第4章
yixiaoshihou，fengjiabieshuwai。
shenyurukanzhemianqianzheidongfulitanghuangdeluomashijianzhu，yandiyizhenhuangran。
tayusheguowushuzhongdengtangrushidejiekou，quemeixiangdaolaidezheimerongyi。
cheliangjinrujidingweizhi，shenyurugangyixiache，yizhishishiquanhuranchaozhetahenhenpulai！
zheiyixiacubujifang，shenyurubeipulegemanhuai，jiaoxiayizhenliangqiang，yankanzhejiuyaoyangmiandaodi。
xiayike，tahoubeimengdezhuangshangyidukuankuoyoulidexiongtang，nanrenxiuzhangfenmingdedashoulanzhutayaoshen。
zhangxiawenregezheboboyiliaochuanlai，fengzhanyanzhongyizhenhuise。
“多谢。”
shenyurubochunweimin，jiangyinglakaijuli，nanrendeqixitaiguoyuqiangda，rangtayouxiewusuoshicong。
dagoulianshangdezhezhoutiaodongzhe，butingdechongtatuqichuanxi，weibayaochengtuoluo。
fengzhanyiweishenzhang：“jiulianyaoguangdouhenxihuanni。”
yipangfengyulianliandiantou，piaoliangyanjinglimanshijiaoao。
jiushima，taxihuanderenyaoguangdangranhuixihuan。
shenyuruyanshenweidong，zhengyaokaikou。
yidaowenrounvshenglengbudingchuxian。
“azhan，tashinawei？”
shenyuruhuitou，kanqingneirenliandeyishunjian，tahunshendegugedouzaigazhizuoxiang。
沈梦蝶！
dangnianhaidetabeiganchujiamen，duozoutalianggehaizi，xianxiehaidetabeihuoshengshengshaosizaihuozangchangdenvren。
zheibizhangtajuebuhuicaocaofangguo！
fengzhanzhiruowuwen，danshengzhutuoshenyuru：“nixianjinqu，changchangwojiachushideshouyi。”
shenmengdiebeiwushichedi，yandidejihenjihuyaoyichu，tajielifanghuanshengyin，kanxiangfengyu：“xiaoyu，laimamazheili。”
妈妈？
shenyuruliansezhoubian，zheishitadehaizi，shenmengdiezheishishenmeyisi！
难道说......
tanaozhonghuranduoleyigekepadecaice！
xiayike，xiaonaibaokandoulandekantayiyan，zhijiezhuazhushenyurudeshou，lingyizhishouqianzhefengzhan，sanrenyitongchaowuneizouqu。
shenmengdieyikouyinyajihuyaosui，zheigenvrenjiujingshishenmeren，tafeijinxinsidouwufataohaodefengyu，zaitamianqianjingranfufutietie！
jiulianfengzhandoulingyanxiangdai！
tajimanggenshang，baichunvzhurenbandetixiaorong：“azhanzenmebutiqiandazhaohuni，wohaorangguanjiaduozhunbeijidaocai。”
“zheiweixiaojie，nishixiaoyudepengyouma？”
fengzhanbingmeiyouchuyanzuzhi，tayinyuejuede，zheigenvrenshenfendabuxunchang，zhenghaojieshenmengdieshitanyifan。
shenyuruxindirenbuzhulengxiao，liunianshijian，tadeqizhirongmaozaoyitianchadibie，nanguaishenmengdierenbuchulai。
banshang，tataiqitou，luchujijingyayouwugudexiaorong：“ninyoushinaweini？”
“tingwenfengxianshengbingweiquqi，nandaonishitadeqingfu？”
“ni！”shenmengdieqidaoliandouniuqule。
qingfu？zheigenvrenjingganzheimexiuruta！
shenyuruzhengyaozaijitalaidian**，fengyuhuranzhengtuotadeshou，chaozheshenmengdiezhijiepuguoqu。
“xiaoyu......”shenyurubujintanchushouqu，xiangyaowanliu，zuizhongzhinengtuiranchuixia。
xiayike，shenmengdiecanjiaoshengjihuyaocichuanermo。
“别过来！”
“阿湛救我！”
shenyurudingjingkanqu，fengyushoulizhuazhebangeshouzhangdaduxie，jiuyaowangshenmengdieyifulisai！
shenmengdiehuarongshise，liangundaipapuxiangfengzhan，shituxunzhaobaohu。
houzhejingshimianwubiaoqingtuikaiyibu，lengyankanzhetabeifengyuzhuizhudaomenwai。
fengyushoujiaobingyong，lianmangjiangmenguanshang，yitaodongzuoxingyunliushui。
