wocengyiwei，chuanyuedaozheigeyuanshideshourenshijie，chengweizhiqiangzheyinlinsheshouyandecixing，shiwodexingyun。bijing，zaizheigeyililiangweizun，cixingxishaodeshijieli，nengyouyigeqiangdadebanlvjiuyiweizheanquanhewenbao。kewomeixiangdao，zheifenxingyunshiyouqixiande，erwodebaozhiqi，sihuyijingdaole。yanyijingsantianmeiyoudaihuirenheshiwu，dongxuelidehuoduizhishengxiayidianweiruodeyujin，chegudehanlengheweilizhuoshaobandejie，douzaimingquedigaosuwoyigeshishi——wobeiwodeshefu，yiqile。tadagaishijuede，wozheigewufaweitadanxiashedan，lianzuijiandandecaijidouzuobuhaodefeiwucixing，buzhidetazailangfeirenhejingli。zaizheipiancankudeconglinli，dengdaiwode，zhiyousiwang。danwobuganxin，jiuzaiwoyiweizijihuixianglajiyiyangbeidiuqi，qiaowushengxidilanzaimougejiaoluoshi，lingyishuangyanjing，yishuangbiyuesegengzhuoliangdejinseyantong，zaidongkoudeheianzhongdianranle。tadailaileshiwudexiangqi，yedailaileburongjujuedelveduo。
weibudejingluanyijingcongjianruidecitongbianchenglechixude、mamudezhuoshaogan。
woquansuozaibinglengdeshichuangshang，shenshangzhigaizheyizhangbuzhimingde、yingbangbangdeshoupi。shoupidebianyuanzaoyijuanqi，genbendangbuzhucongdongkouguanjinlaide、jiazazheshifuqixidelengfeng。
冷，饿。
zheishiwochuanyuedaozheigemingwei“guhuangjie”deshourenshijieyigeyueyilai，zuishenkedeliangzhongganshou。
wojiaolinyue，yigeyueqian，wohaishiyigeweilelunwenheshixijiaotoulanedeputongnvdaxuesheng。yichangyiwaidechehuo，rangwozhengkaiyanshi，jiufaxianzijitangzaizheipianmoshengdeyuanshisenlinli。judade、congweijianguodejueleizhiwuzhetianbiri，kongqizhongmimanzhenituheyeshoudeqixi，yuanchushibushichuanlaihairendeshouhou。
jiuzaiwoyiweizijihuichengweimougeyeshoudedianxinshi，yanchuxianle。
tayongyouzherenleideshangbanshen，junmeiderutongshenzhi，yinsedezhangfazailinjiandeguangyingxialiutangzheyuehuabandeguanghui，yishuangdanmodejinseshutong，kanwoshixiangzaikanyikuaimeiyoushengmingdeshitou。ertaneiqiangzhuangde、fugaizheximiyinselinpiandeshewei，panjuzaidimianshang，chongmanleyuanshierweixiandelilianggan。
tashiqiangdadeyinlinbuluodeshouling，yeshidiyigefaxianwodeshouren。
anzhaozheigeshijiedeguize，diyigefaxianbing“biaoji”lewuzhucixingdexiongxing，jiuyongyouleduizheigecixingdejueduisuoyouquan。
yushi，wochengletade“cixing”，beitadaihuilezheigeweiyuqiaobishangdejudadongxue。
qichu，woduitachongmanleqidaiheyilai。tashiwodejiumingenren，shiwozaizheigemoshengshijieweiyideyikao。woyiwei，womenhuixiangxiaoshuolixiedeneiyang，kaiqiyiduankuayuezhongzude、chongmanmoheyuwenqingdeyishiqingyuan。
kewohenkuaijiufaxian，wocuole。
yan，taxuyaodebushiyigebanlv，huoxuzhishiyigenengweitafanyanhoudaidegongju。
tachenmoguayan，lengmorubing。chulezuichuneijitian，tahuidaihuiyixiewogenbenwufaxiayandeshengrouhesuansedeyeguo，zhihoubianduiwoyuelaiyuebunaifan。tawufalijie，weishenmewolianzuijiandande、daizhexuesidekaoroudouchibuxiaqu；yewufalijie，weishenmewobunengxiangbuluoliqitacixingyiyang，fenbianchunaxieguozikeyichi，naxiezhiwuyoudu。
wode“wuneng”，zaitaneishuangjinsedeshutongli，jianjianbianchengle“feiwu”dedaimingci。
xinxicha，shihenggenzaiwomenzhijianzuijuewangdehonggou。wobuzhidaozheigeshijiedeshengcunfaze，erta，yelandexiangwojieshi。
