第三章 活着

shougongzhuangfurenshuowanzheifanhua,dixiatouquanziganshang,buzhitashiyinweishenmeganshang。shilianminqinzhengdeshenshi,haishilianminzheishijianjushidebojueyungui、zaohuanongren。

renzaichaotang,shenbuyouji,douxiangtixianmuouyibanbeirencaozong,mingyunbuzhangwozaizijideshouzhong。

chuichuidadadeshengyinjiejinle,yingqindeduiwuzhijiebenfuguiyitangerlai。

qinzhengbeichanfuzhe,shangleyidingzijintanwumuzhichengdehuajiaozhizhong。

huajiaoyaoyaoyeye,zoujiechuanxiang,buzhizouleduojiu。

qinzhengshouzhongwozheyibazanzi,dizaixiongkou。zheizanzifengliwubi,danyeyinweitashishoushi,suoyishifengtadegongzhuangfurenbingmeiyouxiangdao,qinzhenghuijiangzheizanzidangzuobishoulaishiyong。

tajinbishuangmou,leishuisiyiliutang。

zhiyaozheizanzizhajinqu,tongpoxinzang,biannengquyujiuquanzhixiadezhangfutuanju。

忆起一些往事。

zhong、qinliangjiaxiangshiyuweimo,henzaojiudingxiawawaqin,dantahezhongjiangjunqueyizhiweicengxiangjian。

houlai,zhongjiangjunyuzhanchangshangjiangongliye,guanbaidajiangjun,shizhongjiaconghanmenzhijia,yiyuechengweixianhezhizu。

tabenkeqingyihuidiaofubeidingxiadehunyue,quyigemendanghuduidenvzi。bijing,qinjiazhishidijiandeshangrenjiating,jibianbeihuiyue,yebuganshengzhang,yimianrumeizhongjiangjunweiming,huodezuiguai。

ketaqueshizaigongchengmingjiuhou,diyishijianbenfuqinjiatiqin。

weicengdejianyimian,taquanranbuzhiqinzhengdemoyang,buzhitadepinxing。jinpingyizhihunyue,bianjianshoubuyu。daiziguizhongdeqinzheng,yeyincibeishenshendadong。

zhengzhiqingdouchukaideta,mianduizheiyangyiweizaizhanchangbochugongming,qiezhongqingzhongyi、xinshounuoyandenanzi,zennengbufangxinanxu!

dongfangzhiye,dangfengguanxiapei、toudaihonggaitoudeqinzhengbeitaqingqingjiexiagaitou,kandaotamianrongdeneiyikeqi,tabianananfashi。cishengdingyaoxiangbanzhongjiangjunzuoyou。

jinguantabingfeiruzijixiangxiangzhongneibanshuaiqiyingjun、shenwubufan,kemeiyujiandeneiguzhengqi,queyijiurangrenqingxinbuyi。

qinzhengshizhibuyu,zaoyijiangzhengkexinjiaofuyuta,yaohetabaitouxielao。

liangrenxianzuoshicengtanqishenhoushi,zhongjiangjunshuodao,shenweiwufu,zuihaodeguisushizhansishachang。tangruoyouyichaotamageguoshi,nixiaobaigu,xiwangqinzhengnengbatawangque,gaijiataren。

qinzhengzongshiyaozhetoushuo,ruotazhansi,zijiyebibuduhuo。

当时只道是寻常!

tazhuazhezanzi,meimeiyaojiangzanzicharuxiongtangzhishi,neiweinvguandeshengyinjiuhuiyanyouzaier:“huoxiaqu,weilezhongjiangjundegurouhuoxiaqu!”

她便又犹豫了。

tarouqingdifulefushangweilongqidexiaofu,zijiyijingyoulezhongjiangjundegurou,yiguandedafushuoshigenvhaier。

yezhengshiyinweishinvhaier,bushinanhai,zhangdahoumeiyoubaochoudenengli,buzuyiyinqidiwangdejidan。tacaixingyundimianyuyisi。

yinhaizierhuo,youzennengzisha?

ruguozhiyouzijiyiren,meiyoufuzhongdeqiangua,diexuewubuyouhefang?

mingmingzhong,fangfozhongjiangjunyezaitaerpandiyu:“qingqingwozheng,huoxiaqu。”

shou,zhongyusongkaile,zanziwulicongzhangzhonghualuo。manshishirundeyanjing,wangxiangbeigaitoumengzhudeweilai,tingrentiangonganpaifaluo。