第四章

他的负责,就是让我抱着他染着檀香的冰冷袈裟,拜堂成婚,沦为笑柄,整个沈家跟着抬不起头来。

dingzhebiyiyuchixiao,zaierjiewushengdeleiliuxia,wobaiwanletang。

huidaoguoshifuhouyuan,wodangyejiubingdaole,gaoshaobuzhi。

peiwojiaruguoshifudeqingsuojidemeiyoubanfa,maozhedaxuequqiuwenjingxiu。

但他不在府里。

zicongworuleguoshifu,tazaiyemeihuilaiguo,meiriliusuzaigongnei。

这一次他也不在。

qingsuoguizaifulixiarenmianqianketou,touzazaishangdongdeqingzhuanshang,pengpengzhixiang,yemeihuanlaitamenxinruan。

fuzhongguanshilengyankanzhe:「guoshiqulegongzhongweihuangshangqifusongjing,yishibanhuierbuhuihuilai。」

「xiaojiezenmeban?zaigaoshaoxiaquhuibarenshaoshade!qiunimenqingdafujinlai。」

tamentuituozhe:「womendoushizuonucaide,nanengtizhuzizuozhu?nixianhuiqudengzheba,dengguoshihuilai,wozaitongzhini。」

qingsuohuilai,yongshentinuanzhewogaorehanzhandeshenti,baozhewoku:「xiaojie,shinubimeiyong!」

「guoshifushangxiameiyouyigerenbawomendangrenkan,xiaojiezaishenjiashiyeshilaoyefurendexintourou,nalizaoguozheiyangdezui!」

qingsuokudeshangqibujiexiaqi,「guoshiyebubanidangfuren,neixiegounucaiyegencaiwomenyijiao……xiaojiedengnihaole,womenlikaizheiba!」

离开这,又能去哪?

zangledeshenzi,youshierjia,zhinengjirendangqieba?

qieshisuiyinengfamaidewanyier,qingsuogenzhewo,zhihuishougengduodeku。

woliekaishaodeganhedechun,haishiduitajichuxuruodexiao:「hao……womenbuliuzaizhei。」

houlai,wohaishihaoleqilai。

bushiyinweiwenjingxiudaihuiledafu,shiqingsuonachuleshenjiapeijia,qianjinbuhuandemiyao。

zheiweiyideyikeyao,shiniangqinxiangwoshengchanshiyongde,meiliaodao,gangjinguoshifubianyongshangle。

wogaoshaosanri,shaodemihushi,youhuixiangqijiulouneihouhuideyiye。

tabaozhewotangzaibeiqinshang,wenroujile,fangfowoshishishangzuizhenguiyisuidezhenbao。

tayaozhewodechun,mosuowoerjianshuolehenduohua。

「niyijingshiwoderenle,buxuzaizoule……」

「woshenshangjiasha,keyiweinituoxia,bufurulaiyibufuni。」

woxinjianguntang,tangdechuanbushangqi,lianhuxiyebiandexiaoxinyiyi。

yuanlaifotanshangdeqingfo,dongxinzhihou,zheiyangdemei,zheiyangyouren。

qingsuoshuodebucuo,dieniangmeiyoukuidaiguowo,keshenjiayouwugehaizi,wohoumianhaiyoulianggeyoudi,qianmianyoulianggechusejiejie。

niangdemuguangbunengzongluozaiwoyirenshenshang。

congchushengqi,bianshinaonaotengtengdeyidajiazi,wochuandeyongdedoushilianggejiejieshengxiade,haiyaobangniangqinzhaogulianggedidi。

youshi,wobianshichangxiang,nengyouzijidejia,yijianxiaoyuanyehao,bubitaiduoren。

renduole,jiuchenglewuguanjinyaodeyingzi。

suoyi,mingzhiwenjingxiushifozi,dangchaoguoshi,qingxinjinyu,budongsunian,diehaishibawojialaile。

lianggeyoudizhangdahouquqin,zongyaoyoudifangzhu,haixuyaoyibicaijin。

zuoyou,wogaobuchengdibujiu,yejiabudaogenghaoderenle,shouyibeizihuogua,zonghaoguorangshenjiamengxiu,dangyibeizilaoguniang。

wotannianneiyidianwennuan,tannianwenjingxiuyandizhiyouwodeyangzi。

mingzhitabuhuitaruhouyuanbanbu,zongpanzhe,tahuigujicengjingdejifuzhiqin,duiwoshaoyouzhaofubutong。

daiwobingdekuaiyaosideshihou。

caixiangshixingwuguolai,tabuaiwo,yidianbuai,wozaitayanlizhishiyizhenwuguanjinyaodefeng,yipianpiaodangluguodeyun。