santianqian，yinweiwushileyizhonghuiyinqijuliefuxiedehongsejiangguo，woxuruoditanglezhengzhengyitian。yanhuilaishi，kandaodebianshiwozheifulangbeidemoyang。woyongyuanyewangbuletadangshideyanshen，meiyousihaoguanxin，zhiyoushenbujiandideyanehebingleng。
congneitianqi，tajiuzaiyemeiyoudaihuirenheshiwu。
dongxuelidehuodui，yeyinweimeiyouxindemuchaitianjinlai，congxiongxiongranshaodewennuan，bianchenglerujinzheiyidianyanyanyixide、suishihuibeiheiantunshidehuoxing。
我明白他的意思。
zaishourendeshijieli，bunengweibuluochuangzaojiazhi，shenzhixuyaobanlvfenchujinglilaizhaogudecixing，shihuibeitaotaide。tazheishizaiyongzuilengku、zuiyuanshidefangshi，duiwojinxingyichangwushengdeshenpan。
“咕噜……”
weiliyoushiyizhen**deshengxiang，woxuruodijiangshentiquandegengjin，shituyongxigaidingzhuweibulaihuanjieneizhongkongdangdangdezhuotonggan。
buxing，wobunengjiuzheimeesi。
wozhengzhazhecongshichuangshangzuoqilai，yanqianyizhenzhendifahei。fuzhebinglengdeshibi，woliangliangqiangqiangdizouxiangdongkou。waimiantianseyijingwanquanheile，zhiyoulianglunwanyueguazaitianshang，saxiaqinglengdeguanghui。
晏还没有回来。
huoxu，tajinwanyebuhuihuilaile。
yizhongjudadekongjuhebeiaijuezhulewo。wobuxiangsi，wohaiyoufumu，haiyouweiwanchengdexueye，wobuxiangjiuzheimewushengwuxidixiaoshizaiyigemeiyourenzhidaodeshijieli。
我必须自救。
dongxuelichuleneizhangshichuangheyixiesanluandeshoupi，shenmedoumeiyou。wojideyanchucunshiwudedifangshizaidongxuegengshenchudeyigexiaoshidongli，neilitongchanghuiguazheyixiefengganderoutiao。
neishiwodezuihouyixianxiwang。
womosuozheqiangbi，chaozhejiyizhongdefangxiangzouqu。heianzhong，wodejiaotidaoleshenmedongxi，fachu“kuangdang”yisheng。wofuxiashen，mosuodaoleyikuaijianruideshipian，bianyuansihubeidamoguo，shiyanyonglaichuliliewudegongju。
wojiangshipianjinjinzuanzaishouli，zheijilewoyisiweibuzudaodeanquangan。
zhongyu，womodaoleneigexiaoshidongderukou。yigunongliedexuexinghefubaideqiweipumianerlai，rangwoyizhenfanwei。woqiangrenzhebushi，tantouwanglikan。
jiezhedongkoutoujinlaideyidianweiguang，wokanqinglelimiandeqingjing。
空空如也。
bieshuofengganderoutiao，lianyigengutoudoumeiyou。
zuihouyisiqidaibeichediniansui，juewangrutongbinglengdehaishui，jiangwocongtoudaojiaoyanmei。tazhende……yidianhuoludoubujiwoliu。
wodeshentihuanglehuang，wulidikaozaishibishang，huanhuanhuazuodaodishang。
jiuzaizheishi，yizhenqingweide、linpianmocadimiande“shasha”shengcongdongkouchuanlai，youyuanjijin。
是晏！他回来了！
neiyishunjian，wojihuyiweizijichuxianlehuanjue。judadejingxichongsanlejuewang，wozhengzhazhecongdishangpaqilai，liangundaipadichaozhedongkoupaoqu。
“晏！”
wochongdaodongkou，kandaoleneidaoshuxiertingbadeshenying。yueguangxia，tadeyinfaheyinlindoufanzheqinglengdeguang。tahuilaile，tameiyouzhendepaoqiwo！tayidingshichuqushouliele！
wodexinlizhongxinranqilexiwangdehuomiao，woqidaidikanzheta，xiwangnengcongtashoulikandaonapayixiaokuailiewu。
然而，他两手空空。
taneishuangjinsedeshutonglengmodisaoguowo，shixianzaiwoyinweijieeraoxiandelianjiashangtingliuleyimiao，suijiyikai，fangfoduokanyiyandoujuedeyanfan。
“你还活着。”
takaikoule，shengyinhetaderenyiyang，meiyousihaowendu。
wodexinmengdiyichen，neiganggangranqidehuomiao，beitayijuhuajiaodezhishengxiayidianqingyan。“wo……wohene，yan，ni……nizhaodaoshiwulema？”wodeshengyinyinweixuruoerzhibuzhudizhandou，daizheyisiwozijidouweichajuedebeiweiqiqiu。
