1983nian,shanghaigangkou。
“呜呜——”
mingdibuduanzuoxiang,liuxueguilaidelunchuantingkaozaigangkou。
xixirangrangderenquncongchuancangyongchu,sisankailai。
fengyixinchuanzhebaichenyi,dalabaku,linzheyikouhesepixiang,duzizhulizaidukou。
她重生了。
zhongshengzaishangbeiziganggangliuyangguilaideershiliusui。
takanzhezhouzaoshuxiyoumoshengdeyiqie,xinqingfuza。
zuoweiyiminggongchengshi,taxinzhongyouyiguyouranershengdezihao。
yinweiershiduonianhou,tadezuguohuigengjiadefuqiangminzhu。
“冯壹昕。”
yishengqingliedeshengyinchuanguocaoza,chuanjinerduo。
fengyixinkanguoqu,jiujianyigechuanzhebanzhengjunzhuang,shencaigaotiaodenanren,zhanzaijiefangca-10kacheqian。
zhengshitadezhangfu,hezhengyu,xianrenhongjianlvtuanzhang。
zheishi,yufengyixinjiebantongxingdetongchuangbujindaqu:“liutongzhi,neibushininanrenma?zhidaonihuilaijiulaijieni,nimenzhenenaia!”
爱吗?
fengyixinchuilechuiyanmou,meiyoushuohua,zhishikanzhenanrenchaozijizoulai。
shangbeizihehezhengyujiehunliushiduonian,tayizhiweizhetazhuan,weitayunyulesangehaizi,taduizijiyeyizhijingzhongyoujia,shijunqudemofanfuqi。
kehoulaitatitazhengliyiwushi,jingfanchuletaduonianlaixiejichulianmengwanqueyizhimeijichuqudemianhuaixin,caizhidaohezhengyuyizhimeiyoufangxiatadechulian。
dangchuzhishiyinweimengwanchengfenbuhao,zhengshenmeiguo,tamencaimeinengjiehun。
ertahehezhengyudejianmianhejiehun,zhishiweiletadeqiantu……
“在想什么?”
hezhengyuwenzhe,zirandejieguolefengyixinshoulidepixiang。
zhangxinyikong,fengyixindexinyegenzheqifulexia。
takanzhehezhengyuyaoleyaotou:“xianshangcheba。”
shuowan,bianlvxianshangleche。
hezhengyushenmehuadoumeishuo。
cheshang,fengyixinwangzhehezhengyulengyingdecelian,qianshifaxianzhenxiangshidesuanseheweiqudouyongleshanglai。
henkuai,tashouhuishixian,naodailideniantouyeyuelaiyueqingxi。
taxiangnongmingbaishangbeizishibushilindaosi,hezhengyudoumeiyouaiguoziji?
shishenjian,chetinglexialai。
shuxidehongzhuanfangyingruyanlian。
zheilibushijunqujiashuyuan,ershigongchengshisushe。
qianshitajiuyizhizhuzaizheili,zhidaohuaiyun,caibanjinjunqujiashuyuan。
jianhezhengyudakaichemenyaoxiache,fengyixinkaikou:“woshinidejiashu,nandaowobuyongsuijunma?”
hezhengyulengleyixiashuo:“jiashuyuantiaojianchaxie,yebufangbian。”
冯壹昕没说话。
qianshitaganghuiguoshihehezhengyuyouxieshengshu,buxiangretayanqi,bianshenmedoumeiwen,quantingtadeanpai。
kexianzai,tabuxiangzuoyigeshenmedoubuzhidao,beimengzaigulideshazi。
“但我想去。”
duishizhong,hezhengyushenshenkanletayiyan,chenmodiguanshangchemenjiangchekailechuqu。
ershifenzhonghou,jiefangca-10shirulejunqujiashuyuan。
hezhengyunaleyaochidakaimen。
fengyixingenzaitashenhou,haimeijinmen。
jiujianwunei,mengwanyinglechulai:“zhengyu,nihuilaile?”
jiandaotadeneiyike,fengyixindexintouxiangshibeizhongzhongchuileyixia。
neicengzhexiubuhaoxiangyixiabeijiekai。
tataitoukanzhehezhengyu,shengyinseran:“ta……jiushinishuobufangbiandeyuanyinma?”
fengyixinyuhezhengyusimuxiangdui,zhouweiyipianlengji。
neilengfangfoshunjiancichuantadexinzang,suanzhangkutongyiqiyongshanglai。
tashenzhibuganquxiang,zijichuguoliuxuezheiliangnian,hezhengyushibushihemengwantongzhuyigewuyanxia,yifuqimingyixiangchu……
neitashangbeizideliushinian,qibushiyigechetoucheweidexiaohua?
hezhengyucumei:“niwuhui……”
huameishuowan,jiubeimengwandaduan:“zhengyu,zheijiushinideqizima?bukuishichuguoguoliuguoyangde,dabandebujinqianweihaizheimepiaoliang,buxiangwo,zhinengzaichanglidagong。”
shuozhe,haizuanlezuantashenlanse,kanqilaijiujiudechangfu。
fengyixinshuangshoubaoxiongkanzhemengwan,yiyankanchuan。
zheibujiushishangbeizihoushiwangshangshuodexiaolvchama?
kehezhengyuquechizheiyitao,fangroushengyinanwei:“nihenhao,xiaomengtongzhi。”
mengwanzaihezhengyudeanweixia,xiuseyixiao,
fengyixinkanzhetamennilaiwowang,xindixiangshipoleyigedongyiyangnanshou。
taqiangyazheqingxu,fangxiapixiangwen:“mengwantongzhi,nisuiranzaichanglidagong,danhaibushizhudaolewozhangfudejiashuyuan,yijiashudemingyisuijunma?”
mengwandunshiyilianweiqudekanxianghezhengyu:“zhengyu,saozishibushiwuhuile,buruwohuichangfangsushezhuba,neililuanzaozaode,dajiayoukanbuqiwo,dansaozizhuguanlehaofangzi,bunengrangtashouweiqua。”
zheihuatingfengyixinhuomaosanzhang,zhengxiangkaikoushuoxieshenme。
quetingjianhezhengyuzhengzhongdihuida:“hao!xiaomengtongzhi,neinixianzaijiubanzouba!”
fengyixinyileng,suijiyoupiejianmengwannankandelianse。
mengwanhaixiangshuoshenme,erhezhengyumeijitafanhuidejihui:“zouba。”
mengwanqihunanxia,zhidejinfangshoushidongxilikai,zhishizoudeshihoudoubuwanglashanghezhengyusongta。