woshijingshizuifanglangdeenv，quepianpianduifozijiqinghedonglexin。kuzhuisannian，tazhongyuweiwohaisu，
xuwoshengdahunli。jieguo，dahunqianye，taqueqinshouqiaoduanwodetui，jiangwoqiuyufota。
zhiweijitabingzhongdebaiyueguang“jigongde”。tanianzhefozhu，beiminyoucanren：“wenyao，
zheicaishiweinizhunbeide‘duhua’。”sannianhou，tadakaitamen，yiweiwoyishiyaoweiqiliandegou。
woquewanshangtazhishouzhetiandesiduitouxiaoshu。“duoxiezhiertiwodiaoyangshenti。”“xianzai，
lundaoshenshenlai‘duhua’nile。”“diyike，xianqiaosuinidefogu。”di1zhangcierdemocashenghou，
tiemenkaile。sannianweijiandeguangyongjinlai，woxiayishidimilemiyan。jiqingheniguangzhanzhe，
xiangyizundulejinbiandeshenfo。tayijiuchuanzheneishenyuebaisedesengpao，shenxingqingshou，mianrongbeimin，
shouzhongnianzheyichuanwumufozhu。takanwodeyanshen，xiangzaishenshiyijianmengchendeqiwu，zhongyubeishiguangcashidewenshun。
“wenyao，sanniandefojing，kemopinglenideliqi？”tadeshengyinhaishineimehaoting，quexiangbingzhuzizazaidishang，
meiyoubanfennuanyi。fangfosannianqianneigeyuye，qinshouyongjiechiyicuncunqiaoduanwotuiguderen，bushita。
fangfozheisannian，renyouwozaizheifameidefotali，kaozhesoudiaodefancaihuoxialaideren，yebushita。womeishuohua。
zhishichengzheputuan，zaiyipiansijili，manmandi，zhanleqilai。zheigedongzuo，rangjiqinghelianshangbeimindejiamian，
shunjianninggu。tayuxiangzhong，woyinggaishuangtuijinfei，xiangtiaogouyiyangpufuzaidi，manxinchanhuidiyangwangtadejiushu。
kewozhandebizhi。neishuangbeitaqinshoudaduandetui，cikebaoguozaiheisedesirongzhangqunxia，wanhaoruchu。
jiqinghedemeitouhenhenyitiao。“nidetui……”“e，zheigea。”woguyizhuanlezhuanjiaohuai，
gujiefachuqingcuide“kada”sheng，zaizheijijingdetaligewaicier。wotaiyan，
duitaluchuyigeyoutianyoududexiao。“shuoqilai，haizhendexiexieni。”“yaobushinidangchuqiaodegousui，
yishengdoushuo，zheijiegushoushubuhuizheimewanmei。”jiqinghedelian，zhongyubaile。neizhangbeitianminrendelianshang，
diyicichuxianleliehen。tashouzhongdefozhu，zhuandongdekuailejifen，xieluletafanyongdexinxu。
“sheijinizhaodeyisheng？sheizhunni……”tadezhiwenmeinengshuowan。yinweilingyigeren，
congwoshenhoudeyinyinglizoulechulai，zhandingzaiwoshenpang。yigehejiqinghejieranbutongdenanren。
tayishenheisexizhuang，shenxinggaoda，jianbangkuankuo，xiangyizuochenmodeshan。neishuangshenbujiandideyanjingsaoguolai，
daizhejintouquanlideyapogan。jiqinghekandaota，zhenggerendoujiangzhule。“……xiaoshu？”tazheilianggezi，
jihushicongyafenglijichulaide。jichengzhou，jijiazhenzhengdezhangquanren，jingshifanshouweiyunfushouweiyuderenwu。
yeshijiqinghezuijidandesiduitou。jichengzhoumeikanta，zhishitaishou，jiqiziranditiwolilelibinbiandesuifa，
