diyizhangsuiyuxiaodushuideweidaohaimeisanjin，woyijingtingjianlegutousuiliedecuixiang。2023niandeyuye，
wozhanzai“shengshijituan”dingloudeluodichuangqian，kanzhelouxiashikongdekachezhuangduanhulan，
gangjinniuqudeshengyinhunzhebolizhaliedejianxiaoguanjinerduo。shouwanshangdebaidafeilihaizaitiaodong，
shizhenzhixianglingchensandian——zheishiwolianxugongzuodedisanshiliugexiaoshi，weilenaxianeigekuaguobinggouan，
woshenzhimeilaidejijimuqinhuigedianhua。jutongxilaishi，
wozuihouxiangdeshi：neixielaojiahuozongshuonvrenchengbuqidaju，zheixiadaoshisuiletamendeyuan。zaicizhengyan，
cimudeyangguangrangwomiqiyan。bijianyingraozhechaoshidemeiwei，hunzhedandandexuexingqi，
culidemabucengdelianjiashengteng。wodongledongshouzhi，chudaodeshiniannidewuni，haiyou……yigenduanliedeleigu。
“siyatou，haiganzhuangsi？”zhanmannigoudexuezichuaizaiwoyaoce，jutongrangwomengdiquansuoqilai。taiyanwangqu，
chuanhuibuduandadehanzicuilekoutuomo，“sanhuangzidianxiadeyizhangyaoguo，nongzangleyudao，zixinidepi！
”sanhuangzi？yudao？hunluandejiyisuipianyongjinnaohai。zheijushentideyuanzhuyejiaosumuyao，
shigejiadaozhongluodexiucaizhinv，fuqinyindanhequanguibeidarutianlao，tabeiyapomaidaojingcheng，
jinzaoeyunzaijiejiao，gangbeizheienutuozhuaidaoxiangkou。erzheigeshijie——youping221nian，
yigezaiwojiyilicongweicunzaiguodechaodai，quechuchutouzhefengjianwangchaodefuxiuqi。matishengyouyuanjijin，
xuansejingzhuangdehuweicuyongzheyidingbataijiaonianshilai。jiaolianfengxili，wopiejianminghuangdeyijiao，
haiyoujiaopangneigeqiheimadenanren。tachuanmosejinpao，yudaishuyao，celianxiantiaolengyingrudaoxue。fengmouxiazhang，
yanweiyikezhushazhi，saoguojiejiaoshimeiyoubanfenwendu，fangfowomenzheixiepufuzaididebaixing，
buguoshilubianaiyandeshizi。neijiushisanhuangzi，xiaoyichen。zhouweiderendouzaifadou，liandaqidoubuganchuan。
woquezaineiyishunjian，qingxiditingjianzijixintiaolouleyipai。bushiyinweikongju，
ershiyizhonghuangmiudeshuxigan——xiangzainageshenyedejiuhuishang，woyecengjianguozheiyangdeyanshen，lengdexiangcuilebing，
queyouzangzhefenjinyiqiedeyexin。huweidebianziyangqilaishi，woxiayishidiquanqishenzi。
yuxiangzhongdetengtongmeiyouluoxia，xiaoyichendeshengyingezherenqunchuanlai，dichenrubingzhuluoyupan：“bale。
”tademataguowoshenbiandeshuiwa，nishuijianlewoyilian。wopazaidishang，kanzheneiduirenmaxiaoshizaijiejiao，
xuansepifengsaoguoqingshibandeshengyin，xiangjilewoqianshibangongshili，jingzhengduishousisuihetongdexiangdong。“hailengzhe？
”enuyouyaotiwo，quebeiyizhishoulanzhu。shigechuanqingbushandelaomama，lianshangdaizheba：“wangguanshi，
zheiyatoukanzhemianshan，bururangtagenwohuifulidaza？”wangguanshicuilekou，mamalieliedizoule。
laomamafuwoqilai，zhangxincucaoquewennuan：“woshisanhuangzifudezhangmama，niruoxianghuo，jiugenwozou。
”wokanzhetayandidelianmin，turanxiangqiqianshiyiyuanlihugongdilaidewenshui。neishiwogangzuowanlanweiyanshoushu，
muqinzaiguowaicanjiaxueshuhuiyi，zhiyouhugongshouzaichuangbian。“duoxiemama。”woyazhesangzikaikou，
