第4章
shenwanwenwenrouroudeyijuhua，jiuxiangshiyibafenglidedao，**lejiangwanyindexinli，“ayanzuowantaileile，ganggangcaishuixia，woyebuhaojiaoxingta，yaobu，niwandianzaidaguolai？”
jiangwanyindeshouyisong，shoujijiudiaoluozailetadetuishang。
neilianggebangfeisihuzaojiuyujianlejiangwanyinhuishizheiyangdefanying，yiliankanhaoxideyangzi。
“ze，shenmegui，nilaogonggenbiedenvrenshuizaiyiqile？”pangnanrenqingzeleyisheng。
“kanlai，zaitadexinli，niyeyidiandoubuzhongyaoa。”daobananyoubuleyiju。
tadehuazaijiangwanyinxintoudeshangkoushangbuleyidao，tengdetachuanbushangqilai。
是啊。
shangfuyanxinlideneigerenyizhidoushishenwan，tamenzaiyiqi，bushihenzhengchangma？
“jiranzheiyang，neitaduiyushangzonglaishuogenbenyiwenbuzhia！”
daobananbiyidipielejiangwanyinyiyan，“zhenshihuiqi！haiburuxianzaijiurangwonongleta！”
“biezheimezheji，shiqinghaimeibanwanni。”pangnanrenkanleyiyanshoujishoudaodexinxi，yandishanguoyimoyiweishenzhang，hurankaikou，“tabushihaiyouyigeerzima？”
wenyan，jiangwanyinchunjiaochechuyimokusedehudu。
naohaizhongfuxianchushangzixupaoxiata，zouxiangshenwandechangjing。
ruguoshangzixukandaotabeibangjia，huibuhuizhejini？
bijing，tayeshitapinxiabantiaomingxinxinkukushengxialaidehaizia。
“dadianhuajinierzi。”pangnanrenfenfudao。
江晚吟一动不动。
jiantayouyu，pangnanrenfuxiashenkanzheta，wenleyiju，“ninandaojiubuxiangkankan，nierzikandaozijidemamabeibangjia，huishishenmeyangdefanyingma？tadexinli，daodiyoumeiyounizheigemamani？”
tadehuajiuxiangshiyijicuihuaji，tiaoqilejiangwanyinxindijincundeyidiandianxiwang。
jiangwanyinyanlizhengzhalepianke，zuizhong，baozheyisijiaoxingdeqidai，botongleshangziyudedianhuashoubiao。
zaishipintonghuajietong，kandaoshangzixudeliandeyishun，jiangwanyinyandishanguoyimoxinxi：“zixu......”
huayinweiluo，pangnanrenjiuturanqiashangletadebozi，duizhepingmushangdeshangzixulishengdao，“kanqingchule，zheigekeshinima，yaoshizaibujiuta，nimakejiusidingle！”
rucixiongsheneshadebiaoqing，huanzuoshipingchangwusuidehaizi，zaitingdaozheiyangdehuazhihou，douhuibeihedekubizi。
danshangzixujiuzheimemorandikanzheshipinlidejiangwanyin，sihuzaidaliangzheta，zhiqidemeitouzhoulezhou。
“zixu！......”jiangwanyinyinweizhixiganermiansezhanghong，quehaizaiguanxinshangzixudeqingxu，“biepa......”
