefengyizhangkuhuanshang，shoushilesuishendedongxi，xianglexiangyoucongxinglixiangdeangelinachuyibaxiaoqiaodeshouqiang，xiaoxindisaidaoshoubaoli，zaijingzilicongcongkanlezijiyiyan，zhuanshenchulemen。
daolehuochezhan，shangyuchengyiyanjiukanjianzhengzaimenkousichuzhangwangzhedeshuqiang，tazouguoqu，“shuxiansheng。”
shuqiangkanjianta，reqingyixiao，“shang**ninlaile，womenzheijiujinquba，shijianchabuduole。”
shangyuchengqingqingdiandiantou，zoujinhuochezhan。
huochecongshanghaichezhanhongmingzhehuanhuanshichu，shangyuchengwangzhechuangwai，jingjingchushen。
shuqiangshoulipengzheyibenyouxielaojiudeshuxinbuzaiyandifankanzhe，bushitaitouqiaoqiaodaliangtayiyan。
baoxianglichulehuochexingshiguilvdekakashengbianshiyipiananjing，shuqiangdagaijuedeyouxiewuliao，shanshandifangxiashoulideshu，yibianhuodongzhegeboyibianzhanqilai，“woqudadianshui。”
shangyuchengkantayiyan，weiweidianleyixiatou，zhuanlianjixukanzhechuangwai。
shuqiangnalereshuihuchulebaoxiang，congkoudailimochuhuochaihexiangyan，zoudaochexiangtoudeweizhi，dianzhelexiangyanyimianxizhe，yimianzhuanshenwangzhebaoxiang，zhouqimeitou。
shangyuchengshigedafangdezhugu，suiranjiaojizijideshiqinghaimeiyoujieguo，keshijitadebaochouquehenshifenghou。
shuqiangyibianxiangyibianyaotou，wunianqiandeneijianzuian，tahechangbucengshituchaqingzhenxiang？kexirujinshidaobugong，bujinmeinengtidangniandeneigenianqingnvhaizishenyuan，shenzhilianzijidegongzhiyexilihutudidiulequ。
keshizheiweishang**，weiheyaozhuichadangniandeneijianshi？
shuqiangshijingxileyikouyan，touguoyanquanwangchuangwaiwangqu。
tahedangnianneigejinjinshibasuidenvhaizi，nandaoyoushenmeguanxibucheng？
shuqiangzhoumeicongjiyizhongsouxunzhedangnianneigenvhaidemoyang，budabuxiaodedanfengyan，daizhekongjuheqiaocui，quanwuyigeerjiunianhuadenvzigaiyoudehuopohetianmei。yexuzicongneitianyihou，tazaiyebuhuiyouleba。
sujingyao，zheishitademingzi，shuqiangyizhidoujideqingchu。
shuqiangrenbuzhujiangshangyuchenghesujingyaofangzaiyiqibijiaoqilai。sujingyaoneiyishuangyourujinggongzhiniaodeyanjing，jiaorenrenbuzhuxinshengtongqing，ershangyucheng，quecongyandilitouzhechenjing，neizhongduanzhuanghecongrong，yusujingyaoqianchawanbie。
shuqiangxiangderushen，bingmeiyouzhuyidaozhijianjiazhedexiangyanranlezhangzhangyiduanyanhui，zhongyuluolexialai。
chuledangniandeneijianlengxuefanzui，lingyijianjiaoshangyuchengguanxindeshibianshisinianqiandechuxiye，zaijiaxingyijiayiyuanchushengdeyigeyingerdexialuo。
jinguanneigeyingerdemuqinjiaolingyigemingzi，keshuqiangqueyougetuiduan，henkenengneigemuqin，jiushisujingyao。
ruguozijimeiyoujicuo，dangniansufuneigecunbubuligenzhesujingyaodenaimazhaoshi，laojiajiuzaijiaxing。keshiweihesujingyaocongcijiuzaiwuxialuoleni？
shuqiangdemeitouzhoudegengshen，shineishouyantongtiandeegunjiangtazangleqilai，shenzhisharenmiekou？haishisujiaweilemingyuhediweixishengleta？
shuqiangxianglexujiu，zhidaoyantoutangdaoshouzhi，caimengranhuiguoshen，yaoyaotoujiangzheixieniantoushuaikai，naqireshuihucongcongguanlereshui，huilebaoxiang。