第5章
woshishengjingjiao，dengshidiezuozaidishang。
yanqianzheirenshenshangchuanzhedeshibaiyifu，bushigangcaineigeren，danshi......
dan“niyaopaonaliqu”zheihuashishenmeyisi，tayezaizhaowo？
tagenganggangneigeren，shiyihuodema？
“pashenmea，zhaonikezhenshiburongyiadamingxing。”neirenshenshouzhuaizhuwodegebo，“woshinidefensia，tingshuonizaizheibianpaixi，teyiguolaizhaonide......yunshujie。”
tajiaochuwomingzi，lideneimejin，wonengqingchukandaotadetongkonglidaoyingzhewojingkongdeshenqing。
dantadeyanzhongmeiyoufensigaiyoudekuangre，zhiyoulengmo。
他绝不是我的粉丝！
paixideshiqingmeiyoutouluchuqu，zheicifuchuwolianzhiqiandejingjirendoumeiyoulianxi，genbenjiubuhuiyourenzhidaowozaizheili。
erwotuichuyulequanzheimejiu，genwoyiqishixiderenshenzhidourenbuchuwolai，chulexinboyanwai，zheigedifangmeiyouyigezhidaoyunshudaodishishei。
duonianpaixidemingan，rangwochajuedaoyanqianderenerhoujiazheyigeweixingdesheyingji。
“buguannishishei。”wotuikaitadeshou，wanghoudaotuiyibu，“nirencuorenle，wobushishenmeyunshu。”
“yunshujie，”nanrendeshengyinzhouranduolejifenweiqu，“nizenmenengzheimeshuoni？womendourenshiduojiule，woshiniduoniandezhongshifensi，nimingmingjidewode，haiyounigenwoshuoguorangwolaizhaoni，nishuoniyaolihunle，yihoumeiyourennengguannile......”
taxuxutaotaoshuozhewotingbudongdehua，“nishuonikandaowodezhuye，shuowozhangdebucuo，shinijiwodizhi，jiwojipiaoqianrangwolaipeinide，zenmewolailenifanerburenleni？”
“nizaishuoshenme？”woyuetingyuefeijie，“wogenbenjiuburenshini，zenmekenenggennishuoguozheizhonghua！”
“yunshujie，zheilimeiyoubieren，wodoukanguole，nibuyongdanxinbeirenfaxian。”nanrendeqingxujidongqilai，tayoushenshoulaizhuaiwo，“zheilizhiyouwomen，nixiangduiwozuoshenmedoukeyi，woneimexihuanni，wobuhuifankangde......”
dawanshangde，yigemomingqimiaodenanrenshuozheizhongmomingqimiaodehua，wotingdehunshenjipigedazhimao，yegubushanglimao，dangjishuaikaitadeshou，“doushuolewoburenshini，wobushiyunshu，nizhaocuorenle！”
wobuxianggentaduojiuchan，shuaikaitadeshoujiuwangqianzou。
yibianzou，woyibianbotongbaojinghaoma。
zheigedifangbuanquan，qianyougenzongwode，houyouzheigemomingqimiaomaochulaideshenjingbing。
baojingdianhuayijietong，woxinliandinglexuduo，hulveshenhounanrendexuxutaotao，woyibiangenjingchajiangzhewodezaoyu，yibianxunzhaolubiandebiaozhixingjianzhubaochuwodedizhi。
tasuiranfengfengdiandiande，danhaozaimeiyoushanghaiwo。
jianwobaolejing，tasihugengweiqule，zhanzaiyuandiyebugenzhewole，chezhesangzijiuhankai，“nizheigehuainvren！wodiuxiagongzuodiuxiayiqie，tingnidehualaijianni，gangyijianmiannijiubuyaowo！”
“shiwozhangdebugouhaokanma，haishiniyijingyoulebiedexiaobailian？”
“wokeyigaia！wokeyiquzhengrong，nijiwodeneixieqian，woquzuogezhengrongdoumeiyouwentide！”
qianmianyoujiabianlidiankaizhe，litouyouyinanyinvlianggedianyuanzhengzaishangban。
wokandaotamen，xinliyufaanding，suoxingzhanzhujiaobu，huitoukanta，“wobuzhidaonizaishuoshenme，woconglaimeiyoujianguoni，gengmeiyoukanguonidezhuye，niyaoshiyoushenmexuyaobangzhude，woyijingbaolejing，yihuijingchadaole，nikeyigentamenshuo。”
sheizhidaotahaishibuyiburao，suoxingshunshiwangdishangyizuo，baozhuwodedatui，“wozhidaocuole，wochengrenwoganggangdoushihushuobadaode，woshixihuannide，woyishihutuwojiuluanshuohua，nibiegenwojijiao，wojiushitaixihuannile，jiejieninengjiwoqiangemingma？”
一时间，我沉默了。
zheizhongshiqing，guoqudoushiwodejingjirenchulide。
chenjieshiquanzilizuiyoumingdejingjiren，zhiqianduiwoyitouzhazaichuyisenshenshangdeshishiwangtouding，xuanzegenwojieshulehezuo。
guoquyoutazai，zheiyangdeshiqingzheiyangdefengzi，wogenbenjiubuhuiyudao。
cikewoyouqiyouwunaidekanzhenanren，“niqilai，yihuiqulejingchaju，quedingnimeiyouwenti，wojiujiniqianming。”
“zhendema？”nanrentaiqitoukanwo，yanleiwangwangde，kanzhehenshikelian。
meiyihuier，jingdishengxiangqi，shijingchagandaole。
haihaojingjujiulizheibuyuan，wogennanrenyikuaishanglejingchequlejingju。
jingguodiaocha，taqueshishicongbeifangganlaide，yequeshifeileyiqianduogongli，zhiyushibushiwodefensi，nanrencongshoujilifanchulexuduowodezhaopian，wodedianying，biaomianshangkanqilaiqueshihenxiangkuangrefensi。
jingchayenatameiyoubanfa，tayoumeiyouzhendeshanghaiwo，zhishikoutoujiaoxunleliangjujiujiangrenfangzoule。
zhiyuneigegenzongwodeheiyinanren，jiankonglinanrenzhihouguaijinyijiajiuba，zhijindoumeiyouchulai。
keweileanquanqijian，wohaishiqingqiujingcharangwozaijingjudaiyiwanshang。
jiudianwoshibuganhuiqule，woyaolianxichenjie，wobunengzijiyigerendaizaizheili。
jingchadayingwodeqingqiu，jilewoyijiankongdexiuxishirangwodaizhe。
wobotongleduonianqianshuxidehaoma，chenjiehaimeiyouhuanhaoma，tashenzhihaijidewo，yikaikoujiushipitougailiandima，“ganshenme？wojidewomenzhijianyijingmeiyouguanxile！”
“chenjie......”woweiqu，yikaikoujiushibiebuzhudekuqiang。
tatingchuwodebuduijing，chenmoleyishun，shengyinhuanhelexuduo，“zenmele？”
wobazuijinfashengdeyiqiedoushuojita......
wobuzhidaocongnakaishishuo，suoxingjiucongwoshiquhaizideneiyikeshuoqi，zhihoushuodaochuyisen，shuodaoyuanan，shuodaowozheixieniandeburuyi，zaishuodaojinwanyujiandesuoyoushi。
chenjiemeiyouhangsheng，zhishinaizhexingzitingwojiangwanle，ranhoutazhongyukaikou，“wozaojiugennishuoguo，neigexingchudebushishenmehaodongxi，jiunilianainao，dangchufeiyaogentazaiyiqi！”