第1章

“qiuqiuni,buyaozaidale…”

“不要在打我了!”

guanlanxiaofuweiweilongqiguizaidishang,hunshenshixuedeaiqiuzhe,xiriwuheilianglidezhangfa,xianzaiyijingbeijianduan。

zhenggeyankuangaoxianjinqu,tahuozhexiangshiyigejingshenbingren,hunshenzangchou。

zheishiguanlanbeiqiujinzaidixiashidedisannian!

神智恍惚不清。

zheisannian,tabuzhidaozenmetingguolaide。

meitianzheigenanren,duitaxingshifeirenbandezhemo,taduzilixianzaiyouhuailezheigenanrendeniezhong。

电击,皮鞭,针刺…

zheiyangdezhemo,tameirimeiye,buzhidaojinglileduoshaobian。

sannianqian,yinweiguanlan,jidufulinduishenyunyundeai,toutoudejitaxiayao,dadiaoletamendehaizi。

yushifulinjiuchengfata,batasongjilemianqianzheigelaonanren。

xianzaitashizhongdouwangbule,fulinmuguanghenli,binglengdeduitashuochudeneijuhua,“anlan,zuochuleshi,jiugaiyaoshoudaochengfa!”

“congjinwanghou,likaididou,haohaodejiyunyundehaizishuzui!”

我错了!

我真的错了!

guanlanmeiyouyitianbuzaiaohuizhe。

zaizheilidemeiyitian,tadouzaisheqiuzhe,fulinyouyitiannenggoubatajiuchuqu!

taxiangpao,keshigenbenpaobule。

meicibeizhuahuilai,dengdaitadeshi,gengjiacankudechengfa!

laonanrenyibazhuaqitadetoufa,xingfendebaguanlantileqilai,“nijiaoa!jiaodezaixiangyidian,wodaoyaokankan,sheihainenglaijiuni!”

“zhenbukuishiyiqianfulinyangdenvren,gangbeisongguolaideshihou,wozhendehenbudesizainishenshang。”

“nihaixiangzhefulinnenglaijiuni?wogaosuni,biezaichixinwangxiangle!”

“sannianqian,tabanisongjiwodeshihou,jiuyijinggenshenjiada**,shenyunyunjiehunle。”

“nizaikankan,nixianzaizheifumoyang,hahaha…nibuguojiushibeiwowanlandepoxie!”

不,不会的!

tabukenengqushenyunyunde!

傅凛答应过她的!

guanlankuzheyaotou,xiangshiwufajieshouzheigeshishi。

shuowandexiayimiao,nanrenturanjiujiekaile,pidai…

qiazhetadebozi,batadizaiqiangshang!

zaishenhou,duitajinxingwuru!

不知道过去多久。

guanlanyibubiti,congqiangshangmanmanyidianyidianhualuo,yanzhongdeguang,manmandeandanlexiaqu,xiashenliuchulexue,fangfobuzhidaotengtongyiban,pazaidimianshangyidongbudong。

sannianlaibuduandizhemo,guanlandiyiciyoulebuxianghuodeniantou。

yinweitaxiangxinzhe,fulinhuihuilaibatadaizoude。

keshitadenglesannian,tahaishimeiyoulai…

zaozaibeisongjinzheilidediyitian,tajiuyijinghuile!

tagenshenyunyunjiehun,fulinzaojiubuyaotale。

jiusuantalai,batajiuchuqu,hainengzenmeyang?

fulinbukenenghaihuijieshouyigepoxie。

huibuqu!yijingchedibuhuiqule!

等到老男人离开。

guanlancongdishangmanmanpaqilai,yongjinzuihouyisiliqi,jianqidishangnanrenzhemotadegongju,yongli**lexinzangchu…

tongkonghuansan,kouzhongdexue,dakoudakoudetulechulai!

ganjuedaoshuxidetongteng,conghunshenmanyan,taitoutouzheweiyidechuangwai,kanzhewaimianyese,yelangxingxi。

guanlanluoxialeliangdiqinglei,zuihouhaishidaozailexuebozhizhong!