zhijianruoyouruowudicaguowodelianjia。dongzuoqinnideciyan。“waimianfengda，zoule。”tadeshengyindichen，
shimingling，bushishangliang。“hao。”woguaiqiaodidiantou。ranhou，wodangzhejiqinghedemian，shenchushou，
qinmidiwanzhulejichengzhoudeshoubei。wonengganjuedaojiqinghedehuxidoutingle。
tademuguangsisidingzaiwowanzhejichengzhoudeshoushang。“wenyao，nishenmeyisi？”tazhiwenwo，
shengyinlidaizhetazijidoumeichajuedezhandou。wozhuanguotou，xiaodeyuefamingmei。“yisijiushi，
duoxiezhierzheisannianlai，feixintiwoxunlegeqingjingdierdiaoyangshenti。”“zhier”lianggezi，
woyaodeyouruanyouzhong。jiqinghedelianshunjianshilexuese。takanzhewo，youkankanjichengzhou，xiangshibeidangtouyibang，
zhongyuzaxingle。“ni……nimen……”wodianqijiao，coudaojichengzhouerbian，
yongzhiyouwomensanrennengtingdaodeshengyinqingyu：“xiaoshu，tahaoxianghedaole。”jichengzhoutingwan，
zuijiaogouqiyimojidandehudu，shenshoulanzhuwodeyao，xiangxuanshi**yiban，jiangwogengjindidaijintahuaili。
zheigezhanyouyushizudedongzuo，shiyakuajiqinghedezuihouyigendaocao。“wenyao！nibuzhilianchi！
”tazhongyusixialeneicengbeimindeweizhuang，shengyinjianrui，“niwanglenicengshuoguofeiwobukema？！
niwangle……”“ting。”wotaishoudaduanta。“jiqinghe，woyiqianshiyanxia，
juedenizheiduogaolingzhihuahaitingdaijing。”wowanzhejichengzhou，yibubuxiangtawaizouqu，yutacuoshenerguo。
“xianzai，wogaiyinishenshendeshenfen，jiaojiaonishenmejiaoguiju。”zoudaomenkou，wotingxiajiaobu，huitoukanta。
tashihunluopodizhanzaiyuandi，neichuanfozhubuzhiheshiyijingsanluoyidi。woduitaluchuyigewanmeideweixiao。
“diyike，jiucongqiaosuinidefogukaishi。”di2zhangwozhujinjijialaozhaidexiaoxi，zaijijiazhakaileguo。
haishizhulousanceng，jichengzhouneijianzhongnianbujianguangdewoshi。jiqinghedangwanjiuchuangjinlejichengzhoudeyuanzi，
beibaobiaosisilanzaimenwai。“rangtachulai！wenyao，nijiwochulai！”tazaiwaimianpaoxiao，
xiangyitoubeiduozousuoyouwudekunshou，zaibujianbanfenfozideqingleng。wodangshizhengzuozailuodichuangqiandeditanshang，
jichengzhouzhengdunzaiwomianqian，qinshouweiwodejiaohuaishangyao。sannianqianbeidaduandetuigusuiyiyuhe，danmeifengyinyutian，
yijiuhuiyinyinzuotong。“teng？”jichengzhoudeshoufahenqing，wenredezhifudaizhebojian，
xiaoxinyiyidianyazhewojiaohuaidebahen。“youdian。”wochengshididiantou。“xiashoumeigeqingzhong。
”tashengyinpingdan，quetouzheyigulengyi。woxiaole：“taneishititianxingdao，
duhuawozheigezuinieshenzhongdeyaonvni。”jichengzhoushoushangdongzuoyidun，taiyankanwo。“haiaita？
”zheigewentirangwolengleyixia。ai？wonaozhongshanguoyigehuamian。sannianqian，jiqinghezhaodaowoshuo，
suqingwanbingzhong，xuyaogongdexuming。takanzhewo，yanjinglimeiyoubanfenqingyi，zhiyoujiaoyidebingleng。“wenyao，