tameiyouhuidawodewenti，zhishijingzhicongwoshenbianzouguo，shuyusheleideyinlengqixicaguowodepifu，rangwoqileyicengjipigeda。
tazoudaodongxuezhongyang，neitiaocuzhuangyoulidesheweisuiyidiyisao，jiangdishangwozhiqianbuxiaoxintifandeyikuaishitousaodaojiaoluo，fachuyishengchenmendexiangdong，yexiangzazaiwodexinshang。
“yan？”wogenleguoqu，busixindizhuiwen。
tazhongyutingxia，zhuanguoshen，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo。neishuangjinsedeshutongli，qingxidiyingchuwocikeshouruo、cangbaiyoulangbeideyangzi。
“linyue，”tadiyiciqingxidijiaowodemingzi，yuqiquebiyiwangrenheshihoudouyaobingleng，“yigelianzijidouyangbuhuodecixing，bupeiyongyoubanlv。”
“ni……nishenmeyisi？”wozuanjinleshouxinlideshipian，zhijiashenshendixianruzhangxin。
“congmingtianqi，nikeyilikaizheilile。”tadandandixuanpan，xiangshizaishuoyijianyutawuguandexiaoshi，“buluolirenheyigexiongxing，zhiyaotayuanyijieshounizheigefeiwu，wobuhuizulan。”
hongdeyisheng，wodedanaoyipiankongbai。
tashuoshenme？tayao……ganwozou？bawoxiangyijianwupinyiyang，rangjibiedeshouren？
“bu……bukeyi！”wojianjiaochusheng，leishuishunjianmohuleshixian，“woshinidecixing！nibiaojilewo！nizenmekeyizheiyangduiwo！”
“biaoji？”tasihutingdaoleshenmexiaohua，zuijiaogouqiyimojifengdehudu，“neizhongdidengdeyishi，zhishiweilexuangaosuoyouquan。xianzai，wofangqizheigesuoyouquanle。”
tashuoderuciqingmiaodanxie，quejiangwozuihoudezunyanhexiwangsidefensui。
wocengyiwei，jiusuantazailengmo，woyeshitamingyishangdebanlv，shishoudaozheigeshijieguizebaohude。kexianzaiwocaimingbai，guize，conglaidoushiyouqiangzhezhidingde。zaizheigeshijie，woyiwusuoyou，yanta，jiushiwodetian，wodeguize。erxianzai，wodetian，tale。
“weishenme？”wogengyanzhe，buganxindiwen，“jiuyinweiwoshengbingle？jiuyinweiwobuhuizhaoshiwu？wokeyixuede！nijiaowo，wokendingnengxuehuide！”
“taiwanle。”tadaduanwo，yuqilidaizheyisibunai，“womeiyoushijian，yemeiyounaixin，qujiaoyigefeiwuruheshengcun。”
废物……
zheigecixiangyibacuiledudedao，henhendizhajinwodexinzang。
wokanzhetajunmeierlengkudelian，huranjuedewubimoshenghekexiao。zheijiushiwoyilaiheqidaileyigeyuedebanlv，yigezaiwozuixuruodeshihou，bujinbushiyiyuanshou，faneryaojiangwotuixiangshenyuandenanren。
xindidebeishanghejuewang，jianjianbeiyiguxiongyongdefennusuoqudai。
pingshenme？pingshenmetakeyizheiyangjuedingwodeshengsi？
wosisididingzheta，wozheshipiandeshouyinweiyonglierzhijiefanbai。“yan，nihuihouhuide。”
tasihushidiyicijiandaowozheifuchongmanhenyideyangzi，jinsedetongkongweiweisuoleyixia，dansuijiyouhuifulemoran。“houhui？wocongbuzuohuirangzijihouhuideshi。”
shuowan，tabuzaikanwoyiyan，jingzhichaozhedongxueshenchutaxiuxidedifangyouqu。gaodadebeiying，jiangdongkouneiyidiandianweiruodeyueguangyechedidangzhu，bawolongzhaozaitatouxiade、binglengdeyingzili。
wozhanzaiyuandi，hunshenbingleng，fangfozhuirulewudidebingku。
完了。
一切都完了。
likaitadebihu，yiwoxianzaideshentizhuangkuang，genbenzoubuchuzheipiansenlin。beibuluoliqitashourenjieshou？wokanzhezijizheifushougulinxundeyangzi，nagexiongxinghuiyaoyigekanqilaisuishihuiside、haowuyongchudecixing？
zuizhongdejieju，haishisiluyitiao。
