第1章
nverzaijiaxinzangbingfazuo，woneishenweixinneidingjianyishengdezhangfu，quedaizheerzihetadejiajiaolaoshizaiyouleyuanqingsheng。
sanrendehezhaozaibeifazaipengyouquan，lishichuangenlinyuqianjinjinkaozaiyiqi，erzixiaozhelouzhutamenliangdebozi，xiangjileyijiaren。
erwowoguizaiqiangjiushiwai，yanzhengzhengkanzheyishengmiansechenzhongjiangxuanxuantuichulai。
“gunvshi，qingninjieai，womenzhendejinlile，danhaizidaishangjiuhucheshixintiaobianyijingtingzhi，suoyiwomenyemeiyoubanfa......”
“ruguojialiyouaed，zaoyixiejinxingshijiu，huoxuhaiyoujihui，danshixinzangzhoutingdehuangjinqiangjiushijianzhiyousifenzhong，zhendehenkexi。”
womamuwozhenveryijingjiangyingdexiaoshou，xiongqiangyongqiyigubinglengdejutong，jihuchuanbuguoqi。
ganggangxuanxuanyidingbiwohaitongba？
wokandaojiankongganhuijiashi，tawozhedianhuashoubiaodaozaidishang，xiaolianqingzi。
wofengleyibanweitazuoxinfeifusu，keshijialineitaizhuanmenweixuanxuanzhunbeideaedbujianle。
ruguoaedfangzaijiali，ruguolishichuanzaijia，xuanxuanhuoxushiyoujiude......
kehaoxiangshilaotianxiangshouzouwodexiaotianshi，womeizhaodaoaed，lishichuanyebukenjiewodianhua。
xuanxuanbishangyanzhiqian，haizainulishenshouxiangjiwocayanlei。
“mamabuku，xuanxuanyijingbutongle。”
jiuhuchegandaodeshihou，qishiwoyijingzhidaoxuanxuanmeijiule。
keshiwoxinlihaibaozhehuanxiang，wanyichuxianleqijini？
danshishangmeiyouneimeduoqiji。
wodaizuozaitiejiachuangpang，jinwozhexuanxuandedianhuashoubiao。
tadeweixinlitangzhejitiaoxiaoxi。
wodiankailaikan，shilishichuanfalaide。
【lixuan，biewuliqunao，doushuoguolenibunengquyouleyuan，jintianshilinlaoshideshengri，dainiguoquzhihuitianmafan。】
【nishijuedezhuangbingjiunengrangwotuoxie？biezaihunao，wodenaixinyouxian！nengbunengxueyixuenigegededongshi！】
wotingzheneilengjinjindesangyin，douranwojinlequan。
zaiqianmianyitiao，shixuanxuandaizhekuqiangqiruoyousideyuyin。
“baba，wohaonanshou，nihuilaikankanwohaobuhao？”
suoyi......tatingjianlexuanxuandeqiujiu，quehaishizhiyiqupeilinyuqianle！
xinzhongneigujiutongmanyankailai，daizheyayibuzhudeyuanhenxilai！
为什么......
wozhidaolishichuanbuaiwo，zhishiyinweiwoshigeheshideqizi，caihuigenwojiehun。
kexuanxuanshitadenvera！
zenmenengyourenlengxuedaotingzhenverdeqiujiu，quejuedetashizainaopiqisahuang？
yigejiajiaodeshengri，bixuanxuandemingdouyaozhongyaoma？
wokouzhongdexuexingweinongdehuabukai，xiaoxinjiangnverbaoqi，liangqiangzouchuqu。
lishichuanbushihegedefuqin，yebushihegedezhangfu。
tadeshenqing、fuze，quandoujilebieren。
kewotaichunle，yaoyongshiqunverdedaijia，cainengqingchurenzhidaozheijianzaojiuhenmingquedeshi。
......