woweinihaisu，nijiajiwo，hunhouchaojinglifo，weiniwojizanfubao。”woyiweineishiwosanniankuzhuideshengli，
shiwowurelezheikuaibing。woxinxiruokuang，qiansanleshenbiansuoyounanban，shoulianqisuoyouzhuaya，
zhunbeizuotazuiwenroudeqi。kedahunqianye，denglaidequeshitahesuqingwandejuebiedianhua，
yijitashoulideneigenjiechi。“wenyao，nizheishenzuinie，zhiyouyongkunancainengxiqing。nidegongde，
wohuiquanbuhuixiangjiqingwan。”yuanlai，wobushitadeqi，zhishitaweibaiyueguangzhunbeide，
yigeyonglai“xianji”degongderongqi。wohuiguoshen，duishangjichengzhoutanjiudeshixian，zichaodixiaoleyisheng。
“jixiansheng，ruguowoshuo，wozhuitasannian，zhishiyinweitazhangdehaokan，youzhuangdelihai，jiqilewodeshengfuyu。
nixinma？”jichengzhoudingdingdikanlewojimiao，ranhoudixiatou，jixuweiwoshangyao。“xin。”taxizirujin，
quebirenhehuadouyouli。menwaidejiaorangshenghaizaijixu，yishengbiyishengqili。“wenyao，
nizheigebuzhilianchidenvren！niweilebaofuwo，jingranqugouyinwoxiaoshu！nidaodiyoumeiyouxin！
”wotingzhezheihua，chadianxiaochusheng。“tashibushiwangle，dangchushisheishuowozuinieshenzhong，bupeiyouganqingde？
”jichengzhoutiwochanhaoshabu，zhanqishen，zoudaochuangbian。talakaihouzhongdechuanglian，louxiayuanzili，
jiqinghechuanzheyishenlingluandesengpao，shuangmuchihong，zhuangruofengmo。“tabushiwangle。”jichengzhoudeshengyinhenleng。
“tazhishixiguanlenishitadedongxi。napashitaqinshourengjinnilide，yebuxubierenjian。
”woshunzhetadeshixiankanxiaqu，zuijiaodexiaoyigengshen。“neixianzai，zheijian‘dongxi’，yaokaishifanyaozhurenle。
”wozhanqishen，zoudaojichengzhoushenbian，yutabingjianerli。louxiadejiqingheyekandaolewomen。
takandaowozhanzaijichengzhoushenpang，kandaojichengzhoudeshouzirandidazaiwodeyaoshang。tadebiaoqingshunjianbiandezhengning，
xiangshiyaohuochilewo。“wenyao！”wotaiqishou，duizheta，huanhuandi，zuoleyigewangxiayadeshoushi。ranhou，
woyongkouxingduitashuo。“xu，xiaoshengdian。”“zhier，hedaonishenshenle。
”---di3zhangwoyijichengzhouweihunqideshenfenzaijijiazhulexialai，diyijianshi，jiushijiaohuangjijiajiayan。
zheichangjiayan，benshiweijiqinghedebaiyueguang，suqingwanjiefengxichen。jushuotasannianqianchuguozhibing，rujindahao，
huiguofazhan。jiayanshezaijijialaozhaidepianting，zhangzhangdecanzhuoshang，zuomanlejijiadeqinqi。
wowanzhejichengzhouchuxianshi，zhenggepiantingdekongqidouninggule。suoyourendemuguangdoujizhongzaiwomenshenshang，
zhunquedishuo，shijizhongzaiwoshenshang。zhenjing，biyi，xingzailehuo。jiqinghezuozaizhuweipang，liansetieqing。
ertashenbian，zuozheyigechuanzhebaiselianyiqundenvren，mianrongcangbai，qizhirouruo，zhengshisuqingwan。takandaowo，
rourouruoruodizhanqilai，lianshangdaizheqiadaohaochudejingyaheqianyi。“duibuqia，wenjiejie，haojiumeijian，
