第1章患了癌症
入夜。
tayibianyouyibiandetaitoukanqiangshangguazhedeshizhong，suiranyeseyishen，dansuwanduding，jinwan，fusinianyidinghuihuilaide。
zhongyu，yuanzilichuanlaiqicheyinqingdeshengyin，zaijijingdeyeli，gewaideqingxi。
suwanyixiazijiuqingxingle，congshafashangzhanqijiuyingleguoqu：“sinian......”
yingmianerlaideyigunongzhongdejiuqi。
suwanzhouzhoumeitou，shenshouyaoqulananren：“nihejiule？nidewei......”
taguanqiedehuahaimeiyoushuowan，jiubeifusinianhaobulianxidetuozhuaileguoqu。
fusinianchezhetadegebo，yiluzhuaidaoleerlou！
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suwancubujifang，bennengdexiangyaoqishen，dannanrenyijingqishenershang，tamangtaiqiyitiaogebohenggenzailiangrenzhongjian。
“sinian，nihezuile，woqujininongdianjiejiudedongxi，buranniweihuiteng......”
wenyan，nanrenzhishiyishenglengbingbingdechixiao：“woshentizenmeyang，genniyouguanxima？”
tashoushangdongzuobuting，cubaodechequlesuwanshenshangdeyiwu，yuqimanshichaofeng：“buhezui，zenmenenggourendezhuexinlaipengni？”
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suwantongdemiqiyanjing，kehaishiburenxin，zhengzhazhezudangfusiniandedongzuozhejiqishen：“wohaishixianjiniqunong......”
“够了！”
fusiniandashouqianshangsuwandejianjia，jiangrenhaobuliuqingdiwangdishangreng。
nanrendeyuqifennuyoulengmo：“suwan，shouqinizheifuxuweidezuilian，biewangleshinibiwohuilaide！zenme，xianzaihouhuile？”
yingbangbangdedibanmengdikezaisuwandebeishang，tachadiantengdemeijiaochushenglai。
danzuirangtagandaojuewangde，queshifusinianzhiwenerchudexiurudehua。
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fusinianjianzhuang，luchuyifuzaozhirucidebiyishenqing，zaiciqishenerxia......
......
suwanwulidefuzaichuangbian，juliedekesouzhe。
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yushilichuanlailehuahuadeshuisheng。
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zhongyushoubulededunzailedimian，yaoyarenshouzheiyiboyouyibodetengtong。
“suxiaojie，nihaishimeiyouhuaiyun。”
“chulezheigeyiwai，haiyoujianshiqing......ni......ninaozilikenengzhangleyidiandongxi，zuihaoshigankuaizhuyuanzhenduanzhiliao，burandehua，bieshuohuaiyunle，nengbunengchengguobanniandoushiwenti。”
“cupailuanyaowulimianhanyouhenduodejisu，zheixiejisuhuijiakuaiaixibaokuosan！henyoukeneng，daoshihoujibianshinihuaiyunle，niyemeifashengchan......”
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zhentenga，xiangshiyourennazhedaopianzaiwanzhetadeshenjing。
suwanwuzhetou，dunzaineili，leishuiwushengxiongyongdeliuleyilian。
jibianshizhidaofusinianrucideyaneziji，neixiecupailuanyaowuzhihuijiasuzijibingqingfufa，tayehaishiyaoyaoyajianchixiaqu。
zhiyoutahuaiyunle，cainenggouyoupipeideqidaixue，cainenggouqujiutanverdeming。