shengyinsiyadexiangbeishazhimoguo。zhangmamadaiwocongcemenjinlesanhuangzifu。kuaguogaogaodemenjianshi，
woditoukanjianzijimopodecaoxie，huranjuede，zheishuangxiehewoqianshineishuangbalimidehongdigaogenxie，
jingyoumouzhongguiyidexiangsi——doushiweilezaibushuyuzijidedifang，yingshengshengcaichuyitiaolulai。
dierzhangzhefusanhuangzifudezayifangjizheshiergeguniang，doushixiejiadaozhongluodegunv。
yelitangzaibinglengdemubanchuangshang，womozheyaojianneidaoxintiandeshangba，balingsuidejiyipincouqilai。youpingwangchao，
kaiguoliangbaiyunian，rujinhuangquanpangluo，taiziyujiweihuangzidoudenisiwohuo。sanhuangzixiaoyichenmufeizaoshi，
zaigongzhongbubuweijian，quepingzhehenlashouduanzaijingzhongzhanwenjiaogen。fulidexiarendoushuotashihuoyanwang，
shanggeyueyougexiaoyahuandasuiletadeyupei，beitaxialingzhangzesanshi，rengdaoluanzanggangqule。“nijiaosumuyao？
”gebichuangdechuntaocouguolai，talianshangyoukezhi，xianglixiaoxiaodezhusha，“tingshuonishibeizhangmamajianhuilaide？
kededangxinxie，zanmendianxiazuihenlailibumingderen。”wodiandiantou，bazangzaizhenxiadebankuaibinggansaijita。
zheishiwocongxiandaidailaidezuihouyidiandongxi，yongxizhibaozhe，haidaizhenaiyoudetianxiang。chuntaoyanjingliangle，
xiaokouxiaokoudijiaozhe，xiangzhitouchidongxidexiaosongshu。baitiandehuojifanzhong，tiaoshui、pichai、jiangxiyiwu，
shuangshouhenkuaimochulexuepao。youcijishufangsongreshui，wotingjianlimianchuanlaizhengchaosheng。“dianxia，
hubuneibikuikongchabuxiaqule，lishangshuyikouyaodingshizhangmuhunluan……”“feiwu！
”xiaoyichendeshengyinlengdexiangbing，“lianbenwangderendouganhunong，kanlaishihuodebunaifanle。
”woduanzhetongpendeshoudunledun。zhangmuhunluan？zheisigezizaiqianshidecaiwubaobiaoli，jihushizuichangjiandeloudong。
tuichuqushi，woguyibacazhuobudiaozaidishang。wanyaoqujiandeshunjian，
feikuaidisaoleyanzhuoshangdezhangben——zijiliaocao，shouzhihunji，lianzuijibendefushijizhangfadoubudong。yeli，
woyongshaojiaodemutanzaifeizhishanghuabiaoge。zichan、fuzhai、suoyouzhequanyi，zheixiekezaiguzilidegongshi，
rangwozanshiwangleyaoshangdeteng。chuntaocouguolaikan：“muyao，nihuadezheishishenme？xiangzhizhuwangside。
”“nengsuanqingzhangdewang。”woxiaolexiao，bazhizangjinchuangbanfengli。jihuilaidecubujifang。
neitianxiaoyichenzaishufangfalehuo，qiyinshikufangdeguanshibaoshanglaidezhangceli，shaolewushipiyunjin。
zhangfangxianshengguizaidishangsesefadou，lianhuadoushuobuwanzheng。wozhenghaosongdianxinjinqu，
kanzheneibenbeishuaizaidishangdezhangce，guishishenchadishuoleju：“dianxia，huoxunubinengshishi？”manshijijing。
xiaoyichenzuozaizitanmuyishang，xuanseyipaochendetafuseyufacangbai，neishuangfengmoulenglengdisaoguolai，
xiangzaikanyizhibuzhisihuodelouyi。“ni？”tachixiaoyisheng，“yigezayi，yedongsuanzhang？
”“jiafucengjiaoguonubisuanshu。”wochuizheyan，yanqumouzhongdefengmang。zheishiwozaojiubianhaodeshuoci，
yuanzhudefuqindequeshixiucai，zhishicongweijiaoguotasuanxue。xiaoyichenmeishuohua，suanshimoxule。wojianqizhangce，