woyishibanirencuocheng……jialideyongrenle。”tawuzhezui，yifushuocuohuadeaonaomoyang。
“womeiyoubiedeyisi，zhishinizheishenyifu，hewojiayiqiandebaomuayichuandetaixiangle。”mantanghongxiao。
wojintianchuandequeshijiandan，yijianheisedegaolingmaoyi，peiyitiaozhangku。
yuzaichangsuoyounvshidehualiwanlifuxiangbi，queshigegeburu。jiqinghedelianseshaohuan，
takanzhesuqingwandeyanshenli，daizheyisizongrongdechongni。tameiyoukanwo，zhishidandandikaikou。
“qingwanganghuiguo，budongshi，nibiegentajijiao。”tazhuanxiangwo，neiyuqi，hewobeiqiujinzaifotashi，
taouerqianlai“jiaohui”woshiyimoyiyang。gaogaozaishang，chongmanleshishebandekuanrong。“wenyao，
wozhidaonixinliyouyuan。danqingwanshentibuhao，nibuyaohedaota。zuoxiachifanba。”youshizheiyang。zongshizheiyang。
jiyizhongwushugeshunjianyongshangxintou。suqingwanyigedianhua，jiunengrangzhunbeiyuwoyuehuidejiqinghediaotoujiuzou。
suqingwanyijumenghua，jiunengrangjiqinghepaoxiafagaoshaodewo，qutabingchuangqianshouyiye。suqingwanzhouyixiamei，
jiqinghejiuhuijuedeshiwozheige“env”youzaiqifutadexiaokelian。tayongyuanxuanzeanfuyutuoxie，
yongyuanyaoqiuwodaduyurongren。congqiandewo，huiweiletazheijuhua，yaxiasuoyouweiqu，
jichuyigebikuhainankandexiao。danxianzai……wokanzhesuqingwanneizhangchuchukeliandelian，turanxiaole。
“su**shiba？nizheidaoqianfangshitingbiezhia，chayibiaoyanzhuanyeboshibiyede？”suqingwandelianbaile。
mantangdexiaoshengyejiaranerzhi。“ni……nishenmeyisi？”tayankuangyihong，qiuzhusidekanxiangjiqinghe。
“wenjiejie，wozhendebushiguyide，nizenmenengzheimeshuowo……”“bushiguyide？
”woyibubuxiangtazouqu，gaogenxieqiaojidimiandeshengyin，zaijijingdepiantingligewaiqingxi。“neinixianzai，
shiguyibatangpodaozijishenshangdema？”huayinweiluo，suqingwanxiangshishoulejinghe，shouyidou，
tamianqianneiwanguntangdefotiaoqiang，zhizhidichaozhetazijichunbaidelianyiqunshangdaoqu！“a！
”tafachuyishengjianjiao。suoyourendoujingdaile。jiqinghegengshimengdizhanqi，yibajiangsuqingwanhuzaihuaili，
nushizhewo。“wenyao！nifengle！”wozhanzaiyuandi，tanletanshou，yilianwugu。“biekanwoa，
wolitabazhangyuanni。shitazijishoudou，dangdaipengciyishujia？
”jiuzaisuoyourendouyiweiwoyaozhangzhejichengzhoudeshihujiaomanchanshi，woquehurannachushouji，
duizhesuqingwanlangbeidemoyang，lianpailehaojizhangzhaopian。shanguangdengliangqi，jiluxiataxiongqianneipianyounidewuzi，
hetaneizhangjinghuangshicuodelian。“nizaiganshenme！”jiqinghenuhou。“fagepengyouquana。
”wofeikuaidibianjiwenzi，dangzhesuoyourendemiannianlechulai。“《haomenmixin：baiyueguangweishangwei，
buxizaijiayanshangyanziporetangkurouji，jiujingshirenxingdeniuquhaishidaodedelunsang？
》”“peishangzheijizhanggaoqing**datu，nicai，nengyouduoshaodianjiliang？”wotaiqitou，duizhesuqingwan，