wolianxilebinyiguan，jiangnversongquhuohua。
guhuiguanwotiaoxuanletazuixihuandelanse，xuanxuanchangshuo，dengbinghaolejiuyaoqukanzuilandedahai。
wobaozhexuanxuanzaishafashangkuzuohenjiu。
diertianyizao，lishichuanheerzilishuozhongyuhuilaile。
tajiangerzikangzaijianshang，lianshangguazhewocongmeijianguodewenroudexiao，youshoubianzhanzhelinyuqian。
tamensangechuanzheqinzizhuang，toushangdaizhetongkuandefagu，kanshangquxiangjilehexiedeyijiasankou。
wohuanghuyishun，huranxiangqiwogenxuanxuandoumeiyouyongyouguozheiyangdeshunjian。
zailinyuqianchuxianzhiqian，lishichuanliangenwozhaomiandouhenshao，jihushiwoyigerenlachelianggehaizizhangdade。
houlaiyouleta，lishichuancaibiandeaixiao，huidaizhelishuochuquwan。
kexuanxuanshentibuhao，yebuqinjinlinyuqian，suoyitacongbudaita，dangranyebuhuidaiwozheigesaoxingdeqizi。
wohuranjuede，zaizheigejiali，wogenxuanxuancaishiwairen。
kanjianwozuozaishafashangshi，fuziliangdebiaoqingdouyoudianbuhaokan。
lishichuanzhoumeiwen：“nidaqingzaolengzaizheilizuoshenme？zaocanzuohaoleme？”
meidengwokaikou，lishuopielepiezui：“wocaibuyaochitazuodefan，nanchisile，linlaoshi，nidaiwoquchineijiaxiehuangguantangbaohaobuhao？”
takanxianglinyuqiandeyanshenmanshiyilian，haitiaoxinkanlewoyiyan。
linyuqianxiangshimeikanjian，xiaozhemolemotadenaodai：“haoya，laoshidainiquchi，ganxienipeilaoshiguoshengri，nihaixiangchishenme？”
我无意识攥紧了拳。
ruguoshipingshi，woyidinghuinaixingenlishuojiangdaoli，gaosutatacongxiaopiweixu，xiehuangshihanxing，tabunengduochide。
kexianzai，womanxindoushinverdeshi，yemeiyouzheigexinsi。
woyazhesangzikaikouzuzhi：“lishuo，nizuoxia，mamayoushiyaoshuo。”
lishuolengleleng，shengyindunshicule：“nipingshenmeguanwo？wocaibu！woyaogenlinlaoshiquchixiehuangguantangbao”
womeiyoulita，ershikanxianglinyuqian。
“linlaoshi，qingnixianlikaiwojia，womenyaochulijiashi。”
lishichuanmeitouzhoudegengjin：“guran，nidaodiyaoganshenme？yidaqingzaojiuzaizheinao？jiuyinweiwodaishuoshuopeiyuqianquguolegeshengri？”
linyuqianzeshiyaozhezuichunyilianwucuo。
“ranjie，nishishengwoqilema？duibuqi......wozhishizaijingshidoumeiyoupengyou，suoyicaixiangqingshichuangeheshuoshuopeiwoguoshengride。”
“zuotianwanshangyeshiwomensangerenyiqizaiyouleyuanfujinzhude，benlaishichuangedasuanhuijia，danshuoshuoshuogenwozaiwanyihui，taiwanlekaicheyebuanquan，suoyicaiguoleye，nibieduoxin。”
wobaozhexuanxuandeguhuihezuozaishafashang，juedexinlengdaolegudi。
yuanlaiwodenverfabingjianaoshi，lishichuanhelinyuqiandaizhelishuozaiguoyea。
tamenmingmingdouzhidaowozuijinjiabanhuihuilaihenwande，zuotianyeshiyinweilishichuanxiujia，wocaifangxinjiangxuanxuanfangzaijiali。
ketamenzaiwaimianshi，yidianmeiyoudanxinguoxuanxuan。
woyetingdechulinyuqianyuqizhongdetiaoxin，kandechutamenliangrenzhijianneixieangzangdeaimei。
kewozhiqianpanverbei**，renqitunshengshenmedoumeizuo！
我现在不想忍了！
jiyayijiudeqingxuzhongyubaofachulai，woyibajiangzhuoshangdeshuibeishuaizaidishang，zhizhelinyuqianbizinuma：“gun！gunchuqu！”
linyuqianheleyitiao，chuchukelianduodaolishichuanshenhou。
lishuogengshizhijiepuguolaituilewoyiba：“niweishenmeyaoxionglinlaoshi？！babashuodemeicuo！nijiushigepofu！weishenmenibuqusia？woxiangranglinlaoshijiwodangmama！”
tatuiwodeshunjian，xuanxuandeguhuiguanluozailedishang，shuaidefensui。
kanzhemandibaisedefenmo，wodenaoziyipiankongbai，yangshouyibazhangshanzailelishuolianshang！