yonglebangeshichen，bahunluandeshouzhiyiyiliqing。yongxiandaidetxingzhanghufa，zuobianjishouru，youbianjizhichu，
zuihouhuizongshi，qingqingchuchudixianshichuwushipiyunjinbeikufangguanshisizidiaohuan，huanchengleliezhideshujin。
“zheili。”wozhizheqizhongyibijilu，“qiyuechusan，guanshishuojijinjunsongdongyi，linglewushipiyunjin，
kekufangdechukudanshang，xiedequeshishujin。”xiaoyichenkanzhewohuadebiaoge，yanzhongshanguoyisiyayi。
tahuilehuishou，huweiliketuozoulemianrusihuidekufangguanshi。“nijiaosumuyao？”tazhongyuzhengyankanwo，
“congjinriqi，nijiuliuzaishufangsihoubimoba。”bandaoshufangwaijiandexiaogejianneitian，chuntaobangwoshoushidongxi。
tamozhewoneijiandamanbudingdecubushan，yanquanhongle：“muyao，nikeyaohaohaode，
biexiangshangcineigejiejieside……”wobaozhuta，zheishilaidaozheigeshijiehou，diyiciyurenqinjin。
tadejianbangshoushoude，xiangwoqianshigongsilineigegangbiyedeshixisheng，zongzaijiabanshitoutoudiaoyanlei。“wohuide。
”woqingshengshuo，“dengwozhanwenle，jiubaniyejieguolai。”shufangdehuojiqingxianxie，quegengyaojinyanshenxing。
xiaoyichenshichangzailimiandaidaoshenye，youshikanbingshu，youshiduizheyutufadai。womomoshi，
huitoutouguanchata——tasikaoshixiguanyongshouzhiqiaojizhuomian，jiezouhewoqianshiqiaojianpandepinlvjingrendixiangsi。
youcitawenwo：“nifuqinhaijiaoguonishenme？”“huidianxia，jiafuhaijiaoguonubigewu。”wozhenzhuozheyongci，
“biru，shuishaokaihouhuibianchengqi，nengtuidonghugai。”xiaoyichentiaomei：“zheiyoushenmeyong？
”“huoxunengyonglaichongmi？”woshitanzheshuo，“buyongrenli，yongzhengqi……”tameizaiwenxiaqu，
zhishiyanshenbiandeshensui。yeli，wotangzaixiaogejiandechuangshang，kanzhechuangwaideyueliang。
taheershiyishijideyueliangmeishenmebutong，quezhaozaiyigewanquanbutongdeshijie。woxiangqiqianshidehuiyishi，
neixienanrenyongqingmiedeyanshenkanzhewo：“suzong，nvrengaobinggou，haishitaiganqingyongshile。
”neishiwozenmeshuode？woxiaozhebabinggoufanganpaizaizhuoshang：“ganqingyongshi？dengworangnimengongsigaixingsu，
nimenjiuzhidaoshenmejiaotieshixinchangle。”zhijianchudaowanshangdeyinlian，neishimuqinsongwodechengnianli，
shangmianguazhekuaixiaoxiaodeupan，limiancunzhewosuoyoudeshangyejihua。ciketaluozhewodepifu，
xianggeguntangdemimi。disanzhangfengmangxiaoyichenduiwodetaidujianjiangaibian。takaishirangwochulifulidezhangmu，
shenzhiouerhuiwenwodeyijian。“jiangnanshuizai，guokubodezhenzaikuanbeicengcengkekou，daozaiminshoulizhishengsancheng。
”tarouzhemeixin，yuqilidaizhefanzao，“benwangxiangchashou，kezhaobudaoyoutou。”wozhengzaijitayanmo，
wenyandongzuoyidun：“dianxia，burukaizhouchang？”“kaizhouchang？”tataiyankanwo，“guanfuyijingzaikaile。
”“buyiyang。”wofangxiamoding，“zanmendezhouchang，yongcaomiheyecai，baozhengnengchibao，
danshiyaorangzaiminganhuo——xiulu、waqu，anlaofenpei。zheiyangjibuhuirangrenyangchengduoxing，
yenengshunbianxiuzhenghedao。”zheishiqianshixuedeyigongdaizhen，luosifuxinzhenglizuichangyongdeshouduan。
xiaoyichenchenmolepianke，turanxiaole。neixiaoronghendan，quexiangbingxuechurong：“sumuyao，