yingzheshenyuruyufengzhanfuzadeyanshen，fengyuwaiwaitou，manlianwugu：
meiyouwairenla，keyichifanle！
cantingnei，zhuoshangdefancaiwuyibujingmei。
fengyujujueguanjiajiangtabaoshangertongzuoweidedongzuo，zhijiepaodaoshenyurushenbianlai，heiliangdeyanmouyidongbudongkanzheta。
“xiaoyuyaohewozuozaiyiqima？”shenyuruxintouyiruan，roushengkaikou。
dedaohuiyinghou，tazhijiejiangxiaohaibaodaozijishenbianzuoxia。
jieguowankuaijiuzhunbeijixiaohaiweifan。
fengzhanyanshendandansaoguo：“xiaoyu，zijichi。”
fengyuhedehunshenyizhan，youheiyouliangdeyanmoumanshiweiqu，shitanxingzhunbeijieguoshaozi。
shenyuruceshenbiguo，yandiyinyinbuyue：“tazhiyouwusui，fengxiansheng，nibujuededuihaizitaiguoyukekema？”
“tacongsansuiqijiuhuizijichifan。”fengzhanqingdianmeixin，“shenxiaojiebuyaoxiaokanta。”
“fengxianshengyehuikaichedongcaijing，weishenmeyaoqingsijihecaiwu？”shenyuruhaobukeqifanwen，“huiheyourenyuanyibangtazuo，buchongtuba？”
shuoba，tabuzaikanfengzhanyiyan，ziguzidejifengyuweifan。
fengzhanyanshenweichen，tazhengyaokaikou，fengyufangzaihengwenxianglidehongzhizhubuzhiheshipachulai，jingranshunzheshenyurudequnzi，padaotajianbangshang！
“啊——”
fengyuhoujianfachuyishengjinghu，shensejinghuang。
wanyibapiaoliangayihezoulezenmeban！
shenyurushunzhexiaohaikonghuangdemuguang，guorankandaojianshangmaorongrongdedazhizhu，baisedeliaoyaqingxikejian！
tashenchushou，renyouzhizhupadaozhangxin，congbaixianzhangdezhijianmosuozhizhufubu。
“bianyizhongdezongsedunzhu，feichangnande。”
“xiaoyu，zheishinidechongwuma？”
fengyudengdayanjing，youxienanyizhixin，mingmingzhiqianshenmengdiekandaozheige，helegebanside，taweishenmebupa？
shenyuruguaneryixiao：“wojiayangleyiwoloudouzhizhu，youjihuidehuakeyidainiqukankan。”
“buguowanzheigedeshihou，haishiyaoxiaoxinyidian，buyaoshangdaoziji。”
fengyufengkuangdiantou，yandidexiaiyiyuyanbiao。
“shenxiaojie。”nanrendichenshengyinlengbudingxiangqi。
shenyurumoranhuishou，quefaxianfengzhanzhengzaijingjingkanzhe，yanshenhuisenanbian。
“nisihuhenhuihongxiaohai。”
“xiaoyuhenguai，wozhishilijiebingzunzhongtadexihaoeryi。”
shenyuruyanshenyizhenhuangran，tayezhishizhaozheshushangyanghaizibale......
chiguowanfan，fengzhanzhijierangguanjialingzhefengyuquxishu，suijijiangshenyuruqingjinshufang。
yijinmen，nanrenzhijiekaimenjianshan：“shenxiaojie，woxuyaonibangwoyigemang。”
“fengjianenglifanweizhinei，tiaojianrennikai。”
nanrenzhuanzhumuguangzhixia，fangfoyiqiedouwusuodunxing。
shenyurujingshenjinbeng，chenshengkaikou：“yinindenenglidouweinandeshi，woyigexiaoxiaoxiufushizhipaaimonengzhu。”
“shenxiaojiebubijizhejujue。”fengzhansangyindichenruer，“woxuyaonipeihewo，weixiaoyuzhiliaoshiyuzheng。”
shenyuruquantoubuzhibujuejianzuanjin。
nanguaixiaoyuyizhibushuohua，tayiweitazhishineixiang！
“为什么是我？”
“nishitahuanbingyilai，diyigerangtayuanyikaojinderen。”
shenyuruminminchun，yanshenhuise：“wonengwenyixia，xiaoyudemuqinshisheima？”
“tameiyoumuqin。”fengzhanhaobuyouyu，“shenxiaojie，zhiyaoniyuanyi，ashifanweizhinei，fengjiadinghuibuyiyuliweinibaojiahuhang。”
shenyuruzuichunweidong，huanhuantuchuyikouqi：“wohuipeiheyishengweixiaoyujinxingzhiliao，zhiyuqitade，dengxiaoyubingyuzhihouzaishuo。”
xianzaitichuyaodaizouhaizidehua，fengzhanhuishaletaba？