xiaodexianggemogui。“su**，yaobuyaowobangnimaigetoutiao？”di4zhang“wenyao！nibazhaopianshanle！
”suqingwanchedihuangle，taduozaijiqinghehuaili，shengyinjianrui，zaibufugangcaiderouruo。tazhidao，
wozuodechuzheizhongshi。jingshisheibuzhidaowowenyaoyiqianjiushigewufawutiandefengzi。
jiqinghedelianseyijingbunengyongnankanlaixingrongle。tasisididingzhewo，yanlidenuhuojihuyaojiangwofenshao。
“xiangqingwandaoqian。”tayiziyidun，minglingdao。“ranhou，bazhaopianshandiao。zheijianshi，wokeyidangmeifashengguo。
”woxiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua。“daoqian？jiqinghe，ninaozishibushizaifotalibeijingshuweishale？
rangwogenyigepengcidelvchadaoqian？”“tabushi！”jiqingheweihudao，“qingwanzhishibuxiaoxin！”“e，
buxiaoxin？”woyangleyangshouji，“neizhenghao，wobanizheiwei‘buxiaoxin’debaiyueguangfadaowangshang，
rangguangdawangyoupingpingli，kankanzheiaosikajibiedeyanji，daodishiyouxinhaishiwuyi。”“nigan！
”jiqinghedeshengyintouzhesenrandeweixie。tawangle，wozuibupadejiushiweixie。wodangzhetademian，
zuoshijiuyaoanxiafasongjian。suqingwanfachuyishengqiyin，zhuazhejiqinghedegebo，kudelihuadaiyu。“qinghege，
suanle，bieguaiwenjiejiele，
doushiwodecuo……wobugaihuilaide……wobugairangniweinan……”tazheifan“dongshi”deyanlun，
wuyishihuoshangjiaoyou。jiqingheguorangengjiazhennu。takanxiangwodeyanshen，chongmanleshiwangheqianze。“wenyao，
niweishenmehuibianchengzheiyang？yiqiandeni，suiranwanlie，danzhishaoxindibuhuai。”“xianzai，
nijingranweilebaofuwo，yongzheizhongxiazuodeshouduanqushanghaiyigewugudebingren！”zheijuhua，
chedijisuilewoxinzhongcancundezuihouyisikexiaodehuanxiang。wohuranxiangqidahunqianye，tadaduanwoshuangtuishi，
yeshizheiyangbeiminyoushiwangdeyanshen。tashuo：“wenyao，nizuinietaizhong，zhiyouzheiyang，cainengxiqingnideyezhang，
rangnihuodexinsheng。”neishi，wotongdejihuhunsiguoqu，quehaizhuazhetadepaojiao，wenta：“qinghe，
nidayingguo，huiyongyuanzhanzaiwozheibiande……”tazhishibokailewodeshou，nianzhefozhu，tuihouyibu，
zaibukanwo。yongyuan？duomefengcideci。wokanzheyanqianzheiduibiren，yigedaomaoanran，yigechuchukelian。
xindidejuewang，cuishengchujizhidepingjing。wohuanhuanfangxiashouji，meiyouzaikantamenyiyan，zhuanshen，
yibubuzouxiangmenkou。wodedongzuohenman，xiangyigexiangzhengxingdekaoyan。wozaijitazuihouyigejihui。
zhengmingtacengjingdechengnuo，napazhiyouyici，bushiyijukonghua。zhiyaotaxianzaizhuishanglai，
zhiyaotakaikoushuoyiju“wenyao，woxiangxinni”。huoxu……raner，wozoudaomenkou，doumeiyoudengdaoneishenghuhuan。
shenhouchuanlaide，shijiqingheanfusuqingwandewenroushengyin。“qingwan，biepa，wobuhuirangtashanghainide。
”jinjiezhe，shiyijuchedijiangwodarudiyude，tadedaoqian。bushiduiwo。ershiduisuqingwan。“sannianqian，