只剩下一口气…

guanlanjincunzuihoudeyisiqixi,zhengkaiyanjing,kanjianzijibeimaizainituzhizhong,nanrennazhetieqiao,yidianyidian,yongnitujiangtayangai。

doudadeyudi,zazaitadeyanjingshang…

zhidaotadeshixian,biandeqihei,zhouweideshengyin,fangfoyedouanjinglexialai…

fulin,wohouhuile,wozhendehaohouhui!

weishenmeyaorangwoyujianni,rangwojinglizheixie!

niweishenme,yaoduiwozheimehen!

可是为什么!

napawodouyaosile,zuihouxiangdequehaishini!

傅凛!

要是能够重来一次…

wozaiyebuyaoganyunigenshenyunyunzhijiandeganqing。

我再也不要爱上你!

daozuihou,erbianmeileshengyin,rengranhaizhengzhedeyanjingdeguanlan,buzhiheshi,xianruleyipianqiheizhizhong!

顾安澜死了!

死的悄无声息。

sizaileyesebangbodedayutian。

sizaile…qiaoranjijingdeheiyeli。

shitiyongyuanmaizangzailelajichangdefeixuzhizhong。

2007nian,didoushirenminyiyuan。

“fuxiansheng,nimeimeixingle!”

guanlanganjuedaozijichennizaihaizhong,zenmedoupabushangan,zuihoutazhuazhefumu,huxidaoleyikoukongqi,dengtashunjianxinglaishi,dakoudakouhuxizhekongqi。

kanzhemianqianbaisetianhuaban,wendaoleneiguxiaodushuideweidao,tacaifanyingguolai。

傅先生?

傅凛?

guanlanyanshennanyizhixin,tadaidaikanxiangyipangcongwaizoujinlaidenanren。

zheiyike…kandaofulinshenangguiheisexizhuangzoulai,chengshudeqizhijinyulengeryoumiren,wuguanshensuilenglie。

jiandaota,guanlanturan,badiaoleshoubeishangdezhentou,liangundaipadeguizailefulinmianqian,yanleixiongyongdeluolexialai,zhuazhetadexizhuangku,“gege…wo…wocuole!”

“woyihouhuiguaiguaitinghua,wozaiyebugenninaopiqile。”

“qiuqiuni,buyaobawosongjibieren!”

fulinmanmandunxiashenzi,shensuilengliedemouzilitouzhewenhedanxindeshense,“anlan?fashengshenmeshile?sheiqifunile?ng?”

“告诉哥哥。”

guanlanleiliumanmiandekanzhemianqiandefulin,zhenggerenshunjianxianrulezhenjingzhong,“ge…gege…”

budui!fulinyijingsishiduole,zenmehuizheimenianqing?

takandaolenianqing,zhiyouershibasuidefulin。

guanlanzhizhidedingzheta,haoxiangyaojiangtademoyangkanqing,tashenshou,mozhefulindelian,shiyouwendude,junlangdelianshangmeiyouyitiaozhouwen。

tayanjingshangbeitahuaqu,mingmingyouyitiaobade,xianzaizenmemeiyoule?

neishitagenfulinchaojiadeshihou,beitabuxiaoxinnongqude。

fulinshixianluozaineizhibaixizhinendeshou,meiyouzuzhitadedongzuo。

“bu…bukeneng…zheishijiade,womingmingyijingsile!”

“zheiyidingshitiantang,yidingshijiade!gegeta…buyaowole!”

fulin:“xianqilai!ng?”

guanlandaileng,lianshangluozheyanlei,“gege,xianzaishishenmeshihou?shi20xxma?”

fulinshenshouqufuqutatoudinglingluandezhangfa,“xianzaishi2007nian,wanshangshierdian,nikanwaimiantianyijinghenheile。”

guanlanyanshengengshinanyizhixin,tadaidaikanzhemianqianshuxidefulin。

她…她竟然没死!

还重新活了过来。

fulinjiangmianqiandeshaonv,congdishangbaoleqilai,xiaoxinyiyifangzaibingchuangshang,jiangtagaihaobeizi。

guanlanshoubeishangliulebushaoxue,fulinjiangtashoubeishangdexue,caganjing。

tabushizisha,zhishengxiazuihouyikouqideshihou,beineigelaonanrenhuomailema?

fulinmeiyoutaiguozaiyi,tajiliedejudong,zhishiyiwei,taxianruhunmizhongshi,zuolegeemeng。