leishuiwushengdihualuo，dizaibinglengdedimianshang。jiuzaiwobeichedidejuewangtunshi，lianzhanlideliqidoukuaiyaoshiqushi，yigunongyude、badaoderouxiang，haowuyuzhaodipiaojinledongxue。
neixiangwei，heyandaihuilaideneixiedaizhexuexingweideshengrouwanquanbutong。neishibeihuoyanjingxinzhikaoguode、youzhidiluozaihuoshangfachu“zizi”shengxiangde、sashanglemouzhongxinxiangzhiwude……shuroudexiangwei！
wodetuoyexianzaiyishunjianfengkuangfenmi，jiedeweifachuleleimingbandejiaosheng。
是谁？
womengditaitou，xunzhexiangweikanxiangdongkou。
zhijiandongkoudeyinyingli，buzhiheshi，zhanzheyigegaodakuiwudeshenying。tabiyanhaiyaogaoda，chongmanleyexingdeyapogan。tanizheguang，wokanbuqingtadelian，zhinengkandaotayitoubujideheiseduanfa，heyishuangzaiheianzhongliangdejingrende……jinseyantong。
neishiyishuangheyanwanquanbutongdejinseyantong。yandeyanjingshisheleideshutong，binglengerdanmo；erzheishuangyanjing，shiyuanxingdetongkong，xiangmouzhongdaxingdemaokedongwu，chongmanleqinlvexinghebujiayanshideyuwang。
tashoulinazheyigenshuzhi，shangmianchuanzheyidakuaihaizaimaozhereqidekaorou，rouxiangjiushicongneilichuanlaide。
wodeshixian，beineikuaikaorousisididingzhule。
tasihuchajuedaolewodekewang，dichendixiaoleyisheng，neixiaoshengdaizheyizhongxiongqianggongmingdecixing，heyandeqinglengjieranbutong。
“xiaocixing，”takaikoule，shengyinshayaerxinggan，“nidenanrenbuyaonile？”
wohunshenyijiang，xiayishidihoutuileyibu，wojinleshoulideshipian，jingtidikanzheta。
taquehaobuzaiyiwodefangbei，maikaizhangtui，yibubuxiangwozoulai。suizhetadekaojin，yiguzhirede、shuyudingjilveshizhedeqixipumianerlai，rangwohuxiyizhi。
tazoudaowomianqian，judadeshenyingjiangwowanquanlongzhao。wozheicaikanqing，tashenshangzhiweileyikuaishoupiqun，**chudeshangbanshenbumanlejieshiliuchangdejirouxiantiao，chongmanlebaozhaxingdelilianggan。
“ele？”tajiangneichuankaoroudidaowomianqian，gungundereqiheyourendexiangwei，jihuyaocuihuiwoquanbudelizhi。
wosisidiyaozhexiachun，meiyoushenshouqujie。wozhidao，zheigeshijiemeiyoumianfeidewucan。jieshouletadeshiwu，jiuyiweizheyaofuchuxiangyingdedaijia。
jianwomeidong，tayebunao，fanerjiangkaoroucoudegengjinlexie，yongyizhongyouhongbandeyuqishuodao：“chiba，gangkaohaode，hairezhe。”
wonengganjuedao，dongxueshenchudeyan，yijingchajuedaolewaimiandedongjing。danwotingbudaorenheshengxiang，tashenzhimeiyouchulaikanyiyan。
zheigerenzhi，rangwoxinzhongzuihouyisiqianbanyeduanle。
wotaiqitou，yingshangneishuangzhuoliangdejinseyantong，zhanshengwendao：“ni……xiangyaoshenme？”
taxiaole，luchuyikoubaisensendeyachi，xiaorongchongmanleyexinghezhangyang。“henjiandan，”tashenchulingyizhishou，yongculidezhifuqingqingcaguowodelianjia，neichuganrangwoxiangbeidiandaoyiyangsesuoleyixia。
“woyaoni，”tadingzhewodeyanjing，yiziyijudishuodao，“zuowodecixing。”
shuowan，budengwofanying，tayibaduoguowoshouzhongneikuaikexiaodeshipian，suishourengzaidishang，ranhoujiangneichuankaorouqiangxingsaijinwodehuaili。
wenredechuganheshiwudezhongliang，rangwodeshentizhibuzhudizhandou。
“chiwan，wodainizou。”
tadeyuqiburongzhihui，chongmanlelveduozhedebadao。
wokanzhehuailidekaorou，youkanlekantaneishuangshizaibidedeyanjing，zaixiangdaodongxueshenchuneigeduiwoshengsibuguanbugudeyan，xinzhonghuranyongqiyigupoguanziposhuaidechongdong。
wodixiatou，henhendichaozheneikuaikaorouyaolexiaqu。