“她不是我妈妈。”
shangzixucuishengshengdeshengyinlimeiyouduoshaodeqingxuqifu，fangfochuxianzaishipinlidenvren，buguoshiyigemoshengreneryi。
zheiyijuhua，fangfoyidaozhongchui，henhenzazailejiangwanyindexintoushang，touyunmuxuan。
“nihaohaokanqingchu，zheigedaodishibushinimama？”pangnanrennaguodaobananshoulidedao，jiazaijiangwanyindebozishang，yinliangtigaolejifen，“yaoshibushidehua，wokejiuzhijiebatadebozigele！nikejiumeiyoumamale！”
shangzixugezhepingmukanzhejiangwanyin。
jiangwanyinzhengzhengdizhushizhetadesuoyoufanying。
zheigeshijieshangnayouhaizikandaozijidemuqinyoushengmingweixianquerengjiuwudongyuzhongde？
pianpian，shangzixujiushineigeliwai。
“tabushi！womamashishenayi，xianzaigenwobabazaiyiqini！”
zheiyishunjian，jiangwanyinyanlijinshengdeweiyiyidianguangliangjinshuyinmie。
tahoulongjiuxiangshibeiduzhuleyiban，shenmeyeshuobuchulai。
shangzixumeizaiduoshuoyiju，zhijieguaduanledianhua。
fangfojiangjiangwanyinneixinjincundeyidiandianxijiyeyitongguaduanle。
jiangwanyinhuchuyikouhunzhuodeqi，yangqitoukanzhehuimengdetiankong，yidiyushuiluozaitadelianshang，xiangjileleihen，dantaquekubuchulai。
taaimulezhengzhengshiwuniandezhangfu，xinliconglaidoumeiyouta，taguanailewuniandeerzi，yixinxiangrenbiedenvrenzuomuqin，genbenbuzaihutadesihuo！
kanzhetaxiangyituanlannitanruanzaidishang，shuangmuwushendebeitongyangzi，pangnanrenhedaobananxiangshiyiyan，chelechechun。
jiernachushouji，paileyizhangjiangwanyindezhaopianjiaocha。
「yijinganzhaonidefenfu，rangtadadianhuajishangzongheshangshaoyele。」
xiayimiao，tadeshoujijiuxiangleqilai，jietongzhihouduimianchuanlaiyidaonvrendeshengyin：“zuodebucuo。”
yuqitouzheyiguzideyi，kandaojiangwanyinzheifushihunluopodeyangzi，tajiugaoxingjile！ganhetaqiangshangfuyan，jianzhizibuliangli！
jiranjiangwanyinduishangfuyanhaibaoyoubuqieshijidewangxiang，neitajiujiangzheiyiqietongtongdoudasuilecailanle！
“nei......zheigenvrenyaozenmechuzhi？”pangnanrenwendao。
“suinimen。”nvrenqingxiaoyisheng，guaduanledianhua。
pangnanrenshouhuidianhua，kanxiangjiangwanyin，luchuyigebieyoushenyideyanshen：“tashuo，suiwomenchuzhi。”
“taihaole！”daobananyandishanguoyimojingguang，cuolecuoshou，dabuzouxianglejiangwanyin。
“ni，nimenyaoganshenme？”jiangwanyinkanzhechaotazoulaideshenying，chilidiwanghounuo，zhidaohoubeitieqiang，tuiwuketui。
“ganshenme？womenshangtouderendoufahuale，suiwomenzenmechuzhini！xianzaidangranshirangwomengeliangshuangshangyibale！”daobananweisuoyixiao，jingzhijiangshoushenxianglejiangwanyin。
“dengdeng。”pangnanrenzhuazhuledaobanandeshou。
beidaduandedaobananhenshibushuang：“youzenmele？”
“woxiangdaoleyigegengmiaodefazi。”pangnanrenkandaoyinxingkashoudaoershiwanzhuanzhangdexinxi，youzaijiangwanyinshenshangshangxiadaliangzhe，jiuxiangkanyijianshangpinyiban，“zeze，zheizhangliandan，zheigeshencai，yaoshimaichuqu，buchuyizhou，lirundoujueduibuzhiershiwan......”
“nishishuo......”daobananmolemoxiabadehucha，huiyiyixiao。
beitamenlugudemuguangdingzhe，jiangwanyinzhiganjuetoupiyizhenfama，liangqiangzhexiangpao，huranhoujingyizhentengtong，shashixianrudaoheianzhizhong。
......
jiangwanyinshibeireladeyinlezhenxingde，yizhengyan，jiukandaoyourenzaibatadeyifu！
“zoukai！”jiangwanyinjingkongdituikaiduifang，wuzhexiongkouwangshafadejiaoluolisuo。
beituikaideshiyigenianguowushidenvren，kanzhejiangwanyinneibeihedequanshenzhandoudeyangzi，biyidichileyisheng：“doudaozheizhongdifanglaile，haizhuangshenmezhenjielienvni？ganjinbayifuhuanle，jiwoqujieke！”
接客？！
江晚吟喉咙一滞。