wobugaiweilebizouni，guyidayingwenyaodezhuiqiu。rangnishoulezheimeduoweiqu。”“duibuqi。”hongdeyisheng。
wonaozilizuihouyigenxian，duanle。yuanlairuci。yuanlaicongyikaishi，woneichanghonghonglieliedesannianzhuiqiu，
douzhishitabizoubaiyueguangdeyichangxi。wobushizhujiao，shenzhibushipeijiao。
wozhishiyige……beitaliyongwanjiusuishoudiuqide，gongju。houlongliyongshangyiguxingtian。woqiangchengzhe，
meiyouhuitou。yizhichenmodejichengzhou，buzhiheshiyijingzhanzaiwoshenpang。tatuoxiaxizhuangwaitao，
pizaiwoyouxiefadoudejianshang。“xiangkujiukuchulai。”woyaoleyaotou，jiangyanleibilehuiqu。ranhou，
wotingdaozijiyongyizhongjiqipingjingdeshengyinshuo。“jixiansheng，nizhiqianshuo，zhiyaowodiantou，
womendehunyuejiujikeshengxiao。”“shi。”“neixianzai，wodiantoule。”wozhuanguoshen，
zhongxinkanxiangyanhuitinglineiduinannv。“bangwozuodediyijianshi。”“jiushibajiqinghe，
congjijiadejichengrenmingdanshang，chedihuadiao。”di5zhangwodehuayinbugao，queqingxidichuanbianlezhenggepianting。
suoyourendoudaoxiyikouliangqi。jiangjiqinghecongjichengrenmingdanshanghuadiao？zheinvrenshifenglema？
jiqingheshijijialaoyezizuikanzhongdezhangsun，shineidingdexiayidaijiazhu。jiusuantaxianzaidashanglejichengzhou，
yebukenengdongyaojiqinghedediwei。jiqinghexianranyeshizheimexiangde。taxianshicuoe，
suijilianshangfuxianchujifengdelengxiao。“wenyao，niyiweiwoxiaoshuhuiweileni，zuodaozheizhongdibu？
nitaigaokanzijile。”tazhuanxiangjichengzhou，yuqilidaizheyisijinggao。“xiaoshu，wozhidaoniyixiangbuxihuanwo。
danweileyigenvren，dongyaojiazugenji，zhidema？yeyeneibian，nimeifajiaodai。
”tadudingjichengzhoubuhuidaying。bijing，woshigeshengminglangjiede“env”，erta，
shiqiantuwuliangde“fozi”。shuqingshuzhong，yimuleran。suqingwanyeshishidikaikou，roushengquandao：“qinghege，
biezheimeshuoxiaoshushu。wenjiejieyezhishiyishiqihua，taxinlihaishiainide，
buranyebuhuiyongzheizhongfangshilaixiyinnidezhuyi……”tadehuahaimeishuowan，jiubeijichengzhoudaduanle。
“sheigaosuni，womeifajiaodai？”jichengzhoudeshengyinbudaiyisiwendu，takanzhejiqinghe，yanshenruilirudao。
“haishiniyiwei，zheigejia，xianzailundedaonilaijiaowozuoshi？”tanachushouji，boleyigehaoma。
“zhanglvshi，zhunbeiyixia，zhaokaidongshihui。yitishi，bamianjiqinghezaijituanneideyiqiezhiwu，
bingtiyixiugaijiazujichengzhangcheng。”dianhuaneitouchuanlaigongjingde“shi，jizong”。jiqinghedelian，
shunjianbiandecanbai。tabuganzhixindikanzhejichengzhou。“xiaoshu！nilaizhende？”jichengzhougualedianhua，
kandoulandezaikantayiyan。tazhishiditou，wenroudibangwozhenglihaopizaishenshangdexizhuangwaitao。“zouba，
zheilidecai，buheniweikou。”wodiandiantou，wanzhetadeshoubei，zhunbeilikaizheigelingrenzuooudedifang。