nidaoshibineixiezhihuikongtandemoushiyouyong。”tacainalewodejianyi，paiqinxinqujiangnankaizhouchang。
yigeyuehouchuanlaixiaoxi，zaiminmenbujinmeinaoshi，haixiuhaoleershilihedi。huangdilongyandayue，
shanglexiaoyichenbushaojinyin。fuliderenkanwodeyanshenbianle，youjingwei，yeyoujidu。
guanshimamabuzaisuiyidamawo，lianzhangfangxianshengjianlewo，douyaokekeqiqidihanyisheng“suguniang”。
wochenjitilegeyaoqiu：“dianxia，nubixiangqingzhangmamajiaojiemeimenrenzi。”xiaoyichenzhengzaikanjunbao，
touyemeitai：“suini。”wozhidaotabuzaihuzheixie，zaitayanli，
nvzirenzihexiaomaoxiaogouxuebaximeishenmequbie。kezheizhengshiwoyaode——rangtajuedewowuhai，
juedewosuoyoudejudong，douzaitadezhangkongzhizhong。wobazayifangdeguniangmenfenchengliangbo，baitianxuerenzi，
wanshangxuesuanshu。yongshaojiaodemutanzaidishangxiezi，yongshizilianxijiajianfa。chuntaoxuedezuikuai，
tadezixiangtaderen，juanxiuqueyouli。“muyao，nishuozanmenxuezheixieyoushenmeyong？”youguniangwen，
“nandaohainengdangguanbucheng？”“zhishaonengkandongzhangce，buhuibeirenpian。”woxiaozheshuo，
jitamenjiangqianshiyudaodejinrongzhapiananli，tingdetamenzashe。xiaoyichenouerhuilaikanwomenshangke，zhanzailangxia，
bushuohua，yebudarao。youcichuntaoniancuolezi，lianhongdexiangpingguo，tajingpotianhuangdishuoleju：“wufang，
manmanxue。”neitianwanshang，woshimianle。mozhewanshangdeyinlian，diyiciduizheigeshidaichanshenglehuanghu。
xiaoyichendelengku，heouerliuludewenhe，xiangjileqianshineigezongdiaonanwodedongshi，
yibianmawo“nvrentoufazhangjianshiduan”，yibianzaiwonaxiadaxiangmushi，toutoujiwosaihongbao。
biangufashengzaidongtian。taizixiaoyixuanwuxianxiaoyichensitongdiguo，
zhengjushiyifengjushuoshixiaoyichenxiejibeidiwangdexin。huangdizhennu，baxiaoyichenjinzuzaifuli，
haipailejinjunkanshou。fulirenxinhuanghuang，bushaorenshoushidongxixiangpaolu。wozhaodaoxiaoyichenshi，
tazhengzuozaishufanglihejiu，yandibumanhongxuesi。“dianxia，neifengxinshiweizaode。”wokaimenjianshan，
“bijimofangdehenxiang，danyougepozhan——ninxiexincongbuzhanneimeduomo，erneifengxindezuihouyigezi，
mozhiyunkaile。”xiaoyichenmengditaitoukanwo，yanzhongshanguoyisiqingming：“nizenmezhidao？
”“nubijininyanmoshi，jianguoninxiezi。”wochuixiayanlian，“erqie，beidiwangdemingzixiecuole，
shaoleyibi。zhenzhengdeqinxin，buhuifanzheizhongcuo。”tadingdingdikanlewoxujiu，turanzhuazhuwodeshouwan。
tadeshouhenleng，lidaoquehenda，niedewoshengteng。“sumuyao，”tashengyinshaya，“nidaodishishei？
”woyingshangtademuguang，diyicimeiyouduoshan：“yigexianghuoxiaqu，yexiangrangdianxiahuoxiaquderen。”neiyike，
wozaitayanzhongkandaoledongyao。bushiduiwodehuaiyi，ershimouzhonggengshende、liantazijidoumeichajuedeqingxu。
disizhanganyongjinzuderizili，wochenglexiaoyichenhewaijielianxideqiaoliang。woyongmingfanshuizaixinzhishangxiezi，
rangqinxindaijiwaimianderen。zheishichuzhonghuaxuekeshangxuedexiaobaxi，meixiangdaozaizheigeshidaipaishangleyongchang。
xiaoyichenkanzhewobaxiemanzidezhipaozaishuili，zijijianjianxianxian，yanzhongdeyayihaobuyanshi。“zheijiaomixieshu。